I have learned over My career as a FinDomme that a great many paypigs have what I call, “a paypig ritual”. It’s not the same for everyone, but the existence of this ritual is a testament to the addictive bliss of this exhilarating and expensive pastime!
For the hell of it, I Googled “Addiction rituals” and this came up.
What is an addiction ritual?
“Ritual behaviors can be described as activities, thoughts or ideas that addicts engage in as part of their addiction. Once ritual behavior has started it is hard for most addicts to turn away. In a sense, ritual behavior can be seen as preparation leading to using or acting out”
Of course, My methods often result in addiction, so it makes sense that paypigs, too will display this addiction ritual. Paypig rituals often includes viewing FinDomme content, from videos, audios, photos, blog entries, etc. (I’m the subject mostly with the paypigs I have spoken to about it.)
It graduates to finding the privacy, loading up cash, and edging the cock. Sometimes lubricant is applied and often a particular audio or video is looped, as My works sink deeply into the pig mind and psyche. This repitition is useful for Me, as cementing the ritual makes it a normal part of the pig’s sexual routine, something he grows to require frequently. It’s very common for Me to take a call from a paypig and hear My voice on an audio or video in the background, as he is working himself up to a pay frenzy.
The elements inside a pig ritual vary, are rather personalized, and can include poppers, alcohol, sissy clothing, vibrators, wearing pantyhose, butt plugs. amongst some examples.
For some pigs, a major session includes a “purge”. They will close their Niteflirt account (only to reopen it later, lol). Sissies, might throw away panties or pantyhose. They might resolve to “do better” and avoid paying Me for some time. (But eventually returning for another brutal round)
These rituals all help make your addiction MORE effective, and result in making Me even more wealthy!
I would love to hear what some of your rituals are! Call Me or chat Me on Niteflirt to tell Me your ritual secrets.
In other news, I am planning a vacation in early April to travel to celebrate a milestone birthday of someone I care about and to view the Solar Eclipse on April 8th, since that birthday boy lives in the ideal area to view, it’s perfect! I will likely be taking other vacations this spring and summer and I will keep you updated! I will try to publish another blog entry beforehand.
Now, I have released a couple of new pay to views for you to check out, if you haven’t yet.
Also I have been putting a system into place to make more content in My NF Plus feed on a schedule, so you guys should definately subscribe so you don’t miss out!
The Fuckover Report!
I had a bit of problem this time with the software I use to do the fuckover report, if I have missed you or you think the amount looks off, let Me know!
Legendary Paypig Alert!
My very good sissy little tigress went absolutely crazy clicking and paying over the last month. I was surprised when I added it up to see that it was $3356. WOW. THIS is correct thinking and so beautiful. I am so proud of My little tigress! Well Done!
Extreme Paypig Alert! My good little sissy boomer, kept coming around for wallet rape, as I bent boomer over for fuckover! Boomer spent $168 this time!
Extreme Paypig Alert! My slave button stopped by several times for click and pay, spending a total of $1078! Well done button!
My good nylonslave spent $162 in his worship of Me!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy, j the junkie coninued his path of devotion to Me by spending $726 this time around.
Coming by to spend a little cash was indy, with $131 in spending, I think his next mention will be much bigger next time!
New Slave and Paypig Alert! My good boy and loser, wimpy wimp spent $352 finding out all about how dangerous I am!
My extreme leg slave was back, spending $236 since the last post.
Huge Paypig Alert! My oink loser sissy surrendered to Me yet again, this time spending $450
My good slave special k, spent $185, and I think he will spend even more soon when he can get away from his ugly wife to do so!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy PIG lost himself over chat and phone this month, sending his Mistress $972 and just missing an Extreme Paypig Alert. Well done!
My good swede sissy spent $115 and I look forward to taking more very soon!
New Slave! New to Me and to the blog is a slave I have nicknamed, “golly” golly qualified by spending $248 and learning just how dangerous I am, well done golly!
My armpit slave needs cash ruin, and he spent $246 this time around!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good slave spawn did very well since the last post, spending a very nice total of $896 in click and pay fun!
My sissy caged yankee lost herself in chat a couple of times, sending Me a total of $287, just missing a paypig alert! Next time, perhaps
Paypig Alert! My good boy helpless dennis is overdue for a call, but still managed to send Me $353, largely in tributes, since the last post. Very nice!
My good boy cheekie earned another mention, this time by spending $263
Huge Paypig Alert! I woke up one morning recently to see that My good boy lex had been clicking and paying, and had spent $529. That started My day off right! Good boy!
My quiet gentleman returned a few times for a few pay to views and it added up to $219! Very nice!
My wallet rape toy stopped by for some click and pay, spending $148. Nice! I always love seeing his name in My transactions
Huge Paypig Alert! My damaged goods sissy, buffy couldn’t stop bringing Me cash, even though she keeps saying she will stop. She doesn’t. I like teasing the cash from her and her limp little clitty! This time it was $717
My boy scout stopped by one even for a chat and tribute session, spending $158. I love spending time with him.
slave w came back for some spending, this time parting with $219, before once again deleting his account. He’ll be back
New slave! I am calling him “dandy”. He did a lot of click and pay and found out all about the danger of Lauren, and spent $258
Lauren’s footlicker was a good boy as usual, spending $156 on Niteflirt and $25 on Amazon for a total of $181. Nice!
My addicted slave, “just another atm” is addicted to My audios and spent $176 getting more addicted!
It was very nice to see footdazed back and clicking and paying for a total of $161
My titcunt continued her spending ways and spent $148 on top of her last month spending. Nice!
And finally, My slave tPay stopped by and spent enough for a mention, $115. He is wayyyy overdue for a huge fuckover. We have a fuckover date tPay!
Neurowashing is a word that has different meanings in different contexts, but today I use it to describe a specific process I use in Brainwashing weak men and sissies to become My paypig!
All of My methods have one goal in mind, to program men to obey and pay Me. My greed and mercenary desires have motivated Me to explore new methods and use them to experiment on My subjects. Even just talking about My methods, My psychologies, and My Greed is enough to make the average subject with a proclivity towards being a financial slave aroused. I would not be at all surprised to know that you, dear loser reader are reading My words with your cock in hand (or at least about to be)
Neurowashing, for My purposes, is the process by which I prepare the mind to accept and embrace the triggers that I slide into the subject’s subconscious, to increase the amount of paying Me that subject engages in! It is, by its nature, highly pleasurable, and that makes it at once both more effective and more likely to be completed and repeated.
Reminding you from My Brainwashing Laboratory that Valentine’s Day is Coming Soon!
For something that seems like it might be a complex matter, it is laughingly simple. I prepare your mind by making you hard and connecting that hardness to My commands. The rewards come, frequently but without immediate resolution. I push your mind to pay a bit to continue, and the very act of paying for your own programming becomes part of the programming! Neurowashing both trains you to pay and prepares you to accept more triggers to make you want to keep paying! This is, of course, a win-win for Me. It is even an erotic win for you, the subject as your cock betrays your psychological defenses which would normally make such a brainwashing feat difficult.
But if it isn’t enough that your cock betrays you to expose you to brainwashing, the connection I make between the brainwashing and your cock makes you want to experience it, repeatedly. This gives Me many additional opportunities to reinforce your programming, to deepen it, and to rinse you of your cash while I do so. It is as if your cock is running on a treadmill that it can’t seem to stop. And it’s entirely by design. This is the quintessential addiction that I work to create in your wee mind!
I recently introduced the phrase neuro-washing in a recent PTV, although I have frequently applied it without the name to many of you. This is the recent PTV, an audio series, and I invite you to stroke your cock and buy it!
And here are a couple of other Pay to views to enjoy while you become MORE addicted!
I did a little kicking back after My huge fuckover with Dr X to finish out 2023, but have no fear, more dangerous content is coming your way to fuck with your mind and wallet. Vacation will be happening too, some in April and some possibly in May, but I will give you a lot of notice!
The Fuckover Report!
Legendary Paypig Alert!
My very good boy, j the junkie, stopped by regularly to pay his Queen homage, called, tributed and bought pay to views to pop the $2K level, spending $2001 and squeaking in for his Legendary Mention! I LOVE sessioning this good boy, and this is correct thinking. He is soo addicted to My legendary Hypnopussy he cannot help himself!
Extreme Paypig Alert! As usual, My addicted (now sissy slave) paypig boomer called and paid for PTVs. This sissy addict spent $1767 since the last blog entry!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Getting another extreme alert was My slave helpless dennis, who pleased Me with calls and PTVs, spending $1022 since the last time.
Extreme Paypig Alert! My very good little sissy buffy, is mesmerized by imagery of being just a bee in the hive, going out to collect pollen ($$$) to bring to the Queen Bee (Me of course!) This addicted sissy spent $1140 on Me, despite trying to escape (laughable)
My special boy tom squeaked in for a mention with $100 of spending!
Huge Paypig Alert! A regular loser is getting renamed. From now on, Goon Loser is now Dumpster Retard. This loser was in such need of being humiliated, when I suggested that he should only be allowed to jerk off INSIDE dumpsters, he left his home, with Me on the phone, walked down the street and climbed into a dumpster! Much to his shock it was filled with two feet of water and it was the funniest thing ever! I couldn’t stop laughing! It was also well below freezing, so it was a suitably miserable experience. But he jerked off, sent Me a photo from inside the dumpster and I couldn’t stop laughing. Memorable call! He spent $662 being a dumpster retard!
My nylon slave clicked, gooned and paid $266 while getting even more addicted to his Goddess!
Huge Paypig Alert! My very good sissy loser titcunt spent $706 between Niteflirt and Wishlist spending, her lifetime spending is really getting up there! Most of this was in one delicious evening. What a good little cunt!
My faggot tiger was busy clicking and paying and spent $203 on his Mistress since the last time.
Huge Paypig Alert! PIG relasped, calling and tributing and chatting, and spending $519 after I activated him repeatedly to pay!
My construct showed up to spend $106 dollars with Me.
Huge Paypig Alert! My addicted steve q fucked, just missed and extreme entry by spending $983. This loser cannot stop sending Me cash. I LOVE it.
My Swedish sissy showed up to spend $203 since the last blog entry
Huge Paypig Alert! My Finnish sissy, (Gotta love the Scandanavian sissies) also was a busy girl spending $670 since the last blog entry. Where there is a will, there is a way, and this sissy came through!
I love keeping My quiet gentleman vulnerable to My predations! He spent $245 this time around. Nice!
Another addict who can’t stay away is weak4legs, this time spending $155. He has been telling Me for literal YEARS he’s quitting. *laughs*
Huge Paypig Alert! Back with a new account, was loser luke, who clicked and paid $648 before deleting his account yet again! I like the click and pay flourishes!
My power-tit-addicted hog, pigbait, spent $164 being reminded how helpless he has become.
My caged yankee sissy spent $115. I don’t think she will be staying away, she is soo addicted
New to the Blog! Hopefully this simp will recognize himself, he deleted his account and I can’t email him to tell him he is in the blog I’m calling this simp “w” This simp spent $141 since the last blog entry and I am pleased!
My armpit loser got another mention by spending $139. I like seeing him get a mention, keep it up!
Lauren’s footlicker spent $139 on NF and $25 on Amazon for a total of $164. I enjoy this slave!
Spending $294 and just missing a Paypig Alert was “just another ATM”, he did very well with click and pay since the last blog entry.
My good boy lex, gets a mention for clicking and paying $150 since the last post.
My oink loser sissy spent $140 on NF and an additional $74 on wishlist spending for a total of $214. Very nice!
Panty pete spent another $126 losing his mind over Me.
I always love seeing Loserbeast spend! This time it was $154.
I cannot wait to see which ones of you simps, losers, fans, addicts and slaves make the next spending report, and who will earn red letter mentions!
First of all, sorry for such a long gap between posts. Between trying to make content for My NF+ page, paypigs keeping Me busy, making content for PTVs, and some personal stuff I won’t bore you with, the blog post just kept not happening until I made it a priority today/
Get ready for a long Fuckover Report because you might be on it!
I thought I would share with you a portion of an email I got from My slave boomer (with his permission)
This is what happens whenever I reveal more of myself to you. I tell you an idea that opens the door to my mind a crack.
You take that idea, force it open wider to benefit your control.
You take that cracked open door and blow it open wide and show me just how powerful you are.
I believe that you were prepared for it and know how to run with it and it leads me way deeper into your control than I thought.
Deeper than I imagined.
I asked for a captioned photo and you sent me one that blew me away , so when asked if I wanted another…..Hell yes! And very quickly down the rabbit hole to fuckover!
Which of course was fucking amazing.
It’s all dangerous and amazing at the same time….don’t know where this is going to wind up or how far down the rabbit hole I am being led or will wind up but the trip cannot be ignored…and as you know is way addictive.
How did I become dangerous?
What makes Me so dangerous is the addiction. I have studied addiction, applied sexuality to it, and taken advantage of your desire to please to indoctrinate you. There is no cookie cutter, My methods are adapted to suit the slave.
The Addiction.
For some slaves, it takes a mere hours. For others, it takes literal years. True, not every client I encounter becomes addicted, but enough end up in that state to keep Me happily busy!
I am always researching new ways to keep you entangled in My influence, new ways to inspire you to hand over your cash to Me, a willing drone. And new ways to either give you increasingly intense volcanic orgasms, or in some cases, neuter your desire so that your only sexuality is paying Me.
Results of the PayZombie competition!
I could have done a better job promoting this contest, it wasn’t quite as lively as others I have had, but it was fun!
Winner: Helpless tool 2nd Helpless dennis 3rd sissy marla!
Recent Pay-to-Views
The Fuckover Report!
Since it’s been way too long since I blogged, this is a LONG one
Legendary Paypig Alert!
Completely under My power is boomer, (whose letter to Me is part of the blog entry)
He called repeatedly, bought sooo many pay-to-views and begged for fuckover day after day! His spending? A tidy $3185. NICE.
Legendary Paypig Alert! earning another extreme mention is My very special slave, dr x. This slave is slowly driving his way to the #1 position on Niteflirt! He spent $1465 on Niteflirt and $535 on Amazon for a total of EXACTLY $2000 to get his Legendary mention. I’m sure neither of us realized he hit it exactly!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Helpless dennis also did sooo very well, calling and tributing and buying pay to views. My good boy spent $1448 to earn his extreme mention!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Another loser getting an extreme mention is pigbait. He is getting more pathetic every day, and his addiction is leading him toward bankruptcy. He’s spending gets more and more extreme. This time it was $1650. What does he have to look forward to? Amongst other things, he will be facin poverty. Too bad. So sad. (Laughs)
Extreme Paypig Alert! My good boy, j the junkie earned an extreme mention by spending $1138. We have had a lot of fun doing cash fuckovers in chat!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Another pig earning an Extreme mention is oink loser sissy. This sissy is on a goal of $25 lifetime spending. (she’s at about $22kish right now) and she has made GREAT recent progress, spending $1585 since the last blog entry
Extreme Paypig Alert! yet another extreme mention goes to “steve q fucked” I have learned this payzombies pay triggers and when he shows up I render him helpless to do anything but send big tributes. This time around, he spent $1100.
Extreme Paypig Alert! And for our final Extreme mention, we have My sweet little buffy. Despite claiming that she is spending less, she still managed to spend $1036 to get an extreme mention. My little buffy bee brings the pollen to the Queen bee and feeds on My addictive honey! So fun!
Huge Paypig Alert! For the first time in a while, I had a really nice big session with mind-controlled john,, who I pulled into a beautiful fuckover one evening. He spent $501, squeaking in for his huge mention!
Back for a nice fun phone call was one of My popper slaves, “sniffer” This guy is a perfect example of how I use your weaknesses to line My bank account!
Huge Paypig Alert! Getting his first “red-letter” mention is indy, a slave who is destined for another fuckover in the near future. This guy is very vulnerable to FinDomme manipulations, and more manipulations are in his future!
My goon junkie, who is probably the biggest perverted loser I have ever spoken with spent $167 on calls listening to Me rip him a new one for being such a loser pervert.
Huge Paypig Alert! I was so happy to do sessions with My good sissy marla, who loses herself in My feet and just pays and pays. This sissy spent $542 since My last blog entry!
I always love talking with My pantyhose junkie, I have him so addicted to wearing pantyhose that now it’s the only way he can cum! He squeaked by for a mention, spending pennies more than $100 to earn one.
Paypig Alert! My longtime slave and stroke addict PIG couldn’t stay away, even though I know he’s trying .(Stop trying so hard PIG, just spend!) He spent $468 since the last post, just missing a HUGE paypig mention.
My good sissy girl piglette keeps dropping by to pay. Since My last blog post, it’s added up to $187. I think she should spend more, don’t you?
New on the Blog! Getting his first mention, is long time time slave, who I am calling “sole lover” here on the blog. He spent $227 to earn his mention. We had a lot of fun in chat with chatting and tributes, and I teased him with photos of My nylon soles! So fun!
My good sissy, caged yankee was back for fuckover fun and she spent $269 being teased with pay-to-views and chatting
Huge Paypig Alert! My very good boy spawn, did more clicking and paying to earn his mention, this time for $931. He has done sooo well in his servitude and I am well pleased.
My quiet gentleman earned a mention by spending $237 in a couple of teasing ptv sessions!
Huge Paypig Alert! Also doing so very well in service is My irish dope. I know dope saves up money for our sessions and they are always soooo fun! He has spent $900 since the last blog entry
My good boy “Q” popped in for a quick session and spent $119.
Huge Paypig Alert! My little tigress returned with more delicious pay to view spending, this time in the amount of $543, earning a red letter mention! What a good girl!
Unable to stay away, as usual was My weak for leglover who spent $130. Nice!
Paypig Alert! My slave, just another atm showed up with click and pay, spending $301 just enough for his red letter mention!
It’s always good to see loserbeast click and pay, he spent $201 to earn his mention!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy helpless tool was busy. He won the Paypig Zombie contest, and spent $469 on Niteflirt and another $100 on Amazon for a total of $569 earning his Huge alert! Well done tool, well done!
My nylon slave is steady and dependable and he spent $264 for goon worship nylon feet photos. Well done!
New Slave! A new German slave I am calling “blödmann” (which Google tells Me is the German word for “dumbass”) spent $298, just missing a paypig alert! Maybe next time blödmann!
Squeezing in for another mention with $108 of spending is tiger. Well done tiger!
And My good boy, Lauren’s footlicker continued his worship of Me, spending $239. This gets My seal of approval!
My click puppet reappeared, spending $190 since the last blog post!
and finally, My good boy button, earned a blog mention with $136 of click and pay! More of that button!
Now, My slaves say seeing their name on My blog gets them all worked up. If you spend enough, you too could get a nice hard cock from seeing in print how I fucked you over!
And with My usual harsh honesty, it’s nothing to confess that Financial Domination is My fetish.
There are two sides of Findom, and I am firmly entrenched in the profit side. I rejoice when I find a target that is vulnerable, because I am a predator, and like most predators, an injured prey attracts My attention.
Many of you find Me when you are in pain.
you may be experiencing a loss, of relationships, a job, security, or confidence
any of you have recently broken up with a significant other or realized you are in an unsatisfying marriage
there is a disappointment in your life that has occurred, or you have come to the realization that you and your life are a walking disappointment.
There are stressors beyond your apparent control that you desire to escape from
You are having a worsening of a substance abuse problem
I am here to reach out My hand, to arouse you, to make your cock hard, to guide you into experiencing mind-blowing orgasms so I can take advantage of you in that painful state.
I do make you feel better briefly. I count on that because that intense pleasure coupled with your pain is addictive. I addict you to My brand of painful pleasure, without apology.
Your pain is My profit. I make you forget the pain briefly, for a price of course.
You get a flood of pleasure endorphins, dopamine, oxytocin, and serotonin. I become your new drug, the deliverer of pleasure. And gradually I make that pleasure delivery cost more. And you pay it.
Your pain is My profit
I will do what I can to make the pain that brought you to Me worse. I will interfere in your damaged relationships, making them worse. (Homewrecking is an example) I will encourage your chemical or food addictions. I will isolate you, rotating you back into My orbit of influence. I will remind you of your failures, your weaknesses, and diabolically, I will make thoughts of your useless self erotic. I will give you financial stresses that will make you need Me and My cash fuckovers more and more.
It is a Spiral of Doom and if you come close to the edge, I will shove you into it, not only without apology, but with glee.
Your pain is My profit.
I have a lot of tools I use, I think of it as My paypig addiction toolbox and you will end up crawling into it and begging Me to hurt you.
I know just reading this is making you hard. If it hurts you to read the truth, that makes you hard.
And a hard paypig becomes a victim volunteer, a financial masochist.
Your pain is My profit. Your pain is My pleasure. Your pain is My fetish.
And I relish hurting you for erotic fun and profit!
Now, these are some recent Pay-to-Views for you to buy, to please Me (because nothing feels as good as pleasing She who hurts you)
Recent Pay to Views!
The Fuckover Report.
Or who did I cause pain to since the last report?
Legendary Paypig Alert! My very good boy Dr x hit another Legendary Alert, only 3 weeks after being the first slave to hit the Ultimate Paypig Alert with a mind-boggling amount of cash for Me. This time My prized slave spent $1692 on Niteflirt and another $771 on Amazon (including him replacing My office mini-fridge, one he bought several years ago that died) The grand total was $2463. I love how devoted dr x is to Me!
Extreme Paypig Alert! A new slave, tiny went nuts after the last blog entry, spending $1590. I was hoping he would get a Legendary mention, but he ended up deleting his account, so sad. I wonder how long it will take for him to return?
Extreme Paypig Alert! My addicted loser slave, special K spent an evening sniffing poppers with Me as his wife slept mere feet away. He spent $1443 total since the last blog, and I loved taking every dime from him!
My devoted good boy, Lauren’s footlicker spent $120 enjoying photos of Me he was craving!
Paypig Alert! My very good boy boomer came around a few times, totaling $317 in spending to earn his alert!
My slave, just anther ATM earned a mention spending $140 on some nice PTVs!
New Slave! New to Me is jimmy boi, who chatted with Me, called and found out how seductive I can be! He spent $141.
My polish atm stopped by for some clicking and paying and that made Me very happy! He spent $143.
Paypig Alert! I’m pleased to see that My goon loser got an alert. One night he couldn’t stop gooning and couldn’t stop calling and he ended up spending $302 getting used by Me!
I’m happy that My good boy j the junkie earned a mention by spending $165. I feel as if I want more time with this good boy.
Huge Paypig Alert! My devoted slave dennis is very addicted to his Mistress. I have taken a bit of effort in training him, and he has developed nicely. He spent $623 this time around.
My spawn earned a mention with $130 in spending. Nice!
New Slave! Another new slave is crystal-lover, who spent an evening falling for My hypno powers and My crystal pendant. He is not the first I have mesmerized with My hypno-crystal and he won’t be the last! He spent $129
My quiet gentleman continues to regularly come around for Lauren fixes! This time he spent $191 being aroused by My power over him.
Huge Paypig Alert! I had such a great time double-teaming My good sissy bambi with another Domme (Behavoir Analyst, who I interviewed last blog). This sissy surrendered to us both and entered sweet bliss. Since the last blog post, she has spent $562
My boyscout stopped by after way too long, spoiling Me with $177. I love sessioning with that man.
Paypig Alert! My fairly new slave tiger continued his spending ways, earning an alert! He spent $366 since the last blog post!
My sweet sissy marla earned a mention by spending $186. Nice!
Paypig Alert! My good girl buffy tries to stay away, but she isn’t good at it, and I LIKE THAT! She spent $347, earning a red letter mention!
And finally, My good paypig wallet rape toy clicked and paid through the recent series and spent $208 on his Mistress. Good pig!
The science of psychology is a FinDomme’s best friend. I am always on the alert for scientific insights and research to apply My methods into addicting you. Many of you can attest to the power of My methods,
I leave no stone unturned in understanding how I program you to be a better pig. I thought I would share some recent research.
I have been studying the formation of habits as of late, I use the knowledge I glean in both My personal and professional lives. One theory of habit formation really resonated with Me, giving Me even MORE insight into the path of paypig addiction.
It is called “The Four Stages of Habit” and is described by habit scientists as a feedback loop.
It goes like this
Cue
Craving
Response
Reward
This loop creates a habit!
Let’s break it down.
What CUES does serving Me provide? Here are some examples that My slaves have told Me about.
Seeing My Niteflirt call button on.
Seeing My green chat light on
Seeing an email from Me.
Looking at our past chats or correspondences
Viewing My blog or NF+ Feed
Seeing/playing a photo/audio/video of Me
Seeing your name in the blog Fuckover Report
Seeing other paypigs get used hard. Whenever I do a Raise-the-Rate phone call, it is very common for another paypig to comment on it. Sometimes reading about Me using another pig hard provokes a cue.
you get a credit card bill and see how much you spent on Me
Another event might cue you, the cues are rather personal. Perhaps you see some high heels on a woman, or you have a fight with your wife/girlfriend that frustrates you.
The CUE provokes a CRAVING
you feel a desire to call/chat/pay Me
your cock stirs
you start thinking about Me, My content, time we have spent together.
you start to fantasize about serving Me.
The CRAVING provokes a RESPONSE. The hard cock demands attention
you call, you send a chat
you buy a pay-to-view, you may be triggered to buy many in rapid procession.
you view My audio mantras or My NF+ Feed and stroke
you start stroking to My blog/videos/photos/voice, etc
you add $$ to your Niteflirt account
you might plan ways to get money to spend on Me
The RESPONSE leads to a REWARD
you have an amazingly hard cock
you have a mind-blowing orgasm
you may have new content to add to your Lauren collection (photos, videos, audios)
you may have new chat or emails to read repeatedly
you may have earned praise from Me for your correct thinking and behavior.
you likely enjoyed talking and interacting with Me
The Rewards you get reinforce the loop. Your subconscious remembers, so any cues you associate with our time together (Seeing the chat light, or an email), automatically propel your unconscious into the habit loop. So dear pig reader, this isn’t your fault, right? Science did it. Science guided by Lauren!
Recent Pay-to- Views
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I have been working on transferring all My FinDomme stuff to a brand-new computer. It’s one dr x bought for Me, months ago, but I delayed switching over because it’s so much work. I use a lot of programs for My content, and they all must be installed, along with the usual stuff. And then the content must be organized (groans). It has taken more time than I anticipated! I also have been refreshing all of My photographs (several tens of thousands of them) with a new AI program to brighten them. Almost every one of you who has mentioned it (with one exception, that client will keep getting the old ones) prefers the new “radiant” photos. So much stuff goes on behind the scenes to make sure that I can keep exploiting you slaves for a long time to cum!
I also use a special program written especially for Me to calculate all the transactions into the Fuckover report. Well, it REFUSES to work on the new computer. The programmer is writing an updated version with some hopefully new features, but until it’s ready, I have to hook the old computer back up every time I want to download and calculate PIG spending.
But I’m getting settled into the new computer, and now I anticipate being able to leverage Myself to set all you pigs up for glorious fuckovers!
Upcoming vacation!
I have not had a vacation in a while, and I am taking a 5 day one to go to NYC! It’s only my second visit to the city, despite not really living THAT far from it. I will not be available at that time, but I will be posting the mantra of the day to My NF plus feed, along with photos, so no worries there. I will be gone from Saturday, May 6th to Wed May 10th. I plan to be logged in for calls on the 11th.
There will be no blog entry that week, it will be delayed until the week of the 15th.
Now it’s time for…
The Fuckover Report!
It’s short this time, mostly due to not being available as much for the computer switcheroo.
Huge Paypig Alert! Once again near the top of the spending ladder was helpess dennis. We had lots of fun calls,
Paypig Alert! Just missing a huge alert was My very very good boy, j the junkie. He returned several times, and spent $472.
My good slave, just another atm, spent $116 deeping a need to pay Me. My new feed should help with that.
New Slave! Just squeaking in with a first mention, is a sissy I am calling, ms. slut. This sissy spent $100 finding out how dangerous I am! Well done!
Unable to stay away, a slave to his addiction to Me is pigbait. When he is cued, he shows up to pay, slathering his tiny cock with numbing cream. And I torment him! He spent $113 since the last blog entry.
Paypig Alert! Another slave just missing a huge alert was helpless tool. This dude is getting more and more addicted and he spent $495 plunging deeper into addiction with Me! Yay!
PIG is trying really hard to slow down, but I have him by his throbbing pigstick and he spent $205 since the last time.
New Slave! Another new slave is an italian dude I am calling damien. He spent $275 on a rousing series of raise the rate calls. Mmmm My favorite.
My weak leg addict michael, just couldn’t stay away. I tested the habit loop cycle detailed in this post on him last night, and he will be horrified to learn he spent $283, just missing a paypig alert. Mmmmm
Paypig Alert! My hypnotized construct j had another call that included lots of pay to views while on the phone. He ended up spending $437 in a short period of time. Nice!
My good boy boomer is now responding to My NF+ feed as a cue and although he really tried to stay away, he still managed to spend $158. Nice!
Paypig Alert! My good girl buffy is trying so hard to moderate her spending, I have her on the “slow path to bankruptcy” She spent $309 this time around. I think I will push her more this time.
My nylon slave spent $149 in worship and awe of Me and My hosed feet.
My good boy, Lauren’s footlicker spent $30 on Amazon and $88 on Niteflirt for a total of $118. Sweet!
I had a nice call with My sweet girl marla, she spent $179 this time around.
My oinkloser sissy spent $170. She is getting closer to her goal of $20K lifetime spending!
and it was sooo nice to see My wallet rape toy clicking and paying again. This robot pig spent $243 buying stuff he bought years ago, the compulsion is still there!
Last and maybe least is caged yankee, who clicked and paid all the way to $225, pleasing Me, well done sissy!
I decided to do a post where I just point you to what I consider My greatest hits! I have sooo much content after more than a decade wallet raping men, and some of it is outstanding stuff!
I present to you, the Best of Lauren
Best Blog Posts
Since we are on My blog, let’s start here, I went through and slogged through some dozen plus years of blog posts, and these are some of My favorites!
I literally have thousands of photos. I estimate I have an inventory of over 57,000 thousand studio and selfie photos to use on you suckers. and several dozen videos. I just counted 574 different sets! What is the “best” is really up to personal taste, so I just picked some of MY favorites to make a little gallery, enjoy.
Cash Ambush (34)
Sweet Fuckover (21)
Money Games (10)
The Brainwasher (28)
Amazon Princess (78)
Angel (76)
Blonde Danger (108)
cash bath (61)
cash (114)
Crystal Predator (79)
Dark Minx (22)
Fever (29)
Foot Passion (114)
Goddess Lauren (55)
Hypno Goddess (24)
Announcement- CONTEST time!
Get ready, because I am doing another contest for a week or so starting at the end of Aug and ending Labor day! It’s been a few years, and we are overdue! I’m still working out the details, so keep your eye on your email and this space!
Now it is time for your favorite feature!
The Fuckover Report!
I was on vacation for a chunk of this time, and many huge pigs were licking their wounds for the next cash round, but there was much fun to be had!
Legendary Paypig Alert! Always working sooo hard to keep Me happy and flush in cash is Dr X, who spent $2180 on Niteflirt and another $1005 on Amazon to total $3185
Extreme Paypig Alert! Not having success avoiding Me is My good girl buffy. She’s fighting letting go entirely because every fiber of her being desires bankruptcy at My hands. For My part, I want the process to be slow and prolonged, so I can enjoy a larger final sum as she keeps fighting back debt, just for Me to fling her into more cash peril again! She spent $1011
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy boomer took some addictional steps that wll keep My hold on him even longer! He stroked, called and paid his way to the impressive amount of $913. Yum
My good girl prim came by a couple of times to spend $114 and get a mention
Paypig Alert! My good boy helpless dennis and I had poor luck connecting, but we still managed to extract $444 from his bank accounts for Lauren!
This should be a bigger mention, but glue is trying to break free. He actually took out a loan to spend on Me and scared himself. But he will be back. He spent $104 to get a mention.
Paypig Alert! My good boy j the junkie impressed me with $455 spending on Niteflirt and a gift of a book from Amazon!
My good little assbitch spent $113 to get a mention!
Paypig Alert! My good girl marla was back with a couple of nice calls and she spent $435
it’s always wonderful to hear from sissy j. This time around I gave her a daring assignment and I am waiting for her to complete it, then I will pull her exposure page down 🙂 she spent $236
Huge Paypig Alert! I am very happy to report that pigbait got a HUGE alert this time. He’s slipping deeper into My trap, surrendering to his paypig animal instincts and humping his own hand like a clown. He spent $610!
My pawn had very interesting stories for Me on the phone on how he is leveraging yet more money for Me. He spent $219
Huge Paypig Alert! Another pig who borrowed to spend on Me recently was tPay. This is is second loan, and he’s trying sooo hard to make it last longer than the first one. He will eventually spend. He’s been encouraging his wifey to clip coupons, haha, and of course, I am getting all the cash she thinks she’s saving.
Piggy steve q fucked spent $168 one evening. It is due for a huge fuckover. I am not satisfied with this paltry amount from him.
I was sooo pleased to see more of Loserbeast as of late. I miss our huge fuckovers, but was pleased to see he had spent $290. SOOO close to a Paypig Alert!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy PIG has been slipping into more expensive sessions lately. I notice he’s trying to hard to space them out, but he has been craving Me sooo hard. he spent $585
My “niteflirt client” showed up with a new account and spent $150 this time around
Paypig Alert! My good boy spawn is continuing his click and pay ways and he spent $407. I would like to see him get an extreme or legendary mention soon!
My caged yankee sissy can’t stop spending, this time spending Me $212. I think she will be around more often now. Or else.
Paypig Alert! My irish dope is always a good boy, finding cash for Me. He spent $315 and we had a beautiful couple of evenings sessioning!
My good boy button did more click and pay and earned a mention for spending $246. Good boy button, you could have kept going for a red letter mention again!
My quiet gentleman gets a mention with a healthy $246 of being My slave
Paypig Alert! My wimpy little virgin finally got a decent mention, going over and beyond his usual lame performance! He spent $308 one fun evening
My good girl bambi and I had some fun in the hypnocabin and she spent $118
My boyscout and I had some trivia fun one night and he spent $110 on Me!
My good boy grunter and I had some fun, it’s so nice to have him back in My sights where he belongs! He spent $264
My good boy nylon slave squeaked in for a mention by paying his Goddess $114
My good boy Lauren’s footlicker showed his Goddess a lot of love with spending $105 on Niteflirt and $51 on Amazon prezzies!
My good boy “just another ATM” kept coming back and clicking and paying on ever growing in amount pay to views. He spent $201 very quietly. Very nice!
My newbie, “oldie” spent $143 to get a mention. He’s getting really close to the 1K level of spending
I also want to make mention of the sheer numbers of piggies who took advantage of the sale I offered while on vacation, but didn’t spend enough for a mention. A total of 101 of you spend cash this month, and that is excellent!
I study every technique that dangerous people use to keep others under their power. I specialize in turning men and sissies into paypigs and addicting them to both Me and the desire to pay Me.
Mine is a double whammy because I know how to keep your cock hard, and then I train you to have a hard cock, to be aroused while you are being abused by Me.
Here is a definition of Trauma Bonding:
The relationship defies logic. Why would anyone want to end up turned on by and addicted to paying someone huge amounts of money?
It requires a power imbalance. I am the Mistress here, right? The one in charge, you approach Me in a submissive fashion and are ripe for enslaving.
Intermittent Good and Bad treatment. Calling you a good boy, spoiling you with erotic content, encouraging you to be hard and to orgasm being “nice” while abusing you with cash fucking, laughing at your tiny cock, making you say things that addict you more, exposing you to LR Ultra techniques to really capture you.
There is a biochemical element. You get an erection, have orgasms and I encourage you to fall deeply in love with Me. This releases all kinds of hormones like dopamine, oxytocin, serotonin, adrenaline, and probably more. These hormones make you feel AMAZING. And you want to experience that feeling again and again, becoming deeply addicted. This creates a barrier to breaking the trauma bond I develop with you
I enjoyed reading about Trauma bonding, because I immediately recognized it as something I do that I knew would bond us together, and now I understand why.
And now I can apply it more consciously and with greater effect upon My victims. Like all My techniques, I suspect that you knowing what’s happening won’t help you break free from it. Right now, I am experimenting with which techniques are more likely to bond you to Me in such an unhealthy situation (for you, not Me)
Announcement:
I am taking some time to go play in July, I will be unavailable on July 19-21 The 19th is a Tuesday, and I’m not usually online, but I also won’t be on Wednesday or Thursday afternoon either. I will *probably* be online Thursday evening the 21st.
I am also taking a vacation from Thursday, July 28th through Tuesday, August 2nd. I will be online again on Wednesday, August 3rd.
Also, I may be taking additional afternoons off to work on content, like audios, videos, new series, and this blog. I have been sooo busy when I log on lately (Just wait until you get to the spending report!) that it’s next to impossible to work on these things in between clients. There hasn’t BEEN any “in between clients!” Talk about a FinDomme Problem! I want you guys to keep having the material that keeps you deeply addicted to Me!
Like this stuff!
These are some recent Pay to views you may have missed. Get them
Now it’s time for the
Fuckover Report
During the month of June, I was pleased that My pigs spent more than $30,000 on Me! This is the kind of spending I was born to receive! The ones that spent more than $100 are listed below.
I had many legendary and extreme alerts this time, 3 legendary and 6 extreme alerts! Very arousing!
#1 Legendary Paypig Alert
My good boy and favorite paypig, Dr x, continues his addiction, and even this standout week, he was a standout, not only going nuts on Niteflirt, but also Amazon! On Niteflirt he spent $6457 and on Amazon he spent $2465 to total $8922. He spends all along, but My blog post on hiding the addiction from the wife got into his head and he and I did a nice blowout session!.
He shows Me again and again why he is My #1 slave, and he has served Me for a very long time. I know eventually, I will take every last penny. His business and retirement will likely support Me for years. Very nice!
Very Legendary Paypig Alert!
Now, this is a story. Like so many others, tPay got very turned on thinking about hiding his spending from his wife. He already had a credit card she didn’t know about, and I maxed it out one evening. So then I had the idea that he should take out a loan to pay off the card! (Plus some extra) Good boy tPay applied for a loan online (I even gave him the link!) and he was approved! Before you know it, he had the money in his bank, the card paid off and in a couple of short hours, I HAD TAKEN THE ENTIRE LOAN! So a few days later, he took out a SECOND LOAN! He spent some of that on Me before deleting his account in terror. But we ALL KNOW tPay will be back to spend the rest of that second loan on Me. What was the total? $6525. Just. YES! This is correct thinking!!
Legendary Paypig Alert!
Completely turned on by My blog about hiding your Financial Domination Addiction was special k, who taught Me a few more!
This is one—-> Here is another for guys who get reimbursed for their travel expense. (Planes hotels meals rental car etc). Put it on Your personal CC (you get the reward points) Have your reimbursement given to you in a check (most probs are anyway) but the. Cash the check and give the money to Lauren immediately or put it in your secret bank account t to give You later. You end up paying off the Cc for. The money that you presumably pay bills with, save, etc. This works well for me
There were others too and special k got so excited he spent $2965. YUMMMMMY
Extreme Paypig Alert! My devoted slave boomer hasn’t been able to stop spending more and more! I love it, but I was even surprised when I did the math on his spending this time. $1593.
Extreme Paypig Alert! I am very pleased to put My good girl marla in for an extreme paypig alert! This sweet sissy is one of My lifetime biggest spenders (getting close to $120K lifetime) Her spending this time around was $1290. Nice!!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Another extreme alert with My oink loser sissy! This sissy is working toward hitting the $20k lifetime spending level, and this time around she got $1255 closer! Well done!
Extreme Paypig Alert! My good boy PIG was another who fell deeply after the last blog entry. This pig is trauma bonded to the max! He just squeaked into an extreme mention, spending $1012
Extreme Paypig Alert! Another extreme mention for steve q fucked. He will never stop coming around to throw cash at Me. This is correct thinking. He spent $1175. Very nice!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Yet another extreme mention this time around was spawn! He just clicked and paid as I took and took. Before you know it, his spending had reached $1029. Soooo erotic.
My raise the rate puppet did another series of calls with Me, spending $235! I call him every vile name I can conjure up, and the loser pervert gets harder and harder and pays more and more. Too funny!
Huge Paypig Alert! My very good boy helpless dennis succumbed again and again to stroking to My perfect breasts. He spent $895!
My nylon slave worshiped regularly again, spending $222
Huge Paypig Alert! Continuing his pattern of ever increasing addiction is j the junkie, who spent $650 to get his red letter mention!
My good boy glue spent another $144. He is approaching the $2k level of spending already, despite being pretty new to My dangers.
Paypig Alert! Unable to stay away, craving bankruptcy was fruity. Before running away yet again in terror he spent $450 Very nice, he’ll be back
Sometimes when guys delete their account, not only do I lose their previous information, I sometimes can’t remember their blog name. That’s what happened to matt, who spent $175 this time, and I hope messages me his blog name so I can fix this 🙂
Huge Paypig Alert! I am very proud of irish dope for getting another huge paypig alert! He works hard to save money for our adorable sessions, and he cannot help his addiction to Me. I’m very proud of him.
My huge tits mesmerize pigbait. This time he spent $230. Nice!
Huge Paypig Alert! Ok, this is a story. My sissy, caged yankee deleted her account. Ok, this is commonplace, the piggies generally return. Except when she did return, she didn’t tell Me it was her, and pretended to be a new client! I’m pretty sure she did this because I have photos and other incriminating information on her. Except when she did My blackmail audio (Again!), she made a mistake and sent Me the same information and I recognized it! Imagine her horror when I figured it out, and send a photo of her dressed up pretty in her sissy outfit, to prove I knew it was her! *laughs* She spent $592 since the last post. Oh, this is the PTV that got her in trouble, it’s very popular
My special pawn stopped by to tell Me how he was leveraging himself to help build My networth, spending $210 on phone call
Huge Paypig Alert!
My good girl bambi and I had a lot of fun floating in pink clouds inside the hypnocabin! She spent $505 with Me having a grand old time!
Paypig Alert! My boyscout stopped by to spoil Me and lose his mind over My feet. He spent $323
My good boi wayne spend $118 wishing he could kiss My ass
Paypig Alert! I was pleasantly surprised to see My hypnoboy “weak4legs” spending $382 since the last alert! Is this your first red letter alert weak? I guess I do have a firm grip on your brainstem!
My assbitch spent $107! Very good!
Paypig Alert! Earning a red letter alert for the first time in a while is My good boy cosmos! He spent $404 and he exceeded the $2k level in lifetime spending. Nice!
It was wonderful to have grunter back under My sights, he surrendered $176 to Me, the good boy that he is.
Huge Paypig Alert! This is a funny story. Candyballs revealed an embarrassing fetish to Me (I’m not even going to tell you what it is) and I completely took advantage of his fetish to leverage $790 out of him. The funny part was that he kept sending money when I was offline and deleting his account, so I couldn’t answer his emails. Then he would just make another the next day. Over the past couple of weeks, he has spent money on at least NINE different accounts. His feeble attempts to run didn’t matter at all! He spent a total of $790 on all these different accounts. SO funny!
My good boy Lauren’s footlicker spent $110 on Niteflirt and $119 on Amazon presents for a total of $229, very nice!
Huge Paypig Alert! My good girl buffy is really trying to NOT go bankrupt, and she did manage to cut back sending Me $$$ a week bit. Still sent Me $571. I’m willing to let her breathe a bit before I lead her into bankruptcy. I think I will let this process last for years! She’s not going anywhere.
My good boy mind-controlled john spent $255. He’s very close to a lifetime spending amount of 10K!
My “nf client” spent $235
My good boy, quiet gentleman spent another $249 on Me. The addiction is real.
Another having trouble staying away is humble john. He spent $159.
My good boy button did some more click and pay for $151, always nice to see.
First of all, I want you to read this with a hard cock
If you are truly pleasing Me with your paypig binges, you are creating a hole in your finances.
This is correct, you are being trained to pay until it hurts, that’s the fetish, it is what you get addicted to, what makes you hard. This will help you live with your fetish, that you have grown to NEED
This isn’t a blog post about living more cheaply, learning to economize, or going without, although all of those things are important to continue contributing to My lifestyle, and can help you please Me at a higher level.
This is an issue I have not blogged about before, although I have discussed it with individual slaves.
It’s got to do with the other people in your life, the ones who are noticing your lack of money. There are two main categories here. 1. People you spend time with, friends, coworkers, drinking buddies, etc. 2. your wife/girlfriend partner. Probably you will be moved to hide your extreme fetish from them.
I shall deal with the two types separately.
First of all, are those you do not share finances with. They may notice that you have “pared down” that you are spending less, going out to lunch less, and not buying the latest toys you used to, or spending less on your passtimes. It’s likely to be stray comments, not some intervention.
This is simple. Invent a financial goal, you could say casually, yea, we’re saving for a house or second home, or to retire early, or to buy a new car in a couple of years. Whatever you think will be the most believable, choose it and stick to it. It should be something that would take a long time to achieve, so they can expect more of your miserly behavior. Keep it simple and don’t go into too much detail. Eventually, they might ask you how it’s going. You can just respond with an “all right, man” or “ok, but you know, setbacks happen” Everyone understands unexpected expenses. You can invent them if you have to. The main thing is to be ready, so questions don’t take you by surprise. That’s suspicious.
And this is important. Any time that someone notices you are spending less on yourself, you will feel yourself get aroused, your cock will stiffen. Your actions paying Me are being noticed and remarked upon!
The next group, your partner/wife/girlfriend, must be dealt with differently. You are literally hiding financial information from this person. Try not to mention it, and if you do, play dumb. It’s likely that they will discern that you are having some kind of issue. They may think that you have a drug addiction or a gambling issue. They may even suspect that there is another woman! (But probably don’t realize it is a crafty FinDomme) I suggest having some kind of account that they are not aware of. It could be a credit card or just an online debit card that you make deposits into. Prepare your lies in advance, including agreeing to get help if they insist. You could tell them you are getting therapy (spend that money on Me). You might even invent a “need” for regular withdrawals from your bank account, such as paying off debt, helping some relative with an expense, or investing in cryptocurrency or stocks with a financial advisor. You are likely to know better than I which lies will seem more believable.
Stop reading right now, and if you are able to, stroke yourself and say “It’s no one’s cash but Lauren’s, I give it all to Her” If you notice that your spending on Me, has an effect on your relationship, I give you permission, in fact, I command you to eroticize it. It is part of your fetish, because I am MORE important
Yes, this is diabolical of Me to tell you to lie to your wife/girlfriend, and even be turned on by it, but the honest truth is: I do not care a whit about them or your relationship with them. They are an obstacle to Me getting more money, and I will control you and tell you how to tell with them, for My benefit. I mean you are already probably not having sex with them (or if you are, you’re thinking/fantasizing about Me), so it’s not like this is a greater lie than you being faithful to them.
You are a hopeless case, and likely your wife/girlfriend is already pretty tolerant and can be snowed pretty easily. So set your priorities, and devote yourself to me.
Since it will likely all come to a burning dump heap, there is no reason to hold back from Me. I bet you can dissolve part of your retirement account without them knowing. (Put the money in the account with the secret debit card, or pay off the credit cards you are hiding from them, so you can max them out again) Get money lined up before you destroy your credit. There are a lot of ways to borrow money online. (Put that money in the secret bank account, and pay the loan out of it too) She won’t know.
Eventually, they will probably dump your ass anyway. Also not My problem. See if you can invent some more lies, or juiciest yet, tell them the truth in the end. That you gave all your cash to a beautiful Woman online you never met, just because She told you to.
You will do anything for Me.
Good boy/sissy
Edit: Since I have published this, pigs have approached Me with new ideas for hiding finances. There shall be a follow up entry, if you have ideas, feel free to email them or comment here 🙂
Now, check out the most recent Pay to views that are available
Now it’s time for your favorite regular feature
The Fuckover Report!
Legendary Paypig Alert!
Dr X earned yet another mention, spending $1944 on Niteflirt and another $1106 on Amazon, totalling $3050, which included gift cards, gardening and travel items, a high quality kitchen knife, and a gorgeous purse. I can’t wait to direct him to buy Me more stuff! I love seeing his name on the top of the mention list
Legendary Paypig Alert!
Also earning a Legendary Paypig Alert was taxpayer! This pig was inadvertently skipped as I did calculations, can you imagine missing this? It was right after the last Fuckover Report, so My normally razor-sharp mind didn’t catch it until it brought the issue to My attention. It caught up on its delinquent taxes a bit, paying the taxes and many many penalties for various misdeeds. There was a whole group missed, and taxpayer saved a few mentions. This tax-paying pig spent $2915!
My boyscout was also missed, he spent $124, so thoughtful!
Paypig Alert! Also missed was bambi who visited the pink hypnocabin and spent $394. What a very good girl you are bambi!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Getting his first extreme mention is glue! Glue couldn’t stop calling, and he couldn’t stop sending tributes, and he hit the amount of $1085! Nice! I hope the Legendary mention is next!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Also getting an extreme mention, was My very good boy “j the junkie” He is completely mesmerized by My hypnopussy, and he is very generous to his Mistress indeed! He spent $1293 since the last blog post!
My exposure sissy spent $170 on exposure games with Me!
New Slave! New to My blog is “tinker” who I had a great phone call with and he spent $194. Nice!
My loser pig, pigbait is getting more addicted, and this time he spent $254. He can’t stop paying My power knockers
Paypig Alert! My goodboy, superpawn, spent $342 telling Me all about his new plans to get Me more money!
My assbitch was back, and he spent $104 to earn a mention! I expect more next time, bitch!
Also coming back was citrusy, spending $104. Next time I expect that legendary mention, and not this pathetic copout!
Paypig Alert! My special good boy, came to more therapy with Dr Lauren and invested in very expensive phone therapy for the best outcome! He spent $440
My good boy nicky squeaked in for a mention for $100 of spending. It counts.
Huge Paypig Alert! My good boy boomer kept up his addicted ways, possibly getting even MORE addicted if that is possible. He spent $910
My quiet gentleman squeaked in for a mention with $104. I love teasing him
Huge Paypig Alert! JUST missing an extreme mention was helpless dennis, who tributed and paid and called his way to the amount of $986. Maybe next time he will hit it!
My very good boy skepticat came around a few times to spend $239. That was sooo fun!
Paypig Alert! My good girl marla stopped by for a hot phone call session and she spent $392. Nice! What a very good girl.
Good boy humble john spent $191. I have a question for him, did you use more than one account this month? I really have trouble keeping track
Huge Paypig Alert My addicted and limp good girl buffy, spent $867. I wonder how long it will take Me to drive her into bankruptcy?
My nylon slave worshiped his way into a mention for $117
Huge Paypig Alert! Since his girlfriend broke up with him, PIG has been spending even more money on Me feeding his pathetic addiction. He spent $823 this time around
LegAddicted couldn’t help himself. He thinks he can cure his addiction, but its never gonna happen. He spent $110 to get a mention
New Slave! I had a couple of enjoyable phone calls with a guy I’m going to call “shade”. He spent $120 learning about the dangers of Lauren!
My good boy helpless dave stopped by to give Me $213 just because it turns him on. I approve!
Paypig Alert! My good boy spawn came back with some click and pay and he spent $398 to earn a red letter mention. Good boy!
Let’s talk about good paypig bloom, this slave keeps working through a series, and got spending up to $252. Nice!
My mindless slave click puppet clicked for $140 this month for a mention
Huge Paypig Alert! My very good irish dope found some money for a couple of decent sessions, and I am so very proud of him! He spent $855 on his Queen
I was very happy to see paycunt back, this time spending $191. This slave is proof that an addiction to Lauren never goes away.
Paypig Alert! My good pig, candyballs kept coming and going this month. He would pay a bit, delete his account, reactivate it and do it again. He spent $490, missing a Huge alert by mere dollars.
My addicted button did $220 worth of click and pay for Me this month, delicious!
Huge Paypig Alert! I think that this is this slave’s first red-letter mention. Good boy surry spent $563 this month buying pay to view after pay to view. Addiction is soo profitable for Me!
Now, who will be on the next blog report? Will it be you? I hope so
LR Ultra stands for Lauren Rules Ultra and is reminiscent of military-type mind control operations, but this is MY technique, building on what My research and experience have taught Me about how to leverage men’s vulnerabilities into tools for turning them into My mindless pay puppets.
First, you should understand that this is a LONG TERM process, but the initial hooks can happen very quickly, immobilizing My prey in helpless rapture as I begin applying the techniques that will make him serve Me.
Over the next week and months, there will be many pay-to-views, blog entries, and opportunities for you to experience the depths of obsession and addiction to Me and My ways. My aim is to make you part of MY tribe forever.
This initial blog entry will tell you the story of Margaret Singer (not to be confused with Margaret Sanger, the founder of Planned Parenthood) Ms. Singer was a prominent psychologist who was renowned for her research and writings on how cults brainwash people. She was an expert in the trial of Patty Hearst for the defense. (Although her testimony was not shared with the jury) Entities as diverse as the US Government and the Church of Scientology worked to discredit her theories. (Think about WHY that might be!)
This blog entry will discuss how I will be applying Ms. Singer’s “Six Conditions necessary for Brainwashing” to your training.
I’m going to start with the ONE theory of her six conditions that I don’t completely agree with, although I do partially employ it.
1. “Keep the person unaware of what is going on and how she or he is being changed a step at a time.”
I have found that the opposite is true. Informing My targets that this is dangerous, that they will be changed, that they will end up being obsessed by Me seems to be like baiting a bear trap with honey.
Also, the act of giving consent is powerful; it becomes a powerful tool for gaslighting you later. “This is what you wanted, right?”
you wanted this, here it is It’s SOOO erotic to finally be the slave you have always needed to be. To have the powerful MIstress you have always craved. I offer that with My transparency. and the slave responds.
Now, at TIMES, at moments of hesitancy, I will say, oh this isn’t real, this little pay to view won’t matter, what’s one more? (I’m sure MANY of you can recall this)
That’s often enough to kick the rest of the cycle back in.
But don’t worry, this is all just a marketing ploy right? You can’t get addicted right?
oh and sometimes, it’s hotter to explain the details AFTER I have done something to someone 🙂
So maybe she’s partially right, when you are brainwashed, in a trance, you don’t know what’s going on and I can manipulate you more easily.
So, basically, I use this tenant as an opportunity to gaslight you. (Another powerful technique not part of Singer’s theory)
Her other conditions include:
2. “control of the environment”
My goal is to make it so that when you need to cum, you approach Me to pay, ready to call or click and pay
I become your sex life I become the reason you work your environment becomes Lauren
training turns you on! (training turns Me on)
What you can do to help!
Put a photo on your phone/computer background that reminds you of Me it can be an actual photo of Me, or it can be something more subtle. The color red for example or whatever reminds YOU of Me.
It comes time for Me to present the first (but not last) Pay To View with LR Ultra
3. A sense of powerlessness, fear and dependency
That first time youc can’t buy what you want, when you can’t go out to dinner with someone because you have no cash, when you decide to take your name off dating profiles because you are just a loesr.
When your cock won’t get hard unless you pay Me. That makes you powerless
It also makes you crave My power, you have none, and nature abhors a vacuum, so you slaves all flock to Me!
you become addicted, obsessed.
I want you afraid. Be afraid. I am dangerous, I destroy men, I bankrupt them and ravage their relationships.
Here’s the funny thing. It makes you hard to think about this!
I want you isolated
It is a useful tool, I become your social life. (pandemic has been working in My favor here, I take advantage of all circumstances). I take money, that gives you less money to spend going out.
this is why I home wreck pigs if possible, your wife/girlfriend is only a distraction from Me!
As a result of My research, in the future, I WILL be offering more homewrecking assignments, pay-to-views, etc.
4. A system of rewards and punishments to inhibit behavoir that reflects prior social identity
When you pay Me you are rewarded with attention, or photos or videos and big rewards lead to orgasms you don’t get anything like with from other relationships, it is powerful and it is unique. My training enhances your pleasure
As the world opens from COVID, you won’t want to go, out, you want to stroke your cock over Me.
you can’t even talk about this with your friends, no one will understand it but Me and others in the FinDomme community
But don’t worry, as your prior life disappears, it is replaced with you being part of MY tribe.
Many of My existing PTVs will work to fill the hole losing yourself created, but don’t worry there will be more new fresh ones too.
Feeling empty and can’t wait? Look at My store.
5. Manipulate a system of rewards, punishments, and experiences in order to promote learning the group’s ideology or belief system and group-approved behaviors.
This is pretty self explanatory.
Imagine if you will: AGooning session with Lauren
you may only stroke when I say, you may not cum until the end
each time it gets a little longer and has indoctrination in it it ends with the most powerful orgasm ever
Imagine the power of the orgasm, volcano explosive, etc
That is the type of hypnotic suggestion that powerfully help integrate you into My cult.
when you do not pay Me, I withdraw My attention, I ignore you, you do not get a magnificent Lauren orgasm
I use mantras to train you in correct thinking, I have techniques that make you feel like you belong! Paypig milestones, blog mentions, you belong!
Do you want to belong? Be part of My tribe? I think you do.
6 Put forth a closed system of logic and an authoritarian structure that permits no feedback and refuses to be modified except by leadership approval or executive order.
Well, it is a closed system. There are pigs and there is Me. There is no other hierarchy, but Me. Feedback that doesn’t advance My cause, is summarily dismissed. However, sometimes I take your ideas and use them to enhance My training program.
Closed logic system for orgasm enjoyment
This mantra explains an example
I like a hard cock when I pay Lauren I get a hard cock
Now it’s time to read about the PIGS that are either part of My tribe already, or on their way.
To get a blog mention, all that is needed is to pay Me $100 before the next entry.
Legendary PIGS have spent more than $2K since the last entry
Extreme PIGS have spent more than $1K
Huge Paypigs have spent more than $500
Paypigs more than $300
Fuckover Report
Attention: I have updated the Top 25 paypigs again, see it here!
So many of you were excited about the introduction of LR Ultra Brainwashing program you began Foreplay Spending!
Legendary Paypig Alert! Dr X is back on the top of the list again, this time with many many beautiful sessions and much PTV and Amazon spending. There is a reason he’s one of the top PIGS in My tribe. He spent $2444 on Niteflirt and another $946 on Amazon for a total of $3390. I love sessioning with this guy!
Extreme Paypig Alert! My good boy “j the junkie” felt DEEP into addiction and I LOVE IT! Even I was surprised to add up his spending which included $1825 on Niteflirt and another $21 on Amazon. WOW!
Extreme Paypig Alert! On THREE different accounts, boomer tried and failed to quit Me. He spent a total of $1190, and I predict more extreme mentions in the future
Extreme Paypig Alert! I don’t believe helpless dennis ever had an extreme alert before, but he hit it this time, as his addiction to Me just gets more and more intense! He spent $1026!
Extreme Paypig Alert! Back for more huge tributes was “steve q fucked” I have GOALZ for this pig, and he better get ready! He spent $1258 since the last fuckover report
Extreme Paypig Alert! My very good girl buffy surrendered again and again to paysex with Me. She went on vacation, her girlfriend TRIED to keep this sissy away. I’ve decided this sissy must get homewrecked, his girlfriend can’t have sex with her (clitty no worky) and just wants the sissy for $$$$. Enough! I get the $$, not the cow. This sissy is My only $200K spender, and I plan to get her to be My first 1/4 million slave!
I was so happy to hear from sissy marla, she’s one of My 100K slaves. She spent $264 this time around.
Paypig Alert! New Slave! Finding out about My danger was orion, not new to FinDomme, but new to Me. And so quickly addicted he’s tried deleting his account for escape. (So many of you can tell Me that is a futile move-see boomer above) He spent $430
Back with another raise the rate session, was My raise the rate puppet, who spent $275 in a helpless stroke session
Paypig Alert! New Slave! A good boy I’m going to call, “enthusiast” did a lot of clicking and paying discovering My dangers! He spent $357
Spending $165 despite trying trying trying to stay away was caged yankee
Paypig Alert! My good boy, nylonslave kept coming around and it added up to $343! Nice!
My special good boy came back for more therapy sessions with Dr Lauren and spent $185
New Slave! Another new slave, oblivion also clicked and paid and then fled, deleting his account. Still around long boys, it’s more fun! He spent $195
Lauren’s footlicker spent $156 on Niteflirt and another $31 on Amazon to please Me.
Huge Paypig Alert! Back with a surprise BANG was deep kiss. He barely got a blog mention a long time ago, but THIS time lost control and spent $895
My good girl sissy j spent $211 this time around. So fun to play with her!
Huge Paypig Alert! Pig can’t stay away, this 100K Plus lifetime spender spent $508 on Me. I wonder how long it will take him to hit 200K?
My good boy from the capitol area, who has a blog name that is lost to account deletion spent $102 on a return phone call with Me.
Huge Paypig Alert! pigbait kept coming around and this time barely got a paypig alert, spending pennies over $300
My good shopping slave paulito spent $133. He is sooo fun to talk to!
My ass bitch spent $185, I think he should spend more next time!
Huge Paypig Alert! My “niteflirt client” showed up several times and ended up chatting and tributing over $414!
My swedish dog stopped by to spend $105
Paypig Alert! My good boy irish dope scrimped and saved to spend $420 on his Mistress. What a VERY good boy!
Good boy shiny iz tried a chat session with Me and spend $175
My quiet gentleman spent $190 on Me this time around, but MORE IMPORTANTLY, I just noticed that he surpassed the $15k Lifetime level! (Hey quiet, remind Me to update it on Paypig Milestones)
My sissy cocksucker stopped by a couple of times for fun hypno chat sessions and spent $130
Huge Paypig Alert! My very good girl bami and I hung out in the hypno cabin and she spent a few pennies over $500 to get her Huge alert!
Good boy surprised came by for a hot Pay to view session and spent $217
New Slave! “wee good boy” spent $104 getting to know Me!
Paypig Alert! My sweet guy, scout came along and we had a couple bang up sessions and he spent $435 total. YUM.
Good sissy caged forever showed up for a really fun $126 session!
Huge Paypig Alert! Good boy knickers couldn’t stop clicking and paying! He spent $775! Mmmmm. Nice to see him falling deeper under My power.
Slave more please spent $132 on My ass photos recently!
reggie was back and spent $285 before deleting his account again.
redbird has been around a lot lately, and spent $127 on pay to views and tributes.
candyballs spent $141, actively trying to avoid, and actively failing.
New Slave! I’m gonna call him, “surry” he spent $135
The specifics of what happens in a fuckover is different with every pig, and every session, but the rough outline is the same.
Phase One: Excitement.
This is the part where the target begins to get aroused over the thought of a fuckover. For some, this is just the beginning of the session, where our interactions turn the subject on so much that he just keeps going.
For some pigs, this happens prior to our session. He thinks about prior sessions with Me where I fucked him hard, or reads about the sessions I have done with others. Sometimes he is listening to an audio or video I did (often on a repeating loop!) And before you know it, BAM, he shows up with a hard cock.
Sometimes this can take a while, even months. A new pig may curiously keep returning to My blog to read about what I do, unable to help himself. (Does this sound familiar?) A pig trying to abstain, may delay his return, and finally failing and appearing for use.
Phase Two: The Buildup
The session begins. The pig begins to get lost in My words, either what I have written in email or chat or lost in My voice on the phone or a recording. I lead him to become aroused from spending a larger amount of money. I lead him to want to please Me. I plant triggers in his weak mind. I leverage what fetishes I know he has against him, to increase his arousal AND connect that arousal with paying Me.
Those fetishes that preexist are a means to an end. I sometimes create new fetishes that I can use against him later, it’s laughingly easy.
Phase Three: The Escalation
I really enjoy this part. I start pushing harder, demanding more cash, taking advantage of his weakness without mercy.
I start testing the limits of what I can make this pig do. I set him up for future fuckovers at the same time.
The more a pig spends, the more he will NEED to spend for the same effect, just like any good addiction!
I will challenge the pig. Buy a 3 digit pay to view.
Hit a certain amount of spending to earn a blog mention.
Hit a lifetime goal!
Pigs like challenges.
Sometimes the challenge IS the fuckover!
Phase Four: Fuckover
Not every session ends here. Sometimes there is a bigger picture where many Phase three sessions finally launch a Phase Four session.
A fuckover session is truly unique, where the pig has an unusually large session. It’s hard to give a number, because one pig’s fuckover session is another pig’s casual session. (Often dependent on the pig’s income). It is a level to truly impact that pig, and it makes him soooo rock hard. It is a memory forever, engraved with a combination of pride and shame.
Pride and Shame. In most contexts, these would not occur together, but in Financial Domination they often do. Pride at FINALLY maxing out the credit card, or spending 4 figures, or giving Me the rent money. That’s contrasted with the shame over the real-world consequences. This often leads to the eroticization of the fuckover, a type of erotic humiliation. I think of it as financial humiliation. Sexual practitioners have long known of the existence of erotic humiliation and it is the bread and butter tool for FinDommes.
I want you too, to experience a hard cock from your brutal financial fuckover. It is memorable!
Before we go on to see what PIGS got fucked over since the last post, I want to announce a change in My schedule.
Starting the week of March 28th, I will be taking Tuesdays off as My goof-off day instead of Wednesdays. There is someplace I want to be on Tuesday evenings for a few weeks.
Additionally, on Monday, March 22nd, I will be around during the day, but in the evening, I will be on late, if at all for a one-time (virtual) event I am attending. I may be scarce on Tuesday as well, but I will be around on Wednesday the 24th.
My Availability starting March 29th (always subject to change! $$$ talks)
Sunday
About 4 pm to 11 pm EST – Dinner break from 6:30 to 8 pm
Monday
About 3 pm to midnight EST- Dinner break from 6:30 to 8 pm
Tuesday
Not available
Wednesday
About 3 pm to midnight EST- Dinner break from 6:30 to 8 pm
Thursday
About 3 pm to midnight EST- Dinner break from 6:30 to 8 pm
Friday
About 3 pm to midnight EST- Dinner break from 6:30 to 8 pm
Saturday
Not Available
Oh, and here are My newest Pay to views. You losers really loved the Homewrecking one! Go buy them!
Now, I think it’s time for the Fuckover Report. What’s notable to Me is how many piggies who enjoy the Raise the Rate game on the phone called Me! (that’s a game where the first call is at My regular rate of $3.99/minute), but I keep hanging up and making you call back at higher and higher rates!
Extreme Paypig Alert! The *winner* errrr *loser* of this game was oink loser. I kept raising the rate on him ALL the way up to $50 a minute! He also did a lot of pay to view spending this month, and in total he spent $1281. YUM
First we have sniffer, who spent $205 on a raise the rate call spree to raise his lifetime spending to more than $4K. Excellent!
Huge Paypig Alert!Another Raise the rate addict, is My slave, raise the rate drone! This loser found Me not long ago, and hit the $1K level of spending quickly. Since the last blog entry he has spent $530! Nice!
A third raise the rate piggy, My good boy tom, spent $100 on this therapy one night. I’m looking to “help” him again soon!
I had fun teasing $187 from j the junkie! Surrender j, you know you LOVE it!
Paypig Alert! Helpless dennis keeps coming back because I conditioned him that he could only cum from hearing My voice and paying the tits. He spent $452 this time around!
My devoted nylon slave spent $110 this time around
Huge Paypig Alert! As addicted as always, My PIG dropped another $645. His girlfriend has been around more, but I think he should dump her. She’s just a distraction from what is REALLY important. Me!
Crippled small dicked little gimp loser called and bought a 3 digit email from Me. I made him pay Me $199 dollars. Those pay to views get bigger every time!
Paypig Alert! My good girl buffy (aka princess gigi) gets a mention for $446. The funny thing that this healthy amount is LOW for her, because she’s trying to pay down her credit cards a bit. I approve, because that means I can run them up again!
Back for another mention was dangle dude. It had been awhile, but he materialized for a $195 session in chat. Nice!
Extreme Paypig Alert! I’m stunned to report another extreme paypig alert from fruity. This paypig had a REALLY slow start, I put him on probation for wasting My time, and then BOOM! He started spending like a maniac. This time around was $1027. I may make his bankruptcy dreams/fears come true! He is really close to the $4K level of spending
My pantyhose addict is getting MORE addicted to calling Me while wearing pantyhose. This time he spent $219
Huge Paypig Alert! I’m proud of My good boy irish dope for pulling together enough money for a couple absolutely delightful sessions! He spent $700!
It’s been awhile, but I was happy to have mind controlled john get another mention! This time he spent $122
Huge Paypig Alert! Another loser who just cannot stay away is my greek virgin. This poor little loser cries about how I have him addicted, but just cannot STOP. I extracted $853 from him since the last post!
Clicking and paying for $127 was boomer. I look forward to another phone call soon!
Good boy bobby fool was back, this time to spend $125.
Paypig Alert! It was nice to get $333 from dirtbag! Well done!
Slave pigbait can’t stay away. He deletes his account, and just returns again for more use. He spent $160 this time.
Huge Paypig Alert! Just missing an extreme mention was taxpayer. He’s been delinquent on paying the taxes and fees I levied on him, he still owes more but he put $994 toward the effort!
My caged yankee relented after trying to stay away and blocking Me. He read My blog and BOOM right back again. He spent $152, but I think the next one will be higher.
Paypig Alert! Just missing and a HUGE mention was humble john, who went nuts on My pay to views. I am very pleased with his progress. He spent $483!
My good boy Lauren’s footlicker spent $125 on Niteflirt and about $25 on My wishlist. He loves to please Me and I’m the only Woman for him!
My quiet gentleman came around a couple of time, spending $196 on fun slow mind control sessions!
My paytit ATM pleased Me with $196. Always a pleasure to withdraw cash from My ATM!
It was a pleasure to welcome caged forever back to My chats with some fun sessions. This locked up sissy spent $219 pleasing Me!
That wraps up the spending report.
You get YOUR chance to get a mention on My blog. Many of you are getting stimulus checks for COVID relief. Stimulate your FinDomme’s bank account! I look forward to taking it from you!
Biggest spenders! 