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The Paypig Pay Ritual

Addicted paypigs each form their own little paypig pay ritual–part of what makes it sooo compelling to pay Me.

Commonly, it begins with a memory of paying Me. That brings up the memory of a hard cock and orgasm associated with paying Me.

The pay ritual varies from slave to slave, but can include things like, special clothing (panties), listening to one of My audios, loading money into your account, reading My writings.

And of course paying Me…the whole click, stroke, obey pay cycle…

and sometimes quitting Niteflirt and signing back up is part of the ritual.

slave brian wrote a piece on the addiction cycle. I had planning to do so Myself this week, but good little piggy anticipated My needs!

by slave brian

The addiction cycle.

While all of us dream of being a slave to Lauren, none of us expect it to really happen.  We have various fetishes and fantasies, but we really don’t expect it to happen – not for real.  Not really.  But it does…

Lauren drives us to addiction.  It is a key and core part of her training.  It is a skill that she has honed over years of experience exploiting weak men like us.  She plants covert thoughts and mixes them with eroticism and then, bingo!  A new fetish is born, and after a time, your dick doesn’t get hard without her input.  She has turned you into a money slave.

For each money slave, the addiction is different.  Maybe it is feminization that turns you on, so she makes you wear panties and makeup and makes you pay and stroke as she orders you to subjugate yourself to her humiliation.  For others, it is something else.  For me, it was trying to quit.

You see, I am a logical,executive by day.  I am in control. I am the guy that everyone turns to for help and advice.  And it is tiring.  Like many men with power, I am vulnerable to domination by a beautiful woman.  Lauren intuitively sensed my weak pig nature and snatched me up quickly.  She seduced me and turned me into a hopeless money slave.  I thought I could quit anytime I wanted, but I was wrong.

As a point of fact, I quit many, many times.  I quit, and then very soon after quitting, I find myself wanting to “look” at what Lauren is doing.  Many, many times I looked, and very quickly I am again under her spell.  I couldn’t understand why I was unable to quit for good, until the other night when Lauren announced quite arrogantly that she had made my quitting part of my pay ritual.  OMG!  I realized she was right.  Every time I quit, it makes me MORE vulnerable and MORE willing to pay.  I can’t even get hard without her abuse, without paying.  And quitting only makes it worse.  Every time I quit, her grip tightens.  She has me in a circular trap from which there is no escape!

I have thought on this for several days, only to realize that it is the last straw.  I am writing this wearing peach colored panties, knowing that Lauren is going to exploit me for yet more money that I can’t afford, but I don’t care.  I am her property, and she has the right.  And if I quit, that is okay.  That is part of her game.  I am a pawn on her table, made for her abuse, and I will obey her.

I hope to see many other pigs coming into her trap and know that I had some small part in handing them over to my Mistress.  Lauren wants you under her control.  You only need to come in.  She’ll sense your weaknesses and take care of you.  Trust Lauren.  It won’t be a game.  She will make it real.

I would LOVE to hear about other piggies’ pay rituals.  Comment and tell us about it. Remember, when you confess your addiction it helps bring other weak men to My table for wallet feasting!

And it’s time for the spending report. Is your name there?

My good little nylon slave read in My last blog entry I had new photos he would like and he promptly started begging Me for fuckover.  He practiced his little pay ritual of drooling over My hosed feet and begging to pay.  It cost him $400, but that’s not the best part.  There are still lots more photos for Me to use to coerce and extract MORE cash from him. I’m waiting for you nylon slave!

New to My blog, but not to spending on Me is “ass sailor”  He was the first one through My new Ass kissing series, and although over the years he has spent a total of almost $1750, this is the most since I’ve done the spending report and it was $120. Well done ass sailor!
(Here is that series that snared him, btw!)

Call Lauren Rules for financial domination on Niteflirt.com

Now one of the big spenders this week was, once again-  marla! I’ve got this sissy so turned on by oinking, and saying “bankruptcy for Lauren” as a pay mantra, that she just can’t help herself. She threw $1825 at Me 🙂

 

In other spending, princess gigi kept getting turned on by the thought of sucking big black cock and sent Me $300, mostly in tributes. What a very good little fag sissy she is!

Good little helpless dave kept helplessly paying Me, this week it was $190.  Dave, you’ve been consistent lately and that really pleases Me!

My paybitch spent $704 in recent days.  He is one of those that I believe also has quitting and beginning again as part of his pay ritual. He did this spending on two new member names 🙂

cumstain spent just a few dollars short of $1,000 (984 to be exact).  This is the most he has ever spent in a short time, bought 3-digit ptvs for the first time and I think he’s fucked. He tried inactivating his account and didn’t last 12 hours. cumstain, you are in deep shit! I absolutely LOVED it when he began weeping and embarrassed he had spent too much, and I told him to FEED INTO that pain and cum!  And he did.  I’m brutal in setting up abusive little triggers! Be afraid cumstain!

PIG stroked his way through another $290.  PIG has his own pay rituals, and no slave stalks My availability as much as PIG, he NEEDS our time getting fucked over and reports so promptly when I appear, nearly every time.  He is the very definition of junkie!

A new little bankruptcy whore spent a quick $116 and then deleted his account.  Those type always return–part of the pay ritual!

Inadequate jake had to face his “lack of biology” and realized he would never be any woman’s idea of “proper breeding stock”, so he should just accept he is a money slave for Lauren. This week was $145, but I want more soon jake!

Also new to My blog is skate-pig.  Skate-pig spent $105 this week on click and pay.  I love the silent click and pay slaves who simply hit and run pay!

I’ve come to enjoy the spending report, and I’ve come to appreciate it’s power as addicted piggies pull out their wallets so they can see their weakness for paying Me immortalized on My blog! Keep up the good work, and ask yourself if you want My attention on your blog. Yes? Get out that wallet Loser!

 

 

 

 

October 26, 2015   No Comments

Findomme vacations!

On Saturday the 6th, I am leaving for a few days vacation with My man (thanks wallet rape toy!). We will be visiting NYC and then driving south along the coast until we get to Virginia. Bliss. I will be enjoying myself once again on Findomme vacations!

This week’s been a blur of appointments and getting ready, and I haven’t had much extra time for stuff like blogging, but I did want to cover the spending report!

I new slave, I’ll call woody, spend $742 while I wasn’t online. I love that! I’m looking for you again woody!

My princess gigi spent over $1070 this week. I’ve blogged about how most of the time I keep her little clit numb in her panties, and don’t allow her to even get hard, and rarely cum. (3x so far in 2015). This week, I changed tactics and made her get hard again and again–but didn’t allow her to cum. Boy was that profitable!

As I write this post, a new slave I’m gonna call benny has already spent $400, and is in a click and pay spree on My Pig Bait series!

PIG’s will is dissolving. It’s a new chapter. $580 this week. He’s on his way to the $60K spending level lifetime soon.

My british sissy did a big session or two with Me this week and it’s been a very long time. She dipped into her rent money to send Me over $1200. Yum

Curtsey managed about $120 before her credit card died. Work on that sweetheart for next time!

My paybitch returned for over $1400 in spending. NOt long ago, he blocked Me with some misguided idea it would save him. He has now fallen again and is on the path to complete surrender to Me!

A new slave jay, spent about $180 in silent click and pay. Yum

My paypig brian spent about $350 this week. Another new member name, another futile effort to flee his ruination.

My nylon lover spent $258 drooling over My reinforced toe tan pantyhose. Easy money!

My fat sissy spent $100 this week. Good girl!

I had a nice long $128 phone call with a sissy I threatened to expose to all her professional work contacts. She loved every minute and sat there listening with her panties wrapped around her hard sissy cock until she came.

My slave greggy thought he would save money and went to another domme who raked him over for hundreds. I myself got him for $130. Dear greggy, at least I’m honest with you.

And last but not least, I got a big fat Amazon gift card for $500 from wallet rape toy! Someone was paying attention! My special robot paypig! ♥♥

June 4, 2015   1 Comment

An extreme findomme Valentine!

First of all, I just want to announce two New PTVs. I am an extreme findomme, and I need spoiling! (Even if you can’t be as extreme as I like)

Go forth and buy them now

Now let’s talk about Valentine’s day.
I like cash A LOT

You can send cash on Niteflirt through this tribute button. Mark it Happy Valentine’s Day Mistress Lauren!

and yes, you can buy Me a present on My wishlist…I’ve added a few things for good boys to buy Me. Drop Me an email and let Me know if you buy something, I cannot tell who gets Me what always.

 

February 13, 2015   2 Comments

Paypig slave letter

This was written by a slave of Mine, piggy brian who keeps trying to stop his financial slavery to Me. He will delete his account, and usually a few days later he is back.

This was written by piggy brian the day after a recent $1045 rape.

Dear Mistress,

i was inspired to write this for your blog.

Why do money slaves always come back?   Many slaves run away and swear off Mistress Lauren forever.  Inevitably, they lurk around her site and get pulled into the trap deeper than they were before.  They are like mice caught by their tales by the cat who toys with its prey.  They can’t escape.  Why not?

From the start, it seems easy.  This turns you on.   You are experimenting.  No harm will come from it.  If you spend too much, you can walk away.  Lauren can’t force money from you.  You can quit anytime you want.  That is the lie.  That is the trap.  That is Lauren’s edge in taking weak men.

Lauren knows you.  You are weak.  You read her blog and stroke yourself at her photos and her dominant ways.  She know that you are vulnerable.  You are a money slave in the making.  She knows that sooner or later, you’ll experiment.  Then, she’ll pounce.  Then she’ll reprogram   Then, she enslave.   But that is for stupid men.   Not you.  Again, the lie is told.  It won’t happen to you.

A slave playing her games is, well, playing HER games.  The games are designed to addict you, reprogram you, and enslave you.  She pulls you deeper and deeper into her web.  More and more of your will is given up, and the more control she exerts, the more you like it.  It is a spiral down into her world. A world that she controls.   A world you cannot escape.

You see, you know what she is doing.  She is draining you.  She is using you.  She is dominating you. You run away.  But you remember what it felt like to be her slave.  You have so longed for beautiful, female dominance.  And she gave it to you. Like an LSD flashback, you crave the control, so you lurk around her site, a lie on your lips that you are only looking.  And you get hard.  And the trigger she implanted in your weak male brain is activated.  And you enter yet another credit card number and buy a “small one.”  And she notices and comes after you.  And brings you right down again like the helpless prey you are.  Over and over, harder and harder.  Without mercy   Without reluctance.   With total female dominance.

One day, you realize you’re out of control.  Lol!  Like you ever had control!   She was always in control!  You were playing her game.  You are the game.  Now, she lays you open and takes what she wants.  And you masturbate to her abuse and her demands.  You are ready.  Ready for extreme domination.  Ready to be eviscerated for your Goddess’ pleasure.  And there is no escape.   You are the Bitch of a dominant woman, just like you always dreamed and stroked about.  That is why you can’t leave.  You always had a defect in your brain that made you vulnerable to a powerful, dominant woman.  You finally met one.  And Lauren was it.  She knew exactly what do do with you.  And she mercilessly did it.

December 18, 2014   No Comments

wallet rape toy, My shopping slave!

One thing I love to have during the holidays is a slave that does My Christmas shopping for Me.

I put everything I plan to get for family and friends on My wishlist and My slave gets it for Me.

This year is going to be the best Christmas ever because of how well I trained My wallet rape toy.

 

I keep adding more and more to the list.

Presents for Me, presents for My boyfriend, presents for My family and friends

I just added up the amount, solely on gifts that wallet rape toy has spent this year….so far  somewhere just over $19,000 dollars.  This does not count the thousands and thousands that wallet rape toy has spent on pay to views recently!

My robot wallet rape toy has served Me for exactly ONE year this week, and in that time, he has spent ALMOST  $100,000 on Niteflirt. (Not to mention the thousand more on gifts)

Truly My life has been a parade of packages the past few weeks, and its not over yet! I dont ever run out of ideas (laughs)

I know that toy has been liquidating assets to pay off credit cards to make them out again.

This is what happens when I get My hands on a slave. I turn them into a robot.

 

I hear they are calling Me, “Mistress Lauren, that Domme that turns slaves into addicted robot pay pigs that pay on automatic”

I think this series was his downfall 🙂  You should try it and see what happens to you.

 

 

December 16, 2014   1 Comment

Financial Domination Fantasy Quest!

Still plugging away and am sadly slightly behind of a 50K pace!

The past couple of days have been a little tough because, well I have come down with a bad cold and can hardly talk. This is preventing Me from logging on much, and when you do see Me on, My rates are at $50 a minute, not to gouge prices (even though that would be ok right?) but because I can’t talk very well and really don’t want to talk on the phone right now!  If I am logged on, you can check to see if I am up for a PTV session though 🙂

I’m hoping that in a couple of days the worst of this cold will be behind Me and am hoping I do *not* get bronchitis.

I *am* answering emails as I can, and I *am* noticing your PTV purchases and tributes and the quest is still on!

Here are a few PTVs that are hard to find right now–I haven’t put them on My store and are hard to find otherwise.

Feel free to visit My store as well!

 

January 13, 2014   1 Comment

Happy New Year!

The wallet rape flurry is continuing, and 2014 is off to such a great start that I have a few goals in mind.  December was another record breaking month, surpassing even November and we have a new all time “earning” (perhaps taking is a better word) record.   Likewise, 2013 was My biggest year ever, finally surpassing My 2008 total which I have chased for years, by quite a bit.

So I made a special little pay to view for all you lurkers that want to know all the hard little details

Now on to the good part

I would like to make January another earnings  record month and I LOVE having a goal.  I want guys to spend $50,000 on Me!  And yes I think it is doable, and there will be a widget on the right hand side, that I plan to update every day to give you guys a progress report.  Already on only January 2nd it is at  $6395!  That is freaking amazing and  50K is well within reach!

And I will keep calling out the guys on My blog who spend well.  I want to do it weekly, the holidays have prevented Me from having time to add it all up, but I have finally caught up.

Since Dec 18th, this is the “Spending Report”

In the 1K club:

DrX returned with a vengeance to please Me, spending….hold on to your hat.– $6100 on Niteflirt PLUS a $400 aAmazon gift card and another $720 worth of gifts from My wishlist including some Kohls gift cards and a very very nice BOSE Wave Radio for My upstairs. He bought Me one last year I love, so I asked him to get Me another for upstairs. I cannot wait until it arrives!  (Edit, it arrived today on 1/3, thank you Dr X!)

My new boy, wallet rapetoy came back for more abuse, and spent $3040, and I finally got the quiet guy to send Me 2 different one line emails.  Some of you guys are sooo garrulous and this rapetoy just spends and spends!

Loserbeast came back to serve with a vengeance! Over the course of a few days, he handed $2878 to Me.  Now *that* is the Loserbeast I love! Well done beast!

My princess gigi just can’t stay away and I took full advantage of having her in chastity. She spent the previous six weeks in chastity before I finally allowed her to orgasm last night. (I made her wait until 2014). She was not allowed to touch her tiny clitty, she just came when I told her to, on her purple dildo, which she licked clean of a massive amount of sissy juice.   In the past 2 weeks she has spent $2037 on her Mistress. I love how submissive and desperate chastity makes princess!

Other big spenders the past two weeks:

Just missing being a 1K spender  was greggy. And greggy, see, you are NOT  a footnote, you lead the “other big spender list” Greggy’s New Years Resolution is to quit NF, but he’s chatting with Me there now, and waiting for the blog.  I will send him a big email, and that will end his resolution.

My little sissy becca got convinced to give up over $670 dollars on Me. Mmmmm I love our dangerous games.

And sweet sissy marla pleased Me on the phone and with emails to the tune of $657. Marla is 5th on My all time spending list, and holding strong–she has been with Me for years.

redbird clicked and paid and tributed nearly $900!   Well done redbird! I especially love the tributes!

Guinea Pig Money Slave got experimented on some more and I got $615 from him as he plods toward the secret goal I have for him.

My British sissy “love in the time of cholera” lover blindly paid Me another $493

Formally FootSniff slave, now known as Sniff Robot, he returned to spent nearly $400. Yum.

My #1 ass lover slave surprised Me by spending $378!  Well done!

My no nonsense college boy gave Me $246 bucks he couldn’t afford.   That means bye bye to his planned wedding gift to his sister.

paypig brian was back yet again with another new screename to the tune of $240. He tries to quit, but I am just soooo addictive!  As I’m finishing this blog entry, I’m getting an email from him apologizing for not having more money.  He’ll just have to scrimp more!

Loyal peter clicked and paid, in I hope a haze of subservient adoration to the tune of $178!

The new slave solitaire spent $164 dollars while begging Me to block him.  Guess what? I don’t block slaves because they are tooo weak to resist Me!

faggot jessica is an 18 year old loser in desperate need of humiliation.  This faggot has spent $129 and has spent nearly $500 on Me so far, and gave Me all her Christmas gift money.

Loser louis managed almost $138, and I’m looking for more from him

sexy jakey managed $185, and if I had been around when he was looking it would have been more!

loser #12 spent $154, and in the two years he has been spending it’s over the $1400 mark…all of  you mini losers add up!

My good payclub slave spent  $186 in his service, including a lovely $50 email!

My Canadian footlover spent $126…we keep missing each other too.

barefoot kane is a long time slave who spends consistently and LOVES bare feet.  He spent $109, but what I “really” want to mention is that he finally hit the $4,000 mark in his service to Me. Well done good boy, and yes there are LOTS of feet photos waiting for you that you will die to see and I know you are reading.

Button topped three digits with $102

Mistress-dick lover dave finally got a blog mention by spending nearly $100!

Calvin’s better half finally got a blog mention by spending $93

mister t gets a mention with $92, was trying for more, but I couldn’t seem to connect with him, perhaps because of the holidays. Watch out t!

Another mention goes to bob51 who also spent $92 and is one of those occasional slaves that you don’t realize is spending much, until you add it up.   In the 18 months he has served Me, he has spent over $1300.   So even if you can only spent a few bucks a week, it does add up for your Mistress!

Also at $92 was josie, a new slave that I haven’t spoken with, but all the little purchases made added up to $92 and I did notice!

Maybe you too can earn a blog entry for helping Me make My January spending goals for you all!  I don’t use member names, I invent your very own blog name for you, so don’t worry about other people recognizing your Niteflirt name here.

January 2, 2014   1 Comment

Head spinning wallet rapes going on!

I can scarcely catch My breath!  Between all of you boys throwing cash at Me to catch and keeping busy with holiday activities, I am out straight!

This past weekend was the biggest haul I have ever ever made in a single weekend–  $13,310 dollars!  I’m still in a happy buzzy daze from it, and it was mostly two different boys, but many contributed to My weekend wallet rape bliss!

I was so happy, I spent most of the day Monday spending some of that money on Christmas shopping and I am trying to decide upon a winter vacation destination 🙂

Top Spenders the past couple of weeks

I’m naming My new spender, who is a quiet dude who doesn’t say much and just clicks and pays. (A man after My own heart, he shuts up and pays!), I am calling him  “wallet rape toy”   from here on out.  Well grab your socks.  This gem of a loser piggy spent a total of  $7115 since showing up on Friday. That is a happy amount of cash for his Mistress and he gets top billing this week.  His service was capped by not one but TWO $999 dollar tributes in a row! (that’s the maximum amount allowed on Niteflirt for a tribute).  YUM.  I’ve sold $999 pay mails before, but that might be the first time someone just sent $999 🙂 (TWICE!)    He sent a few $300 ones as well, what a nice weekend!

Any other week but this, another Piggy would get top billing,  I mean, imagine spending $3374 on your Mistress in a single session, but that not being Her best session of the day?   This is the only time I have had two such HUGE rapes in one day. (although I have had other notable double rapes before)  And that was the amount–$3374–that a pay slave I will call “rare whale” spent on Me.  This piggy has spent on Me irregularly for years, but this was a fine session.   He was hypnotized by My round breasts and paid and paid and sent tribute after tribute, and now rare whale has spent nearly $31,000 in the years he has served Me, and is one of My all time top spenders. It had been a very long time since he had served Me, so I was very happy to see all his paid emails in My box.

Here is the best part.  Wallet rape toy and rare whale were clicking and paying through My series at the same time!  I literally could not keep up reading the payment notifications, they were arriving in My box faster than I could read and delete them.   It was a panty creaming event!

Also in the 1k club was princess gigi, dropping $2580 over the past couple weeks.

sissy marla succumbed to a wallet rape double penetration of raise the rate on both pay mails and the phone to a smashing climax of a $25 a minute phone call.  The final tally?  $1308

And greed adorer lost control to the tune of $1206 to also be in the 1K club. (and bring his spending in his short time with Me to almost $3500

 

Other spenders.

bekka, who coughed up $719 because of My conniving ways.  It was very arousing and profitable to make that sissy squirm with games!

My British sissy-fan of Love in the Time of Cholera and one of My longest-serving slaves dropped a nice even $777 dollars (and is begging for a major wallet rape on Friday) Get ready bitch!

cucky phil drooled over My ass and listened to Me denigrate his wife to the delicious tune of  $664

A new slave, pete the swede, dropped about $560 in his first three days serving Me!

Guinea pig money slave plugged along toward My secret goal for him spending $504

sexy jakey spent $326

brian who returns again and again spent $284 and is about to spend More I Think.

wallet cunt appeared for a (for him) modest $277 session, still with a firm hold as My #1 spender of all time (But cunt you are DUE for a big one)

My paymail clubslave spent $254,  and I know he will be thrilled to make My blog again

button was good for another $210, and yes button I *do* notice, even if I don’t email you right away.

$150 from the new heel addict

Loyal peter dropped another $148 in his loyal march

spuds managed $185

my barely legal sissy faggot spent ..$235 …..welcome babyfaggot!

tk is an occasional slave who dropped nearly $131 in a session one night, and is just mere dollars away from hitting the lifetime 2K of spending of Me!

I was sooo busy on Friday actually doing wallet rapes, that I did not finish the new series I have been working on. I probably won’t release it this coming weekend, opting for a gentler Christmas themed one. 🙂 It will work very nicely for the weekend before New Years though, and includes a slideshow 🙂

Then for New Years another new series! I’m planning to be with you guys for New Years Eve, it’s usually very profitable for Me 🙂

So I am so very excited about all the wallet raping going on. 2013  has shaped up as My biggest year EVER. (I will release final numbers at the beginning of January)  It’s getting Me all looking forward to what 2014 brings!

 

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December 17, 2013   4 Comments

Letter From a Slave

My blog entry yesterday inspired My pay pig brian to write a letter to potential slaves…

I decided to publish it on the blog– I think all My current slaves and potential slaves will find it fascinating!

Mistress Lauren.

Enjoy.  Thank you brian!  Good boy.

A Note to Future Mistress Lauren Money Slaves

You are a money slave, or you soon will be.  I am a pay pig, and I am an addicted money slave puppet of the beautiful Mistress Lauren.  I was once like you.  A little piglet, curious about financial domination but really more of a submissive who just liked looking at pictures of a beautiful dominant woman.  I was wandering around Niteflirt looking at different doms when I came across Goddess Lauren.

Her website was full of pictures of her in dominant pose.  Her words were full of warning, telling me that I was at risk even looking at her, let alone talking to her or buying her PTVs.  But, for all the warnings, I kept on looking.  And the warnings really weren’t warnings.  They were pig bait.  Mistress Lauren knew that only a submissive man who wants to be dominated would be reading it.  And if he kept reading it, it meant that he wanted to be dominated, abused, and controlled.  And the warnings would be a turn-on.  And she knew that men who read the warnings are worth baiting.  While many pay pigs only turn out to be a piglet morsel, you never know which one will turn into a prize winning trophy pig.  She could afford to be patient and let the man’s cock lead him to his own destruction.

And I took the bait.  I bought PTVs, and the movement was caught by her sharp eye.  “Look.  A new piglet.  And he is spending.  He is worth training further.”  She sent me e-mails, encouraging me to go farther.  She was delicately laying out poisonous fruit for the new piggy, fruit that would make his cock sing to her and lure him into a money slave trap.  She knew how to manipulate, how to addict, and how to reprogram me.  So she gave me the fruit.  The fruit doesn’t kill; it addicts.  And it was so sweet!  My dick liked it.  I bought more, and I bought more, and each time, the fruit tasted better.  And my cock demanded more.  I was being controlled, and I liked it.

As the price went up, the fruit began to sting a bit, but I kept on.  It felt good, and I was proud. I was serving my owner.  Now, the chanting and mantras began, and I began watching some of her videos.  The mark of a good financial domme is that she knows how to reprogram a pig for further use.  And she does a great job of doing that.  I kept up the mantras.  They made my cock hard, though I all too often came with intending to do so.  Still, I kept coming back for more.  And more.  And I loved it more each time.  I couldn’t get enough.

Many times I quit.  I was ashamed of myself for sending money to her, money I really couldn’t afford.  But, when I was stressed, had been imbibing, or just bored, I would wander around looking again at pig bait.  And I would quickly be at it again.  Each time I would fall harder and thousands of dollars added up over time.

Lauren was patient with me, never scolding me for being away for a time.  She knew that it was more important to cinch the collar tighter with every contact.  Each time she would further addict and train me.  She mindfucked me harder and harder, conditioning me to become more and more of a money slave.  Now, what started out as liking dominant women had become something else.  Something darker.  Something more intense.  It became hard to even cum without thinking of paying her.  And I like paying her.  My cock wants to pay her.

Now, I am a money slave to her, a pay pig being slowly devoured by its owner.  She will harvest me at her whim.  And I will continue to allow it, because I am an addict.  And there is no cure.  I fear going into extreme money slavery and bankruptcy, but that too is a turn on now.  And when I consider what I have already paid her, I realize that I am already working in the realm of extreme money slavery.  And that too turns me on.

So, little pay piglet, what are you going to do?  Are you going to experiment with danger?  Are you going to put yourself at risk with a manipulative dominant woman who is just waiting to pounce on you?  The simple answer is, of course you are.  It is in your nature.  And she is waiting.  Waiting to dominate, abuse, and use you.  Goddess doesn’t like to be kept waiting.  Go on.  You’ll love it.

paypig brian

November 20, 2013   2 Comments

It’s been a $10,000 week, and My birthday hasn’t even arrived yet!

I have been wanting to post ALL week about My birthday, but I have honestly NOT had a spare moment!

First of all NEW PTV, a sensual shoot I did a couple days ago

My junkies have been keeping Me soooo busy.

Of special mention is:

A new Junkie, who I am going to call Greed luster.  He just lusts sooo much after Greedy Women like Me.  The More Greedy the more erotic for him.  So I took FULL advantage of this Loser who spent about $2200 in the past couple of days in a desperate click and pay frenzy!  Mmmmm and I have My sights on luster to satify My bottomless need for more $$$$

Also My sissy marla gets some extra attention too—first of all because earlier today she remembered tomorrow was My birthday without ANY extra clues….bonus points!    Earlier this week, marla fell prey to My new game to over $1500 in phone calls and PTVs (including a $500 pay mail–YUM)   This is the game that did her in.  playing with Me is LOTS of fun.  Are you brave enough to try it?

 

It’s been such an amazing week, My sissy princess gigi spent almost $1100 this week, between paying for photos I shot just for her, and sending tributes and drooling over my amazing voice. And her sissy training is coming long all so well, she hasn’t been allowed an orgasm since early September–how many of you Losers could stand that?

Also really fucked over was a shoesniffloser, who spent $1776 in several fuckover sessions during the week.  I want to BREAK that Loser…..something about taking from him really turns Me on. I LOVE humiliating him, telling him how worthless he is and cruelly describing what I would do to him, as I am making him pay huge email after huge email.   Mmmmm a Sadistic FinDomme’s Life is the Life for Me!

The best part of shoesniffloser, is that he got started on a fucking 5o cent email I sent to My list today. How rich is that?

There were others, but those were the highlights!  I should have EVERY week be a $10,000 dollar week *laughs*

And I hadn’t even announced My birthday…but it is TOMORROW!   And I won’t be here on My actual birthday, I”m going to PARTY 🙂

But I do know what I want from My slaves….

This is a step by step manifesto on how to enjoy spoiling Me on My birthday.

I will be making a blog entry detailing everything My boys and sissies did to spoil Me…..
I want to make it a really good one.

I want you to be part of that blog entry (I won’t use your name unless you ask)….and I want you to become addicted to spoiling Me. (What better day to do it then My birthday?)

1. Find a beautiful photograph of Me…
Get hard-get really aroused….think of why you are addicted to Me.

2. You can warm up by leaving any feedback you owe me, wishing Me happy birthday, telling Me how much I’ve come to mean to you, or you can just try to warn everyone how dangerous I am’

If I have caused you to be sooo broke you don’t have $5 for a gift, leaving Me all the feedback you can is the only real gift you can give right?

In My blog entry, I will be highlighting some of the more memorable feedback left Me this weekend.
3. Decide HOW you will spoil Me for My birthday.

Suggestions

Call and wish Me a happy birthday in Person!  I will be taking birthday calls tonight, but tomorrow (Saturday), on My actual birthday, I will be off having fun at My party!

Special slightly higher rate to give Me birthday wishes

Call Button

 

Go to this link and tribute Me. It should be an amount you will be PROUD to put down. Wish me a happy birthday

OR Go to My wish list
My preferred choice is an AMAZON gift card–but I would like ANY of the items on My list
–be sure you write and let Me know you bought something, I can’t tell who bought what! Wouldn’t you LOVE to have Me write about what I bought you?  You can’t tell Me that won’t give you an instant hard on.

You can alternatively choose to buy lots of My pay mails (My store is here), but those won’t be detailed on My blog.

Once you have decided HOW you will spoil Me, get yourself to the edge of orgasm and Then Do it! Tribute or Spoil Me….

Back off from your orgasm.

Look at more photos, maybe buy some of My PTV

And do it again!


and again! (You can’t spoil your Mistress too much, after all you know how GREEDY I am, especially on My birthday!

Happy Birthday To Me!

 

November 8, 2013   1 Comment