Category — financial domination

Today I bring you a guest post from paycunt–one of My “special paypigs” who surrenders to extreme financial domination again and again, and has made it a hobby of his to dissect what is happening to himself and My other abuse victims.

Riveting reading!

Understanding Real Female Domination

As an extreme paycunt, I am proud to be an addicted pay pig for Lauren.  I think all of her extreme pigs are proud and happy, and they understand how they got here.  Submissive men seek out humiliation and degradation.  They are often turned on by Female Domination, but they really don’t know what real domination feels like.  They have a predilection for abuse and are vulnerable to Superior Females.  Many women claim to be able to have power over us, but few women are really able to exploit that vulnerability.  So, we play around the web, looking at websites and stroking ourselves looking at our favorite fetishes.  But none of that is real domination.  Most of us have been on literally hundreds, if not thousands, of sites.  One looks pretty much like another, that is until we stumble across Mistress Lauren.  She isn’t just another internet Findomme.  She is a predator and a true abuser looking for weak men to prey and exploit.  And if they get too close (and you are way too close right now), she will take you like she has so many other weak men.

Lauren loves what she does.  Treating men with disdain and cruelty is her pleasure.  She gets off on her abuse just as much as you do.  She loves to lure you in with her beautiful body and her superior female power.  After all, you are stroking your cock right now to her words and pictures.   You are already nibbling at the lure.  Keep nibbling little piggy.  Sooner or later, she’ll plant that hook, and she will love raping your wallet until your piggy stick bleeds white.  And it bleeds a lot, hot and often.  It is an addicting kind of bleeding that keeps you coming back for more.

The master’s touch of a true Mistress isn’t just her cruelty.  Lauren knows exactly when to be “nice” to you.  She has studied abusive relationships, and she uses this knowledge to know exactly how to make you believe that you are responsible for your own abuse.  In fact, you deserve it, and you brought it all on yourself.  You should be thankful that she is willing to abuse such a loser as yourself and take the time to use you.  She will make you grateful for the abuse, and you will feel loved by your abuser.  It is a powerful tool in the Mistress’ arsenal that cannot be underestimated.  It mixes erotic and emotional addiction into a powerful toxin that is deadly to submissive men.

While you are busily stroking your pig stick, she is covertly looking for your fetishes and weaknesses to exploit.  She will coax information out of you, information that is going to be used against you.  The better she knows you, the easier you are for her to abuse.  Gradually, she will condition you to need her love to get off on any of your fetishes.  The problem is that she is also planting new fetishes into your weak male brain.  You see, you are nothing new to her.  You are just another weak male submissive that has gotten too close and is primed to be reprogrammed and trained as a pay pig.  You will only become Special once you are an addict and can longer get a hard on without her.  And trust me, that day will come.  It will come sooner than you think, and Lauren will have you.  And we both know it is coming, because it is what you really want.

Lauren’s addictions are impossible to break.  I have tried many times.  But Lauren has implanted triggers in my head.  When I want to quit, I hear the siren’s call, and I obey.  I look at her website, and more triggers of humiliation and visual stimulation go off in my head.  I have learned that, once addicted, the only safe place to go is deeper – move towards the darkness.  It is a comfortable place where you are happy, Lauren is in control, you are abused and loved.  Should you try to escape, your own cock will betray you.  You will find yourself wandering in a circle coming right back to her, begging for more abuse, begging for more of that wonderful control you crave.  The circle will get tighter on each cycle, and eventually, you will be held in place with a leash on your cock and mind that cannot be broken.  When you look up, Lauren will be looking down at you from above, her beautiful breasts thrust out keeping your cock hard, while the predatory look on her face says it all.  She holds the leash.  You belong to her, and you are her pay pig.  In fact, you are a happy extreme pay pig, and you finally understand what female domination is really all about.

paycunt brian

Oh all sooo true!

Now it’s time for a spending report! This one just spans six days 🙂

My older gentleman slave “trancewallet” is back again, I’ve finally got his cock to the point that it just will NOT get hard unless he’s hearing My voice, so he’s called Me three nights in a row now, desperately worried that the thing won’t work unless I tell it too.  Guess what? The programming is working very nicely, and trancewallet is in deep trouble! He has spent $224 this week just listening to My voice.

And My nylon slave was back again too, this time for $321. He then declared to Me, right after he came that he was “done” and good-bye!  *laughs hysterically *  Dear nylon slave, although it might seem like you “could” leave as your orgasm is waning, that loser cock will demand your return to Me. And I will take you back into the fold for more exploitation with My hosed feet 🙂

My good little ass slave was back this week for another $185, including a rare phone call. I do love hearing his voice as he drools over photos of My ass.

My sissy, princess gigi was trying to be good to her wallet this week, but still spent $530 on Me this week.  And I keep targeting her payclitty to give Me more and more in My greed!

and I had fun a couple nights ago with My exposure sissy for $143. Every so often, this sissy begs Me for exposure and a webpage appears on My website that exposes him.  Eventually he pays Me to take it down. Someday this need to have a hard cock with the exposure may come back to haunt him, but I don’t care! That’s his problem!

And My paybitch had a little click and pay fun to the tune of $235! It was fast and furious and fun to see!

And My Polish atm was back, also with some click and pay fun for $112. It was nice to see his name in My paid list again!

and clubby spent another $100 trying to get through 50 ways.  I think I shall reward him when he finishes!

and a slave I’m gonna call dummy, I dont see I’ve blogged about him before, although he’s spent over $2,000 on Me over the years….he spent $170 in click and pay.  He normally sends me emails in hysterics that I have dared sent him an email promoting My latest PTV, which he then buys. He wants Me to stop emailing him so he stops spending!   ha! I bet he is reading this…

My robot eunuch was back for another $285, in a fun heady click and pay session!

And I had fun abusing sissy j for another $82!  What’s in store for her next?

and silent j spent $118 on paymail series!  He is REALLY close to the $1,000 lifetime spending on Niteflirt level. (If I add in the Amazon gift cards, he is way over that!)

No Nonsense guy spent part of his rent money on Me to a total of $172. Maybe he can give the landlord a blowjob instead?

My shoesniff Loser did very well on Me this week, with $361, and has promised his work bonus to Me. Can’t wait!

and paycunt, the author of the guest post did his share of service this week, paying his Mistress $154. He has done more, and will soon I suspect!

and My sissy becca was spending as I wrote this post, already over $120 since the last report!

and trancetard was good for another $289, in another late night wine filled, “go blank, surrender and pay” evening!

PIG was a good little oinker this week for $280! I suspect I will keep hearing from him nearly daily

I was so very happy to see pigskin reappear this week, and click and pay $185 away to Me. I’m watching for you pigskin!

And I have a new addict!   New to My service and My blog is a piggy who fell hard this week! I call him tit addict, and he has just thrown sooo much money at My breasts this week! *giggles*  how much?  $957. Yep! I can’t wait to take more!
Actually, I cannot wait to take more from ALL of you!

I made a little audio for you paypigs, to keep you focused on what I want!

You may be moved to pay now.

Buy this

I am so tired of hearing excuses. They come across as whiny and self serving.   Remember, you are here for Me, I’m not here for you and your pathetic libido. Don’t get Me wrong, I appreciate polite gallantry, witty comments, and conversation as much as any educated intelligent Woman, but don’t mistake My intentions. Your wittiness and conversation only supplements your cash and or/gifts—it will NEVER replace it.  Don’t flatter yourself.

If you are a “special” paypig, its for one reason only–you are a great paypig and I appreciate that!

Now, who was special for Me this week?

My sissy, princess gigi continues to be special and to have a firm hold on the #1 position. This week I tease her lil baby clitty  for hours as she sent tribute after tribute. I have her trained to pay if she sees a photo of My hosed feet. She paid $1505 since the last update!  In case you wondered how much My #1 one Niteflirt spender has spent lifetime, she is up to $141,762.  (what have the rest of you done for Me lately?)

New to My blog (I think?) is “special K” who discovered the thrilling joy of cash rape with raise the rate phone calls.  It cost him $251 dollars, and that makes his lifetime (live your life for Lauren) spending hit $2461!

Another special paypig is helpless dave, who called, spent and tributed $387 to make Me happy! I also want to note that lifetime helpess dave has spent $4738 on Me!

My sissy that loves being exposed spent $170.  That exposure hobby can cost you!

Also special this week is lord loser with $135, mostly in tributes!

And My paybitch spent $402 dollars, including a $100 surprise tribute which always makes Me happy! Bitch just passed the $3000 level in lifetime spending on Me!

clubby has spent $193 on Me, still working on that 50 ways to get fucked over email series! I’m patient with pigs that try hard 🙂 Lifetime he is at $4688

I triggered egghead into another $138. Lifetime he has spent $17,055!

Last blog or so I wrote about GC, who spent a bunch, and I predicted that he would come back.  He did, this time for $186. And I went to see his lifetime, and he’s gone again!  *laughs*  Another pathetic paypig, who will read this, get hard and reactivate his Niteflirt account. (yes, do it NOW)

My poet spent $471 on Me this week. His addiction has become hopeless, and is probably more intense then his wallet is big. Of special note are a couple healthy tributes he sent Me and all the feedback he devoted himself to leaving 🙂

With a penchant for My red high heels, sissy j spent another $127.

My Australian paymoose sent Me $160 in gift cards, good moosie!

And silent j spent $110 on Niteflirt AND sent Me a $100 Amazon gift card for Valentines Day. So sweet!

So many of you that I can’t even mention bought the $30 PTV for V-day, and that’s included in the spending total of those that got mentioned!

My Canadian pantyhose lover was back with a vengeance! He spent $1505 one evening being tranced by My pantyhosed legs, as I exploited larger and larger amounts of cash from him. I think it was our biggest session yet and lifetime he is up to $15,550.

and another guy, who I will call gift card kevin, spent $52 on Niteflirt and another $80 in gift cards for Me.  He is ass addicted, and I use that to My advantage!

My shoesniffer was back for a good session!  This time for $505, and lifetime he is up to $19,532. So close to 20K!

And Irish dope completely belongs to Me, he is an official Lauren junkie.  My dope spent $363 on Me since last update!  Lifetime he has spent $3345 on Me!

And paycunt spent $990 on Me in 2 sessions, including a mindblowing one just last night. He knows how to get My attention even when I’m not logged on. He emails and begs to pay, and if I am around I cashfuck him.  I bother because I KNOW he will pay a lot for My attention and not log off after just a few measly bucks.

The BIGGEST loser of the week goes to Dr X., who spent $2101 with Me while he complained about his wife!  That bitch’s loss and MY gain. He also bought several gifts from My wishlist (But not as many as he SHOULD have, ahem–someone has to make that up to Me!!)  Lifetime Dr X has spent $99,254!  Dr X! Look how close to $100 grand you are! Report to make that happen soon!

and drunktard spent another $267, bringing My cashrape lifetime total of drunktard to $26,143!

tPay threw another $110 at Me, but I expect MORE next time Loser!

PIG stroked away another $259 for Me. And caught up on ALL his feedback.

(SO many of you helped get Me to #2 ranked in Financial Domination on Niteflirt this week, thank you!)  I want the bragging rights for #1, so that’s a longer term goal, but keep leaving those feedbacks for your Mistress!

bimbo spent $471 on Me the other night, and lifetime he has spent a lot, but I can’t check because he keeps deleting his member names, and when you do that. “poof” go your records, so I can’t look it up.

and new to My blog is dee dee, who has lurked a long time, but finally lost control, spending $338, mostly in tributes to Me!  Well done dee dee!

and nylonlover spent another $146, lifetime he has tranced away over $11,600 on Me!

Now, you want to see YOUR name here—to know you are special right?

Good boy…start paying!

One of the perks of being a Findomme is that My whole life is financed by My Slaves.  You addicted junkies pay all My bills, and foot the bill for all My fun!

My slave wallet rape toy was a good robot, and has paid for another vacation, so tomorrow night I will be on My way to Florida for a few days to get out of the cold.  No worries losers! I will be back on Tuesday the 2nd for more fuckover fun, and you can keep busy with My new PTVs

Pay Triggers is a very deadly series, each level has an audio. If you miss Me, you can hear My voice directing you to pay more and more!  How fun

Now for a quick spending report!

Debuting this week on My spending report is “Joe the fool” who called an clicked and paid away $359 for his new addictive Mistress.  Fool, get ready to spend more!

My precious princess gigi was a very horny paysissy and send Me a total of $1252 in calls and tributes.  For her troubles, I let her have a ruined orgasm. Poor thing was still horny afterwards…awwww, but she’s in chastity until I feel as if she has earned another orgasm! Maybe I wont ruin it next time!

Also getting their first blog mention today is addicted bloke, a fella from England (I think?) who has spent over $283, mostly in one half coherent phone call. (I think he may have just gotten home from the pub!)

One of My exposure sissies spend almost $120 for Me to exposure her on My webpage, and then I made her pay Me another $20 to take it down. She gets off lucky compared to My sissy slut becca….who I fucked over for $889 since the last update, by playing games to see how quickly she could buy increasing expensive PTVs I was sending her with time limits 🙂 Such fun!

A guy I identified as FF who spent last week and then deleted his account came back to spend another $100 on Me. And then deleted his account again!

HA!

And a HUGE session with pig dave, his biggest yet!  This one was for $2800, and it was HOT…..I love huge sessions like this! Funny thing was it was a quiet evening for Me…and then dave showed up, buying emails as big as $600 for Me!

Who amongst you has the cajones for a $600 ptv?

and another one new to My blog I’m identifying by initials c.l. (Must stand for clearly loser, right?)   c.l. paid $109 getting lost in click and pay for Me!

New last week, autopay was at it again! Getting another mention and paying $265, oh good little paypig for Lauren!

My polish atm was back for $109 since last update…and lifetime he is wayyy over 6 grand spending on Me!

clubby continued his spending ways, spending $235, still trying to make it through 50 ways!  Maybe he’ll get a couple levels of that done while I’m on vacation! (hint, hint)

and I think new to My blog is solitaire.  This loner/loser has spent nearly $2,000 lifetime and sends Me emails begging Me to stop sending him PTVs, but he buys lots of what I send in marketing emails.  Why would I stop?  It’s not like I’m NICE or anything!   So this week, he spent about $112

egghead got triggered into spending $242 since last update!

My robot paypig eunuch was back, tranced into spending nearly $300 since last update

(Boy that pay trigger series has been dangerous to many!)

Another new guy triggered by this series was soda sub. He spent $209 dollars YUM

My paypig..’more please” was back, still mesmerized by My black leggings photos…mindless begging for more and more until he spent another $369 very recently…lifetime he is at close to $2500!

and sissy j earned her blog mention with barely $100 of spending

I am happy being owned by Her, not knowing what will come when.  The first “do it or get punished” assignment was a bit shocking.  It took me a few minutes to realize that Mistress Lauren was not only serious but that I felt compelled to cooperate

It took me an afternoon and a whole sleepless night to understand that I was exactly where I wanted to be: owned by a beautiful woman who knew that she was in control.  From that point on I had fun, a little expensive but fun.  Mistress Lauren indicates that I will be doing things that I never thought of before.

Now I belong to Mistress Lauren.  Obedience is not optional.  Mistress Lauren can make me do anything she wants whenever she wants. I love it!

I have seen what Mistress Lauren has waiting for me should I fail.   I do not want to experience that.  I had to pay extra to find out what the first penalty would look like.

I was enamored!

Ass Love II was back for more…this cuck spent a whooping $579, getting mesmerized by My new ass series…..he can’t stay away!

sexy jake was back!  I found out he was a secret pantywearing sissy, and he spent nearly $300 on a little cash rape one evening!

Irish dope was back, desperately clicking and paying to earn another blog entry, and happily he WAY surpassed the $100 I require….by about 300 bucks!  He spent over $400 dollars.  I’m going to break this pig, I know.

paycunt managed another $271 and he sent another slave letter, which I will publish another time…what a good boy!

Dr x showed up for $157.  I smell another big cash rape coming his way SOON. (Get ready dr x!)

And quiet gentleman spent EXACTLY $100, and qualified, and was a good boy in other ways too!

and trancetard materialized for another $161 fuckover. That boy cannot stay away, he gets a little alcohol in it, and it’s good bye credit card limit.

My shy roleplayer paid $209 in a click and pay flurry this week (Pay triggers strike again), but lifetime he’s nearly at $2500 now!

and tPay was back!  Begging for more cash rape, and this time rolled over and gave ME $1753  wow!  Well done tPay!  (Proving that he’s a weak loser yet again)

Mr Magoo was back for $356!  I love seeing him lose control again, and this is the most in quite a while.  Good boy!

and a blast from the past was wallet cunt. Still in the top 5, he used to be My number one spender, and did a session with Me one time of about $6000 in 20 minutes,  This week it was just $105, but I’m always happy to take his cash.

Late last week I posted about how marla lost control and spent over $7,000 in a few days, and new pig, loser3188, spent $3188 in his debut on My client list.  FinDomme greed at its finest!

It then dawned on Me, as I watched My Niteflirt account click upward, how very close I was to a recording setting personal best week for Me….so CLOSE to $15,000.  On Friday evening, it occurred to Me that I only needed about another $1600 to hit the mark by Saturday evening, so I sent the call out, and you all came through, in My Hour of Findomme Greed!

One occasional regular, addicted kevin, was the FIRST to respond, spending $188 before his account was tapped out.

Credit for sending Me over the top goes to wallet rape toy!  He saw My demands, and after it paid Me $100, it emailed Me to ask how much more it would take to hit My goal. The amount left at that moment was $226, so I sent him it a PTV for that amount and it put Me over the top. Well done wallet rape toy! It is a very good robot for Me!

The grand total for My week ended up at $15,130. Now if only My piggies gave Me that EVERY week.  (that would be almost $800,000K a year!) It’s what I should get, don’t you think?  Findomme greed cannot be exhausted!

Now I should mention that I also had more in gifts this week.  Silent j, who got his first blog mention last week, is now going to get a second as he sent Me a $150 Amazon gift card!  (and spent another $20 on Niteflirt)

Also wallet rape toy (in addition to his total of $1204 in Niteflirt spending), also went crazy with shopping for Me–it spent $1684 on My Amazon wishlist…mostly stuff that I am planning to give to others for Christmas….it also sent Me a Chrome cast, and best of all, $750 dollars of Disney gift cards for My upcoming Disney trip to Florida this winter.!

This is the second year in the row that wallet rape toy has been “Santa” for Me. (dr x and sissy lily have done this role in previous years)  The loot includes a Rock Band set, power tools for My boyfriend, a water plant that doubles as an aquarium, pendant lights for My porch,  and gift cards for Me to gift to others!  Life is good for Lauren, although wallet rape toy will have a sparse holiday!  To bad for it, it was a victim of Findomme Greed!

Another piggy also spoiled Me with some nail polish from My wishlist. Really, sometimes small things make Me happy guys.

Other piggies who responded quickly to My call for help. (In My hour of GREED!) included “little banker” at $85. Robot paypig eunuch paid $182 as I continued triggering and inducing him to pay more and more.  steve q fucked threw in $50 and No nonsense guy found $37, even though he’s broke. Clubby managed $46 and kane did $45.  My paybitch did $39, and My shoesniffer and bb-fuckmywallet did pay the $25 call out email. Loser3188 did $42, and Irish dope did $149, and sissy cocksucker tim did $30.  Lord loser sent a special tribute of $100 just to apply to My special goal.  no-yes loser also sent $15 to help out.

Of special mention, responding with much vigor was leg man kevin, with a healthy $366. (Findomme greed strikes again!)

Thank you all!  The collective power of a group of paypigs is breathtaking!

Additional mentions on the spending report this week include ass-lover rich who spent $140, listening to My silky voice as he bought expensive photos of My ass 🙂 his lifetime spending has now exceeded the $7,000 mark!

My paysissy, princess gigi honored her Mistress with $365 of spending. What a good paysissy she is!

My sissy that needs to be exposed as a cross-dresser spent $242 on exposure games with Me!

Another exposure sissy, is My sissy marla, who spent $137 to protect herself from My fun games.

The fuckwallet joined Niteflirt again just this afternoon, and in only a few minutes spent $225. I bet he is back later tonight!  He is helpless when confronted with Findomme greed!

And even after the hard extreme cash fuck marla submitted to last week, she still managed to pay Me another $158 this week 🙂

PIG spent $100 after a period of trying to stay away. It won’t work PIG.

I’ve been promising a guest post from slave “paycunt” brian…so without further ado.

Life in a Pig’s Cage

Lurking about dominant women on the website is nothing new to anyone reading this.  We all fantasize about being the property of a beautiful dominatrix.  What we don’t realize is the very real danger that lurking around Mistress Lauren’s website brings.  Yes, she warns us that this is dangerous.  Yes, she tells you that it is addictive.  But you really don’t believe it, do you?

Pig bait is the key here.  You see, Lauren lays out a broad spectrum of beautiful images, mantras, and audio to cover a wide range of perversions and and a variety of piglet types.  She lays out the pig bait with one purpose in mind: to get you to crawl into her cage.  You see the cage.  Hell, she warns you about the cage.  She tells you that she will turn your fetish against you and train you to be a paypig.  But the cage is a turn on for you, hard to resist.  Small tidbits of payment and rapid strokes on your piggy stick make the idea of being caught a real turn on for you, so you go into the cage.  You can leave anytime you want, right?

Wrong!  That is the trap.  Lauren has been conditioning you from her first contact to hold you under her power.  She knows your weakness for domination and is covertly training you for her further use.  While you sat in the cage playing with your dick looking at her photos, did you notice that she put a lock on your cock?  Did you notice that you are wearing her collar, and it is cinched tightly around your neck?  And sooner or later, if you look behind you, she closed the door to the cage closed and locked it.  You are in darkness, and she will come for you every time your dick gets hard to harvest your little pig ass.  You are trapped and her property now.

Many come to play, and some leave before she gets a hold of them, but many do not.  Which one will you be?  A coward who runs from his lifelong fantasy, or a weak pathetic pig who deep down wants to have his feet firmly chained to the floor of the cage?  I think we both know which one you are.  You are here, because you are a pay pig in the making just waiting for her to take you.  Take the next step.  The cage is open, and she will be more than happy to close and lock the door behind you too.
 

Lauren note: Paycunt brian has been such a victim of FinDomme greed, and so addicted, that he screams My greedy story from the rafters now!

My availability will be strange over the next couple weeks.  Workmen are here re-shingling My roof of My large home, and it is noisy here during the day. (and My office is in a finished part of the attic!)
There will be times that My rate will be very high, because I want My boys to know I am around, but calls will be next to impossible during the day for a while.

I do plan to take calls in the evening, but I’ll be logging off sooner than usual because, well, workmen start pounding on My roof at about 7 AM every morning, and  I need My beauty sleep too!

I have a dangerous new PTV series, that I hope each one of you devotes yourself to finishing.

It’s called “50 ways to Fuck your Wallet”, and it starts at only $1.  Be afraid, but be brave!

I always want to alert you all that one week from today is a very important day.

Mark it on your calendar.  November 9th.

That is your Mistress’s birthday wishlist~! I’ll be releasing a little Birthday series again this year like I did last year, it was short and sweet and successful,

I also LOVE amazon gift cards sent to Me and I love gifts from My wishlist, I have been adding new stuff to it 🙂

<——Just click there and it will go right to My wishlist!

Now it is time for a spending report~

My new german paycunt sent $200 of Amazon gift cards.  Yum, I’ll be shopping with those!

New slave dinky dave called back, still stunned at his unexpected attraction to being Financially Dominated by Me, and spent $220 on the call, including a nice $100 tribute. Yum. Good boy–you’re not good for much, but you have served Me well with your wallet!

My slave “horniest” returned again after being gone a while and clicked and paid $109. Nice!

wallet rape toy enjoyed the new series to the tune of $376.  It couldn’t stop clicking and paying until it had to go for an appointment.  It’s time to finish up little robo-pig!

My weak paybitch quit Niteflirt again.  Joined Niteflirt again and paid Me $161.  Bitch, you are now trapped in your pay ritual. I’m watching for you again!

Another trapped in the loop of quitting and restarting Niteflirt is paycunt slave brian, who spent $286 this week.

And new and already quit is russ…who spent $125 in his brief click and pay spree.  I bet he comes back. I bet he is reading this—russ, don’t you know that deleting your account is part of the addiction?

It’s funny how I see this pattern over and over again!

helpless dave tributed Me another $130.  Yum. You really *are* helpless, aren’t you dave?

skate-pig got so turned on by his blog mention last week, that he threw another $105 at Me.  There is a reason that I do these spending reports Losers!

And trancetard had another evening of click and pay for Me, in a hot one on one session.  He managed to cum after he spent $271.  Face it trancetard, the credit left on your card is earmarked for Lauren!

Loserbeast pleased Me with another $157 this week, mostly in click and pay in the new series. I believe he is NOT done with that series yet 🙂

and pigskin re-appeared to spend $136.  Give it up and really surrender pigskin, you know it’s just a matter of time…

princess gigi and I kept missing each other this week, but she is a very good paysissy, so tributed Me a total of $261 anyway 🙂

I had fun sissy exposure games with a certain cross-dresser for $209! It’s always fun to play with his head…

So good boys and sissy-boys and sissy-girls, look for Me when you can this week….and maybe you too will get mentioned in My spending report!

Addicted paypigs each form their own little paypig pay ritual–part of what makes it sooo compelling to pay Me.

Commonly, it begins with a memory of paying Me. That brings up the memory of a hard cock and orgasm associated with paying Me.

The pay ritual varies from slave to slave, but can include things like, special clothing (panties), listening to one of My audios, loading money into your account, reading My writings.

And of course paying Me…the whole click, stroke, obey pay cycle…

and sometimes quitting Niteflirt and signing back up is part of the ritual.

slave brian wrote a piece on the addiction cycle. I had planning to do so Myself this week, but good little piggy anticipated My needs!

by slave brian

The addiction cycle.

While all of us dream of being a slave to Lauren, none of us expect it to really happen.  We have various fetishes and fantasies, but we really don’t expect it to happen – not for real.  Not really.  But it does…

Lauren drives us to addiction.  It is a key and core part of her training.  It is a skill that she has honed over years of experience exploiting weak men like us.  She plants covert thoughts and mixes them with eroticism and then, bingo!  A new fetish is born, and after a time, your dick doesn’t get hard without her input.  She has turned you into a money slave.

For each money slave, the addiction is different.  Maybe it is feminization that turns you on, so she makes you wear panties and makeup and makes you pay and stroke as she orders you to subjugate yourself to her humiliation.  For others, it is something else.  For me, it was trying to quit.

You see, I am a logical,executive by day.  I am in control. I am the guy that everyone turns to for help and advice.  And it is tiring.  Like many men with power, I am vulnerable to domination by a beautiful woman.  Lauren intuitively sensed my weak pig nature and snatched me up quickly.  She seduced me and turned me into a hopeless money slave.  I thought I could quit anytime I wanted, but I was wrong.

As a point of fact, I quit many, many times.  I quit, and then very soon after quitting, I find myself wanting to “look” at what Lauren is doing.  Many, many times I looked, and very quickly I am again under her spell.  I couldn’t understand why I was unable to quit for good, until the other night when Lauren announced quite arrogantly that she had made my quitting part of my pay ritual.  OMG!  I realized she was right.  Every time I quit, it makes me MORE vulnerable and MORE willing to pay.  I can’t even get hard without her abuse, without paying.  And quitting only makes it worse.  Every time I quit, her grip tightens.  She has me in a circular trap from which there is no escape!

I have thought on this for several days, only to realize that it is the last straw.  I am writing this wearing peach colored panties, knowing that Lauren is going to exploit me for yet more money that I can’t afford, but I don’t care.  I am her property, and she has the right.  And if I quit, that is okay.  That is part of her game.  I am a pawn on her table, made for her abuse, and I will obey her.

I hope to see many other pigs coming into her trap and know that I had some small part in handing them over to my Mistress.  Lauren wants you under her control.  You only need to come in.  She’ll sense your weaknesses and take care of you.  Trust Lauren.  It won’t be a game.  She will make it real.

I would LOVE to hear about other piggies’ pay rituals.  Comment and tell us about it. Remember, when you confess your addiction it helps bring other weak men to My table for wallet feasting!

And it’s time for the spending report. Is your name there?

My good little nylon slave read in My last blog entry I had new photos he would like and he promptly started begging Me for fuckover.  He practiced his little pay ritual of drooling over My hosed feet and begging to pay.  It cost him $400, but that’s not the best part.  There are still lots more photos for Me to use to coerce and extract MORE cash from him. I’m waiting for you nylon slave!

New to My blog, but not to spending on Me is “ass sailor”  He was the first one through My new Ass kissing series, and although over the years he has spent a total of almost $1750, this is the most since I’ve done the spending report and it was $120. Well done ass sailor!
(Here is that series that snared him, btw!)

Now one of the big spenders this week was, once again-  marla! I’ve got this sissy so turned on by oinking, and saying “bankruptcy for Lauren” as a pay mantra, that she just can’t help herself. She threw $1825 at Me 🙂

In other spending, princess gigi kept getting turned on by the thought of sucking big black cock and sent Me $300, mostly in tributes. What a very good little fag sissy she is!

Good little helpless dave kept helplessly paying Me, this week it was $190.  Dave, you’ve been consistent lately and that really pleases Me!

My paybitch spent $704 in recent days.  He is one of those that I believe also has quitting and beginning again as part of his pay ritual. He did this spending on two new member names 🙂

cumstain spent just a few dollars short of $1,000 (984 to be exact).  This is the most he has ever spent in a short time, bought 3-digit ptvs for the first time and I think he’s fucked. He tried inactivating his account and didn’t last 12 hours. cumstain, you are in deep shit! I absolutely LOVED it when he began weeping and embarrassed he had spent too much, and I told him to FEED INTO that pain and cum!  And he did.  I’m brutal in setting up abusive little triggers! Be afraid cumstain!

PIG stroked his way through another $290.  PIG has his own pay rituals, and no slave stalks My availability as much as PIG, he NEEDS our time getting fucked over and reports so promptly when I appear, nearly every time.  He is the very definition of junkie!

A new little bankruptcy whore spent a quick $116 and then deleted his account.  Those type always return–part of the pay ritual!

Inadequate jake had to face his “lack of biology” and realized he would never be any woman’s idea of “proper breeding stock”, so he should just accept he is a money slave for Lauren. This week was $145, but I want more soon jake!

Also new to My blog is skate-pig.  Skate-pig spent $105 this week on click and pay.  I love the silent click and pay slaves who simply hit and run pay!

I’ve come to enjoy the spending report, and I’ve come to appreciate it’s power as addicted piggies pull out their wallets so they can see their weakness for paying Me immortalized on My blog! Keep up the good work, and ask yourself if you want My attention on your blog. Yes? Get out that wallet Loser!

That’s really My training goal for My elite Losers. To live an easy life of fun, luxury and leisure while they pay on automatic.

I train My pigs to only get erections from paying Me. Imagine finding yourself in that trap?  (Some of you are already imprisoned there!)  Your sorry little pig dick only gets hard from paying Mistress Lauren.

And to get a decent erection you have to pay and pay and pay….

and only pigs that PAY AND PAY until it hurts get to cum.

Sooo, I had some good little piggies since My last update who have responded well to Automatic Paypig training.

tPay was back, making another account and spending $3228 dollars on Me before canceling his Niteflirt account to lick his wounds again.

tPay. is. trapped. in. the. paypig. automatic. loop.

The orgasms and erections he gets without Me will be soooo unsatisfying he will be back for financial rape.

In other paypig news.

I found out where wallet cunt has been. Working in a country with NO Niteflirt access, so he can’t buy My emails at all…even customer service couldn’t help.  His cell phone was registered in a different country and we did manage a $132 dollar call.  I’m going to jack his rate up higher to milk his wallet more next time.

I’ve got another sissy, I’m going to call  georgia girl setting herself up for sissy fun. I gave her a list of stuff to buy and I’m going to enjoy that, and she has spent about $163 on Me since last update.

I’m watching for My sissy curtsie too, I think we just have been missing each other lately. She has some assignments in store for herself

PIG spent over $740 dollars and finally hit the 60K threshold of lifetime spending. It’s only a matter of time before he is the next junkie to join the 5 digit club.

A new slave, restless ass lover, appeared to drop $133 in a couple of days. You know you want to follow My fabulous booty into wallet rape mister….surrender now!

$390 for princess gigi the trained cocksucker.  I know she will be around more as her need for release grows.

sissy marla dropped another $219. I have the feeling that I broke her and her only recourse is jerking off on her credit card bills.

freddie cumstain drooled over My latex photos and mindlessly paid $491 dollars worth of emails. Yum. Cumlicking Loser!

A newer slave, banny spent $150, mostly in one long delicious call. I can’t wait for more!

My sissy that loves to be exposed on her Linked-In account spent $284 to have me invite employers she was really looking for a job with to view her sissy profile. She didn’t plan on Me doing that, but when you ask for exposure be careful. You might get more than you bargained for! When the paypigs pay, I am realllyyyy happy.

walletrape toy only spent $48 on Niteflirt BUT he made up for that by sending Me a $500 gift card for Amazon and a $1000 gift card for hotels.com for My next getaway. Just out of the blue they appeared.  THAT is paypig automatic.

paypig brian spent another $809 on two more new accounts. See canceling your account doesn’t work?  slave brian has tried that about 80 times so far.

New to My blog is cock controlled jason who is about $145 poorer after encountering Me last night.

My British sissy, one of My longest serving slaves ever stopped by to get fucked out of $172  Life time she has spent at least $7500 on Me.

Loserbeast has been about again, this week losing nearly $800 for his Mistress!  I love it when he finds a little cash, he can’t HELP but send it to Me! Lifetime Loserbeast is #6 on My list having spent over $32,400 on his Mistress.

I’ve fielded a couple of pleas in emails to blog soon. I really do like blogging, because I have so many fun things to say about you junkies, addicts, losers, paycunts, oink drones and sissies that is almost unbelievable.
Sometimes I have to pinch Myself because I just cannot believe that I am getting rich from doling out clever insults and using the power of My mind to trance the lot of you into handing your cash over to Me.
I’ve trained your cocks to be hard and then to pay Me when they are.
Now that being said, as much as I love to blog, it isn’t always easy to find the time to do it…
You fools and dolts all missed Me so much that you literally formed a virtual line waiting for your wallet fucks. When I’m sitting at the computer, I scarcely have time for anything else other than findomme fun!

That said, with the beautiful weather here, I am outside much more often than usual.
My vacation was fucking fabulous, I LOVED New York City, as I thought I would and I am planning to go back there soon! (On your collective dimes of course). Actually, in practice what usually happens is some piggy or drone steps forward and pays for My entertainment–this past time was wallet rape toy again.
We stayed in the Theatre district, just a couple blocks from Central Park and Radio City Music Hall. We went to a Broadway show. (We saw The Book of Mormon, which is highly inappropriate, therefore really funny!) We also spent an afternoon at the Museum of Modern Art, and of course shopping on 5th Ave! I eyed really expensive pianos…perhaps someday I will have one in My home. (I play on a digital keyboard currently) I drooled over lots of expensive clothes that I thought I could make My pets pay for on little Amazon shopping sprees. Yum.

After three days in NYC, we drove south along the coast all the way to Virginia , spending time just enjoying the ocean and sun.

And while I was gone, wallet rape toy bought $300 worth of Whole Foods gift cards so I could fill up My pantry with wholesome delicious organic foods when I return. (I only eat the best)

Now for the delicious Spending Report..I know how much you piggies LOVE to see your name in print as proof to how easily manipulated you are!

Easily My biggest spender since the last update has been marla paycunt. This pathetic sissy loser does nothing but dream of licking cum off from My bare feet and she is My official paycunt now….. Eventually this bitch will run out of cash but since My last update she has spent a jaw dropping $5625 on Me! Wow.

Nylon Lover spent $225 in a nylon trance ptv session. He is close to the 8K lifetime spending mark. Soon he will be joining the 5 figure losers

Sissy curtsey spent $425 since the last update. She’s trying to run away but I know the drama will fade and she will cum crawling back to My skirt.

Princess gigi stayed on top spending over $1500 since the last update.

A paypig that cums around occasionally is “steve q fucked” I rinsed him for $200 recently 🙂

PIG has turned into a real paytard for Me….I’ve been breaking him down and he his recent spending was $1071. He just surpassed the 60K spending level and is #6 on My lifetime list. He has been My client now for nearly 8 years.

Krusher is a slave that appeared and disappeared (closing his account), since the last time I updated. In his less than a week on Niteflirt, he clicked and paid Me $1230. Now, he may have been a previous slave who returned with a new name, silently paying Me, and not answering emails, or perhaps he is truly new but either way. They almost always return. And I will be here to take his wallet.

My british sissy surrender $180 to Me since last update. Little cunt needs to pay Me more!

New to My blog is My heart slave Amin. He spent $135 since the last update, and lifetime is up to $1685

My polish atm spent $164, mostly in one $150 dollar email just today, and lifetime has hit the $6,000 spending mark!  I LOVE that paypig brian spent$862 in FOUR different member accounts. He spends, cancels and then makes a new one. Brian, quit trying to hide, we both know how stupidly futile that is!

cumstain blew through another $330 drooling over My wallet fucking in My new PVC dress photos.  I know how to fuck with a man’s  head

sissy janice spent $225 in her quest to be a special paypig for Me. Keep working at it sissy!  I know how to fuck with a sissy’s head too!

My shoesniff loser dropped almost $200 one evening. Find more cash sniff loser!

Before I went on vacation, a slave I will call benny from nyc spent $400. I haven’t seen him since I’ve come back, but I’m watching for you benny!

It was so nice to see some click and pay action from Loserbeast to the tune of $420. I always love seeing that slave go to town on My PTVs!

Woody made an encore appearance for $167. Lots more alluring ptvs woody, obey and surrender!

wallet cunt was back! He spent $132 in a nice phone call, and I found out why he hasn’t been clicking and paying. That’s ok, the phone is a great way to cash rape too!

In addition to My $300 gift card surprise, wallet rape toy spent over $1100 pleasing Me with PTVs. Lifetime, he is 2nd on My list at over $105,000 dollars.  What is notable is that he got there in just over 18 months, and that doesn’t count the tens of thousands he has spent on Me in gifts and vacations.  (Adding that in, makes him #1)   This slave is a paypig the rest of you are free to emulate!

And last but not least is My paybitch terry. PB terry has spent over $1850 since the last update, and has sent Me pathetically gorgeous email after email, one of which I am copying here for you all to read

Dear Mistress,

i want to report to You some interesting and exciting developments in the way i respond to Your training.

1. For going on two weeks now, i find that i have little interest in pornography or any other visual stimulation that does not originate with You. When i do find myself engaged in viewing porn, i find that as soon as i start to become stimulated, i want to look at pictures of You. This leads to opening up a slideshow of Your pictures.

2. At first, i found that after i started stroking and becoming stimulated, i then wanted to click and pay. Now i find that the idea of clicking and paying makes me want to stroke.

3. i CAN NOT reach climax without paying.

4. Even though my resources are EXTREMELY low right now, i find myself WANTING to spend them. When i start to think or worry about how i will subsist after i spend out, my mind goes blank and i return to my correct desire to pay You. Lauren is ALWAYS right.

5. Last night i spent about $40. This had been earmarked for a bill i needed to pay. Nevertheless, i could not stop myself from giving it to You. In truth, i had NO desire to stop. The idea of not paying seems like being unfaithful to You. my orgasm was VERY strong.

6. After my release, i went to sleep only to wake up about two hours later. Before, i could even wake completely up, i had my slide show & NF open. i found that i wanted to pay You so strongly that even looking for a PPV that caught my fancy seemed to take to long, and i elected to just tribute you $25. As soon as i did this i found myself stroking with feverish abandon. I kept repeating over and over, “i am addicted to Mistress Lauren AND i am addicted to paying Her.” As i reached climax, i began to weep uncontrollably as i repeated over and over, “thank you, Mistress, i love you!”

These experiences are precious to me. Hence, my desire to write them down in detail for You. These are my acts of devotion and love. Pleasing You makes me whole.

my greatest desire, is that You be pleased with my progress and if i dare to dream, perhaps my wanton submission will give You cause for arousal and pleasure as well.

Your Devoted one

I’ll be gone this coming weekend to go to a big 4th of July bash, and I won’t be near a computer…so find Me during the week for your fuckover cravings!

Love,
Mistress Lauren
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I do an assessment on each potential paypig that contacts Me.

I am looking for compliance, obedience and ability to pay.

(The most willing paypig in the world is useless if he has no cash or prospects of cash)

I do some testing. Does he pay small emails cheerfully without a deluge of responses asking question after question?  Does he email when he doesn’t have cash to spend? (this does not impress Me).  I am looking for piggies that offer a good investment on My time. I am popular enough so that I can pick and choose, and frankly I don’t have time to deal with ones that do not seem to be worth the investment of My time.

Paypigs who fail I will block, including those that I find annoying or not worth the small amount of money they can offer.

Don’t get blocked. Pay and don’t be a pest.

How do I train?

Oh some of that is a secret. Some of it is bluntly honest.

I trance you. I use operant and classical conditioning. I use brainwashing techniques that are both obvious and covert. I make your cock hard, and teach it to pay Me.

I have many paypigs helplessly addicted to Me. Just ask gigi, PIG and marla. Ask shoesniffer, wallet rape toy and Dr x. Ask Loserbeast, lily and Pigskin. And many more.

Speaking of paypig training, it’s time for the spending report!

sissy marla was My #1 spender this week AGAIN. She is spiraling into BANKRUPTCY for Lauren, this week to the tune of $2453.  I LOVE this! Lifetime, marla is now up to more than $62,600.  She wrote Me today that she had spend over $8000 in the month of May alone. I’m betting I can get that to over $10K for the month!

secret thief intensified his addiction to serving Me with calls totaling over $150.

New to My blog is addicted kevin, better now for getting addicted to Me!  This week was almost $150! Lifetime he is really close to $1,000

Addicted PIG spent $381 as his resolve slipped. I know how to make PIG even MORE addicted!

Even the week after allowed a release, princess gigi managed to spend $772 and she sent Me this, which she begged for Me to put in My blog

Lauren, only one week ago you allowed me to cum (after being chaste for two months) and have a touchless orgasm….I have only been allowed to cum 3 times all of 2015 so far.  I was soooo greatful for you allowing me to cum last Sunday night.  Only one week has gone by and you already HAVE MY CUNNY NUMB (Ed- that means that her little sissy cock is flaccid)…it only responds to your commands instantly…YOU HAVE MY DESIRE TO SUCK COCK VERY STRONG ONCE AGAIN…I was begging to suck real man cock…I wanted a photo of your boyfriends cock to look at while I sucked my dildo while my cunny stayed completely numb…all of that BECAUSE YOU WANTED IT THAT WAY…and now I am sending late night tributes and emails because I have trouble sleeping…I only think of you and when this happens I want to PAY YOU and send you money…I LOVE YOU.  You have me to the point where I was at right before you allowed me to cum one week ago.  It is happening sooooooo quickly now…my cunny honestly just responds to your commands…this is why I need you….I still cannot believe all those wonderful photos you sent me tonite and I even looked at a few before I typed this email…AND MY CUNNY DOES NOTHING…I MEAN NOTHING.  You want it to do nothing…it is to remain numb until you decide otherwise…which is why I love my cunny numb…I love what you love… I will be what you want me to be…I am a prissy sissy with a tiny cunny that only obeys what my Mistress commands…sending you a tribute.  If you want to put this in your blog to show other clients what you have done to me…I am OK with that, I know it would please you to show other clients how I only want what you want and I only obey you and respond to you

What a good little sissy whore huh?

paytard, formerly known as cumstain came around for another $147, but I guarantee there are more wallet rapes for  paytard soon!

I have been doing little sessions with no nonsense guy, and was surprised to see that it added up to $370 this week.  He’s fucked and he knows it!

New to My service this week is NewPigMike….who paid $171 in the process of learning how dangerous I am.

sissy curtsey pleased Me with another $122 this week as I mesmerized her with My flouncy skirts!

And last but not least, pigskin is back! After taking quite  a financial beating he was lying low for a while, but this week the piggy rematerialized and pleased Me to the tune of $1900! Good job pigskin!  His lifetime spending is now over $17,000!

Before I do the spending report I want to talk about one of My weapons I use to abuse My slaves.

Love. Love is potent. Love is Mean.  I want your Love. I want you to love Me with every fiber of your being.

I use every tool at My disposal to make you fall in love with Me.  My body, My mind, brainwashing, My ability to discern your fetishes and embrace you in them as most women cannot.

And in My own way I love back. I love the interplay we have, I love manipulating you, I love luring you back again and again.  I love training you to please Me, and most of all, I LOVE taking your hard earned cash–that turns Me on in the only way you weak men can ever turn Me on.

And I make that love stronger. I might make you say things like. “I love you Lauren” when you click and pay. (Ask marla how expensive that got for her this week)

I LOVE to hear you say “I love you Mistress” or “I love you Lauren” I encourage you to love Me–you SHOULD love Me.

It’s been one week since the last spending report, and I’m going to try to do them consistently every Monday if possible 🙂

What a wild wild week

Topping the spending frenzy this week, was My little sissy cum-slut paypig marla, who  may have shown poor judgment not once but TWICE this week….in two major fuckovers, totaling an unbelievable $6,312.  Marla, you are sooo fucked, I doubt you will ever dig out of this debt, so put on your panties and call again.   This pay-whore’s click and spend ways catapulted her from 6th to 5th on My all time spending list. Only princess gigi, wallet rape toy, dr x and wallet cunt are in front of her now. Life time she is only about $150 short of $60,000 in spending

wallet rape toy appeared in full force after licking his wallet wounds for a couple of months.  He finished My new Pig Bait series and spent a total of $1326 on Niteflirt, and another $750 on a gift card for Hotel.com for My vacation in June

princess gigi, My sissy cock-whore fag continued pleasing Me with $1001 in calls and tributes.  She has been in chastity for nearly two months and is really beginning to feel it. I’m letting her touch and get hard but denying her.  It’s soooo much fun, and it makes her spend a lot!

I teased $107 from My slut becca.  I made some demands from her and expect to be hearing from her tomorrow.  I want to see cock sucking proof or else!

My elegant foot lover expressed his undying devotion and love to Me and My toes (I call them My ten lovers), and sent along $380 to punctuate his declarations of love for Me.

PIG crawled toward My spending goals for him, dropping $175 in frenzied stroke and pay pig sessions.

greg the Loser has been staying away for a long time…but this week I claimed $110 from him. This is chump change compared to how badly I used to fuck him over. There is a target on your wallet greg.

My British sissy showed up for $158. I do not session with her much anymore, but she is one of the first slaves I did Financial Domination with and she has been with Me for almost 8 years now. I will never forget the time that she sent Me enough to cover My car payment. Now currently,  it wouldn’t be so notable, but at the time, I was so excited to have discovered this new (to Me) fetish.  So those of you reading this that I have rendered into poverty can thank this British sissy for your credit card bills.

Sometimes the Mistress gives the slaves a fetish, but in this case I “caught” it from this sissy in the UK.

My new “no yes slave” spent $162 to hear My voice trance him even deeper into serving Me

My latex and cum-craving slave “cum-stain” reactivated his account when he found out I had new latex and cum photos…..I took $540 from him in a nice little cash-rape one evening this week

A new slave, danny sam, discovered the joys of serving Me this week and I took his FinDomme cherry for $128. That’s just the beginning of course.

Just as I was about to publish this post, an occasional slave, steve q fucked here on My blog called, and we had a rousing session of raise the rate as I tranced him into calling again and again at ever increasing levels–he spent $360 on Me tonight and lifetime he blew by the 2K level of spending and has now spent over $2200 on Me lifetime.

Now, I had a new pay to view series out this week, and many of you have tasted it. The first level is only $2 and it includes three photos and an audio!  The plan is to addict you to Me of course.

Try it!

It’s worked pretty well this week!