Category — mindfuck
piggy b
I do not post every day, because I like to make posts of substance. I like there to be something new to say.
Today I have been spending My time thinking of slaves who have served Me for quite some time, and there are many of them. I’ve had the chore of going through old Niteflirt emails, from 2 or more years ago, and I noticed something amusing. Most of the men emailing me and spending on Me some 2 years ago are still doing so!
. I’ve read some of the old emails and they made Me smile
I retain slaves. Even slaves that are “money pig sluts” and flit around from Mistress to Mistress throwing money around. They always return to Me after a time. I understand what they need. I make them….Helpless. I have a way *laughs*
I’m thinking of a certain boy that needs to contact Me soon. I know he reads this blog, so I’m going to tell you ALL a bit about him, and I know that will bring him out of the woodwork. (and likely it will induce others to call Me to talk about this scenario as well!)
I am going to call him “piggy b”
“piggy b” initially contacted Me, perhaps 2 years ago, claiming to not be looking for financial domination, but absolutely fascinated by the idea. Now piggy b has a desire to totally give himself to a dominant woman, to live his life making hers easier. Serving Her.
Common subby stuff, but his has a twist. He wants Her to order him to live such an unhealthy lifestyle that he dies young, having had taken out large life insurance policies with Her as the beneficiary. And of course, she is instrumental in ordering his unhealthy lifestyle of no exercise, addiction and lousy food, controlling his lifestyle so that ultimately he has an early demise and leaves Her wealthy.
And of course, I have no such compulsions against this. This is Extreme Financial Domination at its Ultimate level. Mmmmmmm
Now here is the kicker. …piggy b only seems to want to do this when he is drunk. So occasionally, he will find himself a bottle, drink himself silly and call Me and talk for hours, sometimes at outrageous price per minute rates. (I’ve charged him as much as $50 a minute in his drunken stupor)
The last time we talked I did this, and he got on webcam wearing a piggy nose, and made piggy grunts for Me.
I made him cry. It was WONDERFUL!
He tells Me how his girlfriend is standing in the way of getting what he really wants, to sacrifice his life to a demanding heartless Financial Dominant. (Me).
The girlfriend, whom he doesn’t even love, but who is the only one that will fuck him (he has a really tiny dick), so he puts up with it. I wonder what she would think if she knew a couple times he nearly sent Me the contents of their joint savings account?
So he’ll sober up and avoid Me awhile.
But he always comes back.
piggy b….I’m waiting to hear from you.
December 17, 2009 No Comments
Coming soon –Two girl calls :)
My cohert in Two Domme Torment is the erotic ..SeducedbyJane.
We’re working out some details, but soon we will be offering calls where you will have us BOTH on the line to torment you.
When we know more we will let you know, it will likely be by appointment. And yes, you’re getting two dommes, but NOT for the price of One. You have to pray double of course
But it will sooo be worth it.
And while I’m talking about Jane, wander over here, to her new smoking listing. Here’s a pic of her smoking. She is smoking, isn’t she?
See? Aren’t you going to LOVE being doubly raped by two girls? *giggles*

November 19, 2009 1 Comment
Hypnosis and Money Slavery
I have used hypnotic techniques on my money slaves for ages, but recently I’ve become even more open about it.
This of course, begs the question….
Is it possible to hypnotize a slave into handing it all over?

Can my milky words make him surrender all his wealth, without any visage of free will? Even if he had never imagined it…never fantasized about it?
Conventional wisdom says no…that you cannot be hypnotized against your will. That only if you desire it DEEP DOWN, can hypnosis manifest into reality.
Is that true? I mean, are you worried that if you surrender to My hypnotic power that you will mindlessly deliver your cash to Me? Awaken to find in horror that you’ve sent me thousands of dollars without a conscious memory of doing so? Find yourself hypnotically addicted to giving Me money?
Conventional wisdom says this will not happen…UNLESS…you have a secret desire to have Me financially fuck you over. Oh..and it might be an unconscious desire.
So succumb to My hypnotic words. And if you have the unconscious desire to give Me all your cash, you can be sure you’ll be transferring it all to Me!
November 11, 2009 2 Comments
Release your Inner Girl!
For all my girly sissy freaks and wannabe girls…a hypnotic recording! Go ahead…click and buy it…mmmmm
Some of you are aware of how I have recently been more open about offering erotic hypnosis. It is, after all, another tool to control you. I’ve been using it in My sessions for quite some time, and in the texts of My PPVs, but I haven’t pointed it out.
That is changing. I am now, officially and openly now practicing Hypnosis–primarily as yet another Mind Control Technique. And be careful. I am really adept at it. *laughs*
November 11, 2009 No Comments
Conversation with a loser
This one was just toooo good to pass up.
I recently started speaking with a guy with the NF member name Please Stuff My Holes.
He was sooo much fun to humiliate..I get off on that mental torture too….and one of the things I told him was to imagine being brought to a party, all feminized and only allowed to say One thing in response to people….”Please Stuff My Holes”
Well, the freak took Me literally and went to a Lesbian club on Halloween dressed as a Ben Gay tube and did just this!
I can’t make this stuff up.
Here is his email to Me:
Dearest Lauren,
As a true humiliation fan and a total fucking moron, I took your suggestion of using my screen name as my response to any word spoken to me while in my ridiculous Halloweener costume. Fittingly, I chose to be a Ben-Gay tube. What better place to show myself up (or out) was the long line at the “Scandalous” lesbian club. Waiting outside with the dykes, I got in line but to draw attention I didnt move. This drew attention to which I just responded “Please stuff my holes”. The first 4 times drew confusion, then anger. One dyke aka Little Red Riding Hood took my Ben-Gay cap off and stomped on it. I bent over to pick it up and looked at her saying “Please stuff my holes”. It was this final response that enraged her and her pussy licking friends. They began tearing my homeade costume to shreds to expose a pair of Superman Underoos and a woody. The laughter and comments were insane and I thought I was going to cum in my pants. I stook shaking in the line from the excitement and coldness. Unfortunately or fortunately, this made such a scene that I was asked by club security to get out of the line. As I was escorted away Riding Hoods black bitch Tinkerbell came up and gave me a wedgie that ripped my roos and a can of beer hit me in the head. I went home more degraded, humiliated and emasculated than ever. Proving again, that being an idiot and acting like one are the same thing. You deserve all the credit for this one.
In Retaradation,
Ricki Retardo
November 3, 2009 No Comments
The Game is On! Play it!
July 21, 2009 No Comments
The Game rules are up!
July 21, 2009 No Comments
Coming soon
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The game.
A foray into the voyeuristic collective consciousness of us all.
Who will spend the most, and what will make them spend?
There will be spenders. Some will spend a little. Some will spend a lot.
There will be spectators
There will be commentators and reporters.
There will be news flashes and statistics.
No game has ever been conceived like this before.
There will be rewards and there will be dialogue
This will be a dynamic interaction between me, the participants and the observers.
July 20, 2009 No Comments
What makes a real financial Domme?
Being a financial slavery aficionado, and having a great many financial slaves serving Me in varying capacities, I have voraciously read all that has come across my computer, and talked for hours with money slaves about My fetish.
There has been a great deal written about what a “true” *coughs* money Domme is. That a Domme that seeks to destroy a man financially isn’t ethical or a real Domme.
I however, disagree. And as so often happens in fetishes involving edge play, (And taking someone into bankruptcy is certainly edge play) the practice has been demonized by those who would not practice it.
I certainly do not take ALL of my money slaves to financial ruin, but when I have that opportunity, I take it. Much like a S/m Sadist who enjoys having a true pain slut under his whip, someone who hungers for the pain, needs the pain, begs for the pain, needs the tears and seeks out the sadist willing to dispense the needed intensity. And as a participant in the BDSM scene, I’m well acquainted with pain sluts (And have done my share of edgy hands on bdsm play as well).
The extreme financial slave is someone who needs an accomplished financial sadist to have no mercy. An extreme money masochist often is taken to the gutters more than once in a lifetime. Those men often repair their finances for the sole purpose of being in a position to have a harder and more satisfying fall with a Mistress. Life becomes a conduit for experiencing the maximum pleasure of this fetish.
And what does the Financial Sadist gain, other than the obvious money?
Power of course. Money *is* power, and there is little more submissive then forking over more money then you have to a beautiful Mistress who is getting off on the sacrifices and consequences of that exchange.
Recently many of you read of the continuing saga of Bankruptcy Boy J. He really has nearly nothing left from his trip with Me into ruin. He’s lost his home, his job, his wife, his credit. He’s sleeping on his brother’s sofa and working at a Walmart. He calls Me when he can. Someone commented to Me that I shouldn’t allow him to call Me anymore since he hasn’t the same amount of money to spend, and that’s what makes Me a “true” financial sadist, is that I want to HEAR how My raping of his money has affected his life. I get off every time he calls Me, even if I’m not taking thousands a week from him anymore.
And the latest from Bankruptcy Boy J? He’s started sucking cock for money to finance his phone calls. He told me in detail about his adventures being the suck toy for one man, and its only one man paying him for cock sucking at this point. Maybe it’s not true, maybe its all fantasy, but what fantastic erotic material for a financial sadist!
So do you want a Financial Domme who will make you give her a set amount of money that you can budget for like she was your mortgage or your car payment? I can do that..but wouldn’t you rather have the woman who can seduce or charm your car payment out of you, leaving you to scramble to readjust your life, so that you make daily sacrifices and suffer for Her? That, for a financial Sadist…is romantic….and erotic.

July 7, 2009 4 Comments
The process of mindfuckery.
I’ve written how I’m taking down a Masturbation Game I’ve had up for over a year now, so that I can write a new game. One that will be unlike any game you’ve ever played. I’m conceptualizing it now..Trying to decide what goodies to put in. It’s going to be part maze, part mind fuck, part scavenger hunt and part tease and denial, and part treasure hunt.
The object is of course, to hook you in, make you click and click and spend a small fortune on me. Sometimes I’ve been surprised at what will make a guy click and what makes him walk away. We will see what I’ve learned
June 30, 2009 No Comments




