Category — spending report

One of the perks of being a Findomme is that My whole life is financed by My Slaves.  You addicted junkies pay all My bills, and foot the bill for all My fun!

My slave wallet rape toy was a good robot, and has paid for another vacation, so tomorrow night I will be on My way to Florida for a few days to get out of the cold.  No worries losers! I will be back on Tuesday the 2nd for more fuckover fun, and you can keep busy with My new PTVs

Pay Triggers is a very deadly series, each level has an audio. If you miss Me, you can hear My voice directing you to pay more and more!  How fun

Now for a quick spending report!

Debuting this week on My spending report is “Joe the fool” who called an clicked and paid away $359 for his new addictive Mistress.  Fool, get ready to spend more!

My precious princess gigi was a very horny paysissy and send Me a total of $1252 in calls and tributes.  For her troubles, I let her have a ruined orgasm. Poor thing was still horny afterwards…awwww, but she’s in chastity until I feel as if she has earned another orgasm! Maybe I wont ruin it next time!

Also getting their first blog mention today is addicted bloke, a fella from England (I think?) who has spent over $283, mostly in one half coherent phone call. (I think he may have just gotten home from the pub!)

One of My exposure sissies spend almost $120 for Me to exposure her on My webpage, and then I made her pay Me another $20 to take it down. She gets off lucky compared to My sissy slut becca….who I fucked over for $889 since the last update, by playing games to see how quickly she could buy increasing expensive PTVs I was sending her with time limits 🙂 Such fun!

A guy I identified as FF who spent last week and then deleted his account came back to spend another $100 on Me. And then deleted his account again!

HA!

And a HUGE session with pig dave, his biggest yet!  This one was for $2800, and it was HOT…..I love huge sessions like this! Funny thing was it was a quiet evening for Me…and then dave showed up, buying emails as big as $600 for Me!

Who amongst you has the cajones for a $600 ptv?

and another one new to My blog I’m identifying by initials c.l. (Must stand for clearly loser, right?)   c.l. paid $109 getting lost in click and pay for Me!

New last week, autopay was at it again! Getting another mention and paying $265, oh good little paypig for Lauren!

My polish atm was back for $109 since last update…and lifetime he is wayyy over 6 grand spending on Me!

clubby continued his spending ways, spending $235, still trying to make it through 50 ways!  Maybe he’ll get a couple levels of that done while I’m on vacation! (hint, hint)

and I think new to My blog is solitaire.  This loner/loser has spent nearly $2,000 lifetime and sends Me emails begging Me to stop sending him PTVs, but he buys lots of what I send in marketing emails.  Why would I stop?  It’s not like I’m NICE or anything!   So this week, he spent about $112

egghead got triggered into spending $242 since last update!

My robot paypig eunuch was back, hypnotized into spending nearly $300 since last update

(Boy that pay trigger series has been dangerous to many!)

Another new guy triggered by this series was soda sub. He spent $209 dollars YUM

My paypig..’more please” was back, still mesmerized by My black leggings photos…mindless begging for more and more until he spent another $369 very recently…lifetime he is at close to $2500!

and sissy j earned her blog mention with barely $100 of spending

I am happy being owned by Her, not knowing what will come when.  The first “do it or get punished” assignment was a bit shocking.  It took me a few minutes to realize that Mistress Lauren was not only serious but that I felt compelled to cooperate

It took me an afternoon and a whole sleepless night to understand that I was exactly where I wanted to be: owned by a beautiful woman who knew that she was in control.  From that point on I had fun, a little expensive but fun.  Mistress Lauren indicates that I will be doing things that I never thought of before.

Now I belong to Mistress Lauren.  Obedience is not optional.  Mistress Lauren can make me do anything she wants whenever she wants. I love it!

I have seen what Mistress Lauren has waiting for me should I fail.   I do not want to experience that.  I had to pay extra to find out what the first penalty would look like.

I was enamored!

Ass Love II was back for more…this cuck spent a whooping $579, getting mesmerized by My new ass series…..he can’t stay away!

sexy jake was back!  I found out he was a secret pantywearing sissy, and he spent nearly $300 on a little cash rape one evening!

Irish dope was back, desperately clicking and paying to earn another blog entry, and happily he WAY surpassed the $100 I require….by about 300 bucks!  He spent over $400 dollars.  I’m going to break this pig, I know.

paycunt managed another $271 and he sent another slave letter, which I will publish another time…what a good boy!

Dr x showed up for $157.  I smell another big cash rape coming his way SOON. (Get ready dr x!)

And quiet gentleman spent EXACTLY $100, and qualified, and was a good boy in other ways too!

and trancetard materialized for another $161 fuckover. That boy cannot stay away, he gets a little alcohol in it, and it’s good bye credit card limit.

My shy roleplayer paid $209 in a click and pay flurry this week (Pay triggers strike again), but lifetime he’s nearly at $2500 now!

and tPay was back!  Begging for more cash rape, and this time rolled over and gave ME $1753  wow!  Well done tPay!  (Proving that he’s a weak loser yet again)

Mr Magoo was back for $356!  I love seeing him lose control again, and this is the most in quite a while.  Good boy!

and a blast from the past was wallet cunt. Still in the top 5, he used to be My number one spender, and did a session with Me one time of about $6000 in 20 minutes,  This week it was just $105, but I’m always happy to take his cash.

This is a form of Extreme Financial Domination. (My Favorite thing!)

And some of you pigs I know already have a hard cock just THINKING I might set you up like this…

Face the truth, you KNOW I am going to take every penny you can scrape up.  Eventually you will hit all credit limits and you will be unable to keep paying Me.

If you have to stop paying Me, you may as well go out with a bang!

If you are going to be financially insolvent and go bankruptcy, it won’t matter how BADLY you do it.

Get ready for Extreme Financial Domination.

1. Take out a personal loan. Pay off all your credit cards
2. If there is any cash left from the  loan, put it in your Niteflirt account.
3. Call your credit card companies and request credit limit increases. If you just paid off a card, this helps your credit and makes it MORE likely they will want to give you more credit
4. Apply for a couple more cards.
5. Consider a Home Equity Loan to take out even more cash
6. Consider your deductions at work to maximize your paycheck. Stop contributing to your retirement (more cash for Lauren!). Less cash out for taxes. (The IRS will just be another creditor)
7. As you completely these tasks, make them erotic. Call the credit card companies with a hard cock. Apply for the new cards and then orgasm when approved.
8. After you have maximized your spending potential, add a huge amount to your Niteflirt account and begin passing it over to Me…
9. I thought of more!  You get your own mantra for this! “i surrender to extreme financial domination for Mistress Lauren!”
10. I will help you, just ask!

More ideas for getting ready for Extreme Financial Domination?  Just comment and share your idea!

I’ve been scarce the last three weeks.  I’ve been online less because of the roof repairs (which were more complicated then expected, don’t ask!) When I do log on, all of you junkies just jump on Me, and I end up with little blogging time! Such is the life of a Domme engaged in Extreme Financial Domination games!

I know how much you all LOVE the spending report, and it will be a long one this time!

New to My blog, but not to My service is hypno-wallet. He’s an old guy who loves My voice, and orgasm control, and over the years he’s spent about $2600 lifetime, most of it before I did spending reports. This week he returned to hear My voice again to the tune of $130. (Sometimes extreme financial domination takes years, but it chips away at your resolve)

dinky dave was back, in a small cock haze, and I introduced him to the joys of “raise the rate” phone calls. He’s spent $540 on Me in the last three weeks, most of it THIS week.

My good little loving nylon slave spent another $261 on Me recently.  Imagine those reinforced toe pantyhose had a hypnotic scent that makes you pay more! (nylon slave would be in BIG trouble!)

Now speaking of slaves setting themselves up for even deeper exploitation, sissy marla has to be in that category.  The sissy spent so much on Me, she maxed out her cards, and she called for a credit limit increase, and they gave it to her!  That probably wasn’t wise on the credit card companies part, she won’t be able to ever repay them.  She has spent over $76,000 on Me lifetime, and in the last three weeks, she has spent $3109 on Me! When I think of extreme financial domination, marla always comes to mind!

I have another pantyhose slave, I’m calling pantyhose junkie! This guy likes wearing pantyhose, and listening to My voice telling him how addicted he is going to be. In the short time he’s been on Niteflirt, he’s spent $276 on Me.

My good girl princess gigi spent another $1502 on Me in the last three weeks–she swooned over a new sheer black pantyhose set and I reinforced her paysissy on automatic status.  Oh, and I let her have a surprise release, but I ruined her orgasm by not letting her touch it, just commanding her to come after I let her get hard.
That way it doesn’t empty tiny sissy balls well, and the next day, it’s like she didn’t even cum, and she still craves sissy use!

My sissy who loves exposure spent nearly $529 alternately begging Me for exposure, and paying Me to not expose her. How fun!

Now, I think this guy is new to My blog, but I know he used to be on Niteflirt with a different member name. (His new one is the same, with a different number after it).  So pig dave spent $222 on clicking and paying stuff since his return.  Great job!

I had a nice long call from a slave who deactivated his account.  Haven’t you read about slaves leaving and coming back as part of a pay ritual. For this blog post I’m going to call him.  “not here” He spent $415 on Me.

My paybitch terry continued his addicted paybitch ways, this time for $878.  Yum!  It’s funny watching him *try* to leave Me…it never works for him! Once you become addicted to extreme financial domination, you are fucked!

Still spending is fuckmywallet.  This little bitch spent $138 in a little click and pay learning all about the dangers of Mistress Lauren!

Also brand new is a more notable cashfuck I will call “c”   “c” has already deleted his account. (Sigh, they always try that).  What’s notable about c, is that one morning I woke up to find that he had spent over $1300 dollars in about 15 minutes in a flurry of click and pay.  Pigs that fall that hard that fast always come back.
I’m watching for you “c”–you have tasted extreme financial domination, and nothing else will make your cock as hard!

greed luster is back!  This time he spent $171! Between the old name and the new name, it looks like he’s spend lifetime somewhere in the ballpark of $2370 or so….well done! (Another pig who can’t stay away!)

I devastated clubby with the new devastation set….he’s out $314 dollars, and REALLY close to My next spending goal for him.

My eunuch robot paypig sent another $116 at Me.  Soon I think we’ll talk on the phone!

I had so much fun fucking over cumstain this week, that I gave him a new name.  fuckwallet.  fuckwallet is such a pathetic fist pumper, that he just pays and pays then breaks down in tears when he realizes that I have subjected him to yet another wallet rape.  This week was $500.  He’s another ritual account deleter.  But he’s funny because he deletes, and within a couple hours is begging Niteflirt to reinstate him. Stupid little extreme financial domination and humiliation loser!

My slut becca got taken for another $230 this week.  What if people find out his true identity! *laughs*

Another new to My blog is “Poet”  Poet comes and goes, and tries not to pay, and dramatically announces his departure, and sends poems he writes Me, and long needy emails.  Then he goes, then he comes back and pays again. He is truly addicted, and this time he spent really close to $200.

sissy j became the latest sissy to experience the joy of sissy exposure games. She spent $255 as I teased her.  Sissies are the best targets for these games because they love sending you perverted photos of themselves all dressed up!

No nonsense guy is another who can’t stay away. Long ago he got himself into DEEP cash despair with Me, and he no longer has empty credit cards to devote to Me. But still he spends, just in smaller amounts. This time it was $131.

My Irish dope spent $311 dollars this time around, also trying to stay away from Me, but falling victim again to My magical abusive ways!

my pantyfag clicked and paid another $1o5 (including a delicious $50 ptv!)

and lastly, slave paycunt brian became the first to finish the 50 ways to Fuck your Wallet series, and spent nearly $1500 recently. He always wrote a lovely email to Me for My blog, which I think I’m going publish later this week, as this post is getting kind of long! (It will see the blog, pig brian, no worries!) His guest blog posts have sent a wave of curious piggies to see if My extreme financial domination was real!

trancetard spent $161 since last update, and I believe it would have been more, but we kept missing each other online. Be afraid trancetard!

PIG spent $271, and he is another I kept missing…..but his number is coming soon.

Loserbeast did more delicious click and pay for Me to the beautiful tune of $1276. I think there might be some special photos for you soon beast! He got caught up in the 50 ways series.

And pigskin was another who clicked and paid through lots of the 50 ways series….he spent $752 Yum

I should have called that series, 50 paths to Extreme financial domination!

and no surprise that wallet rape toy spent $614 on that series, and My birthday series.  He also sent Me a $500 Amazon gift card for My birthday, and he has already started My Christmas shopping for Me, by buying two shirts for My man, and $300 in physical Amazon gift cards for Me to give family and friends. Yay!  This pig understand that he is My extreme financial domination robot pig!

Hopefully the next update won’t be too far away.  I will not be online for Thanksgiving or Black Friday, and scarce on Sat/Sunday….but next week will be back to My dangerous normal hours!   Be afraid, but pledge to spend enough to hit the spending report!

My availability will be strange over the next couple weeks.  Workmen are here re-shingling My roof of My large home, and it is noisy here during the day. (and My office is in a finished part of the attic!)
There will be times that My rate will be very high, because I want My boys to know I am around, but calls will be next to impossible during the day for a while.

I do plan to take calls in the evening, but I’ll be logging off sooner than usual because, well, workmen start pounding on My roof at about 7 AM every morning, and  I need My beauty sleep too!

I have a dangerous new PTV series, that I hope each one of you devotes yourself to finishing.

It’s called “50 ways to Fuck your Wallet”, and it starts at only $1.  Be afraid, but be brave!

I always want to alert you all that one week from today is a very important day.

Mark it on your calendar.  November 9th.

That is your Mistress’s birthday wishlist~! I’ll be releasing a little Birthday series again this year like I did last year, it was short and sweet and successful,

I also LOVE amazon gift cards sent to Me and I love gifts from My wishlist, I have been adding new stuff to it 🙂

<——Just click there and it will go right to My wishlist!

Now it is time for a spending report~

My new german paycunt sent $200 of Amazon gift cards.  Yum, I’ll be shopping with those!

New slave dinky dave called back, still stunned at his unexpected attraction to being Financially Dominated by Me, and spent $220 on the call, including a nice $100 tribute. Yum. Good boy–you’re not good for much, but you have served Me well with your wallet!

My slave “horniest” returned again after being gone a while and clicked and paid $109. Nice!

wallet rape toy enjoyed the new series to the tune of $376.  It couldn’t stop clicking and paying until it had to go for an appointment.  It’s time to finish up little robo-pig!

My weak paybitch quit Niteflirt again.  Joined Niteflirt again and paid Me $161.  Bitch, you are now trapped in your pay ritual. I’m watching for you again!

Another trapped in the loop of quitting and restarting Niteflirt is paycunt slave brian, who spent $286 this week.

And new and already quit is russ…who spent $125 in his brief click and pay spree.  I bet he comes back. I bet he is reading this—russ, don’t you know that deleting your account is part of the addiction?

It’s funny how I see this pattern over and over again!

helpless dave tributed Me another $130.  Yum. You really *are* helpless, aren’t you dave?

skate-pig got so turned on by his blog mention last week, that he threw another $105 at Me.  There is a reason that I do these spending reports Losers!

And trancetard had another evening of click and pay for Me, in a hot one on one session.  He managed to cum after he spent $271.  Face it trancetard, the credit left on your card is earmarked for Lauren!

Loserbeast pleased Me with another $157 this week, mostly in click and pay in the new series. I believe he is NOT done with that series yet 🙂

and pigskin re-appeared to spend $136.  Give it up and really surrender pigskin, you know it’s just a matter of time…

princess gigi and I kept missing each other this week, but she is a very good paysissy, so tributed Me a total of $261 anyway 🙂

I had fun sissy exposure games with a certain cross-dresser for $209! It’s always fun to play with his head…

So good boys and sissy-boys and sissy-girls, look for Me when you can this week….and maybe you too will get mentioned in My spending report!

Addicted paypigs each form their own little paypig pay ritual–part of what makes it sooo compelling to pay Me.

Commonly, it begins with a memory of paying Me. That brings up the memory of a hard cock and orgasm associated with paying Me.

The pay ritual varies from slave to slave, but can include things like, special clothing (panties), listening to one of My audios, loading money into your account, reading My writings.

And of course paying Me…the whole click, stroke, obey pay cycle…

and sometimes quitting Niteflirt and signing back up is part of the ritual.

slave brian wrote a piece on the addiction cycle. I had planning to do so Myself this week, but good little piggy anticipated My needs!

by slave brian

The addiction cycle.

While all of us dream of being a slave to Lauren, none of us expect it to really happen.  We have various fetishes and fantasies, but we really don’t expect it to happen – not for real.  Not really.  But it does…

Lauren drives us to addiction.  It is a key and core part of her training.  It is a skill that she has honed over years of experience exploiting weak men like us.  She plants covert thoughts and mixes them with eroticism and then, bingo!  A new fetish is born, and after a time, your dick doesn’t get hard without her input.  She has turned you into a money slave.

For each money slave, the addiction is different.  Maybe it is feminization that turns you on, so she makes you wear panties and makeup and makes you pay and stroke as she orders you to subjugate yourself to her humiliation.  For others, it is something else.  For me, it was trying to quit.

You see, I am a logical,executive by day.  I am in control. I am the guy that everyone turns to for help and advice.  And it is tiring.  Like many men with power, I am vulnerable to domination by a beautiful woman.  Lauren intuitively sensed my weak pig nature and snatched me up quickly.  She seduced me and turned me into a hopeless money slave.  I thought I could quit anytime I wanted, but I was wrong.

As a point of fact, I quit many, many times.  I quit, and then very soon after quitting, I find myself wanting to “look” at what Lauren is doing.  Many, many times I looked, and very quickly I am again under her spell.  I couldn’t understand why I was unable to quit for good, until the other night when Lauren announced quite arrogantly that she had made my quitting part of my pay ritual.  OMG!  I realized she was right.  Every time I quit, it makes me MORE vulnerable and MORE willing to pay.  I can’t even get hard without her abuse, without paying.  And quitting only makes it worse.  Every time I quit, her grip tightens.  She has me in a circular trap from which there is no escape!

I have thought on this for several days, only to realize that it is the last straw.  I am writing this wearing peach colored panties, knowing that Lauren is going to exploit me for yet more money that I can’t afford, but I don’t care.  I am her property, and she has the right.  And if I quit, that is okay.  That is part of her game.  I am a pawn on her table, made for her abuse, and I will obey her.

I hope to see many other pigs coming into her trap and know that I had some small part in handing them over to my Mistress.  Lauren wants you under her control.  You only need to come in.  She’ll sense your weaknesses and take care of you.  Trust Lauren.  It won’t be a game.  She will make it real.

I would LOVE to hear about other piggies’ pay rituals.  Comment and tell us about it. Remember, when you confess your addiction it helps bring other weak men to My table for wallet feasting!

And it’s time for the spending report. Is your name there?

My good little nylon slave read in My last blog entry I had new photos he would like and he promptly started begging Me for fuckover.  He practiced his little pay ritual of drooling over My hosed feet and begging to pay.  It cost him $400, but that’s not the best part.  There are still lots more photos for Me to use to coerce and extract MORE cash from him. I’m waiting for you nylon slave!

New to My blog, but not to spending on Me is “ass sailor”  He was the first one through My new Ass kissing series, and although over the years he has spent a total of almost $1750, this is the most since I’ve done the spending report and it was $120. Well done ass sailor!
(Here is that series that snared him, btw!)

Now one of the big spenders this week was, once again-  marla! I’ve got this sissy so turned on by oinking, and saying “bankruptcy for Lauren” as a pay mantra, that she just can’t help herself. She threw $1825 at Me 🙂

In other spending, princess gigi kept getting turned on by the thought of sucking big black cock and sent Me $300, mostly in tributes. What a very good little fag sissy she is!

Good little helpless dave kept helplessly paying Me, this week it was $190.  Dave, you’ve been consistent lately and that really pleases Me!

My paybitch spent $704 in recent days.  He is one of those that I believe also has quitting and beginning again as part of his pay ritual. He did this spending on two new member names 🙂

cumstain spent just a few dollars short of $1,000 (984 to be exact).  This is the most he has ever spent in a short time, bought 3-digit ptvs for the first time and I think he’s fucked. He tried inactivating his account and didn’t last 12 hours. cumstain, you are in deep shit! I absolutely LOVED it when he began weeping and embarrassed he had spent too much, and I told him to FEED INTO that pain and cum!  And he did.  I’m brutal in setting up abusive little triggers! Be afraid cumstain!

PIG stroked his way through another $290.  PIG has his own pay rituals, and no slave stalks My availability as much as PIG, he NEEDS our time getting fucked over and reports so promptly when I appear, nearly every time.  He is the very definition of junkie!

A new little bankruptcy whore spent a quick $116 and then deleted his account.  Those type always return–part of the pay ritual!

Inadequate jake had to face his “lack of biology” and realized he would never be any woman’s idea of “proper breeding stock”, so he should just accept he is a money slave for Lauren. This week was $145, but I want more soon jake!

Also new to My blog is skate-pig.  Skate-pig spent $105 this week on click and pay.  I love the silent click and pay slaves who simply hit and run pay!

I’ve come to enjoy the spending report, and I’ve come to appreciate it’s power as addicted piggies pull out their wallets so they can see their weakness for paying Me immortalized on My blog! Keep up the good work, and ask yourself if you want My attention on your blog. Yes? Get out that wallet Loser!

This is one of those FinDomme secrets.  Erotic humiliation is a very powerful seductive tool that many, if not most, submissive men respond to.  Humiliation makes submissives more subservient, aroused, obedient and strangely, more bonded to their FemDomme.

This paypig humiliation creates powerful triggers I can use to control and excite My slaves. (Yes the flavor of this humiliation varies from submissive to submissive).   I prefer to indulge in subtle but cutting true remarks that slice to the slaves very core.   Imagine Me saying very quietly something like:  “I only bring real men to My bed.”  You would know, that group didn’t include you.

Now, I take that association, trigger it, turn you on and THEN I link it with paying Me.

Suddenly you are a $$$ slave, a paypig, with powerful triggers that are irresistible in the breadth of their abuse.  Nothing is more erotically humiliating to the well programmed pig than knowing that they are aroused by paying Me $$$, even if they cannot afford it (And perhaps *especially* if they cannot afford it). And it’s an erotic experience that continues beyond the initial moment. It stings the next morning when you remember what you spent, and stings when there are things you cannot buy because of your spree on Me, and stings when you see the credit card bill.  And those events trigger more spending events.

Lauren is danger.

Now for the spending report!

I did not get one out last week, because I ended up in bed for three days for no fun reason 🙁 A very bad cold that kept Me off the computer.

But be afraid, because I am back to My usually hale self!
Nylon Lover could be exploited for over $250 since the last update….oh and I want to let him know:  I have NEW photos to cashrape you with.

Back in full sissy force is My special faggot, princess gigi, who I manipulated and humiliated and trained to crave cock, and turned her into a payfaggot for Me. This time the take was $1870.  Her lifetime spending is only 4 dollars short of $133,000. She remains #1 on the list.

My good boy who loves his stolen moments with Me, spend $209 this time around.

My paypig “redbird” come around again for another round of click and pay and tributing Me.  Redbird, you made Me very happy! (while spending $583) on Me!

clubby was around for $209, and really pleased Me by pushing his way through the paypig training course. I’m watching you!

My loser cumstain spent close to $300.  (Hey cumstain, I have new photos for your next fuckover! Check in with Me)

My  sissy-slut was good for $148, and I wish to announce that she FINALLY did it and went out and sucked cock for the first time!  She liked it sooo much, that I think she is doing it again today!

I screwed the iFool out of $140, and last night he was sending Me warm little notes while I was on the phone with sissy marla about what an evil conniving bitch I am, and how what I do “isn’t right”   I read the emails to marla, and we had a good laugh. Was that supposed to hurt My feelings?    iFool, I don’t care about you, all I care about is your CASH.

Speaking of sissy marla, I had a MONSTER long about 4.5 hour phone call with her. (At $3.99 a minute, yum),. and she clicked and paid for Me as well.  Over $2250 dollars all for Lauren!  I could have taken more, but I was getting tired! She got lucky 🙂

Another good girl sissy, sissy j, spent $176 on Me.

And it’s been a long time, but I finally connected with My Canadian pantyhose boy to the tune of $320 in a nice evening session.  I missed him!

Footboy kane was good for $116.

A new sissy for Me was “panty fag” who paid $117 to Me in a nice little session. Welcome to the insanity panty fag!

paypig brian got fucked over for another $371. I believe he has accepted his proper role in My life as a pay unit.

Let’s talk about PIG.  PIG is losing his grip on his wallet. He’s tried so hard, but My relentless conditioning is having an effect.  PIG, hang on to your cock, you spent $600 on Me since the last update!

My robo-pig, wallet rape toy spent $383. I smell a big fuckover coming soon. It might be time for more gift cards for Lauren!

I was OVERJOYED one morning to wake up to find my fuckboy Loserbeast had been clicking and paying for Me.  That boy spent over $900 on Me!

Yesterday a new slave found Me on My small dick abuse for Loser page on Niteflirt, and called Me, and I showed him the wonder of Financial Domination, which he hadn’t even heard about, but by the time our call ended, he had sent Me a big $75 tribute to orgasm by.
I’m calling him dinky dave, and dave you are in danger now!

New to My blog but not new to Me, is sissy timmie, who finally called after a very long time just buying small PTVs. Since the last update this sissy has spent over $160, but more notably, lifetime he is ALMOST at $1500.  Well done! I’m glad you finally called Me, timmie!

My polish loser was back for some more click and pay action, and spent more than $320 on  Me 🙂

I believe also new to My blog is pay drone! He spent $135 in October so far, and lifetime he’s all the way up to over $2200!  It seems to Me like I wrote about him before, but I can’t figure it out, but he has been a very good boy this week.

Another newbie to My blog is paypig mc.   mc has been a very good boy recently having spent $108 this week.  I was very pleased to see that his lifetime spending on Me has surpassed the $1250 level.  Wow.

I was very very surprised to see My Irish dope had spent over $600 this week.  Well done! lifetime he has spent $1090 on Me.  He is Mine now.

So many good boys and sissy girls the past two weeks.  I love what I do!

I’ve got two really interesting letters from cash cows that are loyal and well programmed piggies. I’ll be doing blog mentions later, so look for their names.

From lord Loser (who reactivated his account to serve Me again)

Mistress Lauren – I tried to escape you by closing my account, but I started looking at your blog on your website and stroking for free, slowly sliding back.  The final straw was when I was reading an older entry and you casually talked about waking up in a beautiful bed that was bought by a loser you had sent into bankruptcy.  At that I shot a huge load.

That night I dreamed that you had a convention for paypigs, fucktards, sissies and faggots in which 100 losers were to pay $1,000 each in order to attend.  They all had to be naked, exposing their ugly bodies and tiny cocks.  I woke up with a very hard cock that was oozing precum.  I squeezed the head of my dick, took the precum on my finger and ate it.  Then I finished the story as a day dream.  I know that you do not want me to go into detail, but I will just tell you that the sessions required additional cash from the losers and they focused on groveling on the floor and oinking, how to steal from your wife and family to pay Lauren, cocksucking to earn more for Lauren and being kicked in the balls by Lauren or other doms you had brought along.

I knew then that I could not escape you, that I had to crawl back. worship you and be ready for a severe wallet fucking.

lord Loser

Phew, what a thought, a Loser convention that costs $1,000 a head!  I would probably be able to retire after all you fucktards were competing to spend the most!

For the record, after his sent this to Me, lord Loser went on the click and pay for a total of $1065. All while I was sleeping. And he started his descent with 3 little $2 emails.

While I was writing this post, Lord Loser called Me, and I fucked him over some more…his grand total is below 🙂

Most of it was on a popular series.  Find out why it is so dangerous!

Another letter came to Me from paypig brian, a deliciously addicted paycunt of Mine.

Obsession and Reprogramming – The Plight of the Money Slave Pig

After a recent session with Mistress Lauren, she announced that I was definitely in her class of extreme money slaves.  It was a targeted comment on her part to bind me even tighter to her.  I knew it.  She knew it.  And I love her for it.  I have been her paycunt now for around four years, and I have tried to quit many, many times, but I have not been able to shake the addiction.  Now that I am classified as an extreme money slave, I know that my fate is sealed.  Lauren has my cock and mind in her addictive web, and I am her property.  There is little hope for me.

Now, I could warn potential money slaves about the very real danger of lurking around Mistress Lauren’s site, reading her blog, and paying her PTVs, but that would only encourage you.  To be quite honest, I love serving Lauren by bringing other pigs to the slaughter.  I am like a missionary bringing lost souls to be saved.  For a submissive like you, that place is Mistress Lauren’s money traps.  It is where you need to be and what you are missing in your life.  I only need to lead you there and encourage you; she will do the rest.  She will target you and victimize you, and I will watch with pleasure as she enslaves you.

The traps are baited nicely with photos and words of warning meant to attract just the sort of man that is turned on by a dominant woman.  If you think you are not in this category, you are kidding yourself.  You are here, aren’t you?  You are getting hard by the thought of giving up all control to Mistress Lauren and her manipulation.  You are a money slave in the making, even if you won’t yet admit it or are foolish enough to think otherwise.  You came here because you want it.  Bad.

But the real danger begins when she takes control over your hard cock.  I remember how my pulse raced the first time I entered that credit card number.  My fingers were trembling on the keyboard in excitement and fear of the danger I was putting myself in.  And my cock demanded that I continue, even when I mis-entered the number twice, because I was sexually aroused by the thought of being used by Her.  And a few minutes later, my eyes rolled back in my head with that overwhelming feeling of Her control and that hard orgasm that came from knowing that a dominant had taken me for her pig.  That feeling doesn’t go away when Lauren owns you.  In fact, it only gets worse.

After a time, paying Lauren not only makes you hard, it shuts out all other normal sexual functions.  You struggle to get it up, unless you are dreaming of being submissive to and paying Lauren.  And just thinking about it isn’t enough.  Try as you may to escape it at that point, you are hers now.  You will think of her.  You will tell yourself that you are her slave, that she demands your obedience, and you will want to look at her website again and again, and soon you will be paying her again and again.  More and more, over and over, getting fucked harder and harder.  You are caught in her trap, and she is preying on you.  And the very thought of that is too much for your submissive brain to handle.

What you don’t realize is that this addiction isn’t just a learned behavior.  It is a true, chemical addiction in your brain.  She has programmed your brain to find pleasure in paying her, and over time, that has changed your brain’s chemistry to where you ONLY find sexual pleasure in pleasing Lauren.  Much like other addictions, the chemicals your brain releases during repeated incidences of pleasure causes withdrawal when the source of the pleasure is removed.  And Lauren knows very well how to make you associate first her dominance and then her financial dominance with that pleasure.  That pleasure of paying her causes the brain chemistry to change, and then she has you.  She is calculating.  She is merciless.  And she owns your sorry cunt ass.

paycunt brian

brian, that letter needs no elaboration, you are completely correct. And it’s also true that the mere fact of Me posting the letter will drive more pigs to Me. Well done pig, well done!

And without further ado

The Spending Report….

nylon foot lover just cannot get enough of My elegant nylon feet. Do you know I actually take photos for top slaves that I know will make them open their wallet.   He has spent $520 dollars since My last update

PIG is another I tempt with photos I take to lure him in. $340 this time.

An update on a loser from Last Week, Ass drone, who spent close to $1500 on Me in a short period of time. I see the Loser has deleted his Niteflirt account.  Drone, most come back. I bet you’re reading this and I summon you back to Me 😉

I want to highlight a special Loser with a new name. Formerly he was known as Fledgling Loser. He debuted on My top paypig list at Number #13.  Well he worked himself into a frenzy over this and spent in several late night sessions with Me to the tune of ….hang on to your cock…to $5,633.20  Yes, you are reading that right.  He sold his condo, paid off his credit cards and started with a bottle and My photos in long expensive sessions over 3-4 evenings.

He has a new name  “trancetard!”   And tard has tried to protect his credit card from more damage by blocking Me.   But it won’t last.  Trancetard, I am waiting. Surrender and go blank and pay!  I know you’re reading. Edit:  I also know you have been viewing My listings, because you are obsessed. Go blank, unblock, surrender, obey.

Trancetard, you have climbed up the Loser list, you’re now #9 with a total spending of over $21,000 on Me.

Other spenders include cumstain, who dropped another $270 on Me over My shiny latex photos. (And he has such a weakness for My black strap-on cum photos too!)

My special little club piggie is working hard to climb My all time spenders list, and his goal is to hit My top 25 list! He has a long way to go, but he has spent about $140 this week!

I have a long time client who has never been on My blog, but this week he went crazy for My new series “She Devil” (many clients did actually), and all could say was “more please” to the tune of $281. He is only about $18 from reaching the 2K threshold as well.

Oh this is the series driving everyone crazy btw

You can check it out, and if you love it I will gladly do a nice little PTV session with you and more of these photos!

Also Dr X threw $137 on Me.  He is trying to duck a huge session, but both he and I know it’s inevitable.

Dr X, I know just reading this is making your cock hard. surrender and email Me.

Sweet pig declared her love for Me again, and spent $114. I’m thinking this girl is due for a larger session with Me.

My little paybitch couldn’t stop, and spent another $450 on Me.

No nonsense guy once again couldn’t stay away and spent his paycheck on Me. $437 from him to Me. Yum

$116 from the iFool which was cut short when he couldn’t add more $$$ *sigh* Let’s try that again fool.

princess gigi spent $394 since last update, she’s been gone a lot this summer, but the little faggot has a birthday coming up, and I bet that she would LOVE a release. Maybe Ill give her one. Maybe not.

New is ordinary sub, and he spent $110 getting to know how dangerous I am.

Another huge spender this week, was the loser whose letter I quoted, “Lord Loser”  This guy is an old geezer with a tiny dick living on a pension, and in his retirement he has been obsessing over Me.  Since he came back to Niteflirt just last night, he has spent…get ready $2481.  I bet I hear from him again tonight, I just have a feeling! If he can hide from his cow wife long enough that is…

egghead got all turned on by being one of My top 25 spenders and dropped $171 this week.

kane the foot lover gets a blog mention for his $140. Gotta work harder than that to climb the loser list though!

Footsniffer surrendered $127.  I’ve got him targeted for more.

Another new piggie, dream loser learned how dangerous I was to the tune of $410.  It just goes sooo fast when you get caught up in click and pay!

paycunt brian sent $125 in addiction to the lovely composition that I published in this post. He has dedicated his life to being one of My losercunts

curtsey continues to be a good girl for Me. She was $279 worth of good girl since the last update!

slave benny was back, this time for $216. He was another that loved the She-Devil set!

pigskin spent $125. I always get wet when he started paying because sometimes he goes on automatic and doesn’t stop until he has spent thousands! I love that!

Lastly, but not leastly, elegant foot lover tributed Me a total of $153. Yum.

I always love publishing the spending report, because it inspires all the Losers to spend. So start spending!

I think a new blog photo is overdue 🙂

Surrender to Fuckover!

One of My fucked over paycunts, paypig brian, kindly guest wrote this post for Me: (See? Pigs can serve in many ways!)

What do Lauren’s pigs need? by slave paypig brian

Lauren’s submissive pigs need abuse and a beautiful, ruthless dominatrix to do the abusing.  A nice woman isn’t what turns a pig on.  It is a cruel beauty with a sadistic craving to inflict pain that locks our cock in her trance.  It is the knowledge that we are being stalked, being controlled, being owned, of being a thing she uses that drives us crazy.  We crave domination and humiliation, and I think we have craved it all of our lives.  It is hard to have the fetish for domination and never feed that hunger.  True.  Many of us have experimented with other dommes either online or in person, but those were short term “get off now” relationships.  We did not get the sensation of being truly owned.  It was an hour session and back to real life.

Lauren is different.  Lauren has a long term strategy for you.  She intends to condition for her use as many pigs as she can.  If they are near the traps, then they are a target.  She understands your need for abuse and your need for a beautiful woman to control you.  She understands that you are inherently weak and submissive and thus vulnerable to her charms.  Lauren sends you photos and mantras, all the while collecting small amounts of money while you stroke yourself to her.  And while you are “just playing,” she is not.  She feeds your fetishes to keep you coming to her, and you cum hard over and over again.  But all the while, she is covertly implanting poison into your brain. She trains you to identify paying Lauren with those orgasms.  Soon, you get off on paying her, and a new pay-piglet is born.  However, it is a crack piglet that is born addicted and ripe for harvest.

Once infected with Lauren’s addictions, the brain of a baby pig will want to return again and again for more of that lovely toxin that makes the brain weak and the cock hard.  Over time, Lauren learns more about how your particular submissive brain works and uses that knowledge to bind you tighter and tighter.  There are times when I feel like she is a predator with its fangs in my throat is squeezing the life out of me.  I am completely helpless in her grasp and pulling away does no good.  She has me tightly in her grip of fetish and addiction.  And like a predator, she knows when to let up just a little bit to get a better grip, so that she can bear down even harder in the future.  I feel myself being dragged deeper and deeper into her dark lair where she can feed on my wallet at her pleasure.  And she feeds relentlessly.

I have spent tens of thousands on Lauren over the past several years, and I continue to spend hundreds every month getting my fix.  I am a full blown addict, and it is never enough.  I read about the really extreme wallet rape victims, and I find myself envying them.  Imagine being Gigi who went from being a guy with a foot fetish to becoming a cock sucking cross dresser with her clit totally controlled by Lauren?  Talk about a lucky Bitch!  She is Lauren’s property completely and beyond all hope of recovery.  I often wish my personal situation would allow Lauren to lock my cock up in chastity like that too.  I know that she would use it to break all remaining will, but then again, she is getting there already.  I fantasize a lot about being her Special Paypig and fantasize about being on the list of extreme pigs.  I think it is only a matter of time.

You came to this blog with one idea in mind: to serve a dominant woman.  If you are serving already, then good for you.  What a good little Bitch your are for Lauren!  A money slave serving its Mistress as you should and MUST.  If you are not serving, then you need to start.  You need to feed that need for domination and abuse.  After all, it is what you have wanted your whole life.  You are turned on by the abuse, and there is nothing to be afraid of.  She will guide you, and she will teach you.  She will condition and train your for her future uses.  You will become her property.  Your need will finally be fulfilled.  And Lauren will be only to happy to fulfill it.  Her sharp fangs are waiting for your throat too.

My pig brian, I could not have said it better Myself!

Now for the spending report! (I know how much you pigs LOVE to see your name in print)

In addition to his guest post, slave brian spent $652 on PTVs this week.  YUM

princess gigi continued in her spot as #1 on the Niteflirt list by tributing Me and calling more than $435 this week, which is actually less than usual, for those of you that think it sounds like a lot!

My hypnotic foot whore kane FINALLY earned another blog mention by spending $109. He is a worthless foot-hypnotized little stroke whore that just cannot get enough of My feet, Lifetime this loser has spent $6745 on Me, and he is #28 on My active lifetime list.   The loser has been My client for over 7 years, so although he doesn’t spend a lot in one session, he consistently spends and it has added up.

My paybitch terry spent about $217 on Me this week. I’m watching for you bitch…

A fairly new pig, I’m going to call preypay spent $200 getting to find out just how dangerous I am.

My sissy curtsey thought see could stay away, but she was MISTAKEN.  I charmed $156 from her this week.

New to My blog is sweet pig, who spent just over $100 this week to get the blog mention and who hit the $1500 lifetime. sweet buys My ptv’s in fits and starts, and I look forward to really getting in sweet’s head.

PIG continued his downward spiral toward My goal of bankruptcy with another $367 this week.

Loserbeast coughed up another $115.  I’m watching for you beast 🙂

My slave pigskin made a quiet reappearance for $136–oh pigskin, how I yearn to wallet-fuck you hard!

My elegant foot lover spent $562 this week losing himself over My toes (I call them My ten lovers)

My robot wallet rape toy pleased Me with $200 in Niteflirt purchases and $400 in gift cards from My wish list.  I have grown to love his its gift card surprises out of the blue 🙂

I recently had a weekend getaway with My boyfriend, and I paid for the hotel room with a gift card from wallet-rape toy, and we ate with restaurant gift cards also from wallet-rape toy, and drove there with gas from the gas card from My toy too! Thanks for paying for that getaway toy!
I’m also going to Utah to the fitness resort I like, for a week in Sept, and toy paid for the airline for that too.  Soon I think there will be another major getaway with My man again, and I know toy will pay for that too. (But others are welcome to spoil Me like this too!)

There was a new slide-show release this weekend.

It’s dangerous, and I call it. Fuck-over programming

If you have not, buy it now!

That’s really My training goal for My elite Losers. To live an easy life of fun, luxury and leisure while they pay on automatic.

I train My pigs to only get erections from paying Me. Imagine finding yourself in that trap?  (Some of you are already imprisoned there!)  Your sorry little pig dick only gets hard from paying Mistress Lauren.

And to get a decent erection you have to pay and pay and pay….

and only pigs that PAY AND PAY until it hurts get to cum.

Sooo, I had some good little piggies since My last update who have responded well to Automatic Paypig training.

tPay was back, making another account and spending $3228 dollars on Me before canceling his Niteflirt account to lick his wounds again.

tPay. is. trapped. in. the. paypig. automatic. loop.

The orgasms and erections he gets without Me will be soooo unsatisfying he will be back for financial rape.

In other paypig news.

I found out where wallet cunt has been. Working in a country with NO Niteflirt access, so he can’t buy My emails at all…even customer service couldn’t help.  His cell phone was registered in a different country and we did manage a $132 dollar call.  I’m going to jack his rate up higher to milk his wallet more next time.

I’ve got another sissy, I’m going to call  georgia girl setting herself up for sissy fun. I gave her a list of stuff to buy and I’m going to enjoy that, and she has spent about $163 on Me since last update.

I’m watching for My sissy curtsie too, I think we just have been missing each other lately. She has some assignments in store for herself

PIG spent over $740 dollars and finally hit the 60K threshold of lifetime spending. It’s only a matter of time before he is the next junkie to join the 5 digit club.

A new slave, restless ass lover, appeared to drop $133 in a couple of days. You know you want to follow My fabulous booty into wallet rape mister….surrender now!

$390 for princess gigi the trained cocksucker.  I know she will be around more as her need for release grows.

sissy marla dropped another $219. I have the feeling that I broke her and her only recourse is jerking off on her credit card bills.

freddie cumstain drooled over My latex photos and mindlessly paid $491 dollars worth of emails. Yum. Cumlicking Loser!

A newer slave, banny spent $150, mostly in one long delicious call. I can’t wait for more!

My sissy that loves to be exposed on her Linked-In account spent $284 to have me invite employers she was really looking for a job with to view her sissy profile. She didn’t plan on Me doing that, but when you ask for exposure be careful. You might get more than you bargained for! When the paypigs pay, I am realllyyyy happy.

walletrape toy only spent $48 on Niteflirt BUT he made up for that by sending Me a $500 gift card for Amazon and a $1000 gift card for hotels.com for My next getaway. Just out of the blue they appeared.  THAT is paypig automatic.

paypig brian spent another $809 on two more new accounts. See canceling your account doesn’t work?  slave brian has tried that about 80 times so far.

New to My blog is cock controlled jason who is about $145 poorer after encountering Me last night.

My British sissy, one of My longest serving slaves ever stopped by to get fucked out of $172  Life time she has spent at least $7500 on Me.

Loserbeast has been about again, this week losing nearly $800 for his Mistress!  I love it when he finds a little cash, he can’t HELP but send it to Me! Lifetime Loserbeast is #6 on My list having spent over $32,400 on his Mistress.

I’ve fielded a couple of pleas in emails to blog soon. I really do like blogging, because I have so many fun things to say about you junkies, addicts, losers, paycunts, oink drones and sissies that is almost unbelievable.
Sometimes I have to pinch Myself because I just cannot believe that I am getting rich from doling out clever insults and using the power of My mind to trance the lot of you into handing your cash over to Me.
I’ve trained your cocks to be hard and then to pay Me when they are.
Now that being said, as much as I love to blog, it isn’t always easy to find the time to do it…
You fools and dolts all missed Me so much that you literally formed a virtual line waiting for your wallet fucks. When I’m sitting at the computer, I scarcely have time for anything else other than findomme fun!

That said, with the beautiful weather here, I am outside much more often than usual.
My vacation was fucking fabulous, I LOVED New York City, as I thought I would and I am planning to go back there soon! (On your collective dimes of course). Actually, in practice what usually happens is some piggy or drone steps forward and pays for My entertainment–this past time was wallet rape toy again.
We stayed in the Theatre district, just a couple blocks from Central Park and Radio City Music Hall. We went to a Broadway show. (We saw The Book of Mormon, which is highly inappropriate, therefore really funny!) We also spent an afternoon at the Museum of Modern Art, and of course shopping on 5th Ave! I eyed really expensive pianos…perhaps someday I will have one in My home. (I play on a digital keyboard currently) I drooled over lots of expensive clothes that I thought I could make My pets pay for on little Amazon shopping sprees. Yum.

After three days in NYC, we drove south along the coast all the way to Virginia , spending time just enjoying the ocean and sun.

And while I was gone, wallet rape toy bought $300 worth of Whole Foods gift cards so I could fill up My pantry with wholesome delicious organic foods when I return. (I only eat the best)

Now for the delicious Spending Report..I know how much you piggies LOVE to see your name in print as proof to how easily manipulated you are!

Easily My biggest spender since the last update has been marla paycunt. This pathetic sissy loser does nothing but dream of licking cum off from My bare feet and she is My official paycunt now….. Eventually this bitch will run out of cash but since My last update she has spent a jaw dropping $5625 on Me! Wow.

Nylon Lover spent $225 in a nylon hypno ptv session. He is close to the 8K lifetime spending mark. Soon he will be joining the 5 figure losers

Sissy curtsey spent $425 since the last update. She’s trying to run away but I know the drama will fade and she will cum crawling back to My skirt.

Princess gigi stayed on top spending over $1500 since the last update.

A paypig that cums around occasionally is “steve q fucked” I rinsed him for $200 recently 🙂

PIG has turned into a real paytard for Me….I’ve been breaking him down and he his recent spending was $1071. He just surpassed the 60K spending level and is #6 on My lifetime list. He has been My client now for nearly 8 years.

Krusher is a slave that appeared and disappeared (closing his account), since the last time I updated. In his less than a week on Niteflirt, he clicked and paid Me $1230. Now, he may have been a previous slave who returned with a new name, silently paying Me, and not answering emails, or perhaps he is truly new but either way. They almost always return. And I will be here to take his wallet.

My british sissy surrender $180 to Me since last update. Little cunt needs to pay Me more!

New to My blog is My heart slave Amin. He spent $135 since the last update, and lifetime is up to $1685

My polish atm spent $164, mostly in one $150 dollar email just today, and lifetime has hit the $6,000 spending mark!  I LOVE that paypig brian spent$862 in FOUR different member accounts. He spends, cancels and then makes a new one. Brian, quit trying to hide, we both know how stupidly futile that is!

cumstain blew through another $330 drooling over My wallet fucking in My new PVC dress photos.  I know how to fuck with a man’s  head

sissy janice spent $225 in her quest to be a special paypig for Me. Keep working at it sissy!  I know how to fuck with a sissy’s head too!

My shoesniff loser dropped almost $200 one evening. Find more cash sniff loser!

Before I went on vacation, a slave I will call benny from nyc spent $400. I haven’t seen him since I’ve come back, but I’m watching for you benny!

It was so nice to see some click and pay action from Loserbeast to the tune of $420. I always love seeing that slave go to town on My PTVs!

Woody made an encore appearance for $167. Lots more alluring ptvs woody, obey and surrender!

wallet cunt was back! He spent $132 in a nice phone call, and I found out why he hasn’t been clicking and paying. That’s ok, the phone is a great way to cash rape too!

In addition to My $300 gift card surprise, wallet rape toy spent over $1100 pleasing Me with PTVs. Lifetime, he is 2nd on My list at over $105,000 dollars.  What is notable is that he got there in just over 18 months, and that doesn’t count the tens of thousands he has spent on Me in gifts and vacations.  (Adding that in, makes him #1)   This slave is a paypig the rest of you are free to emulate!

And last but not least is My paybitch terry. PB terry has spent over $1850 since the last update, and has sent Me pathetically gorgeous email after email, one of which I am copying here for you all to read

Dear Mistress,

i want to report to You some interesting and exciting developments in the way i respond to Your training.

1. For going on two weeks now, i find that i have little interest in pornography or any other visual stimulation that does not originate with You. When i do find myself engaged in viewing porn, i find that as soon as i start to become stimulated, i want to look at pictures of You. This leads to opening up a slideshow of Your pictures.

2. At first, i found that after i started stroking and becoming stimulated, i then wanted to click and pay. Now i find that the idea of clicking and paying makes me want to stroke.

3. i CAN NOT reach climax without paying.

4. Even though my resources are EXTREMELY low right now, i find myself WANTING to spend them. When i start to think or worry about how i will subsist after i spend out, my mind goes blank and i return to my correct desire to pay You. Lauren is ALWAYS right.

5. Last night i spent about $40. This had been earmarked for a bill i needed to pay. Nevertheless, i could not stop myself from giving it to You. In truth, i had NO desire to stop. The idea of not paying seems like being unfaithful to You. my orgasm was VERY strong.

6. After my release, i went to sleep only to wake up about two hours later. Before, i could even wake completely up, i had my slide show & NF open. i found that i wanted to pay You so strongly that even looking for a PPV that caught my fancy seemed to take to long, and i elected to just tribute you $25. As soon as i did this i found myself stroking with feverish abandon. I kept repeating over and over, “i am addicted to Mistress Lauren AND i am addicted to paying Her.” As i reached climax, i began to weep uncontrollably as i repeated over and over, “thank you, Mistress, i love you!”

These experiences are precious to me. Hence, my desire to write them down in detail for You. These are my acts of devotion and love. Pleasing You makes me whole.

my greatest desire, is that You be pleased with my progress and if i dare to dream, perhaps my wanton submission will give You cause for arousal and pleasure as well.

Your Devoted one

I’ll be gone this coming weekend to go to a big 4th of July bash, and I won’t be near a computer…so find Me during the week for your fuckover cravings!

Love,
Mistress Lauren
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On Saturday the 6th, I am leaving for a few days vacation with My man (thanks wallet rape toy!). We will be visiting NYC and then driving south along the coast until we get to Virginia. Bliss. I will be enjoying myself once again on Findomme vacations!

This week’s been a blur of appointments and getting ready, and I haven’t had much extra time for stuff like blogging, but I did want to cover the spending report!

I new slave, I’ll call woody, spend $742 while I wasn’t online. I love that! I’m looking for you again woody!

My princess gigi spent over $1070 this week. I’ve blogged about how most of the time I keep her little clit numb in her panties, and don’t allow her to even get hard, and rarely cum. (3x so far in 2015). This week, I changed tactics and made her get hard again and again–but didn’t allow her to cum. Boy was that profitable!

As I write this post, a new slave I’m gonna call benny has already spent $400, and is in a click and pay spree on My Pig Bait series!

PIG’s will is dissolving. It’s a new chapter. $580 this week. He’s on his way to the $60K spending level lifetime soon.

My british sissy did a big session or two with Me this week and it’s been a very long time. She dipped into her rent money to send Me over $1200. Yum

Curtsey managed about $120 before her credit card died. Work on that sweetheart for next time!

My paybitch returned for over $1400 in spending. NOt long ago, he blocked Me with some misguided idea it would save him. He has now fallen again and is on the path to complete surrender to Me!

A new slave jay, spent about $180 in silent click and pay. Yum

My paypig brian spent about $350 this week. Another new member name, another futile effort to flee his ruination.

My nylon lover spent $258 drooling over My reinforced toe tan pantyhose. Easy money!

My fat sissy spent $100 this week. Good girl!

I had a nice long $128 phone call with a sissy I threatened to expose to all her professional work contacts. She loved every minute and sat there listening with her panties wrapped around her hard sissy cock until she came.

My slave greggy thought he would save money and went to another domme who raked him over for hundreds. I myself got him for $130. Dear greggy, at least I’m honest with you.

And last but not least, I got a big fat Amazon gift card for $500 from wallet rape toy! Someone was paying attention! My special robot paypig! ♥♥