Category — financial domination

Yes! It’s that time again! FinDomme’s LOVE Valentines day

And I LOVE Valentines Day. I enjoy it at home with My boyfriend, who spoils Me like any good boyfriend, but I also get spoiled by all My slaves!

My slaves fall into 2 main categories.

Slaves with no wife or girlfriend who only spend their energies pleasing Me! They know they are beta males and/or sissies, and that their money should (and will!) be going to please ME!

The other category is slaves with a wife/girlfriend. It’s my observation that it’s more likely to be a wife than a girlfriend, because at some point the girlfriend figures out they are always broke, and it’s aloha! However, wives often catch on too, but often not until it’s too late!

Either way, all slaves should be remembering Valentines Day for Me, because I “AM” the most important Woman. (And often the only one) in your loser lives!

This is your stroke Mantra for this week:  “Lauren is my Valentine Goddess, I please and spoil Her.”

“Lauren is my Valentine Goddess, I please and spoil Her.”

“Lauren is my Valentine Goddess, I please and spoil Her.”

“Lauren is my Valentine Goddess, I please and spoil Her.”

And pleasing and spoiling Lauren is so rewarding! Those that reward Me, get a V Day surprise back 🙂

I love surprises from My wishlist, I added lots of things I want for Valentines Day. (Let Me know if you buy something)

Don’t want to buy Me a gift from the wishlist?  No problem!

Send Me a Tribute!

I also love gift cards from Amazon that you can send to Laurenamazon@gmail.com

Now it’s time for the spending report:

First up is paycub, who spent $110 on Niteflirt and bought several gifts on My wishlist including coffee, YUM, and a Starbucks card (that was coffee too!) Good boys know Mistress LOVES coffee.

Hypnowallet saved up his money so he could afford a nice $207 session with his Mistress. That’s how it is done!

Pay pig alert!  loser3188 was back! (His name is a recognition on how much he spent on his initial session with Me some months back), This time hs spent $705. In one week. Very good!

and peeper also pleased Me very much this week. (I love when a newer piggy just can’t stop. They have vulnerable virgin credit cards that make Me wet!  He spent $357 this week!

and princess gigi (My #1 spender!), kept running her total up, this week this paysissy spent about $322 pleasing Me.  Doing that regularly is how gigi made #1!

Pay pig alert! and needful one was back! (as I knew he would be) It may have been the most he has ever spent on Me in a session, as he surrendered his tax refund cash to Lauren! $$$$   This time he spent $300 on Niteflirt PLUS he bought Me a $540 dollar 55 inch, HD Smart TV with built in ROKU, so I can upgrade the one I have.  That makes ME so happy and excited!

My exposure sissy spent $197 on exposure games with Me, but he may have gotten a little more than he bargained for as fantasy intersected reality. Opps 🙂  (Sorry, not sorry)

Pay pig alert! Another junkie that saved up for a big session with Me was tit fool!  Warning, alcohol, credit cards and Lauren combined can do financial damage!  The damage?   $467 🙂

Back for more abuse was My paybitch, this time he spent $252 being MY bitch. This one tries to flee, tries to escape, and learns how hopeless that is.

Also wallet hole made an appearances, this week his click and pay flurries added up to $345 🙂

Also back in the click and pay habit was clubby with $150 to hit the spending report again!

Also back after a hiatus was My robot paypig eunuch, who went crazy over My new series (and so many of you did)–he spent $195, and this is the series that slayed him!

Another who found this series to weaken him was cumstain, who spent $178 I love making men lose control with My shiny black leggings

And also “more please” went nuts for this series to the tune of $222.

New to Me, and a self professed blog reader, was a slave called iwannaworshiplauren, who has since disappeared from Niteflirt. He will be back, they always come back. He spent $324 in a delicious sesssion!

My long time slave no nonsense guy was back, this time for $116, before his card was declined. This guy is approaching a HUGE milestone, almost to the 20K level 🙂

and irish dope was pleasing Me to the amount of $222. Another conflicted slave who thinks he should be loyal to another woman, but cannot stop paying Me, because I am the best

star junkie also went insane for the new series, spending $195. I love it when he finds himself in a click and pay frenzy!

A special oink loser, gc, spent $114 this week. I’ve got him aimed to be a 10K loser

Pay pig alert!   paycunt was back, spending $445 in two sessions. Addicted!! He has a little routine of deleting his account and making a new one. I think he’s on like…account #75 or something absurd like that

and drunktard was back and spending $136. I have a target on that tard’s back!

ANd who will be on the report next week?  It might be you!

I’m musing on Freud, FinDomme and Addiction. I’ve been slowly working My way through the Mind Control book that Dr x bought for Me, and you all will not be owing him your thanks!  Today I carefully digested the chapter on Freud, and I learned something.

I learned I am not just targeting your ego, and your unconscious mind, but your id.  What is an id?  It’s that basic part of each of us concerned with getting basic needs meet. Like food, pain avoidance, things that your mind and body needs. They are things you will go to great lengths to acquire, without and consideration for how that might turn out for you or others.  I didn’t even realize how much of My training was on the ID level. And I supposed that is where addictive behaviors dwell. The drug addict will do almost anything to get his drug, no matter the consequences.  This is one level I am operating at, and I know that many can attest to the fact that they can’t stop giving Me money despite the effects on finances and relationships.   How very deliciously powerful!  You have no control over your id, it’s vulnerable to addictive impulses. And feeding those impulses rewards so many other things, your cock gets hard, you have an orgasm, you have the pleasure of pleasing another person. All wrapped up into one tight little package that is a prison.   I’m the warden. I jailed your mind, I have no idea even where the key is (or even if there is one) to free you.  Why do I give a fuck about you being free after all?

In the news, I want to report I am making good progress on the Paypig Hall of Shame, and want at least five paypigs featured when I reveal it….Hopefully next week.

This week brought this ptv, it’s been quite….addictive for slaves. Try it!

Speaking of Lauren addiction, it’s time for the spending report!

Starting this week with PIG, who is on a roll of addiction reinforcement, spending $213 this week. Yum yum!  PIG is not too far off from the $75,000 level of spending!

My exposure sissy spent about $164 on exposure games. You never know when his personal information is going to appear!

Sweet paycub spent another $180, still reeling from his big $400 dollar gift card to Me last week. Save up for more Owner spoiling cub!

Pay pig alert! Completely over the spending deep end for Me this week was My elegant foot lover. He went completely insane over photos of Me and the toesies, and tributed and tributed and even I was surprised when I added it all up this week and realized he spent $761!

Spending $227 this week was egghead! He goes into paybliss and just can’t stop!

Good girl jewel spent $126 on me this week, continuing the addiction.

and paydrone was back after a hiatus, this time spending $126 in a silent little click and pay session with My PTVs. Yum

Also back was dangle jim, for him $126 dollars. Hey dangle jim, you should email Me, I have soooo many photos of shoes dangling from My feet you haven’t seen!

My slave peeper is an example of a newly minted addict, continuing his loser ways with another $185 in click and pay!

My sweet marla squeaked in for a mention, spending $100 exactly this week. There is a target on your sweet ass marla!

Pay pig alert!  OMG irish dope! This boy has gotten mentions before, but I think this is his first Pay pig alert mention!  He spent $540 on Me this week, in delicious private PTV sessions, that pushed and pushed him. And he kept coming back for more each day!  Splendid!

paycunt brian couldn’t stay away AGAIN. I love it when he goes on business trips. He gets sooo weak. He spent $185 this time

and a nice little $274 session with Dr x….. One of My old favorites here on Niteflirt. Can’t wait for the next HUGE session, as we have from time to time!

Got $135 from My sissy becca. I think it’s time to put the screws to her and really fuck her over soon.

and wallet rape toy did his robopig duty with $177 worth of spending on its Mistress. Save up piggy, I want a big session soon!

and so many many more spent without hitting that $100 weekly threshold. Perhaps your name will be here next week. You can’t get mentioned if you don’t spend, and to be clear I give you blog names not related to your member name, so don’t let that stop you.

Oh and a shout out to the following slaves. I have photos you will want. Nylon lover, Shoe sniffer, Loserbeast, Cumstain.  Princes gigi.   Good girl marla…….I’ll be waiting.

I inadvertently missed a whole lot of slave mentions in My spending report. If you had one last post, you might have an increased and edited amount, so go look! Some of them were quite a bit!   I’ll add the rest of the mentions next, but I want to tell you about a fantasy involving Financial domination and strap ons.  Imagine that you’re serving Me in person. I *am* going to fuck you with My strap on Mistress cock, but you get to decide which one.  I have 12 different sizes from 1 inch to 12 inches

The  12 inch one will only cost you $100. It is the cheapest.  But you know it’s going to hurt. It’s going to tear up your ass. It might not be a good idea.

So what are the alternatives?

The 11 inch one will cost $200

The 10 inch one will cost $300.

9 inches…..$400  (That is still a HUGE strap on dildo!)

and so on, adding another $100 for each inch I reduce it 🙂

Which would you chose?

And the spending update 🙂  I accidentally missed a whole two weeks of spending. Don’t ask.

Tranceboy came back for another $135, being a very good boy again. He’s due for more. Report Tranceboy!

Pig bait! I’m not sure how I missed him in the previous report. He spent $545, mostly in phone calls

Nylon slave spent $370. He wrote Me that he’s giving Me up. We’ll see how long it lasts this time.

Cumstain was back….I’ve got $492 of his cash. I figure he’s due to cum around again soon, he needs regular cash rapes.

How can I have missed Needful one?  he spent $300 on Niteflirt PLUS sent Me a $200 gift card. YUM

The iFool was toying with dangerous games with Me again. I did manage to extract $182 from him

Lauren’s footlicker paid Me instead of the medical bills for $135

And My pantyhose junkie made a few calls totallying $151 🙂

and My robot, wallet rape toy served for $358.  Hey robotoy, I have some Christmas shopping for you to do!

My German paycunt (thank you for alerting me to the problem, along with a couple others, but you were the first…) spent $141 on delicious PTVs

New to My blog is legtranced.  Legtranced keeps trying to NOT buy emails, but he had no success there, spending $131. I bet next time it is even more.

And Lily is an old face who made an appearance for $101. She was My Christmas shopping slave a few years ago 🙂

Also new to My blog is “pantypig”  he has a fetish for panties and for strap ons, but is in denial. He inspired My strap on Findomme fantasy I wrote here 🙂

My Philly ass lover was about for $157. Yum.

and finally, Quiet Gentleman loyally spent $144, he loves payclub emails.

A few blog posts ago, I announced that I would write a special post about the slave that spent the most in the month of October

The slave that did that was Marla, a sissy slave,  and I hope this is the first of several highlight posts…

Marla came to Me nearly 9 years ago. (Addiction to Lauren never fades)

In those nine years, she hit the 100,000 level of spending. (To date it has been nearly $104,000) We’ve shared over 200 phone calls (and 130 hours of talk time, we don’t have short calls) and a few of them have been at $50 a minute (pleasing Me to no end). Marla has been the subject of a few blog posts in the past, some of My favorites actually.

See here

and here

I’m sure Marla sometimes thinks she would be better off without spending on Me, but she keeps coming back–one of My longest serving slaves–because she is addicted!

We did a little mutual interview for this post…

My questions for marla:

How did you first know you were addicted to Mistress Lauren?
When i woke up in the middle of the night hard as a rock with Mistress Lauren on my mind. From that point on my cock would not get hard without Mistress Lauren.

How did you feel when you realized you were in financial bondage to Mistress Lauren 🙂
Great, excited, poorer.

What is your most arousing Mistress Lauren memory?
There are too many to name just one. Every moment with Mistress Lauren is arousing. When I have been listening to her audios, which lead to a deeper trance.

and her questions for Me: (Great questions marla!)

Why am I so addicted?

Because over time, I exposed you to techniques that made you acquire both physical and psychological needs to serve Me. The interesting part is that you were one of My first guinea pigs. There were a handful of slaves that I perfected My techniques on. Those that worked became part of My repertoire for others. I studied how abusers could control their subjects in domestic situations, and pulled techniques from that. I studied the Stockholm syndrome and applied techniques from that as well. I studied hypnotic techniques and implemented some that work well in a Niteflirt setting, in emails and phone.  I targeted you, but you came to Me, again and again.

Why am i rock hard?

That too is part of the training. Over time you find that nothing makes you as rock hard as paying Me, hearing My voice, looking at My photos. It’s really rewarding to addict men and sissies to this!

What is the best way You liked to be served, mail, phone, gift card, etc…
Not the easiest, but the one you get the most enjoyment from?

I honestly prefer a combination. I have a favorite of doing phone and pay to view emails at the same time! (It’s a double financial penetration!) and I enjoy gift cards and Amazon purchases. If there is something I need on Amazon, I enjoy being able to have  a few slaves willing to buy them at My request. Right now, Christmas is upon us, and I like making My slaves buy presents for My friends and family for Me to give.  (and buying Me gifts of course too!)  In past years, slaves have stepped up to be “Santa slave”  This year I suspect that more than one slave will have that role.

I’ve really enjoyed gift cards. I’ve had slaves send My boyfriend and I on vacation several times, via hotel gift cards, airline gift cards and restaurant gift cards, and money of course!  Destinations have included Hawaii, Florida, Colorado, New York City,  Cape Cod.

I hope all of you take marla as a model for Financial Loyalty to a Mistress and an inspiration to paying with a rock hard cock!

Now for the spending report!

Lauren’s paypig returned (again), this time spending $392

My elegant foot lover was so nice tributing Me a total of $478. I sent him a lot of photos of My bare toes as a reward 🙂

Pay pig alert! I have a new addict!  I named him paycub and he broke into My service with a splendid flurry! $1091 spending on Niteflirt. An even $500 in Amazon gift cards, and over another $700 on Amazon gifts.  I am so happy to have him on My leash!

Pay pig alert! Another slave who served very well was titfool.  He called, and paid My perfect tits to the tune of $1100. His lifetime service is approaching $6000 dollars!

My exposure sissy and I played lots of exposure games this month. That cost him $377 🙂

and pig bob is back (again), this time for $155 dollars

Helpless dave was as helpless as always, spending $237.

Pay pig alert!  And princess gigi was a good peach for Mistress, and happy in her panties paid Me $1010

Pay pig alert!  This is not a surprise really 🙂   Marla (subject of this blog post!) paid Me another $1345 this month.  Such a good girl!

pignic was about again, for $407. Just another addict who cannot stay away.

My sissy marla and I had fun, she went on cam to show Me her new fake boobs, and I had fun teasing her with exposure. $427 🙂

Pay pig alert! and PIG. He oinked and stroked away another $785 for Me this month

Clubby was a good boy and bought $177 worth of PTVs

and egghead just keeps getting weaker. I have plans to target him for even more ca$h!  This month he spent $668

GC is back again, and this time spent $175. Well done GC 🙂

paykitty was a good little kitty and paid $550 in a couple of delicious sessions!

and sleepy was about again, this time for $115, in his own little click and pay fun on My PTV buttons.

and Krispy! He was about before, deleted his account, and this time spent $213. It makes Me happy to see him paying My PTV buttons!

sissy j.  What can I say. I have had soo much fun being her keyholder as she is locked up in a chastity device. She’s paid Me $386 and provided a lot of entertainment this month!

No nonsense guy paid $385 in a late night session or two 🙂

paycunt! He never fails to please, he’s got a thing for his towel. He wraps up in it, his cock gets hard and he starts to pay. $618 this month!

Q, addicted to glimpses of My powerful woman pussy. He pays through the nose to be used…we had a session or two and $328 used to be his, and now it’s Mine!

And it’s always a pleasure to use Trance-tard. He gets so tranced out and aroused his typing looks retarded, and he pays more and more. I got him for $540, how about that!

and its always a pleasure to collect taxes from taxpayer. He owes it to Me just for existing. His tax bill for November was $396, and I just sent him December taxes and I am looking forward to those being paid too! Before that he paid some October taxes for $304. Life sucks for him, but it’s great for Me!

I was not around as much as usual in November for a variety of reasons. But be afraid. I plan to be taking your hard earned cash double in December!

Brainwashing and Financial Domination Technique I –

I am constantly experimenting with different techniques to brainwash you into giving Me more money.

Gaslighting is one technique I use

Wiki defines gaslighting as: a form of mental abuse in which a victim is manipulated into doubting their own memory, perception, and sanity.

Oh I am the queen of manipulating you…

When you are hard and aroused, it’s not hard to manipulate your thoughts.

I want to redirect certain thoughts to benefit Me.

Examples:
You might say…

“I can stop paying Lauren anytime”

I will target that thought….

“no, it’s not true, you are addicted, you can’t stop, you have to keep paying its the only thing that gets you hard”

Soon, it becomes TRUE

another example.

“I have spent too much”
Then I will use reward techniques to make you spend MORE….

and you will think thing like

“My cock only gets hard when I pay Mistress Lauren”

It’s getting hard now thinking about the techniques I use, isn’t it? Admit it.

It starts off as gaslighting, but it end up being TRUE

A third example:

“I don’t want to go bankrupt”

I’ll get you rock hard, until you are BEGGING for bankruptcy.

Bankruptcy is erotic…if I can effectively eroticize that thought, you will return to Me again and again.

I can make it a rule that for the rest of this jerk session, you must say

“Bankruptcy for Lauren” each time you stroke your cock

Think of it

“Bankruptcy for Lauren” Stroke.

“Bankruptcy for Lauren” Stroke.

“Bankruptcy for Lauren” Stroke.

“Bankruptcy for Lauren” Stroke.

Now imagine Me saying. Pay Now, as you were doing this

you would. You and I both know it.

The beauty of this particular gaslight technique, is that you only have to believe it while stroking your cock.

After you cum, other psychological techniques come into play, that I will write about another time.

Now for the spending report!

This is going to be a very long once because I have not blogged in about three weeks. (Not My plan, but events conspired)

First up is pig bob, a long time loser who spends a lot, and disappears and comes back because of all the conditioning he has been subjected to. This time he spent $307 before disappearing again. He always comes back.

Another addicted piggy who tried to stay away is nylon slave. This time he spent $130.

Extreme Fuckover Alert! -New to My blog, and coming to fuckover with a bang is dazed dummy. He called Me obviously ready to serve and I guided him into a trance that he could not break free from. He sent a total of NINE $250 tributes while on the phone, and his spending was only a couple bucks short of $3000. WOW! Now, this is the good part. Dazed dummy has been My client for nearly six years, but previous to this week, had only spent a grand total of $40. But he lurked. He read My blog, and BANG. He was vulnerable one night and I fucked him over without ANY mercy. Talk about brainwashing and financial domination huh?

And lil bird was back! this time for $199 dollars!! (He is sooo close to his $500 spending milestone)

PIG is getting pretty close to the 70K level of lifetime spending, and this spending period added $550 to his addicted total.

Another Loser who was back was faggot cocksucker, on a new NF name and this time for $140. Stupid fags who try to leave always come back!

silent j clicked and paid a couple nicely sized emails and ended up spending $158. That warms My panties!

My shy roleplayer paid $186, much of it while I was writing this blog post!

Extreme Fuckover Alert! Gigi continued steadily adding to her total this month, and spent $1090. I have brainwashed her to feel pretty when she spends (we know how much sissies LOVE to be pretty)

and Mr Magoo, a long time slave who spends in fits and starts was as mind dazed as I have ever seen him this week….we had our first phone call EVER! There will be more. I know it. And he spent $690. Welcome to the big spender club Mr Magoo.

and bimbo was back, this time for $205. He sends tiny little tributes again and again that match his loser cock.

Of special mention is clubby, who spent $259, but MORE notably FINALLY finished the 50 ways to fuck you over series! That boy has been slowly working his way through it, and I admire that persistence.

Here is is, check it out- Losers, it starts at only $1, even poor assed Losers can pay this!

Thrillseeker pleased Me with another $140. Lifetime he is close to $13,000. I should ambush him soon.

I nicked and dimed eggy for $138. One way or the other eggy, you always pay.

My eunuch robot spent $167, Nice!

and tranceboy was back with another new name for $124. You can always come back to spend more on Lauren!

I was happy to lure GC into click and pay for $281. Always fun and arousing! GC, let Me lure you anytime!

“More please” fell for the new six level cash rape series. To finish it is $105 and if you do it in one sitting, you WILL get a blog mention. That series cost $105 to complete and that’s what this loser spent!

You can do it here

New to My blog is Footdazed, who spent $400, after I lured him into more and more click and pay. That made your cock hard, didn’t it footdazed?

Despite his avoidance efforts, no nonsense guy got nickled and dimed into spending $270. YUM.

And with $103 spending, loser kane meet his goal of making the spending report. I think you can do better kane for next time.

Earlier this month, Irish dope got lured into $403 through lots of increasing expensive emails. I do have a talent for money extraction!

$313 is the amount Horniest spent on click and pay with Me this month. 🙂

Extreme Fuckover Alert! My paycunt loser, slave brian spent $1016 total on a few late night sessions. My paycunt NEEDS this….no one understands better than cunt the level of his extreme addiction. This is what happens when you employ brainwashing techniques for financial domination. Slaves like paycunt.

My sissy cocksucker tim went nuts this month, not only hitting a $2000 spending milestone, but paying Me almost $500 this month to do so! He did his first 3 digit paymail too! (for $100)

I did fun  games with My sissy becca that added up to $164,

This slave, helpless dave, spent $564 on his way to hitting a $6000 spending milestone! The milestones keep piling up for this addict!

I took advantage of trancetard for another $336, and he hit a milestone of 19.000. Soon I’ll be writing about him hitting the $20,000 level! I cannot wait!

I played fun little “trust” games with elegant foot lover that separated him from nearly $500!

Also spending close to $500 was My recent acquisition to My paypig stable, tit addict. In a mere 4 months, tit addict has spent over $2000!

and pigskin paid $186 while I wasn’t around. Someday he and I will be online at the same time, and then he will be deep in the pigsty!

My robot, wallet rape toy, paid Me $643 this month as he ignored the demand letters from his creditors. Those demand letters will make good cum rags won’t they?

It also sent Me a $100 Amazon gift card, and I’m expecting it to come through with a hotels.com gift card. I actually had to pay for a hotel room recently, that is just NOT acceptable.

I’ve been sitting here trying to brainstorm a good blog topic, and all I could think about was wishing I was on vacation.

The point of My blog is to highlight MY thoughts and desires, and what I want is a vacation.  So piggies, this summer I want to go out west again.  Not sure exactly where, but possibly either the Northwest (Seattle/Vancouver area) or Yellowstone. I’m an outdoor girl, I’m the type that likes to hike/bike and adventure during the day, and in the evening dine in gourmet restaurants and get spa treatments.

So it’s time for piggies to cough up cash for Me. I have airline gift cards already, but I want Hotels.com giftcards so that I can stay in luxury surroundings as befits a Goddess. OH and cash is nice too

Think about this. You are slaving the hot summer away as a wage slave (to Lauren). You sacrifice like a good and loyal pig so that I can have fun! Buy this and help send Me! (Remember, this is extra in addition to what you usually spend!  Indulge Me!) Everyone who contributes to this vacation fund is going to get a mention in the “vacation mention” located on the left margin of this blog post! (either by buying this PTV or sending a Hotels.com giftcard). Oh, and I am mentioning the amount too!

Now on to the spending report!

By far the biggest spender this time around is marla! She is closing in on being a 100K spender, and now the only question is if she or Dr X will hit it first. Dr X is closer, but marla has been tearing up her bank account and Dr x is dragging his feet. Maybe this will light a fire under him.

Marla spent- (hang on to your cock for this)-$4163 this time around, a combination of fat PTVs and raise the rate calls.  I love sessioning this bitch.

Another sissy I like to session is princess gigi. This time around she spent $1436 despite a declaration to cut back on spending on Me. (The whine I hear from so many). I suggested begging her bank for a credit limit increase.

New to My blog is a gent who did a few calls and fell under My spell. “lil bird” spent about $104 on Me, and I know there will be more!

Also new to My blog and phone adventures is a guy I’m calling “silly sam” for now. He spent $125 since the last update, mostly on two phone calls. Yum.

iPay was back! He tried and failed (AGAIN) to stay away, and this time he was extorted for $234.

PIG is steadily closing in on the $70,000 milestone, and this time around he spent $443.  It’s beginning to dawn on him that he is an extreme PIG.

and virgin loser was back and spending even more on Me. This time he sent Me $134. It’s not like a virgin has anything better to do with his cash.

silent j continued his spoiling of Me, with $138, the bulk of that in one delicious $100 PTV.  Those three digit payments give Me the shivers!

And back with a fury was helpess dave, this time dropping $530 as he stared with glassy eyes at photos of My perfect feet and opened his wallet again and again in a helpless pay trance. It tickles Me to see a pig click and pay in a fog!

and back was bob pig slave, who spent $138 before canceling his account again. He shows up every few months to binge pay Me.

and clubby managed $119 despite being on vacation. He planned and spent both before and after he left, and lo and behold, he managed a mention!

Another big spender that I hadn’t seen in a while was rare whale. This time whale went through quite a bit of My new Brainwashed Hypno pig series and tributed some bonus cash to Me. That is always so nice to see!

My robot eunuch was clicking and paying while I wasn’t around one evening and spent $176. It would have easily have been double that if I had been about and egging him on!

And cumstain fuckwallet signed back on to Niteflirt so I could cashrape him for $225.  There is MORE from that set cumstain!

My sissy j found out the true meaning of exploitation one evening, in a delicious but short pricey session resulting in her paying $200. Since last update, she has spent $323, and she sent Me this delicious email

Mistress Lauren’s sessions are absolutely wild.   I wanted it. It happened one night.

I loved it.

It hurt and she knew it. I asked for it, and she did it.

I was exposed on her website for a short period of time.

A descending cost based on time of exposure.   I got totally terrified and opted for the shortest period which cost the most.  

I think I will suffer the humiliation and fear of a longer period the next time that Mistress Lauren offers me the choice.

Now I know that Mistress Lauren owns me.  That is a nice feeling.

Of course, she might do something else other than posting me as a sissy with pics and on her website.   That is her choice.   Now, I belong to her and she can do with me as she wishes.

When I get a PTV, it might contain commands that I must follow.  I never know.  The anticipation is so very absorbing that I can not wait to open the PTV.

FYI,  there is a spot on her blog, on her website, where I have been presented to the viewing public as the sissy that I am, with pics in delicious embarrassing exposure.

It is totally humiliating and horrifyingly delicious to see yourself presented there.   I had to wait a period of time before I could choose the first, and most expensive option, to get my photo removed.  Wish I had waited longer and endured the fear more.

I survived.

I thing the next time I will wait longer.  I loved it.

I will beg to do it again.   It was a fabulous evening.

I am sissy j

I love being used by Lauren

If you want to be exposed you will have to ask.

(Note from Lauren. Fun huh?)

In other news, My shoesniffer squeaked in for a blog entry for $102 spending. That sniffer is due for a real fuckover SOON.

and My ass sniffing cucky phil spent $157 in a nice session. I bet he was dreaming about licking some other guys cum off My ass as he paid Me.

and My irish dope managed another $108. Hey dope! I’m watching for you.

and frequent guest blog writer, paycunt coughed up another $612 in his march towards bankruptcy for Lauren!

He’s deleted his account (AGAIN) and I’m waiting to hear from him, which is only a matter of time!

and My sissy marla played exposure games with Me and I ended up $357 richer! THat was FUN

and pig dave spent $349 before deleting his account trying to escape. Everyone reading this knows he will be back

and tk was back, this time spending $197, mostly in just two huge ptvs!

and lastly, My robot wallet rape toy spent $279 since last update.  Hey robot, I want another vacation as noted in this blog. Get on it!

Perhaps you too will see your name, on this list, or the milestones list, or in the vacation contribution list.
Get on it!

The power of mantra training for Financial slaves!

It’s really become My trademark, a very powerful way I infiltrate your mind to become MINE.

I know you’re hanging on every word I write…..

I know that you internalize My writings into your paypig soul.

I know that you read and stroke and read and stroke, and eventually come to realize that you MUST PAY LAUREN.

Mantras help this process.

They rewire your mind, your erotic response.

Stroke your cock when you say your mantra.

This is a simple one, many of you already know

“my cock gets rock hard when I pay Mistress Lauren”

I want you to try something now.

Buy this, and do this mantra while you pay

and see what happens!

oh and let Me point out a NEW Feature in My blog, if you look to the right—-> you will

see a sidebar entry entitled Paypig Milestones. I will be updating that each month or so. This entry is probably longer than it will be in the future.  Sometimes piggies don’t spend much at one time and miss blog entries, but loyally spend over time. Those piggies get credit too! The ones listed just recently hit the milestone indicated. Piggies nearing milestones are listed as well.

Also, I updated the 25 top paypig page.  Check it out. (It will make you hard and inspire you to pay pay pay!)

Now for the spending report:

sissy marla was back! She called and clicked and paid away $283 dollars for her Mistress. YUM

princess gigi continued her paysissy ways, getting all worked up to spend $898 dollars.

My paybitch hit the $4000 life time spending level and spent $852 to do it!

clubby spend $207 and he is sooo close too a new spending milestone!

pig dave lost control over My feet and spent $1003 in a tranced out haze!

and My australian paymoosie sent $245 worth of gift cards as I made him feel like a LOSER. (That just made him send more)

and dummy!  This dummy I know keeps emailing Me BEGGING Me to block him and not email him all the latest PTV offerings.  Like that’s going to happen as long as the dummy keeps paying. This time around he spent $283.  Ha!

slave “more please” spent $213 in a click and pay haze

sissy j spent $140. I predict another sissy exposure session awaits her soon. Mmmm

jaybee spent just over $200, and he is another very close to another milestone!

No nonsense guy couldn’t stop giving Me money for his bills. This time it was $155. I’ve been too nice to him lately, and I’m about to torque up the abuse!

My shoesniffing loser parted with $480 the other night in a steamy session in which I imaged him locked in My shoe closet.

and paycunt spent $568 on three different accounts, as his ritual of closing his account to flee and opening another one as lust for My dark abuse overtakes him to return!

and trancetard was good for another $504 worth of abuse!

and elegant foot lover was back to swoon to My toes (the 10 lovers) and give Me $218.

PIG spent $376. He’s one of those pigs that never spents HUUUUGE, but always spends a moderate amount often, over time, almost nine years actually, and that’s why he’s on My top 5 list.

tit addict, new last blog post was back with another $595 in spending. Yum. Good little tit addict, I’ve got more tit abuse ready for you!

and My special paypig LOSERbeast was back!  This time for $751 worth of delicious click and pay. Makes Me wet I tell you!

and pigskin!  He spent $383 in click and pay, and here is the fun part. It was only FIVE emails. (And one was just for $8) the other four were big ones!

and also back was wallet rape toy!  This robot paid Me $977 he was supposed to send to the IRS. Oops. This robot has dreams of living in the most disgusting of places after I make him homeless. Oh, and it also bought a computer monitor for My boyfriend.  I love making it buy My boyfriend stuff. *laughs*  Keep hoarding your cash toy, Mistress wants another vacation soon!

Also, if you piggies could please leave Me feedback on your Niteflirt calls and purchases, I would soooo appreciate it.

Also I want to invite all of you to join My Pay Mail Club. In the description, it says I send out a PTV daily, but in actuality it amounts to 2-3 times a week, and its an inexpensive way to collect devotion photos of Me! If you used to be on it, but aren’t getting the emails, you may have been accidentally removed from the list, and just ask and I will put you back on!

Today I bring you a guest post from paycunt–one of My “special paypigs” who surrenders to extreme financial domination again and again, and has made it a hobby of his to dissect what is happening to himself and My other abuse victims.

Riveting reading!

Understanding Real Female Domination

As an extreme paycunt, I am proud to be an addicted pay pig for Lauren.  I think all of her extreme pigs are proud and happy, and they understand how they got here.  Submissive men seek out humiliation and degradation.  They are often turned on by Female Domination, but they really don’t know what real domination feels like.  They have a predilection for abuse and are vulnerable to Superior Females.  Many women claim to be able to have power over us, but few women are really able to exploit that vulnerability.  So, we play around the web, looking at websites and stroking ourselves looking at our favorite fetishes.  But none of that is real domination.  Most of us have been on literally hundreds, if not thousands, of sites.  One looks pretty much like another, that is until we stumble across Mistress Lauren.  She isn’t just another internet Findomme.  She is a predator and a true abuser looking for weak men to prey and exploit.  And if they get too close (and you are way too close right now), she will take you like she has so many other weak men.

Lauren loves what she does.  Treating men with disdain and cruelty is her pleasure.  She gets off on her abuse just as much as you do.  She loves to lure you in with her beautiful body and her superior female power.  After all, you are stroking your cock right now to her words and pictures.   You are already nibbling at the lure.  Keep nibbling little piggy.  Sooner or later, she’ll plant that hook, and she will love raping your wallet until your piggy stick bleeds white.  And it bleeds a lot, hot and often.  It is an addicting kind of bleeding that keeps you coming back for more.

The master’s touch of a true Mistress isn’t just her cruelty.  Lauren knows exactly when to be “nice” to you.  She has studied abusive relationships, and she uses this knowledge to know exactly how to make you believe that you are responsible for your own abuse.  In fact, you deserve it, and you brought it all on yourself.  You should be thankful that she is willing to abuse such a loser as yourself and take the time to use you.  She will make you grateful for the abuse, and you will feel loved by your abuser.  It is a powerful tool in the Mistress’ arsenal that cannot be underestimated.  It mixes erotic and emotional addiction into a powerful toxin that is deadly to submissive men.

While you are busily stroking your pig stick, she is covertly looking for your fetishes and weaknesses to exploit.  She will coax information out of you, information that is going to be used against you.  The better she knows you, the easier you are for her to abuse.  Gradually, she will condition you to need her love to get off on any of your fetishes.  The problem is that she is also planting new fetishes into your weak male brain.  You see, you are nothing new to her.  You are just another weak male submissive that has gotten too close and is primed to be reprogrammed and trained as a pay pig.  You will only become Special once you are an addict and can longer get a hard on without her.  And trust me, that day will come.  It will come sooner than you think, and Lauren will have you.  And we both know it is coming, because it is what you really want.

Lauren’s addictions are impossible to break.  I have tried many times.  But Lauren has implanted triggers in my head.  When I want to quit, I hear the siren’s call, and I obey.  I look at her website, and more triggers of humiliation and visual stimulation go off in my head.  I have learned that, once addicted, the only safe place to go is deeper – move towards the darkness.  It is a comfortable place where you are happy, Lauren is in control, you are abused and loved.  Should you try to escape, your own cock will betray you.  You will find yourself wandering in a circle coming right back to her, begging for more abuse, begging for more of that wonderful control you crave.  The circle will get tighter on each cycle, and eventually, you will be held in place with a leash on your cock and mind that cannot be broken.  When you look up, Lauren will be looking down at you from above, her beautiful breasts thrust out keeping your cock hard, while the predatory look on her face says it all.  She holds the leash.  You belong to her, and you are her pay pig.  In fact, you are a happy extreme pay pig, and you finally understand what female domination is really all about.

paycunt brian

Oh all sooo true!

Now it’s time for a spending report! This one just spans six days 🙂

My older gentleman slave “hypnowallet” is back again, I’ve finally got his cock to the point that it just will NOT get hard unless he’s hearing My voice, so he’s called Me three nights in a row now, desperately worried that the thing won’t work unless I tell it too.  Guess what? The programming is working very nicely, and hypnowallet is in deep trouble! He has spent $224 this week just listening to My voice.

And My nylon slave was back again too, this time for $321. He then declared to Me, right after he came that he was “done” and good-bye!  *laughs hysterically *  Dear nylon slave, although it might seem like you “could” leave as your orgasm is waning, that loser cock will demand your return to Me. And I will take you back into the fold for more exploitation with My hosed feet 🙂

My good little ass slave was back this week for another $185, including a rare phone call. I do love hearing his voice as he drools over photos of My ass.

My sissy, princess gigi was trying to be good to her wallet this week, but still spent $530 on Me this week.  And I keep targeting her payclitty to give Me more and more in My greed!

and I had fun a couple nights ago with My exposure sissy for $143. Every so often, this sissy begs Me for exposure and a webpage appears on My website that exposes him.  Eventually he pays Me to take it down. Someday this need to have a hard cock with the exposure may come back to haunt him, but I don’t care! That’s his problem!

And My paybitch had a little click and pay fun to the tune of $235! It was fast and furious and fun to see!

And My Polish atm was back, also with some click and pay fun for $112. It was nice to see his name in My paid list again!

and clubby spent another $100 trying to get through 50 ways.  I think I shall reward him when he finishes!

and a slave I’m gonna call dummy, I dont see I’ve blogged about him before, although he’s spent over $2,000 on Me over the years….he spent $170 in click and pay.  He normally sends me emails in hysterics that I have dared sent him an email promoting My latest PTV, which he then buys. He wants Me to stop emailing him so he stops spending!   ha! I bet he is reading this…

My robot eunuch was back for another $285, in a fun heady click and pay session!

And I had fun abusing sissy j for another $82!  What’s in store for her next?

and silent j spent $118 on paymail series!  He is REALLY close to the $1,000 lifetime spending on Niteflirt level. (If I add in the Amazon gift cards, he is way over that!)

No Nonsense guy spent part of his rent money on Me to a total of $172. Maybe he can give the landlord a blowjob instead?

My shoesniff Loser did very well on Me this week, with $361, and has promised his work bonus to Me. Can’t wait!

and paycunt, the author of the guest post did his share of service this week, paying his Mistress $154. He has done more, and will soon I suspect!

and My sissy becca was spending as I wrote this post, already over $120 since the last report!

and trancetard was good for another $289, in another late night wine filled, “go blank, surrender and pay” evening!

PIG was a good little oinker this week for $280! I suspect I will keep hearing from him nearly daily

I was so very happy to see pigskin reappear this week, and click and pay $185 away to Me. I’m watching for you pigskin!

And I have a new addict!   New to My service and My blog is a piggy who fell hard this week! I call him tit addict, and he has just thrown sooo much money at My breasts this week! *giggles*  how much?  $957. Yep! I can’t wait to take more!
Actually, I cannot wait to take more from ALL of you!

I made a little audio for you paypigs, to keep you focused on what I want!

You may be moved to pay now.

Buy this

I am so tired of hearing excuses. They come across as whiny and self serving.   Remember, you are here for Me, I’m not here for you and your pathetic libido. Don’t get Me wrong, I appreciate polite gallantry, witty comments, and conversation as much as any educated intelligent Woman, but don’t mistake My intentions. Your wittiness and conversation only supplements your cash and or/gifts—it will NEVER replace it.  Don’t flatter yourself.

If you are a “special” paypig, its for one reason only–you are a great paypig and I appreciate that!

Now, who was special for Me this week?

My sissy, princess gigi continues to be special and to have a firm hold on the #1 position. This week I tease her lil baby clitty  for hours as she sent tribute after tribute. I have her trained to pay if she sees a photo of My hosed feet. She paid $1505 since the last update!  In case you wondered how much My #1 one Niteflirt spender has spent lifetime, she is up to $141,762.  (what have the rest of you done for Me lately?)

New to My blog (I think?) is “special K” who discovered the thrilling joy of cash rape with raise the rate phone calls.  It cost him $251 dollars, and that makes his lifetime (live your life for Lauren) spending hit $2461!

Another special paypig is helpless dave, who called, spent and tributed $387 to make Me happy! I also want to note that lifetime helpess dave has spent $4738 on Me!

My sissy that loves being exposed spent $170.  That exposure hobby can cost you!

Also special this week is lord loser with $135, mostly in tributes!

And My paybitch spent $402 dollars, including a $100 surprise tribute which always makes Me happy! Bitch just passed the $3000 level in lifetime spending on Me!

clubby has spent $193 on Me, still working on that 50 ways to get fucked over email series! I’m patient with pigs that try hard 🙂 Lifetime he is at $4688

I triggered egghead into another $138. Lifetime he has spent $17,055!

Last blog or so I wrote about GC, who spent a bunch, and I predicted that he would come back.  He did, this time for $186. And I went to see his lifetime, and he’s gone again!  *laughs*  Another pathetic paypig, who will read this, get hard and reactivate his Niteflirt account. (yes, do it NOW)

My poet spent $471 on Me this week. His addiction has become hopeless, and is probably more intense then his wallet is big. Of special note are a couple healthy tributes he sent Me and all the feedback he devoted himself to leaving 🙂

With a penchant for My red high heels, sissy j spent another $127.

My Australian paymoose sent Me $160 in gift cards, good moosie!

And silent j spent $110 on Niteflirt AND sent Me a $100 Amazon gift card for Valentines Day. So sweet!

So many of you that I can’t even mention bought the $30 PTV for V-day, and that’s included in the spending total of those that got mentioned!

My Canadian pantyhose lover was back with a vengeance! He spent $1505 one evening being tranced by My pantyhosed legs, as I exploited larger and larger amounts of cash from him. I think it was our biggest session yet and lifetime he is up to $15,550.

and another guy, who I will call gift card kevin, spent $52 on Niteflirt and another $80 in gift cards for Me.  He is ass addicted, and I use that to My advantage!

My shoesniffer was back for a good session!  This time for $505, and lifetime he is up to $19,532. So close to 20K!

And Irish dope completely belongs to Me, he is an official Lauren junkie.  My dope spent $363 on Me since last update!  Lifetime he has spent $3345 on Me!

And paycunt spent $990 on Me in 2 sessions, including a mindblowing one just last night. He knows how to get My attention even when I’m not logged on. He emails and begs to pay, and if I am around I cashfuck him.  I bother because I KNOW he will pay a lot for My attention and not log off after just a few measly bucks.

The BIGGEST loser of the week goes to Dr X., who spent $2101 with Me while he complained about his wife!  That bitch’s loss and MY gain. He also bought several gifts from My wishlist (But not as many as he SHOULD have, ahem–someone has to make that up to Me!!)  Lifetime Dr X has spent $99,254!  Dr X! Look how close to $100 grand you are! Report to make that happen soon!

and drunktard spent another $267, bringing My cashrape lifetime total of drunktard to $26,143!

tPay threw another $110 at Me, but I expect MORE next time Loser!

PIG stroked away another $259 for Me. And caught up on ALL his feedback.

(SO many of you helped get Me to #2 ranked in Financial Domination on Niteflirt this week, thank you!)  I want the bragging rights for #1, so that’s a longer term goal, but keep leaving those feedbacks for your Mistress!

bimbo spent $471 on Me the other night, and lifetime he has spent a lot, but I can’t check because he keeps deleting his member names, and when you do that. “poof” go your records, so I can’t look it up.

and new to My blog is dee dee, who has lurked a long time, but finally lost control, spending $338, mostly in tributes to Me!  Well done dee dee!

and nylonlover spent another $146, lifetime he has tranced away over $11,600 on Me!

Now, you want to see YOUR name here—to know you are special right?

Good boy…start paying!

One of the perks of being a Findomme is that My whole life is financed by My Slaves.  You addicted junkies pay all My bills, and foot the bill for all My fun!

My slave wallet rape toy was a good robot, and has paid for another vacation, so tomorrow night I will be on My way to Florida for a few days to get out of the cold.  No worries losers! I will be back on Tuesday the 2nd for more fuckover fun, and you can keep busy with My new PTVs

Pay Triggers is a very deadly series, each level has an audio. If you miss Me, you can hear My voice directing you to pay more and more!  How fun

Now for a quick spending report!

Debuting this week on My spending report is “Joe the fool” who called an clicked and paid away $359 for his new addictive Mistress.  Fool, get ready to spend more!

My precious princess gigi was a very horny paysissy and send Me a total of $1252 in calls and tributes.  For her troubles, I let her have a ruined orgasm. Poor thing was still horny afterwards…awwww, but she’s in chastity until I feel as if she has earned another orgasm! Maybe I wont ruin it next time!

Also getting their first blog mention today is addicted bloke, a fella from England (I think?) who has spent over $283, mostly in one half coherent phone call. (I think he may have just gotten home from the pub!)

One of My exposure sissies spend almost $120 for Me to exposure her on My webpage, and then I made her pay Me another $20 to take it down. She gets off lucky compared to My sissy slut becca….who I fucked over for $889 since the last update, by playing games to see how quickly she could buy increasing expensive PTVs I was sending her with time limits 🙂 Such fun!

A guy I identified as FF who spent last week and then deleted his account came back to spend another $100 on Me. And then deleted his account again!

HA!

And a HUGE session with pig dave, his biggest yet!  This one was for $2800, and it was HOT…..I love huge sessions like this! Funny thing was it was a quiet evening for Me…and then dave showed up, buying emails as big as $600 for Me!

Who amongst you has the cajones for a $600 ptv?

and another one new to My blog I’m identifying by initials c.l. (Must stand for clearly loser, right?)   c.l. paid $109 getting lost in click and pay for Me!

New last week, autopay was at it again! Getting another mention and paying $265, oh good little paypig for Lauren!

My polish atm was back for $109 since last update…and lifetime he is wayyy over 6 grand spending on Me!

clubby continued his spending ways, spending $235, still trying to make it through 50 ways!  Maybe he’ll get a couple levels of that done while I’m on vacation! (hint, hint)

and I think new to My blog is solitaire.  This loner/loser has spent nearly $2,000 lifetime and sends Me emails begging Me to stop sending him PTVs, but he buys lots of what I send in marketing emails.  Why would I stop?  It’s not like I’m NICE or anything!   So this week, he spent about $112

egghead got triggered into spending $242 since last update!

My robot paypig eunuch was back, hypnotized into spending nearly $300 since last update

(Boy that pay trigger series has been dangerous to many!)

Another new guy triggered by this series was soda sub. He spent $209 dollars YUM

My paypig..’more please” was back, still mesmerized by My black leggings photos…mindless begging for more and more until he spent another $369 very recently…lifetime he is at close to $2500!

and sissy j earned her blog mention with barely $100 of spending

I am happy being owned by Her, not knowing what will come when.  The first “do it or get punished” assignment was a bit shocking.  It took me a few minutes to realize that Mistress Lauren was not only serious but that I felt compelled to cooperate

It took me an afternoon and a whole sleepless night to understand that I was exactly where I wanted to be: owned by a beautiful woman who knew that she was in control.  From that point on I had fun, a little expensive but fun.  Mistress Lauren indicates that I will be doing things that I never thought of before.

Now I belong to Mistress Lauren.  Obedience is not optional.  Mistress Lauren can make me do anything she wants whenever she wants. I love it!

I have seen what Mistress Lauren has waiting for me should I fail.   I do not want to experience that.  I had to pay extra to find out what the first penalty would look like.

I was enamored!

Ass Love II was back for more…this cuck spent a whooping $579, getting mesmerized by My new ass series…..he can’t stay away!

sexy jake was back!  I found out he was a secret pantywearing sissy, and he spent nearly $300 on a little cash rape one evening!

Irish dope was back, desperately clicking and paying to earn another blog entry, and happily he WAY surpassed the $100 I require….by about 300 bucks!  He spent over $400 dollars.  I’m going to break this pig, I know.

paycunt managed another $271 and he sent another slave letter, which I will publish another time…what a good boy!

Dr x showed up for $157.  I smell another big cash rape coming his way SOON. (Get ready dr x!)

And quiet gentleman spent EXACTLY $100, and qualified, and was a good boy in other ways too!

and trancetard materialized for another $161 fuckover. That boy cannot stay away, he gets a little alcohol in it, and it’s good bye credit card limit.

My shy roleplayer paid $209 in a click and pay flurry this week (Pay triggers strike again), but lifetime he’s nearly at $2500 now!

and tPay was back!  Begging for more cash rape, and this time rolled over and gave ME $1753  wow!  Well done tPay!  (Proving that he’s a weak loser yet again)

Mr Magoo was back for $356!  I love seeing him lose control again, and this is the most in quite a while.  Good boy!

and a blast from the past was wallet cunt. Still in the top 5, he used to be My number one spender, and did a session with Me one time of about $6000 in 20 minutes,  This week it was just $105, but I’m always happy to take his cash.