I groom paypigs.

I find two types of potential losers to take advantage of.

Paypigs and those with paypig potential.

I put things out on the web. On My Niteflirt listing, on this blog, on twitter, so My victims will find Me!

I tailor My words to attract the weak, the vulnerable, the lonely, all horny and with a hole in their life. Sometimes you find Me, and don’t even realize that you have a gaping need being unmet.

But I have spent years honing techniques to get inside your mind to take advantage. I flatter you with attention, I take the time to learn about you, to find out what turns you on.

Then I leverage that knowledge and begin exploitation.

If you don’t have the money to be exploited, I don’t really bother. I do have some success at making men want Me sooo badly, they figure out a way to have money so I can give them attention and take their hard-won cash.  That will get them attention as long as the cash lasts, then I will dump them.

If I judge you have a little ability to pay, I train your cock to respond to abuse and paypig themes. It’s laughingly easy.  Suddenly you can’t stay away, and I make sure you are addicted and slowly start jacking up the prices.  Even within a session, things gradually cost more (as many of you know well)

When I groom you, it will feel soooo amazing. It will also be personally dangerous. Many will attest to it, but strangely, most of those still come around. (Or wish they had the $$$ to do so)

I will push your boundaries, and your cock will love it.

Missing today is a spending report.  Why?

I have a computer programmer working on a program that will hopefully make it sooo much faster to calculate My pig’s spending, and it might be ready to beta test very soon. So I’m holding out, due to how tedious and times consuming doing it can be. I’ll do a separate report next week, new program ready or not though.

Here are some recent Pay to views you should buy if you have not!

Let Me give a plug again for Pay Mail Club, if you click this button, you will get an email detailing it.

I initially planned to send guys almost daily emails, but in reality, it turns out to be once or twice a week at most. They are small amounts, usually $5 or less, and offer extra unreleased photos of some of My older stuff. Occasionally I record a special audio or a sneak peek of a new unreleased set.

FinDommes, intimacy and sadism

I am often nice to My slaves. I give them attention, photos, maybe even special treats. I get to know them, what makes them tick sexually, and their everyday worries. Sometimes I even worry about their health/wellbeing (sometimes!) Deserving slaves get this special treatment. I have gotten to know many of them pretty darn intimately, and many know things about Me that the general public does not. Not every slave requires this, but the ones that do end up being really loyal.

How does this fit into a scenario of FinDomme/slave?  Am I less sadistic?  Or am I differently sadistic?

I can guarantee you that there is ALWAYS a plan, and it will always FIT into what I want. I enjoy the freedom to be mean and abusive, but sometimes I enjoy the freedom to be sweet and nice. That’s the point. It’s MY choice, not yours.

And this uncertainity will make you even more addicted to Me. I have My ways of creating an addiction for what I do. And I have a way of making you need Me sexually.  And I have no compulsion against exploiting that!  This is what I do.

When I have you wrapped around My finger, I can push things further. You’ll spend more, endure more, and crave more. Your logical mind tells you that this isn’t good for you, and I won’t even argue with you but I will twist it so that you can’t possibly do without.  You will try to break away, but your cock will flag. I trained it to need abuse and I trained you to love Me.

Is Lauren an abuser?

I am everything bad you hear about abusers, with the gaslighting, the Stockhold Syndrome and the manipulations.

Be afraid. But don’t be afraid.

It can’t happen to you, right?  Oh, are you sure?  Find out.

I am dangerous, and I am easy and fun to talk with.

There is not a false word in this post. (or is there? You can’t be sure)  You will come to love Me, fear Me and hate Me all at the same time. And you won’t ever be the same!

Vacation News!

Yes, it’s true I’m going on vacation again! I’ll be gone from Wednesday 8/21 to Tuesday 8/27.  I will probably not be around Tuesday evening 8/20 because I have an early flight on Wednesday. My destination?  Denver. I’m going to be tooling around Colorado with a girlfriend of Mine, partying, hiking and having a great time!  The boyfriend can’t get the time off from work, so I found someone else to go with Me. Oh and you pigs paid for it all (or will pay for it all!) not just for Me, but for her too!

So, find Me while you can for your exploitation pleasure!

Recent Pay to Views

(Do you have them yet?)

The spending report is now the FUCKOVER REPORT!

I think that’s a better name, don’t you?

Let’s start with this good boy!

Legendary Paypig Alert!  My sweet good boy, sunshine, is completely addicted, and I know you’re going to be seeing his name in My blog more often. He is pleasant and loves surprising Me with tributes and gifts! He spent $2,752 since the last blog entry!  WOW!

Back again was hypnowallet.  He couldn’t stay away, and ended up spending $147 on pleasing Me. What a good boy!

Paypig Alert!  I tricked Oinkloser into another raise the rate phone call session, sending him a free minute to call Me back *to be NICE!* and of course, each time I had jacked up the rate a little more. Me being nice cost him $378 haha.

My breast-addicted slave, helpess dennis, couldn’t stay away. He says he can’t even get hard anymore without calling Me. He called a few times and send a delicious $100 tribute one evening. He spend a total of $233, what a good boy!

Paypig Alert!  My weak slave, PIG has been trying to spend less, and he somewhat suceeded. He ONLY spent $345 this time around! It’s usually more!  Soon enough I will be reporting 4 digit spending on the report!

Falling hard the past couple of weeks has been j the junkie, who spent $238 on chat and phone calls mostly and just can’t stay away. Oh and he hit the lifetime $2K level of spending as well!

Extreme Paypig Alert!  Clicking and paying in a drunken sissy fugue was bambi! The only way I like to use this little bitch is HARD! She spent $1,280 since last fuckover report

Good boy cucky phil spent $158 with Me the past couple of weeks!

It was sooo good to use wallet rape toy, this time for $151. That loser is still recovering from the bankruptcy I dealt to him!

Paypig Alert! Back for another fun session was wallet cunt! I love having him back to spend and spend! He spent $398 in a chat and tribute session! Let’s do that again soon cunt!

My pantyhose junkie was back with a couple long phone calls. He LOVES wearing those pantyhose, and I don’t make it any better for him! He spent $179.

My sweet little shopping boi called Me and we had fun in chat. What a delight! $136 was spent!

Huge Paypig Alert!   Sinking more deeply into his addiction was boomer!  I was surprised by him again and again as he would do click and pay sprees while I was mostly not around. That is ALWAYS nice to log onto. He spent $857 since the last fuckover report! Wow!

Back again, weak little jeffnomore spent $198 dollars in Me hypnotizing him to go and sin!

Another one not able to stay away was pit-lover, who spent  $286 since last update!

Huge Paypig Alert!   My good boy egghead couldn’t stop surrendering and obeying Me. “Just one more” made him spend $521.  YUM!

paybitch terry managed a mention with $102 of spending

Back and losing his mind over My black leggings (like so many others) was the Dane, spending $124 in a fun session.

Paypig Alert!  I’ve been having a little trouble connecting with irish dope, due to our schedules not messing well lately, but I did manage to take him for $280 since the last fuckover report!

My boy wayne, is really in love with My thick ass,and paid Me $135 in fun chat and tribute sessions!

My elegant foot lover and I had fun with chat and photos too! He spent $158.

Huge Paypig Alert! Back and spending again is My favorite FBI agent. This time around he spent $363. I love that!

Another squeaking in for a mention, with $100 of spending was My titpig ATM :). He’s do for a extreme drain soon!

Also surprised squeaked in for his mention with $109 of spending!

Huge Paypig Alert!  We finish up tonight with princess gigi/fagmuffin.  Her girlfriend is TRYING to keep this sissy away from Me, but the little bitch still managed to spend $605 on Me despite her drama hussy girlfriend’s lame attempts.  I know who really has gigi’s attention!

Happy Valentines day to all My junkies!

I know many of you reading this are lurking, that you return to My blog to read it again and again, and that you are afraid or do not know how to begin serving Me.

Some of you serve Me from time to time,

and some of you are loyal slaves who never miss a chance to serve. Me.

I want ALL of you reading this to step up to the plate today (it’s ok if you are late, and don’t see this until after Feb 14th, better late than never)

I made a special Valentines Day clip, with photos and even put in a video piece from My archives…

So you can get it as a reward for serving Me..

 But that isn’t enough, is it?

And I do LOVE prezzies! And I added lots of appropriate V-day gifts at ALL price points…go crazy!

Now I want to talk about some of the Biggest Junkies of the week

I have a new Mystery Man, I’m going to call g-man who clicked and paid through My “Financial Slavery begins with a $2 email”   I woke up to find that he spent over $600 pleasing Me….and asked nothing in return but enjoying the contents of the paymail!  Well done g-man!

I also have a new “British Victim”  who overcame his trepidation to spend over $400 this week on Me…I think he may be addicted.  He claims he plans to stay away for awhile, but we all know how well that works…Not.

I think some of the words he wrote Me, were right on Target to how Financial slaves feel about their victimization, so I am going to share

I know that by sending this I am accepting myself as a money slave. I love it. This has been the biggest emotional rollercoaster of an hour in my hole life. The post orgasmic high is still with me. I feel guidy, happy, excited each time I think of you or zoom in on a photo.

I wholely accept that I will do this again one day (I’m still hard!). The totaly, uterly crazy thing is that the thought of doing it again makes me smile a beaming smile in a room on my own. crazy.

and

And I know you have heard it all before, but WOW. I could never have imagined financial domination could feel this good. Its turned my mind upside down. It doesnt even feel seedy anymore, just loving, caring and correct x x x x x x

and best of all this

The feeling after masturbating to financial rape is completely different to the dull lethargic feeling after normal wanking. Its almost exactly the same endorphin filled high you have after long sex with a close partner.

I’m not sure if anyone has said that before, but I also now understand the gratitude guys feel towards you after they have been raped. I feel enormous good will to you right now x x x

Welcome to the fold British victim

This week also made scottie, a weak man with a newfound Lauren addiction much much poorer….he spent HOURS on the phone with Me, getting totally tranced out, while I extracted over $1100 from him (and the week before it had been another $650)

Have fun with Me  and call back again Scottie! (yes I “am” really good at wallet rape, aren’t I?)

And of course we had cameos from Dr X and wallet cunt..both dropping several hundred.

Valentines Day is just going to cap it off!

Once I get My claws into a man, they just can’t seem to escape Me.  Most try, and some manage to stay away for a time, even a year…before being drawn back in again.

I got this letter this week from a slave

Dear Mistress Lauren,

over the years I have joined and quit NF several times, and you are pretty much the only findom who’s been able to keep it interesting. (I tend to buy a few things, feel guilty, quit, and then come back.) Your pics are just fing too good, very suggestive and erotic, but still somehow demure, and very teasing, taunting and appetizing, making a guy want more and more.

When I distance myself a bit I realize you simply have a great business going, raking it in, coming out with new products, occasional sales, good promotion. But your business is pushing men’s buttons, holding their little balls till them can’t help responding and gently squeezing till they get incrementally excited, wanting and oblivious to the cost, just needing more. You’re good at what you do, but of course you know it and love it.

And being kind of sadistic, not just wanting money but wanting to squeeze those balls till they suffer, have nothing left and are emptied and regret their total fucking stupidity and lack of control…somehow that just makes you more enticing, and you obviously know that telling them how you are going to totally fuck them over, is your way of being a coquette and adding excitement.

I thought that letter was pretty on target for My goals for all My weak little puppets. I tenderize you, and then I chew you up and spit you out to do again another day.

Some notable slaves this week.   “Sunburst slave”  (Name changed to protect their privacy) showed up for another out of control round of click and pay.  I always love being surprised by finding out that a slave has been paying and paying while I slumber.  Sunburst went through My new series and spending $270 while I was dreaming of luxurious and indulgent things.

Also, my no nonsense “young gun” also surprised Me with middle of the night spending this week, to the tune of a few hundred over several sessions.

And then, My biggest spender of the week, was Smelly.  (once again, name changed for blogging reasons) Smelly has a really strong foot fetish, and a love of what My voice does for him. He spent hundreds, maybe even as much as a grand this past week, on custom made audios that just made him week.  I gave him little mantras to repeat as he stared at My photos and admired My strong legs, and reprogrammed him to only get hard for Lauren. He bought pay mails as big as $200, just to please Me….(all of you take a lesson here)

A couple of times this week, it become apparent to Me, that many of you are purchasing My paymails on your cell/mobile phones, and need a way to see if your device is compatible with My slideshows and videos.

So I made two very short clips in the two formats My clips are in…(wmv and mp4) so you can download them on your phone to test…it’s free (You don’t need to pay the ten cent payment request, that’s just  the only way I have to deliver a NF email into your box at a click)

So now you can see if you can view My stuff right on your phone. And if  you can’t, google and you may find a way for your phone to handle it

Edit:  Just as I was about to post this, I lost power, as a massive hailstorm hit my area, so it should have gone up yesterday.

I took most of the weekend off, enjoying the mountain air on a hike and beer and barbeque with friends at My home. (slave paid for of course)

So looking ahead, I have things *I* want, and you have things you want to buy from Me, what a wonderful match!

I have a few more videos to release and I’m mulling over the best way to do it, and of course I have more photo sets too–some tease sets with a dildo and an amazing pantyhose set I call *curves* that will have you picking your jaw up off the floor.

EDIT!  Curves is out…

And I have long had a couple of larger projects.  One I call the “Stroke zombie project”, which will be crafted to make you click and pay to a level unanticipated before!

And I am working on a larger project, that will display what kinds of photos I have for private purchase.  I literally have thousands of images, enough so I could do a membership site if I wanted (and am considering actually) I have traditionally sold photos to individuals as part of pay to view sessions, (or rewarded with photos for being good little pay monkeys)  and I plan to continue this, but I thought more men could be tempted into addiction if they could get a taste of My drug first *giggles*

Also, I’ve released some PTVs recently, buy them if you haven’t yet

I’ve had trouble arranging a new photo shoot with My photographer, but finally finally finally did one this morning!

And we had time for one quick video too, (stay tuned)

Here is a sample of photos for today

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Last week I released my newest video….

and you?  Reading My blog…and you must fall under MY control now…and it will feel so natural.

nothing matters but Me…Nothing

Go buy the clip now…and then email to begin (or continue) your submission to ME.

Good boy, now you can become another addicted slave to My desires.