Happy Valentines day to all My junkies!

I know many of you reading this are lurking, that you return to My blog to read it again and again, and that you are afraid or do not know how to begin serving Me.

Some of you serve Me from time to time,

and some of you are loyal slaves who never miss a chance to serve. Me.

I want ALL of you reading this to step up to the plate today (it’s ok if you are late, and don’t see this until after Feb 14th, better late than never)

I made a special Valentines Day clip, with photos and even put in a video piece from My archives…

So you can get it as a reward for serving Me..

 But that isn’t enough, is it?

And I do LOVE prezzies! And I added lots of appropriate V-day gifts at ALL price points…go crazy!

Now I want to talk about some of the Biggest Junkies of the week

I have a new Mystery Man, I’m going to call g-man who clicked and paid through My “Financial Slavery begins with a $2 email”   I woke up to find that he spent over $600 pleasing Me….and asked nothing in return but enjoying the contents of the paymail!  Well done g-man!

I also have a new “British Victim”  who overcame his trepidation to spend over $400 this week on Me…I think he may be addicted.  He claims he plans to stay away for awhile, but we all know how well that works…Not.

I think some of the words he wrote Me, were right on Target to how Financial slaves feel about their victimization, so I am going to share

I know that by sending this I am accepting myself as a money slave. I love it. This has been the biggest emotional rollercoaster of an hour in my hole life. The post orgasmic high is still with me. I feel guidy, happy, excited each time I think of you or zoom in on a photo.

I wholely accept that I will do this again one day (I’m still hard!). The totaly, uterly crazy thing is that the thought of doing it again makes me smile a beaming smile in a room on my own. crazy.

and

And I know you have heard it all before, but WOW. I could never have imagined financial domination could feel this good. Its turned my mind upside down. It doesnt even feel seedy anymore, just loving, caring and correct x x x x x x

and best of all this

The feeling after masturbating to financial rape is completely different to the dull lethargic feeling after normal wanking. Its almost exactly the same endorphin filled high you have after long sex with a close partner.

I’m not sure if anyone has said that before, but I also now understand the gratitude guys feel towards you after they have been raped. I feel enormous good will to you right now x x x

Welcome to the fold British victim

This week also made scottie, a weak man with a newfound Lauren addiction much much poorer….he spent HOURS on the phone with Me, getting totally tranced out, while I extracted over $1100 from him (and the week before it had been another $650)

Have fun with Me  and call back again Scottie! (yes I “am” really good at wallet rape, aren’t I?)

And of course we had cameos from Dr X and wallet cunt..both dropping several hundred.

Valentines Day is just going to cap it off!

Once I get My claws into a man, they just can’t seem to escape Me.  Most try, and some manage to stay away for a time, even a year…before being drawn back in again.

I got this letter this week from a slave

Dear Mistress Lauren,

over the years I have joined and quit NF several times, and you are pretty much the only findom who’s been able to keep it interesting. (I tend to buy a few things, feel guilty, quit, and then come back.) Your pics are just fing too good, very suggestive and erotic, but still somehow demure, and very teasing, taunting and appetizing, making a guy want more and more.

When I distance myself a bit I realize you simply have a great business going, raking it in, coming out with new products, occasional sales, good promotion. But your business is pushing men’s buttons, holding their little balls till them can’t help responding and gently squeezing till they get incrementally excited, wanting and oblivious to the cost, just needing more. You’re good at what you do, but of course you know it and love it.

And being kind of sadistic, not just wanting money but wanting to squeeze those balls till they suffer, have nothing left and are emptied and regret their total fucking stupidity and lack of control…somehow that just makes you more enticing, and you obviously know that telling them how you are going to totally fuck them over, is your way of being a coquette and adding excitement.

I thought that letter was pretty on target for My goals for all My weak little puppets. I tenderize you, and then I chew you up and spit you out to do again another day.

Some notable slaves this week.   “Sunburst slave”  (Name changed to protect their privacy) showed up for another out of control round of click and pay.  I always love being surprised by finding out that a slave has been paying and paying while I slumber.  Sunburst went through My new series and spending $270 while I was dreaming of luxurious and indulgent things.

Also, my no nonsense “young gun” also surprised Me with middle of the night spending this week, to the tune of a few hundred over several sessions.

And then, My biggest spender of the week, was Smelly.  (once again, name changed for blogging reasons) Smelly has a really strong foot fetish, and a love of what My voice does for him. He spent hundreds, maybe even as much as a grand this past week, on custom made audios that just made him week.  I gave him little mantras to repeat as he stared at My photos and admired My strong legs, and reprogrammed him to only get hard for Lauren. He bought pay mails as big as $200, just to please Me….(all of you take a lesson here)

A couple of times this week, it become apparent to Me, that many of you are purchasing My paymails on your cell/mobile phones, and need a way to see if your device is compatible with My slideshows and videos.

So I made two very short clips in the two formats My clips are in…(wmv and mp4) so you can download them on your phone to test…it’s free (You don’t need to pay the ten cent payment request, that’s just  the only way I have to deliver a NF email into your box at a click)

So now you can see if you can view My stuff right on your phone. And if  you can’t, google and you may find a way for your phone to handle it

I posted here about the “10 Day Extreme Wallet Rape of Loserbeast”

After 10 days and $12,530 dollars I did not expect the fuckery to continue this fervently.

And he tried to slow down for a few days.

And failed!

In the week since that post, he has spent another $5,618!

So this has become a 17 day fuckover for $18,148, over $1000 a day average!

I now seem to have developed “Loserbeast Radar”  Its very eerie, but I will wake up in the middle of the night to see that he is in the middle of a spending rampage, or that he has emailed Me, or that he is simply clicking Pay to View buttons (and its laughingly simple to get him to start buying them)

He is addicted.  I will get every last cent.   Loserbeast wrote Me that I deserved it all, and you know what?  He’s right.

And I want to take a minute here to recognize ANOTHER slave that has emerged, and become a little lost in the swirl around Loserbeast’s wallet rapes.   I’m going to call him  Losershadow, because he always seems to show up when I’m wallet raping Loserbeast….

Anyway, since shadow first found Me on August 8, he has spent $2767 dollars himself–and he was a major contributor in the 10K fantasy week.

Actually, come to think about it, between Loserbeast and shadow, and the rest of the junkies, every week since has been 10K or more.  
This can continue guys, it makes Me very happy.

I know when I’m at the bottom of their wallets, some other Loser will take their place.

*laughs*

This week I am going to be highlighting some of the beautiful things My slaves write about Me.

I had one regular slave of Mine go through a Feedback Orgy, finding old feedback he had failed to leave and updating it, writing such breathtaking things they deserve mention.

Some of My favorites

Another amazing letter describing how I’m financially enslaving a helpless man!

*kneels before his Mistress*

Hello Mistress Lauren.  I wanted you to know that I tried to leave feedback after midnight last night, but I’m not able to leave feedback yet.  I just tried again, two minutes prior to this email, and it still is not letting me.  I think NF is on an actual 24hr. feedback schedule.  Like, I need to wait 24hrs. from my first feedback given to you before I can leave another.  I thought it would reset after midnight.  Please forgive my assumption.  However, I will leave you the feedback you deserve when I am able.  Thank you for abusing me yesterday Mistress.

I’m in love with your wicked laugh.  I LOVE how you enjoy brainwashing me into a mindless fuck you can drain.  I keep thinking about what was said in the emails I bought; particularly the one about me on my knees behind you, worshipping your ass, as you take my ATM card.  I imagine you becoming stern in your demands, “Give me your PIN number,” but I hesitate.  You slap my face once and watch my lust build and my attention completely on you as you lock my gaze with your eyes.  “Give me your PIN number pig, NOW!”  I blurt it out without hesitation as you shove my face back into your perfect ass immediately after taking my PIN.

I can feel you’re the type of woman that can get whatever she wants when she has a man caught in her presence.  There’s nowhere to run.  Being in your presence, I wouldn’t be able to stop you from grabbing at me, breathing in my face, spitting in my mouth (drugged by your taste).  Weaker and weaker as I grew harder beyond my control.  I wouldn’t be able to shut off your words that penetrate my weakened mind; brainwashing me into submission.  I could stop myself or finish myself when I’m alone to stop from making stupid decisions.  I can hang up the phone to shut off the brainwashing.  My life would be in danger if I were near you…I’m sure of it.  But it’s SO HOT to think about, Mistress.

Hungry for You,

slave tim

I love the emails I get from My slaves.
Here are a couple of recent gems!

From a slave who just renamed himself Lauren Rules Bankrupt Me (Has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?)

I am so sorry I have been away for so long you have expoited me so bad Mistress I had to file for bankrupcy…..you have taken everything from me I have gotten a divorce because of you and lost everything. I have nothing but still cant stay away from you. I try to hide from you and you find me I try and forget about you and I dream about you what have you done to me……I am so sorry I am broke and can not give you your money you have taken me for so much I cant beleive it……there are times I just sit and think about how much you actually took from me not just financially but you took my whole life. I am so sorry I do not have the money do give you anymore I work my ass off to get out of debt so you will one day use me again. Thanks for ruining my life you are worth it.

Notice how the loser is trying to get more money to serve Me? Even after I destroyed him? I have to use him in different ways now..exploit his poverty on My blog! (You too could be exploited like this!)  For the record, this slave sent me about 15K dollars in the course of a few months…

And this one…a bit wordy, but powerful in his despair all the same

Lauren,

I have to be honest with you, I have been to other hypnotists on NF over these many years. But something always brings me back to you. Nobody else, just you. Somehow you have permanently altered something in my brain, the part that provides willpower, so it always crumbles back to you. I think it may have been that first game, the one in which “we begin our lives of service to you in the most devious way possible.” The dreaded $2 email, from which thousands of dollars flow from us to you. I tell myself I am not going back to your pages, website, pictures, but something in my brain starts sending out signals that it is time to call, time to submit, no sense fighting it, just continue your life of service to Lauren. I remember being amused by the game, no way this could happen, certainly could not be permanent. But you plant something in us, I am not sure how, that seems impossible to alter, to remove, to ignore. I remember I played the game twice so maybe that is why it has damaged my brain and will so greatly. Of course I played other games of yours as well which I am sure didn’t help. But the first game still thrills me when I think of that night, the first time you worked your charms on me, placed me under you stunning spell. But I thought it would fade like all others, but somehow it hangs on. I read your blogs over and over, about Dr. X and your wallet boys, and seem to cling to every word. Why? What is it that you do to us? I believe I can talk with you safely, but end up your mindless robot without even realizing it. I believe I can resist your spell, defend my brain and will, but somehow or other find myself in unexplainable obedience and worship of your every whim, your happiness vital to my existence. Why?

Sorry about my rambling. I remember the first email I sent you before playing that first game, and I remember your response was so quick. And you knew, and you said in that email, that such a quick response would draw me in further, would be so exciting that I would be compelled to play. And as always, you were right. And you watched me play, saying “don’t stop now, you are playing the game so well.” And that increased my heart rate, my breathlessness, forced me further, until the only way to physically stop was to call. And already capitulating to your devastating game, words and photos, I must have been easy prey for such a skilled Siren such as yourself.

Maybe that’s it. You are a true life Siren from mythological times, no man can resist after once hearing or seeing such beauty and power. Once stung, always in your power.

This is scary for me. I try to reason it out as I do with all things, but just can’t. Maybe that is part of the spell, the inability to understand it which prevents us from escaping your clutches. Something in our cerbral cortex damaged beyond repair, always to be totally in your control.

Signed
A

Oh and by the way…this is the game that A refers to beginning his destruction

Your financial slavery to Me begins with only a $2 email. It’s only $2, that can’t hurt…right? $2

I got this very stimulating letter from a boy about My wallet rape photos….

Dear Mistress Lauren,

You were quite correct about the wallet rape frenzy making my cock twitch, so I had to buy the three pictures.

I found picture 8 amazing as the wallet looks like a vagina about to be fucked by your strap on. This had quite an effect on me as in my mind it is my vagina (which feels weird for me as a guy to admit), about to be raped and you are in control with the cock. I imagined the thrusts of your cock making the notes and credit cards fall out, which is what you want and I am powerless to stop you.

Mistress, you have a real gift of every now and then finding triggers in my mind which leave me weak and I find impossible to ignore your request. I have used NF on and off for a number of years but there is so much now which I find, well, boring really. It is just all the same. So it is so good to find something psychologically exciting and of such good quality. Thank you.

nb

Want to see the photos to which he is referring?  Buy them here

This is my week for smiling at the letters and im messages I am getting from those that serve Me..

This one greeted Me in my mailbox today

i wanted to thank You for last night, Lauren, Mistress.  it had been so long and it was so necessary.

i was thinking about Your narrative on this page and the honest it contains.  i certainly cannot argue with the notion that You conditioned me for future use.  i’m living proof of that.  however, You fail to mention that You do that by taking damaged goods….allowing & encouraging them to care again.  Sure, You’re a Findomme, who excels at & redefines Her craft, but You do it with such grace and humor and gentility that it makes all things fresh and alive again.

Thank You for being You, Lauren!

And when I turned on My yahoo this morning, there were several messages from followers, this one I liked:

just some words about the Letter from your moneyslave on your blog… He couldn’t say it better… it’s impossible to explain… but, this is your power, this is what makes you different from all the other… The power is in your mind, impossible to resist. It’s just like you can read minds and manipulate them to get what you want. That’s why I call you GOD

Well, I prefer Mistress to God, but I do appreciate the sentiment!  I do Financial Domination in MY own way (like any good Dominant) The flavor varies from slave to slave actually, because I am a “master” of manipulating men to want what I want. Many have the mistaken notion that an effective FemDomme gets Her slaves/submissives to do what She wants.  *smile*  She actually gets them to *want* what She wants. It’s an important distinction, but it does require a slave who is vulnerable to My seductions. And most of you are….