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My good little piggies have waited very patiently for this post.  I had a fabulous vacation in Utah, I LOVE hiking the red rock canyons and formations, and its nice to be out and away from the computer. And its really nice to have these getaways footed by My loyal and addicted paytards!  And of course, when I got back, all My regular piggies lined up to have their wallets emptied and credit cards raided. I was glad to do it, it just makes for a more magnificent post!

Now, words for My pay bitches and junkies to live by.

Surrender.

Obey.

Pay.

That is the essence of My training for My piggies.

Some believe that the training of a prize cash pig is complex, but it’s a matter of embedding the messages I want in your head.

My training series are aimed at paypigs through the “paypig spectrum”

Well trained cash cows just click and pay their way through…each click triggers their programming of

“Surrender, obey and pay Mistress Lauren”

and on paypig automatic they fulfill their conditioning; their purpose. It’s a thing of beauty for Me to see one of My well trained little piggies empty their bank account for Me.

Others are just starting out. The conditioning is taking hold. Some piggies journey through the training process is almost instant, as if they were born a paypig just waiting for their owner to take the reins. (which I do!)  Others need more extensive conditioning, more repetition.  This is fine, they still pay Me for the training. It’s often brief in the beginning. Not even expensive. Perhaps $2, $5, $20.  That is fine. (My time investment is minimal).

Some potential piggies spend $2 on the first PTV of a series and never return. That’s fine. Perhaps they are not meant to be dedicated to serving Me.

Others return again. Some even years later, My snippet of conditioning lying dormant in their brain until the conditions were right, and then things move quickly.

Others just return again and again, gradually becoming more entangled and before they know it they are addicted. Excellent.

Which are you?

Now time for the spending report!

The Piggy MOST happy to throw his wallet at Me this week was Dr X.  He got out the wine and drank himself nearly $9,000 more in debt on the new credit card he got recently at My command!   $6504 of that was on Niteflirt, and about $2500 more on delicious purchases on Amazon including $600 worth of Whole Foods and Starbucks gift cards,  a fabulous leather winter coat, a new Michael Kors purse and matching wallet, fine jewelry (a ring and a bracelet), some new boots and a couple gifts for My real man boyfriend too!  He is approaching the 100K lifetime spending on Niteflirt on his Mistress, and if you add in the wishlist purchases he is over that!  He is #3 on the lifetime list, but closing back in on wallet rape toy.

My good little nylon foot lover surrendered over $340 to Me. (what could he have done with that $ instead?)

My little paybitch terry made another appearance with another new account, this time for $400.   More evidence of the power of My conditioning!

After a restrained summer of spending, princess gigi was back full force for $1750.  And craving girly clothes and cock more and more each day. I finally let her have a release after more than 3 months of chastity, and I let her have a couple in a row.  But mere hours later she was desperate for even more attention. What a good little fagdoll for Lauren!

PIG was another one glad to see Me, for $691. He’s an example of one of those piggies that very gradually become conditioned by Me and found he could not get out.  (And solidly at #6 on My lifetime list)

bimbo loser was back, this time for a nice $400 session.  He appears sporadically, and I mesmerize a few hundred from him each time over My panties

My FBI agent was back again, this time for $626!  He is really falling hard, and it talking about doing a 4 figure evening. I want that fantasy to become real for him! I’m waiting FBI guy! I’ll make you into the world’s brokest FBI agent 🙂

My long time slave egghead squeaked into the spending report with $103.  I bet the amount is bigger next time

A piggy I will call “luvsMyGreed” FINALLY made it onto the spending report (after nearly a year of mostly lurking) with $136 dollars, mostly in one nice tribute!

sissy j made the spending report again! This time for $112.  She is quickly becoming trapped for a lifetime!

She send Me a nice little email, and here are some fun excerpts from it! (She wrote more, but these parts make the points I wanted to highlight to you all!)

Good afternoon, Mistress Lauren,

It was so easy to become addicted to you, then the realization came that I could not withdraw.  I do not want to withdraw.  I can not withdraw even if I want to. I am mentally and physically attached to you.  I think this a permanent condition, highly erotic.  You are magnificent, gloriously beautiful, and so incredibly demanding.

I am totally in your control.

Now, it only takes a PTV from you and nothing more to make my heart race with anticipation.  Whatever Lauren wants, I do.  Do I dare to open the email?  Do I dare not?  I know I am going to, and I am going to do whatever you say.

Oddly enough getting mentioned in your blog sealed my fate.  I love you, I love being addicted, but reading about myself there settled the issue.  My addiction was forever.   What a strange sensation to know that someone I have never met could control me so easily and quickly.

So erotic to take someone over like this!

A brand new piggie I’m calling “rodent” clicked and paid on one of My series when I wasn’t around to the amount of $235. I love new piggies showing up and doing that!

Squeaking by with a blog mention is a longtime fool that spends in small amounts, but this time managed a bit over $100.  Irish Dope.

My no yes loser stepped up for $123, including some nice click and pay action that always pleases Me!

paypigcunt brian made a special effort this past week to please Me, and did so with $1294 of buying ptvs.  Welcome done brian! You truly deserve to be in My stable of oinkers!

dr x was not the ONLY fool spending on Me. Coming in a close second in the trance and pay derby was My special loser trancetard! (formerly fledgling loser for those of you keeping score). I know just what buttons to push. It makes him hate himself, but oh well, his ego is just collateral damage. He spent over $1350 in this time period.  *laughs at trancetard*

Last but not least is My robo-pig, “wallet rape toy”   It pleased Me with $215 of Niteflirt spending, (including finishing that final email in the paypig course) and surprised Me with a $250 Amazon gift card while I was on vacation!   This robo-pig has been programmed to please, and that programming is very reliable!

Don’t see your name in My blog?  Do something special enough and it might get there 🙂

There have been a few issues with some of you fans having trouble subscribing to My blog, although I do see some new subscriptions.

Some are having failures when then click the verification email.
If you  are having trouble and wish to subscribe, please email Me either on Niteflirt, or at TheGoddessLauren at  g mail dot com. I will manually subscribe you.  I’m trying to figure out what My options are for signing up for blog notifications. I do want all of you junkies reading each and ever word I write and I want you to be weaker and weaker for Me all the time. Lauren rules your wallet 🙂

If you wish to unsubscribe and are having trouble, you may also email Me and I will remove you.

Another issue:  Gmail has apparently decided that My blog notifications that you signed up for are spam!  If you haven’t been getting My blog notifications, even though you are signed up, please check your spam folder!  On Gmail, mark as “Not Spam”, on other services, you might have to whitelist Me, on thegoddesslauren at gmail

Recent Pay-to-Views. Go buy them now.

Enjoy this 🙂

A caller left Niteflirt to save money, and signed back up because he missed Me.

A slave skipped his lunch so he could send me a $8.56 tribute.  Isn’t that erotic? To think of him skipping meals to serve Me?  Yum.

I got to direct a long time slave while he was on webcam. That was hot.  The look on his face when I made him buy a bunch of pics of me so he could have permission to cum. Wow.

A recent $50 a minute call left me breathless, and the caller too!

And an long time slave reappeared after being gone for a few months from Niteflirt. He spent $780 dollars buying Pay to views and tributing while I wasn’t even online.  Thanks redbird! That was nice to come back too!

My bot, walletrape toy and I had a DELICIOUS session today that left Me aroused enough to write this blog post!   He  it spent close to $2000 in a click and pay frenzy simply to please Me!  In the past week, it’s been $2115 total 🙂  I made a little screenshot of My paid mails for you to see

princess gigi called and tributed and paid $560 in euphoric obedience to My will.

tipsy surprised Me with $710 dollars of spending since My last update, including a very steamy $121 tribute.  He is coming along very well in his training.

I am officially renaming My slave formerly known as Money Guinea Pig Slave—he spent $510 dollars since the last update and from now on he will simply be known as PIG.  PIG thought when he encountered Me that he would never be a money slave, but I have been slowly reworking his mind.  He was more resistant than many, but I have thought him worth My efforts.  And so far, he has spent over $55,000 pleasing Me.  Well done PIG.

I enjoyed a rash of over $300 in cash from steve the addict–steve has spent thousands on Me over the years, but usually seems to be missed in blog posts.  Not today.

I extracted another $250 from My sissy marla

Shoe sniffer sent $444 in a blind lust of pleasing Me and staring at photos of Me holding My shoes.

A new client, who deleted his account oh too quickly spent $233 in a lustful evening of hypnotic photos….I bet he will be back.

They think they can stay away, but ask the rest. Ask redbird, and wallet rape toy, and ask PIG and ask any of My regular slaves. They always come back.  Because My addictive ways work their way into your brain, into your neuropathways, carving out a NEED for more Lauren.

EDIT Postscript.  GMail has been sending My blog post updates to spam.  Can you imagine that?  People sign up for them and it gets marked spam!  Grrrrr!  So check your spam folder or white list Me on your email application if its needed.

I was having a little fun.

These are the parts of a paypig.  If you click the photo, you can read it better

Good little paypigs should pay close attention, because this gives you clues on how you should best serve Me.

A devoted paypig will put his Mistress ahead of anything else, and he must understand that he is like this pig, nothing more than parts for Me to consume.

Not only should you max out your credit cards for Me, you should put everything else on the line….and you should strive to earn more money, because you are a paypig money making machine for Lauren!

I train My piggies to be good little oinkers.

The beauty of being a very successful FinDomme is that I have freedom.  I can sit at this computer doing wallet rapes as I desire, or I can go clubbing with My friends or on vacation, or do NOTHING at all, just because I can afford that! There is NOTHING like a FinDomme lifestyle!

And I have the luxury of not logging into Niteflirt because I’m busy doing other stuff.

Summer is like that.   And amongst all the goofing off the past few days was a little serious work.   Moving My office again this week –for the third time in a month, many of My toys know the story of a skylight breaking right over My desk a couple days after I had just moved it! (WTF?) and then having to move My desk/computer again so the contractors  could replace the skylight, and then moving back to where I freaking want My office!     After the final move, happiness; as I set up My new computer that wallet rape toy bought Me!  Finally I have a window!   My temporary setup was in My dressing room, which was too hot and had no window.  No wonder I didn’t want to be there!

My old computer was nearly 3 years old, also bought by one of My toys. (lily)  It had started doing unhelpful things and crashing randomly.  But that is why I have toys, to buy Me stuff I need and make My life easier.   I spent the weekend backing up all the stuff I need. (Like all My photos and stuff!) and am still installing what I need on it. So thank you walletrape toy for the new computer, so I can keep cashraping you and the others.

But in between all this leisure and work were fun sessions with My junkies and addicts.

Let’s talk about the ones I’ve done over the last two weeks! (I know you junkies like to see your name in print, or at least read about the biggest Losers of them all!)

Let’s start with marla.  This sissy is unemployed and sitting home getting horny. And when she gets horny she spends on Me!   I had her calling for credit line increases and managed to get her to spend over $3100 in the past two weeks. *laughs*   Do I feel guilty for running up her debt when she can’t afford it?    Hell no, I don’t give a fuck and marla is 6th on My all time spenders list!  I suggest to My broke losers that they jerk off on their credit card bills if they can’t afford Me!

Speaking of sissies, princess gigi spent another $734, which may be the smallest amount for 2 weeks in more than a year for her.  So those of you whining when you spend a paltry $100 or so can just shut the hole in your face. *laughs*

and wallet rape toy continues his spending ways as well.  Another $1215 in the past two weeks, plus $125 in gift cards.  Recover toy, because another there is another big fuckover with your name on it.  Delicious!

And I have to mention Loserbeast…one of My favorite Losers I love seeing his name on My transaction list.  And he has stepped it up I have to say!   In the last two weeks he has spent aout $3050 on Me.  Warms My heart!  He was My #1 spender in the last two weeks. Well done beast!

Another junkie, bimbo,  who can’t stay away…he deletes his NF account every so often and returns months later with a new screename for a wallet rape.  This time it was more than $645. Delicious!

Also another who takes breaks but comes back with the same name is “button”  this time button spent $145, but $75 of it was in one big email~ YUM

My elegant foot slave spent $185.  Dearest foot lover, I have sooo many more delicious photos for you.  Give in and surrender!

My other foot lover, kane managed $127. Step it up kane, if you want to keep moving up that list!

My no nonsense boy blew through $233.  This silly boy actually had to make a new account because after spending more than $10,000 on Me, (more, I didn’t look up the amount for this), he got locked out of his Niteflirt account by someone who thought they were “helping” him resist Me.    Fat load of dripping cum good that did, because he only had to make a new account, which is what he did!

Oh, that reminds Me, that I have a new client. I got him through one of those “therapists” who claim to help clients with FinDomme problems.  She showed him My blog as an example of a “dangerous FinDomme”   Ok, ok I admit it…I *am* dangerous, but instead of being “warned” off Me, that client started spending $$$ on Me.  So much for therapy.  Guys, forget the therapy, just give Me the cash to Me. It doesn’t work and you aren’t going to be “cured” of Lauren. Never going to happen. Just fucking surrender already!  Of course, if  you *insist* on therapy, just call or write Me and ask for Doctor Lauren.  Doctor Lauren always knows what you need!

Money Guinea Pig has succumbed to his resistance since crossing the $50,000 spending threshold.  Another $381 the past two weeks!  I’m thinking of only letting him jerk off to the chant–100K for Lauren!  100K for Lauren!

And I have a fairly new slave I have put into serious money slave conditioning. I am hopeful.  I call him “wallet drained cum stain”   So far I’ve exploited him for just $395. It will increase though, as his addiction grows.

and not going away–and renamed again from Fledgling Loser to Wallet Rape Magnet…I have just decided to call Oink.   He’s just out of the top ten and I want him back in the top ten.  He broke down and spent $143 on Me….silly boy was actually proud he didn’t spend enough for a recent blog entry.  That resolve..is now dissolved!

weak dave spent another $145 including a couple sweet $25 tributes.  Thanks dave!

Egghead was good for $182. Good boy. Still in a post birthday click and pay mode for Lauren!

And some fairly new mark went on a cash spree for $176 and then closed his account.  I bet he comes back. They usually do.

And My new panty slave went nuts over the “cum on the wallet photos” and dropped over $300, mostly in one really hot session.

And Dr X has been paying Me in the last two weeks! It’s added up to over $1600. Remember Dr x, it’s not YOUR retirement account. It’s not your wife’s cash either. It’s MINE.  Good boy.

And “quiet one” went nuts over My new corset set and dropped over $100. That’s what pleases Me!

ATM sucker managed to spend another $150.  I’m on the hunt for you sucker!

My addicted nylon lover who also proclaims his love for ME dropped $465 dollars in one delicious session last night.  I love $. *sighs contentedly*

Will *your* name be in My next blog entry? 🙂

Still plugging away and am sadly slightly behind of a 50K pace!

The past couple of days have been a little tough because, well I have come down with a bad cold and can hardly talk. This is preventing Me from logging on much, and when you do see Me on, My rates are at $50 a minute, not to gouge prices (even though that would be ok right?) but because I can’t talk very well and really don’t want to talk on the phone right now!  If I am logged on, you can check to see if I am up for a PTV session though 🙂

I’m hoping that in a couple of days the worst of this cold will be behind Me and am hoping I do *not* get bronchitis.

I *am* answering emails as I can, and I *am* noticing your PTV purchases and tributes and the quest is still on!

Here are a few PTVs that are hard to find right now–I haven’t put them on My store and are hard to find otherwise.

Feel free to visit My store as well!

Wow what a night!

I did not one but TWO extreme wallet rapes.  I haven’t had a moment to figure out who spent what, but the total for the evening is close to $8000 —that’s a one day record for Me!   I will report later, when things quiet down.   One was a brand new slave to Me, the other, a slave that I haven’t heard from in a very long time, and did well by Me tonight!

It’s got soooo much more information on Me, and My philosophy of My fetishes.  But please don’t worry, this blog is not going anywhere, and I plan to update it more regularly now that I’m done with the webpage.

And after you get all weak looking at it, you should partake in My new Addiction Series

Breaking Bank

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And so much more fun stuff to come now that I’m basically done with the new web pages

First of all, I disappeared for a few days with an unexpected emergency for my little dog that required a long drive in the middle of the night to the specialist she needed to see. I was actually in the middle of this post, when she was injured, and just today got to return to it.  She is doing much better, and I can now return to the business at hand.

Wallet rape Mmmm

I know a few of you kept looking for this post, so here it is, better late than never.

Everytime I log on, the men start lining up for wallet rapes.

tPay’s big rape a couple of weeks ago inspired other men to allow Me to empty their wallet.

Of note, was Fledgling Loser (Perhaps that boy needs a new name, he’s turning into a veteran wallet worm!) He sacrificed to Me to the tune of close to 2K, with over $1600 in one mindless rape, that started with him talking about people getting addicted to Facebook Games, and spending a few hundred.  He supposed that much of what happens with Me, is much like people playing candy crush.

So I happily played a game of  CandyWallet Rape, with Candy Wallet Crush levels, and changed the photo set every time he was ready for a new “level”  $1600 later, he realized how addictive sessions with Me could be. 🙂
Yum

Another slave of note is new to My blog, and I shall call him Redwing the Cash Bird.  Redwing just keeps clicking and paying on My series, and then sends a tribute after each one! (Those add up!).  His spending in the last month has been in excess of $1000.  Well done Redwing!

Tonight was My last evening on Niteflirt before I start My vacation.

My newest extreme money pig, tPay couldn’t resist Me, and once again, planning to only spend a few dollars, found himself opening larger and larger emails.

He begged Me to stop.

He began sobbing, because he couldn’t stop, couldnt cum and felt like his wallet was being brutally torn apart.

Tears turn Me on…

He ended up sending Me off on vacation with $1065 of his former cash.

I will be back July 28th, what will you boys do without Me?

Check out some series–this is a dangerous little number

Or check out My store here

here is a game from well over a year ago that I am highlighting 🙂 You should check it out

No worries little piggies and bimbos, the week will go by sooo fast