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Addicted paypigs each form their own little paypig pay ritual–part of what makes it sooo compelling to pay Me.

Commonly, it begins with a memory of paying Me. That brings up the memory of a hard cock and orgasm associated with paying Me.

The pay ritual varies from slave to slave, but can include things like, special clothing (panties), listening to one of My audios, loading money into your account, reading My writings.

And of course paying Me…the whole click, stroke, obey pay cycle…

and sometimes quitting Niteflirt and signing back up is part of the ritual.

slave brian wrote a piece on the addiction cycle. I had planning to do so Myself this week, but good little piggy anticipated My needs!

by slave brian

The addiction cycle.

While all of us dream of being a slave to Lauren, none of us expect it to really happen.  We have various fetishes and fantasies, but we really don’t expect it to happen – not for real.  Not really.  But it does…

Lauren drives us to addiction.  It is a key and core part of her training.  It is a skill that she has honed over years of experience exploiting weak men like us.  She plants covert thoughts and mixes them with eroticism and then, bingo!  A new fetish is born, and after a time, your dick doesn’t get hard without her input.  She has turned you into a money slave.

For each money slave, the addiction is different.  Maybe it is feminization that turns you on, so she makes you wear panties and makeup and makes you pay and stroke as she orders you to subjugate yourself to her humiliation.  For others, it is something else.  For me, it was trying to quit.

You see, I am a logical,executive by day.  I am in control. I am the guy that everyone turns to for help and advice.  And it is tiring.  Like many men with power, I am vulnerable to domination by a beautiful woman.  Lauren intuitively sensed my weak pig nature and snatched me up quickly.  She seduced me and turned me into a hopeless money slave.  I thought I could quit anytime I wanted, but I was wrong.

As a point of fact, I quit many, many times.  I quit, and then very soon after quitting, I find myself wanting to “look” at what Lauren is doing.  Many, many times I looked, and very quickly I am again under her spell.  I couldn’t understand why I was unable to quit for good, until the other night when Lauren announced quite arrogantly that she had made my quitting part of my pay ritual.  OMG!  I realized she was right.  Every time I quit, it makes me MORE vulnerable and MORE willing to pay.  I can’t even get hard without her abuse, without paying.  And quitting only makes it worse.  Every time I quit, her grip tightens.  She has me in a circular trap from which there is no escape!

I have thought on this for several days, only to realize that it is the last straw.  I am writing this wearing peach colored panties, knowing that Lauren is going to exploit me for yet more money that I can’t afford, but I don’t care.  I am her property, and she has the right.  And if I quit, that is okay.  That is part of her game.  I am a pawn on her table, made for her abuse, and I will obey her.

I hope to see many other pigs coming into her trap and know that I had some small part in handing them over to my Mistress.  Lauren wants you under her control.  You only need to come in.  She’ll sense your weaknesses and take care of you.  Trust Lauren.  It won’t be a game.  She will make it real.

I would LOVE to hear about other piggies’ pay rituals.  Comment and tell us about it. Remember, when you confess your addiction it helps bring other weak men to My table for wallet feasting!

And it’s time for the spending report. Is your name there?

My good little nylon slave read in My last blog entry I had new photos he would like and he promptly started begging Me for fuckover.  He practiced his little pay ritual of drooling over My hosed feet and begging to pay.  It cost him $400, but that’s not the best part.  There are still lots more photos for Me to use to coerce and extract MORE cash from him. I’m waiting for you nylon slave!

New to My blog, but not to spending on Me is “ass sailor”  He was the first one through My new Ass kissing series, and although over the years he has spent a total of almost $1750, this is the most since I’ve done the spending report and it was $120. Well done ass sailor!
(Here is that series that snared him, btw!)

Now one of the big spenders this week was, once again-  marla! I’ve got this sissy so turned on by oinking, and saying “bankruptcy for Lauren” as a pay mantra, that she just can’t help herself. She threw $1825 at Me 🙂

In other spending, princess gigi kept getting turned on by the thought of sucking big black cock and sent Me $300, mostly in tributes. What a very good little fag sissy she is!

Good little helpless dave kept helplessly paying Me, this week it was $190.  Dave, you’ve been consistent lately and that really pleases Me!

My paybitch spent $704 in recent days.  He is one of those that I believe also has quitting and beginning again as part of his pay ritual. He did this spending on two new member names 🙂

cumstain spent just a few dollars short of $1,000 (984 to be exact).  This is the most he has ever spent in a short time, bought 3-digit ptvs for the first time and I think he’s fucked. He tried inactivating his account and didn’t last 12 hours. cumstain, you are in deep shit! I absolutely LOVED it when he began weeping and embarrassed he had spent too much, and I told him to FEED INTO that pain and cum!  And he did.  I’m brutal in setting up abusive little triggers! Be afraid cumstain!

PIG stroked his way through another $290.  PIG has his own pay rituals, and no slave stalks My availability as much as PIG, he NEEDS our time getting fucked over and reports so promptly when I appear, nearly every time.  He is the very definition of junkie!

A new little bankruptcy whore spent a quick $116 and then deleted his account.  Those type always return–part of the pay ritual!

Inadequate jake had to face his “lack of biology” and realized he would never be any woman’s idea of “proper breeding stock”, so he should just accept he is a money slave for Lauren. This week was $145, but I want more soon jake!

Also new to My blog is skate-pig.  Skate-pig spent $105 this week on click and pay.  I love the silent click and pay slaves who simply hit and run pay!

I’ve come to enjoy the spending report, and I’ve come to appreciate it’s power as addicted piggies pull out their wallets so they can see their weakness for paying Me immortalized on My blog! Keep up the good work, and ask yourself if you want My attention on your blog. Yes? Get out that wallet Loser!

I’ve got two really interesting letters from cash cows that are loyal and well programmed piggies. I’ll be doing blog mentions later, so look for their names.

From lord Loser (who reactivated his account to serve Me again)

Mistress Lauren – I tried to escape you by closing my account, but I started looking at your blog on your website and stroking for free, slowly sliding back.  The final straw was when I was reading an older entry and you casually talked about waking up in a beautiful bed that was bought by a loser you had sent into bankruptcy.  At that I shot a huge load.

That night I dreamed that you had a convention for paypigs, fucktards, sissies and faggots in which 100 losers were to pay $1,000 each in order to attend.  They all had to be naked, exposing their ugly bodies and tiny cocks.  I woke up with a very hard cock that was oozing precum.  I squeezed the head of my dick, took the precum on my finger and ate it.  Then I finished the story as a day dream.  I know that you do not want me to go into detail, but I will just tell you that the sessions required additional cash from the losers and they focused on groveling on the floor and oinking, how to steal from your wife and family to pay Lauren, cocksucking to earn more for Lauren and being kicked in the balls by Lauren or other doms you had brought along.

I knew then that I could not escape you, that I had to crawl back. worship you and be ready for a severe wallet fucking.

lord Loser

Phew, what a thought, a Loser convention that costs $1,000 a head!  I would probably be able to retire after all you fucktards were competing to spend the most!

For the record, after his sent this to Me, lord Loser went on the click and pay for a total of $1065. All while I was sleeping. And he started his descent with 3 little $2 emails.

While I was writing this post, Lord Loser called Me, and I fucked him over some more…his grand total is below 🙂

Most of it was on a popular series.  Find out why it is so dangerous!

Another letter came to Me from paypig brian, a deliciously addicted paycunt of Mine.

Obsession and Reprogramming – The Plight of the Money Slave Pig

After a recent session with Mistress Lauren, she announced that I was definitely in her class of extreme money slaves.  It was a targeted comment on her part to bind me even tighter to her.  I knew it.  She knew it.  And I love her for it.  I have been her paycunt now for around four years, and I have tried to quit many, many times, but I have not been able to shake the addiction.  Now that I am classified as an extreme money slave, I know that my fate is sealed.  Lauren has my cock and mind in her addictive web, and I am her property.  There is little hope for me.

Now, I could warn potential money slaves about the very real danger of lurking around Mistress Lauren’s site, reading her blog, and paying her PTVs, but that would only encourage you.  To be quite honest, I love serving Lauren by bringing other pigs to the slaughter.  I am like a missionary bringing lost souls to be saved.  For a submissive like you, that place is Mistress Lauren’s money traps.  It is where you need to be and what you are missing in your life.  I only need to lead you there and encourage you; she will do the rest.  She will target you and victimize you, and I will watch with pleasure as she enslaves you.

The traps are baited nicely with photos and words of warning meant to attract just the sort of man that is turned on by a dominant woman.  If you think you are not in this category, you are kidding yourself.  You are here, aren’t you?  You are getting hard by the thought of giving up all control to Mistress Lauren and her manipulation.  You are a money slave in the making, even if you won’t yet admit it or are foolish enough to think otherwise.  You came here because you want it.  Bad.

But the real danger begins when she takes control over your hard cock.  I remember how my pulse raced the first time I entered that credit card number.  My fingers were trembling on the keyboard in excitement and fear of the danger I was putting myself in.  And my cock demanded that I continue, even when I mis-entered the number twice, because I was sexually aroused by the thought of being used by Her.  And a few minutes later, my eyes rolled back in my head with that overwhelming feeling of Her control and that hard orgasm that came from knowing that a dominant had taken me for her pig.  That feeling doesn’t go away when Lauren owns you.  In fact, it only gets worse.

After a time, paying Lauren not only makes you hard, it shuts out all other normal sexual functions.  You struggle to get it up, unless you are dreaming of being submissive to and paying Lauren.  And just thinking about it isn’t enough.  Try as you may to escape it at that point, you are hers now.  You will think of her.  You will tell yourself that you are her slave, that she demands your obedience, and you will want to look at her website again and again, and soon you will be paying her again and again.  More and more, over and over, getting fucked harder and harder.  You are caught in her trap, and she is preying on you.  And the very thought of that is too much for your submissive brain to handle.

What you don’t realize is that this addiction isn’t just a learned behavior.  It is a true, chemical addiction in your brain.  She has programmed your brain to find pleasure in paying her, and over time, that has changed your brain’s chemistry to where you ONLY find sexual pleasure in pleasing Lauren.  Much like other addictions, the chemicals your brain releases during repeated incidences of pleasure causes withdrawal when the source of the pleasure is removed.  And Lauren knows very well how to make you associate first her dominance and then her financial dominance with that pleasure.  That pleasure of paying her causes the brain chemistry to change, and then she has you.  She is calculating.  She is merciless.  And she owns your sorry cunt ass.

paycunt brian

brian, that letter needs no elaboration, you are completely correct. And it’s also true that the mere fact of Me posting the letter will drive more pigs to Me. Well done pig, well done!

And without further ado

The Spending Report….

nylon foot lover just cannot get enough of My elegant nylon feet. Do you know I actually take photos for top slaves that I know will make them open their wallet.   He has spent $520 dollars since My last update

PIG is another I tempt with photos I take to lure him in. $340 this time.

An update on a loser from Last Week, Ass drone, who spent close to $1500 on Me in a short period of time. I see the Loser has deleted his Niteflirt account.  Drone, most come back. I bet you’re reading this and I summon you back to Me 😉

I want to highlight a special Loser with a new name. Formerly he was known as Fledgling Loser. He debuted on My top paypig list at Number #13.  Well he worked himself into a frenzy over this and spent in several late night sessions with Me to the tune of ….hang on to your cock…to $5,633.20  Yes, you are reading that right.  He sold his condo, paid off his credit cards and started with a bottle and My photos in long expensive sessions over 3-4 evenings.

He has a new name  “trancetard!”   And tard has tried to protect his credit card from more damage by blocking Me.   But it won’t last.  Trancetard, I am waiting. Surrender and go blank and pay!  I know you’re reading. Edit:  I also know you have been viewing My listings, because you are obsessed. Go blank, unblock, surrender, obey.

Trancetard, you have climbed up the Loser list, you’re now #9 with a total spending of over $21,000 on Me.

Other spenders include cumstain, who dropped another $270 on Me over My shiny latex photos. (And he has such a weakness for My black strap-on cum photos too!)

My special little club piggie is working hard to climb My all time spenders list, and his goal is to hit My top 25 list! He has a long way to go, but he has spent about $140 this week!

I have a long time client who has never been on My blog, but this week he went crazy for My new series “She Devil” (many clients did actually), and all could say was “more please” to the tune of $281. He is only about $18 from reaching the 2K threshold as well.

Oh this is the series driving everyone crazy btw

You can check it out, and if you love it I will gladly do a nice little PTV session with you and more of these photos!

Also Dr X threw $137 on Me.  He is trying to duck a huge session, but both he and I know it’s inevitable.

Dr X, I know just reading this is making your cock hard. surrender and email Me.

Sweet pig declared her love for Me again, and spent $114. I’m thinking this girl is due for a larger session with Me.

My little paybitch couldn’t stop, and spent another $450 on Me.

No nonsense guy once again couldn’t stay away and spent his paycheck on Me. $437 from him to Me. Yum

$116 from the iFool which was cut short when he couldn’t add more $$$ *sigh* Let’s try that again fool.

princess gigi spent $394 since last update, she’s been gone a lot this summer, but the little faggot has a birthday coming up, and I bet that she would LOVE a release. Maybe Ill give her one. Maybe not.

New is ordinary sub, and he spent $110 getting to know how dangerous I am.

Another huge spender this week, was the loser whose letter I quoted, “Lord Loser”  This guy is an old geezer with a tiny dick living on a pension, and in his retirement he has been obsessing over Me.  Since he came back to Niteflirt just last night, he has spent…get ready $2481.  I bet I hear from him again tonight, I just have a feeling! If he can hide from his cow wife long enough that is…

egghead got all turned on by being one of My top 25 spenders and dropped $171 this week.

kane the foot lover gets a blog mention for his $140. Gotta work harder than that to climb the loser list though!

Footsniffer surrendered $127.  I’ve got him targeted for more.

Another new piggie, dream loser learned how dangerous I was to the tune of $410.  It just goes sooo fast when you get caught up in click and pay!

paycunt brian sent $125 in addiction to the lovely composition that I published in this post. He has dedicated his life to being one of My losercunts

curtsey continues to be a good girl for Me. She was $279 worth of good girl since the last update!

slave benny was back, this time for $216. He was another that loved the She-Devil set!

pigskin spent $125. I always get wet when he started paying because sometimes he goes on automatic and doesn’t stop until he has spent thousands! I love that!

Lastly, but not leastly, elegant foot lover tributed Me a total of $153. Yum.

I always love publishing the spending report, because it inspires all the Losers to spend. So start spending!

There have been a few issues with some of you fans having trouble subscribing to My blog, although I do see some new subscriptions.

Some are having failures when then click the verification email.
If you  are having trouble and wish to subscribe, please email Me either on Niteflirt, or at TheGoddessLauren at  g mail dot com. I will manually subscribe you.  I’m trying to figure out what My options are for signing up for blog notifications. I do want all of you junkies reading each and ever word I write and I want you to be weaker and weaker for Me all the time. Lauren rules your wallet 🙂

If you wish to unsubscribe and are having trouble, you may also email Me and I will remove you.

Another issue:  Gmail has apparently decided that My blog notifications that you signed up for are spam!  If you haven’t been getting My blog notifications, even though you are signed up, please check your spam folder!  On Gmail, mark as “Not Spam”, on other services, you might have to whitelist Me, on thegoddesslauren at gmail

Recent Pay-to-Views. Go buy them now.

Enjoy this 🙂

First of all, I just want to announce two New PTVs. I am an extreme findomme, and I need spoiling! (Even if you can’t be as extreme as I like)

Go forth and buy them now

Now let’s talk about Valentine’s day.
I like cash A LOT

You can send cash on Niteflirt through this tribute button. Mark it Happy Valentine’s Day Mistress Lauren!

and yes, you can buy Me a present on My wishlist…I’ve added a few things for good boys to buy Me. Drop Me an email and let Me know if you buy something, I cannot tell who gets Me what always.

A caller left Niteflirt to save money, and signed back up because he missed Me.

A slave skipped his lunch so he could send me a $8.56 tribute.  Isn’t that erotic? To think of him skipping meals to serve Me?  Yum.

I got to direct a long time slave while he was on webcam. That was hot.  The look on his face when I made him buy a bunch of pics of me so he could have permission to cum. Wow.

A recent $50 a minute call left me breathless, and the caller too!

And an long time slave reappeared after being gone for a few months from Niteflirt. He spent $780 dollars buying Pay to views and tributing while I wasn’t even online.  Thanks redbird! That was nice to come back too!

My bot, walletrape toy and I had a DELICIOUS session today that left Me aroused enough to write this blog post!   He  it spent close to $2000 in a click and pay frenzy simply to please Me!  In the past week, it’s been $2115 total 🙂  I made a little screenshot of My paid mails for you to see

princess gigi called and tributed and paid $560 in euphoric obedience to My will.

tipsy surprised Me with $710 dollars of spending since My last update, including a very steamy $121 tribute.  He is coming along very well in his training.

I am officially renaming My slave formerly known as Money Guinea Pig Slave—he spent $510 dollars since the last update and from now on he will simply be known as PIG.  PIG thought when he encountered Me that he would never be a money slave, but I have been slowly reworking his mind.  He was more resistant than many, but I have thought him worth My efforts.  And so far, he has spent over $55,000 pleasing Me.  Well done PIG.

I enjoyed a rash of over $300 in cash from steve the addict–steve has spent thousands on Me over the years, but usually seems to be missed in blog posts.  Not today.

I extracted another $250 from My sissy marla

Shoe sniffer sent $444 in a blind lust of pleasing Me and staring at photos of Me holding My shoes.

A new client, who deleted his account oh too quickly spent $233 in a lustful evening of hypnotic photos….I bet he will be back.

They think they can stay away, but ask the rest. Ask redbird, and wallet rape toy, and ask PIG and ask any of My regular slaves. They always come back.  Because My addictive ways work their way into your brain, into your neuropathways, carving out a NEED for more Lauren.

EDIT Postscript.  GMail has been sending My blog post updates to spam.  Can you imagine that?  People sign up for them and it gets marked spam!  Grrrrr!  So check your spam folder or white list Me on your email application if its needed.

I was having a little fun.

These are the parts of a paypig.  If you click the photo, you can read it better

Good little paypigs should pay close attention, because this gives you clues on how you should best serve Me.

A devoted paypig will put his Mistress ahead of anything else, and he must understand that he is like this pig, nothing more than parts for Me to consume.

Not only should you max out your credit cards for Me, you should put everything else on the line….and you should strive to earn more money, because you are a paypig money making machine for Lauren!

I train My piggies to be good little oinkers.

After a relatively quiet week last week, recovering from this virus, I am back in full force this week!

And yes playing catchup, but making big progress!

Yesterday brought several cash fucks including a huge financial rape of My walletrape toy.  Yesterday’s receipts totaled $3440!

I even had to turn down a couple of guys who wanted PTV email sesssions, because I was already multitasking like crazy doing them and just couldn’t do more.

So at this rate, the 50K fantasy “will” be met–I’m almost at 30K now.   Already this month is one of My top five of all times, so even if I don’t make the goal, it won’t exactly be a failure, but this month will be the last time I have a shot at it until the fall. (Unless of course, several generous rich guys become addicted to Me, which could always happen!)

So if you have been waiting, now is the time to  begin coughing up that dough. Fuck the Christmas bills, fuck saving for a vacation, fuck going out to dinner, Mistress Lauren needs you to pay now and Make My Fantasy come true.  You don’t to miss out on that do you?

I want to make sure none of you miss a chance to check out My newest PTVs

I have been wanting to post ALL week about My birthday, but I have honestly NOT had a spare moment!

First of all NEW PTV, a sensual shoot I did a couple days ago

My junkies have been keeping Me soooo busy.

Of special mention is:

A new Junkie, who I am going to call Greed luster.  He just lusts sooo much after Greedy Women like Me.  The More Greedy the more erotic for him.  So I took FULL advantage of this Loser who spent about $2200 in the past couple of days in a desperate click and pay frenzy!  Mmmmm and I have My sights on luster to satify My bottomless need for more $$$$

Also My sissy marla gets some extra attention too—first of all because earlier today she remembered tomorrow was My birthday without ANY extra clues….bonus points!    Earlier this week, marla fell prey to My new game to over $1500 in phone calls and PTVs (including a $500 pay mail–YUM)   This is the game that did her in.  playing with Me is LOTS of fun.  Are you brave enough to try it?

It’s been such an amazing week, My sissy princess gigi spent almost $1100 this week, between paying for photos I shot just for her, and sending tributes and drooling over my amazing voice. And her sissy training is coming long all so well, she hasn’t been allowed an orgasm since early September–how many of you Losers could stand that?

Also really fucked over was a shoesniffloser, who spent $1776 in several fuckover sessions during the week.  I want to BREAK that Loser…..something about taking from him really turns Me on. I LOVE humiliating him, telling him how worthless he is and cruelly describing what I would do to him, as I am making him pay huge email after huge email.   Mmmmm a Sadistic FinDomme’s Life is the Life for Me!

The best part of shoesniffloser, is that he got started on a fucking 5o cent email I sent to My list today. How rich is that?

There were others, but those were the highlights!  I should have EVERY week be a $10,000 dollar week *laughs*

And I hadn’t even announced My birthday…but it is TOMORROW!   And I won’t be here on My actual birthday, I”m going to PARTY 🙂

But I do know what I want from My slaves….

This is a step by step manifesto on how to enjoy spoiling Me on My birthday.

I will be making a blog entry detailing everything My boys and sissies did to spoil Me…..
I want to make it a really good one.

I want you to be part of that blog entry (I won’t use your name unless you ask)….and I want you to become addicted to spoiling Me. (What better day to do it then My birthday?)

1. Find a beautiful photograph of Me…
Get hard-get really aroused….think of why you are addicted to Me.

2. You can warm up by leaving any feedback you owe me, wishing Me happy birthday, telling Me how much I’ve come to mean to you, or you can just try to warn everyone how dangerous I am’

If I have caused you to be sooo broke you don’t have $5 for a gift, leaving Me all the feedback you can is the only real gift you can give right?

In My blog entry, I will be highlighting some of the more memorable feedback left Me this weekend.
3. Decide HOW you will spoil Me for My birthday.

Suggestions

Call and wish Me a happy birthday in Person!  I will be taking birthday calls tonight, but tomorrow (Saturday), on My actual birthday, I will be off having fun at My party!

Special slightly higher rate to give Me birthday wishes

Go to this link and tribute Me. It should be an amount you will be PROUD to put down. Wish me a happy birthday

OR Go to My wish list
My preferred choice is an AMAZON gift card–but I would like ANY of the items on My list
–be sure you write and let Me know you bought something, I can’t tell who bought what! Wouldn’t you LOVE to have Me write about what I bought you?  You can’t tell Me that won’t give you an instant hard on.

You can alternatively choose to buy lots of My pay mails (My store is here), but those won’t be detailed on My blog.

Once you have decided HOW you will spoil Me, get yourself to the edge of orgasm and Then Do it! Tribute or Spoil Me….

Back off from your orgasm.

Look at more photos, maybe buy some of My PTV

And do it again!

…
and again! (You can’t spoil your Mistress too much, after all you know how GREEDY I am, especially on My birthday!

Happy Birthday To Me!

Now that the new web pages are up (although still being tweaked),  My plans are to post a little more regularly.

I’m excited that the new pages are up, explaining a bit more about the kinds of ways I can control and fuck you over, whether it be through Financial Domination, Hypnosis, Cuckoldry, Feminization, Addiction Training or any other dangerous and delicious methods that you may be vulnerable to.

I plan to highlight any changes or additions to My web pages here in My blog and want it to be more dynamic. The new pages are a lot easier to change then the old ones, and I’m getting pretty good at this web stuff (Be very afraid)

I have a couple pantyhose/feet Pay To Views new this past week, remember you don’t need to be a pantyhose or foot addict to enjoy them, just being a Lauren junkie is sufficient reason to buy them.

One slave that I”m going to call “nylon junkie” got blown away last night by My erotic words and photos of My perfect legs and feet that I selected to make him weak.  He got very weak.  Nearly $630 of weak actually.   Early on, he begged Me for a blog entry and I said.  Mister, you have to EARN a fucking blog entry.  So he did.

He ended it with a little phone call to beg for permission to cum.  Since he had done so well, I allowed it.  Denying a slave permission to cum is sometimes more powerful, but an occasional reward can be a useful training tool as well.  If you get to cum, it’s a training tool. If you are denied, it’s a training tool–both modes can be potent devices in making you even more addicted to Me.

Now for a heads up.  My birthday is coming up in less than a month, on November 9th.  I will be making My list in the next few days.
I am going to make it so that buying Me a present is going to give you a needy throbbing cock.

More on that soon.