FinDommes, intimacy and sadism

I am often nice to My slaves. I give them attention, photos, maybe even special treats. I get to know them, what makes them tick sexually, and their everyday worries. Sometimes I even worry about their health/wellbeing (sometimes!) Deserving slaves get this special treatment. I have gotten to know many of them pretty darn intimately, and many know things about Me that the general public does not. Not every slave requires this, but the ones that do end up being really loyal.

How does this fit into a scenario of FinDomme/slave?  Am I less sadistic?  Or am I differently sadistic?

I can guarantee you that there is ALWAYS a plan, and it will always FIT into what I want. I enjoy the freedom to be mean and abusive, but sometimes I enjoy the freedom to be sweet and nice. That’s the point. It’s MY choice, not yours.

And this uncertainity will make you even more addicted to Me. I have My ways of creating an addiction for what I do. And I have a way of making you need Me sexually.  And I have no compulsion against exploiting that!  This is what I do.

When I have you wrapped around My finger, I can push things further. You’ll spend more, endure more, and crave more. Your logical mind tells you that this isn’t good for you, and I won’t even argue with you but I will twist it so that you can’t possibly do without.  You will try to break away, but your cock will flag. I trained it to need abuse and I trained you to love Me.

Is Lauren an abuser?

I am everything bad you hear about abusers, with the gaslighting, the Stockhold Syndrome and the manipulations.

Be afraid. But don’t be afraid.

It can’t happen to you, right?  Oh, are you sure?  Find out.

I am dangerous, and I am easy and fun to talk with.

There is not a false word in this post. (or is there? You can’t be sure)  You will come to love Me, fear Me and hate Me all at the same time. And you won’t ever be the same!

Vacation News!

Yes, it’s true I’m going on vacation again! I’ll be gone from Wednesday 8/21 to Tuesday 8/27.  I will probably not be around Tuesday evening 8/20 because I have an early flight on Wednesday. My destination?  Denver. I’m going to be tooling around Colorado with a girlfriend of Mine, partying, hiking and having a great time!  The boyfriend can’t get the time off from work, so I found someone else to go with Me. Oh and you pigs paid for it all (or will pay for it all!) not just for Me, but for her too!

So, find Me while you can for your exploitation pleasure!

Recent Pay to Views

(Do you have them yet?)

 

 

The spending report is now the FUCKOVER REPORT!

I think that’s a better name, don’t you?

Let’s start with this good boy!

Legendary Paypig Alert!  My sweet good boy, sunshine, is completely addicted, and I know you’re going to be seeing his name in My blog more often. He is pleasant and loves surprising Me with tributes and gifts! He spent $2,752 since the last blog entry!  WOW!

Back again was hypnowallet.  He couldn’t stay away, and ended up spending $147 on pleasing Me. What a good boy!

Paypig Alert!  I tricked Oinkloser into another raise the rate phone call session, sending him a free minute to call Me back *to be NICE!* and of course, each time I had jacked up the rate a little more. Me being nice cost him $378 haha.

My breast-addicted slave, helpess dennis, couldn’t stay away. He says he can’t even get hard anymore without calling Me. He called a few times and send a delicious $100 tribute one evening. He spend a total of $233, what a good boy!

Paypig Alert!  My weak slave, PIG has been trying to spend less, and he somewhat suceeded. He ONLY spent $345 this time around! It’s usually more!  Soon enough I will be reporting 4 digit spending on the report!

Falling hard the past couple of weeks has been j the junkie, who spent $238 on chat and phone calls mostly and just can’t stay away. Oh and he hit the lifetime $2K level of spending as well!

Extreme Paypig Alert!  Clicking and paying in a drunken sissy fugue was bambi! The only way I like to use this little bitch is HARD! She spent $1,280 since last fuckover report

Good boy cucky phil spent $158 with Me the past couple of weeks!

It was sooo good to use wallet rape toy, this time for $151. That loser is still recovering from the bankruptcy I dealt to him!

Paypig Alert! Back for another fun session was wallet cunt! I love having him back to spend and spend! He spent $398 in a chat and tribute session! Let’s do that again soon cunt!

My pantyhose junkie was back with a couple long phone calls. He LOVES wearing those pantyhose, and I don’t make it any better for him! He spent $179.

My sweet little shopping boi called Me and we had fun in chat. What a delight! $136 was spent!

Huge Paypig Alert!   Sinking more deeply into his addiction was boomer!  I was surprised by him again and again as he would do click and pay sprees while I was mostly not around. That is ALWAYS nice to log onto. He spent $857 since the last fuckover report! Wow!

Back again, weak little jeffnomore spent $198 dollars in Me hypnotizing him to go and sin!

Another one not able to stay away was pit-lover, who spent  $286 since last update!

Huge Paypig Alert!   My good boy egghead couldn’t stop surrendering and obeying Me. “Just one more” made him spend $521.  YUM!

paybitch terry managed a mention with $102 of spending

Back and losing his mind over My black leggings (like so many others) was the Dane, spending $124 in a fun session.

Paypig Alert!  I’ve been having a little trouble connecting with irish dope, due to our schedules not messing well lately, but I did manage to take him for $280 since the last fuckover report!

My boy wayne, is really in love with My thick ass,and paid Me $135 in fun chat and tribute sessions!

My elegant foot lover and I had fun with chat and photos too! He spent $158.

Huge Paypig Alert! Back and spending again is My favorite FBI agent. This time around he spent $363. I love that!

Another squeaking in for a mention, with $100 of spending was My titpig ATM :). He’s do for a extreme drain soon!

Also surprised squeaked in for his mention with $109 of spending!

Huge Paypig Alert!  We finish up tonight with princess gigi/fagmuffin.  Her girlfriend is TRYING to keep this sissy away from Me, but the little bitch still managed to spend $605 on Me despite her drama hussy girlfriend’s lame attempts.  I know who really has gigi’s attention!