Yes that’s right, I will help you with a dose of reality.  This pay to view series offers you insight into your proclivity towards money slavery.

I do not judge you.  I will accept you and help you accept your true authentic self.

And of course I’ll rape the shit out of your finances while I do that, but don’t worry!! Just click and pay!

Who has been a good money slave this week?  Kudos go to my sissy slave lily for buying Me more jewelry, right after she bought Me a new computer a couple weeks ago.  (I post from that new computer)  She is headed toward bankruptcy in My name..what a good sissy girl she is.  And Dr X for clicking and paying for hundreds in PTVs, and buying Me a textbook I wanted for my stock market studies (It will earn Me money, how sexy is that??, Yum!)  and also a docking station/alarm clock for My iPhone.

And…the event of the year is coming up.   My birthday on November 9th, that’s only two weeks away!    My favorite gift?   Cash in the form of tributes….so easy and taxfree for Lauren.  However, having a picnic on My ptv page is always good, or you can also visit My wishlist, I’m adding a variety of items of different price points. No gift is too inexpensive or expensive to honor Me on My birthday!

Why yes, it has been a pretty good week. *smiles*

Dr X appeared and dropped four figures on Me, earlier in the week is was a smaller session by Wallet Cunt.

Wallet cunt’s “small sessions”  are still a good $300 dollars, but of course that is a tease for Me now after $5000 and $6000 sessions But no worries, his bank account has a great big Lauren red X on it!

Also mentioned this week is  sissy lily who loves buying her Mistress gifts.  I got some diamond and gold earrings from her this week, last week was a gold and diamond and amethyst ring and some gold earring, and her most important gift to Me ever last night was a new desktop computer as the one I am using now is old and beginning to die, some of the upc ports have stopped working.  I should get it in about two weeks from Dell.  Yay!

I have had a certain Italian slave wishing to be mentioned on My blog. (I have a couple of Italian money slaves, it should be noted)  One of them uses some kind of an online translater to talk with Me, and the translations are really funny.   The other wants to know how to get on My blog, and I tell him that he’ll get a better mention when he’s doing things like spending four figures or buying me expensive gifts!

That said, wishlist gifts *are* appreciated even when small.  A couple of boys bought me books this week, and because they were books I particularly wanted I appreciated them.  One of them mentioned that he was buying Me something because of all the lurking he does on My blogs and hopes to be a real money slave someday.

That brings Me to the subject of Lurkers.

There are many of you lurkers out there. Those that read My blogs, dream about being financially raped by Me while stroking your dick.

You are getting a free ride, and I want you to feel very guilty about that.  Even if you can’t be a Dr. X, or a wallet cunt, or a sissy lily, you can still serve in small ways.  Buy a $5 picture  set and leave glowing feedback

Here is new one to buy

Other ways to serve?  Find something small (or larger!) on My wish list to buy.

Here are a couple of things I want right now!
$11 bubblebath

Rosemary Mint Honey Bubble Bath – 17 oz – Liquid
Or $22 for a case of My coffee that will fit my machine. (I go through this like you wouldn’t believe,

So there is no excuse for Lurking.  Make yourself useful!

Mistress Lauren

PS.  Many of you know that I have been keeping busy engaging in the study of stock market analysis. (You didn’t expect anything less of Me then to study financial markets right?)  There is a text book I need, and I will be getting it one way or another, but I thought I would get an adoring slave the chance to buy it for Me first…

The Textbook Lauren Needs
The slave/boy/fan/admirer who buys this  *will* get a special mention in my blog, I will edit it to credit him or her!

You may have noticed a lack of blogging from Me recently,  and you would be right. My availability has been spotty the past month or so, we had Hurricane Irene causing havoc with My power, My computer and My internet connection and that didn’t help and also some other life things just conspired to keep Me from writing, from being as available as I like to be for My clients victims.

But you don’t get to rest easy because I am  here, and I am laying sights on YOU.  Don’t worry about anything but pleasing Me for now.

I understand weak submissive men, and I know that what all of you *really* want is to truly make a woman like Me happy.  And I train you, condition you, guide and discipline you into being the addicted, weak willed man who craves giving Me his all.

Yes, I want you to surrender to Me….open yourself up to Me….I want to turn each of you into a hungry money cunt for My amusement.

I’m wet just thinking about it…

I love the emails I get from My slaves.
Here are a couple of recent gems!

From a slave who just renamed himself Lauren Rules Bankrupt Me (Has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?)

I am so sorry I have been away for so long you have expoited me so bad Mistress I had to file for bankrupcy…..you have taken everything from me I have gotten a divorce because of you and lost everything. I have nothing but still cant stay away from you. I try to hide from you and you find me I try and forget about you and I dream about you what have you done to me……I am so sorry I am broke and can not give you your money you have taken me for so much I cant beleive it……there are times I just sit and think about how much you actually took from me not just financially but you took my whole life. I am so sorry I do not have the money do give you anymore I work my ass off to get out of debt so you will one day use me again. Thanks for ruining my life you are worth it.

Notice how the loser is trying to get more money to serve Me? Even after I destroyed him? I have to use him in different ways now..exploit his poverty on My blog! (You too could be exploited like this!)  For the record, this slave sent me about 15K dollars in the course of a few months…

And this one…a bit wordy, but powerful in his despair all the same

Lauren,

I have to be honest with you, I have been to other hypnotists on NF over these many years. But something always brings me back to you. Nobody else, just you. Somehow you have permanently altered something in my brain, the part that provides willpower, so it always crumbles back to you. I think it may have been that first game, the one in which “we begin our lives of service to you in the most devious way possible.” The dreaded $2 email, from which thousands of dollars flow from us to you. I tell myself I am not going back to your pages, website, pictures, but something in my brain starts sending out signals that it is time to call, time to submit, no sense fighting it, just continue your life of service to Lauren. I remember being amused by the game, no way this could happen, certainly could not be permanent. But you plant something in us, I am not sure how, that seems impossible to alter, to remove, to ignore. I remember I played the game twice so maybe that is why it has damaged my brain and will so greatly. Of course I played other games of yours as well which I am sure didn’t help. But the first game still thrills me when I think of that night, the first time you worked your charms on me, placed me under you stunning spell. But I thought it would fade like all others, but somehow it hangs on. I read your blogs over and over, about Dr. X and your wallet boys, and seem to cling to every word. Why? What is it that you do to us? I believe I can talk with you safely, but end up your mindless robot without even realizing it. I believe I can resist your spell, defend my brain and will, but somehow or other find myself in unexplainable obedience and worship of your every whim, your happiness vital to my existence. Why?

Sorry about my rambling. I remember the first email I sent you before playing that first game, and I remember your response was so quick. And you knew, and you said in that email, that such a quick response would draw me in further, would be so exciting that I would be compelled to play. And as always, you were right. And you watched me play, saying “don’t stop now, you are playing the game so well.” And that increased my heart rate, my breathlessness, forced me further, until the only way to physically stop was to call. And already capitulating to your devastating game, words and photos, I must have been easy prey for such a skilled Siren such as yourself.

Maybe that’s it. You are a true life Siren from mythological times, no man can resist after once hearing or seeing such beauty and power. Once stung, always in your power.

This is scary for me. I try to reason it out as I do with all things, but just can’t. Maybe that is part of the spell, the inability to understand it which prevents us from escaping your clutches. Something in our cerbral cortex damaged beyond repair, always to be totally in your control.

Signed
A

Oh and by the way…this is the game that A refers to beginning his destruction

Your financial slavery to Me begins with only a $2 email. It’s only $2, that can’t hurt…right? $2

It has been a very busy summer for Me.   I had a fabulous vacation out west (I’m an East Coast girl), to Vegas, the Grand Canyon and Utah., all on the backs of My cash slaves!  This has had the effect of Me being less available, as even when I have returned I’m catching up on all kinds of personal stuff- but the GOOD NEWS is that I am here to Pillage and Rape your Financial Future yet again

Since I’ve returned I’ve had slaves lining up to buy Me gifts from My wishlist, and not cheap stuff.  I’ve gotten 2 designer purses, a pair of Prada sunglasses, Coach Perfume and an Emerald Bracelet.  I LOVE getting expensive presents. Oh, and another $2500 dollar ravishing of wallet cunt

And I love money. And I love setting traps to get your money.

And of course, I have laid a trap, its been out a week or so…..there will be another one in a couple of days, but for now.

Go buy this. It’s only $5.  And of course, I”ll send you more if you find it makes you feel….vulnerable.

Yes, you’re reading the title correctly.  One of My clients, who I am going to refer to in my postings from this point on as The virgin went crazy over My new Cash Abuse Photos. (Check them out for only $5, but be careful where it leads!!)

I began sending more and more and more emails, each progressively larger….all the way up to a $500 dollar email. Those photos of the black dildo raping and abusing cash just made him lose all control!  And I was just as excited, I LOVE extreme financial domination scenes..MY FAVORITE.

I was about to send him a $999 email (He had opened one for Me the previous Sunday), and then I remembered a fantasy I  blogged about a couple of months in this post.  There were two fantasies in that post, the second one was a Niteflirt one in which I made a slave call Me on the $50 line and open $1000 dollar emails (in reality $999 is the highest you can make them).

So I jacked my rates and and made The virgin call Me at $50 a minute….then I started sending him $999 dollar emails…and he opened THREE in the six minutes we were on the phone.  Cha-ching!   So $300 for the phone call and $3000 for the email.   In SIX minutes!

All total it was a $5000 rape for The virgin…

If you count his Sunday raping, it was about a $7000 dollar rape over 4 days

And yes….I came…about three times, one for each thousand dollar email, and it was amazing *sigh*

(File this under, how to hear Lauren cum on the phone)

About 3 hours ago I released this photo set.  Three photos for five dollars.  Within an hour, I was 2 thousand dollars richer, mostly due to a particular money slave I session going nuts over the set and buying progressively larger emails, but many were called and many spent

For only $5 you can see what made My slave go crazy…be careful, danger may lurk there for you!

As for that money slave who got raped?  He got aroused knowing that each and every email he bought was arousing Me. The fun culminated when I sent  him a $999 email. (The Niteflirt limit) and I was sooo aroused I said…I’ll cum if you by this.  So he bought it, and YES I did cum from the thrill of seeing it enter My bank account.  Buying a huge pay to view is like having a 10 inch cock for a few minutes….has the same effect on Me

I got this very stimulating letter from a boy about My wallet rape photos….

Dear Mistress Lauren,

You were quite correct about the wallet rape frenzy making my cock twitch, so I had to buy the three pictures.

I found picture 8 amazing as the wallet looks like a vagina about to be fucked by your strap on. This had quite an effect on me as in my mind it is my vagina (which feels weird for me as a guy to admit), about to be raped and you are in control with the cock. I imagined the thrusts of your cock making the notes and credit cards fall out, which is what you want and I am powerless to stop you.

Mistress, you have a real gift of every now and then finding triggers in my mind which leave me weak and I find impossible to ignore your request. I have used NF on and off for a number of years but there is so much now which I find, well, boring really. It is just all the same. So it is so good to find something psychologically exciting and of such good quality. Thank you.

nb

Want to see the photos to which he is referring?  Buy them here

Three great things that go great together.

Good boys like you need cock control..

Bad boys need it too…

Because if feels amazing to surrender to Me..

Then I can step in and make you pay…

This is my week for smiling at the letters and im messages I am getting from those that serve Me..

This one greeted Me in my mailbox today

i wanted to thank You for last night, Lauren, Mistress.  it had been so long and it was so necessary.

i was thinking about Your narrative on this page and the honest it contains.  i certainly cannot argue with the notion that You conditioned me for future use.  i’m living proof of that.  however, You fail to mention that You do that by taking damaged goods….allowing & encouraging them to care again.  Sure, You’re a Findomme, who excels at & redefines Her craft, but You do it with such grace and humor and gentility that it makes all things fresh and alive again.

Thank You for being You, Lauren!

And when I turned on My yahoo this morning, there were several messages from followers, this one I liked:

just some words about the Letter from your moneyslave on your blog… He couldn’t say it better… it’s impossible to explain… but, this is your power, this is what makes you different from all the other… The power is in your mind, impossible to resist. It’s just like you can read minds and manipulate them to get what you want. That’s why I call you GOD

Well, I prefer Mistress to God, but I do appreciate the sentiment!  I do Financial Domination in MY own way (like any good Dominant) The flavor varies from slave to slave actually, because I am a “master” of manipulating men to want what I want. Many have the mistaken notion that an effective FemDomme gets Her slaves/submissives to do what She wants.  *smile*  She actually gets them to *want* what She wants. It’s an important distinction, but it does require a slave who is vulnerable to My seductions. And most of you are….