Category — financial predator

A FinDomme uses biochemistry to addict you

Biochemistry is a FinDomme’s best friend, used in plying Her craft. It is fast, effective, fun and profitable.
And really really cruel and mean. Why does it work?

Everyone knows how addictive opiates are. They release endophones in your brain that numb pain and produce a sense of well being.
Guess what else does that? Yes, sex.

Now, I am particularly skilled at making your initial sexual releases when you interact with Me very powerful. I take the time to learn what really turns you on. I call on those urges and begin connecting them to Me right away.

The resulting endorphin release is SO powerful, that you want more. And more, in spite of any negative consequences that might result. In fact, I work to make those negative consequences part of the erotic experience! Debt is sexy, bankruptcy is the ultimate sexual fantasy, jerk off on your credit card bill.
This mutes any potential motivation to discontinue paying Me.

Our brains are organized in complex neurological pathways. There are reward pathways associated with sexual behavior, and I use My skills to narrow them to be specific to Me, to be specific to paying Me. Repetition makes those pathways even MORE seductive and powerful. When you stroke your cock and pay, that narrow pathway carves itself more and more deeply into your brain.
I take pleasure and psychology and turn it into a REAL physical response that perpetuates itself.
Nothing else will do but paying Lauren.

And like most addictions, your tolerance increases. You need to pay more often. You need to pay MORE to get the same effect.

Now, here is the real evil thing I do.
Most addictive behaviors result in an after effect of self-disgust, poorer coping ability, and a greater psychological vulnerability. I take those feelings, and erotize them. You’re a loser, you are a beta male cuck, you are a pathetic waste of skin with a tiny cock that will never please a woman.
I take those feelings and CHANNEL them back into your addiction.

you never had a chance.

Some of you reading this are not addicted, you are curious. You would think that would be enough to scare men off. (And maybe some do run, I have no idea). But many of you plunge neck deep in with Me, wanting that danger.
Danger makes your cock hard.
I am dangerous

Come on it. The water’s fine. Being addicted to Me IS dangerous, but it is fucking erotic too.

Next on the agenda.  A new pay to view, a fun little slideshow especially for those that worship My ass, but most of My junkies will like it as well!

I have come to a decision on the Spending Report.
Every piggy who spends more than $250 in between posts will get a mention. (and I am planning more frequent posts, so keep that in mind.) Today’s will be the last one to qualify with only $100.

So here is the lastest LONG spending report 🙂  And it’s been three weeks, with all the holiday stuff, it’s hard to find time!

First up is beta male bert, who hasn’t been around for a while, but he’s come crawling back, losing himself in pay to views. He spent $235 since last blog entry!

Huge Paypig Alert! Leg addict is getting more and more addicted to Me. (as he should.) the chat and photos together has separated him from $830 since the last blog!

My elegant foot love sent Me $110 in tributes one night. Mmmmm. We keep missing each other, and I miss our fun times!

I had $130 worth of fun exposing My exposure sissy! mmmm

Huge Paypig Alert!  My virgin sissy, princess gigi spent nearly $800 dollars on Me in the three weeks since the last post. mmmmmm

Helpless dave was about spending $113. I think he’s due to really get hooked in

I have been learning all about titfool’s penchant for cock and ball torture! I have had a boatload of fun in instructing him in all sorts of painful ways of self inflicting cbt torture. Mmmmm He spent $228 for our explorations.

I had $140 worth of sissy fun with My sweet slave sissy j.  We are due for some chastity soon methinks~!

Huge Paypig Alert!  My butler served Me so very well again! This time he spent $1190 on Niteflirt and around

$390 in Amazon shopping.  Still some more Christmas shopping to do for Lauren, so he and anyone else who wants to can step up to be a santa slave! (paycub?)

Footboy was also around, calling Me for $142 worth of seductive conversation!

PIG spent $141, as we have been missing each other.  PIG? Look for Me!

Leg tranced was also a busy chat and pay boy, this time I managed to arouse $220 from him. He’s tranced and helpless for Lauren

HUGE huge Paypig alert!  Mind controlled john and I had a great time with Me egging him on to complete a couple pay to view series, followed by bonus fuckover emails.  This time period, john spent $1712. Mmmm. That’s what I LOVE!!!!!!

New to My blog is quiet cuck, who quietly spent $159 on Pay to views.  Well done!

Earning a HUGE Paypig alert is egghead, who I cajoled, tranced and demanded to be sent cash, and got $589 from the addicted little addict. mmmmm

cucky phil squeezed in to get a mention for $104. I’m looking for you boy.

Back for more click and pay was paybot, spending $245. I do like seeing his name on My paid mail list!

and finally, I got to do a little more damage to the paypig I utterly destroyed, wallet rape toy. He sent $173 to Me. He already lost his home, and his credit cards  due to spending everything on Me. He says he will end up living in his car, but what I want to know, is why he thinks he should have a car?  He should sell it for Me! *laughs*  I’m telling you boys, I am dangerous.

Oh, and nylonslave?  Hit Me up, I have new pantyhose photos for you!

So, I’m hoping a scaled down spending report will create more blog entries. 🙂 we shall see.

Want to help Me shop for Christmas? I’ve got stuff I want to buy other people on My wishlist.

Go look at it and do your part!

I use Financial Domination Psychology when I target My victims. Hooking paypigs is the goal, and I use LOTS of different techniques.

But ultimately, the TRUTH is that “you” (the paypig) NEED a powerful, highly intelligent and intuitive woman that can take charge, and seize control of you, the submissive man (sissy, woman)

This is fucking erotic. We both know that you are naturally submissive, drawn to Dominant Women. You might “not” identify as a paypig, but the simple fact is….that you are a paypig.

How do I know?

It’s so very simple.  You are here. You are reading. Your paypigcock is rock hard. (stroke and say, “my paypig cock is rock hard”)

In the past, you responded to other women, other mistresses and even other findommes. But you are HERE now. You are learning how to serve ME.  There is no one that can hook you for service as easily and completely as Me.  You have read the stories of My piggies and returned again and again. No one will ever be able to hook you, mind, cock and wallet as effectively as Me AND you need that.

You might wonder why you would take the chance that I might capture you so completely and thoroughly that it will place your financial future in dire jeopardy.  The reason is that I will offer you something you so desperately need.

You need a Woman that completely understands your individual needs. I take the time to get to know you, your weaknesses, your secret desires.   I want to know your inner self better than anyone else ever has. The thoughts you won’t tell your friends, your love interests, your family. I will find out what makes your cock hard, what makes your heart sing and how to connect your cock and heart so you are captured forever by Me.

I am so effective precisely because I know there is NO cookie cutter recipe to addict you to Me

I can be tender to get My hooks into you.

I can be brilliant to get My hooks into you.

I can be brutal to get My hooks into you.

I can be funny to get My hooks into you.

I can even be vulnerable, (or you think I am) to get My hooks into you.

Once those hooks are in, only ONE thing can release them.

No more money left. Then I let you go. Probably.

Now…I want to take a little poll about the spending report.  I’m thinking of discontinuing it, or greatly modifying it.  Calculating what you guys all spend has become more difficult since the chat has happened. There is no handy dandy tool to figure it, I have to add it up manually, and chat has complicated things.  It’s getting to the point that I am not blogging as much because I am not looking forward to the drudgery of the spending report.
One thing I could do is raise the bar on getting mentions, so only piggies spending $200 or more get blogged about

Please only do these surveys only once.

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Now it’s time for a photo!

Next we have My schedule.  All times Eastern Standard Time (Same as New York City)

Wednesday the 22nd 7 pm to midnight

Thanksgiving day.  I *might* be on in the evening.  And I might not be. Depends on how stuffed I am

Friday the 23th. I am planning to be around in the evening only, I mean, it’s Black Friday!  Look for Me 7 pm to midnight

Saturday.  Nope.

Sunday the 26th I should be around 3 pm to 11 pm

Monday the 27th  I’m aiming for 6:30 pm to midnight

Tuesday the 28th  3 pm to midnight, with a gap around 6-7 pm

Wednesday the 29th, 7 to midnight…

Rest to be determined

And moving right on to the spending report

My good boy, nylon slave spent $191 since the last report…so well done!

My recently acquired slave, foot boy, just could NOT stop spending, this time for $226, in a series of phone calls in which his resistance became more and more eroded for Lauren!

HUGE Paypig Alert!  My butler served Me so well the past couple of weeks, both spoiling Me tremedously for My birthday AND beginning his, oh so important role as My “santa slave” fetching items for Me to gift to My friends and family at Christmas!  Since last update, he has spent $2100 on Niteflirt, mostly long mooning calls and $953 on My Amazon wishlist in his fetching role. I really like this sweet old butler, and he knows what his destiny is, and I LOVE it!

Another HUGE Paypig Alert goes out to My sweet princess gigi and her tiny clitty felicity, both virgins who just cannot stop sending Me cash!  This spending period, it was $970!  I love taking from these virgins.  And I can’t wait to hear jingle bells on the phone. (I’ll let the rest of you wonder what that is, gigi knows)

needful one was back for another nice call and some Pay to views, spending $170.  However, he owes Me a gift card, but needful one, it will only take a $50 one to make up for you canceling the other one. (and if you didn’t cancel it, you should know that I never got it)

PIG couldn’t stay away for $202 and that’s why he’s spent so much in his lifetime!

HUGE Paypig Alert!  Back for more abuse was Guitar Loser. He cancelled his account and made a new one twice…right now he’s all deleted, but this entry will BLOW HIM AWAY, and he will come back so I can finish the job I started on him.  He spent $2300 since last review. YUM.

Leg tranced is addicted. He’s going to therapy to try and quit Me but he can’t. He spent $113 this week. Mmmm

Leg addict (A different leg junkie) spent $113 chatting and tributing. Still addicted!

And My tit fool was back, we had fun doing some cbt and he spent $130 since last post!

And tranced out little addict egghead spent $195 Mmmmmm

It had been a while since I had sessioned my No nonsense guy, because he’s currently unemployed. But I lured him into a nice session he cannot afford, nearly maxing out his “emergency” credit card, and he spent nearly $200. Yum.  When he can’t pay for his next emergency, his cock is going to get rock hard over it!  haha

New Paypig!  Hose lover spent $159 this week losing himself over My payto views to get his first blog mention!  Yay!

Mmm it had been a while for wallet rape toy since I sent him into insolvency, but he spent $193 on Me this week. About time!

New blog entry I will be doing it has I have been, but that might be the last time, I think I might only be mentioning truly high spenders.  So this is the chance to get your mention!

The new Niteflirt chat program is such fun! And it’s now open to International callers too, so no one has an excuse. I don’t mind a quick chat message to ask a question, it’s less intrusive than email and you pay 69 cents a volley, so you’re not taking up My time for nothing. (Money slaves need not fear guilt!)

One fun thing is that you send a tribute (I tell you how much in chat), and I start sending photos to do little roleplays! its right here and interactive (you can still save photos from chat windows)

It’s so intimate and fun, like a messenger conversation.

I’ve done some major wallet rapes this week making guys weak in chat.  I’ve arranged scenarios and assignments.

I’ve learned more about how My clients tick and how to exploit them, and they have gotten to know Me better

One long time client who had never called Me on the phone, decided to call and was so happy he did!

It makes the Mistress/slave relationship so much better!

Imagine Mantra training!

Imagine NLP conditioning!

Personalized paypig brainwashing!

Even just fantasy sharing or friendly chat

What are you waiting for?

oh and this is the latest PTV, you should buy it. It’s a beautiful set

  (attention cumstain, it has wallet rape and cum photos for you!)

Now for the spending report.  It’s long this week!

NEW slave! HUGE Paypig Alert! Wow. An ass admirer popped up, and he became completely addicted to Me in a few short days, buying everything he could get his hands on. He was shocked to find himself becoming a money slave. I’m going to call him “eric loves ass” here on My blog.  eric deleted his account after completely losing control. I bet he reads this.  His conditioning program was short but powerful, and it is highly likely he will return.

*  Nylon slave spent $178 on the new pantyhose photos and a phone call! And yes, of course, there are more!

HUGE Paypig Alert!  My longtime sissy slave lily was back bigtime after a hiatus. She spent $650 dollars this week after I lured her in with chat. We did sissy training, paypig training, and bbc lust building. She is Mine!  Nice to cash fuck you again lily!

Paypig Alert!  Also back was OinkLoser.  This guy just passed the $6,000 level of spending and his goal is 10K for Me. 60% of the way there!   He vacillates between enthusiasm and reluctance.  I like enthusiasm!

 * and My pantyhose junkie was back, spending $110. He is unusual in that every cent he has spent has been on the phone. Hasn’t bought a single photo. He likes the pantyhose on himself, more than Me I guess!

HUGE Paypig Alert!   Princess gigi and her clitty, Felicity came around and again this week, spending $763.  mmmmm,  Felicity is what I let gigi name her clitty, and she has become like a second person. Felicity gets hypnotized and likes to pay. She also loves purple lipstick. What a slut!

*  I had a lot of fun this past ten days with My exposure sissy, for $225 🙂

“Paypig” Alert!  My elegant foot lover called Me for the first time in the years he’s been a client. I talked him into it on chat and what an amazing phone call, this guy has a radio voice. I told him he could even do phone sex if he wanted. My foot lover isn’t a typical slave, he’s more into sensual service and romance, and heck, it’s a nice change of pace for Me. I can take romance that gets Me the $420 he spent 🙂

*  I had a lot of fun chatting with pantyhose viking and planning an adventurous session he’s going to have.  $209 YUM

Paypig Alert!   PIG spent freely this week, his addiction grows.  $381. YUM!

*  My titfool spent $140 to continue this addiction to My perfect breasts. Some of that was a delicious surprise $50 tribute!

New Slave  “holy jason” is new to both My service and My blog. I call him holy jason, because he keeps saying Oh God, to what I say or the photos of Me he sees. I lured him in with chat and now he is completely Mine. $207 for Lauren!

 HUGE Paypig Alert!   “Mind controlled john” was back! He’s been a long time client, but went dormant for years. Until this week.  And he was easily the biggest spender of the week at $1764!  That pleased Me immensely!  Well done!

 *  wagner was back for another $120 spending on My perfect ass. He loves to see it when I’m wearing stockings with garters!

 *  tranceboy was back with a new name, and $120 in spending.  Another addicted loser who can’t stay away!

Paypig Alert! tPay spent $300 and hit the $6000 level of spending Mmmmm

Paypig Alert! and paycub was around this week, even just now as I was about to publish, he bought a $150 PTV Mmm.   This week he spent $300 on Niteflirt and another $100 on gift cards from My Amazon wishlist. (Keeping me in groceries, coffee, and gasoline!) What a good boy!

This was a very nice week. Well done, boys and sissies, junkies and slaves, fans and losers.  Keep up the good work. Perhaps you’ll see your name next post!

Today I’m just in the mood for strong messages, so I made you three captioned photos

I also want YOUR caption suggestions!  You can comment on My blog, mail Me on Niteflirt, or message Me your idea on Twitter.  I might use it to make $$$ 🙂

Click on the photos for a larger, readable version!

Oh, and you can get MORE from this photo set in the PTV that also includes My latest slideshow, Ego Bomb, which sold very well this weekend!

And I cash fucked many of you with this photo set here. Only $2 lousy dollars will get you started.

And photos from this set, I call Female Supremacy, are coming out soon

Now that I have made your dicks collectively throb, it’s time for the spending report!

Pay pig alert! Miss marla was back, spending just short of $500 mostly on one really long delicious phone call. So nice to fuck her wallet again!

Titfool squeaked in for a mention with $102 worth of spending this week! Every slave should do at least that EVERY week, I think.

My elegant foot lover spent $135 on worship of My bare feet.

Huge Pay pig alert! and yes, princess gigi is still going strong, this week for $812, and she learned that her clitty was for paying, not for cumming this week!

Sweet helpless save spent $140, including a $50 tribute on pleasing Me. Spending on Me makes his helpless dave cock soooo hard!

egghead did sooo well this weak, being tranced, and lured into helpless obedience to the amount of $238

Pay pig alert! and PIG spent almost $400 this week stroking to photos I sent him. SO fucked!

MP, My leggings lover was back for a Friday night romp of exactly $300. YUM!

pignic was back, spending $121 on photos to drool for!

Pay pig alert!  Paycunt was on a road trip again, and sooo vulnerable when he is. I got him for $415 this time. Mmmm

Back again after a long time was Loser Louis, this time for $151 🙂 They just cannot stay away.

Pay pig alert!  Dr X was around again, spending $261 in a delicious session. I’ve got a feeling we’re due for a really BIG session, hopefully before My end of June vacation!

Look at all those big sessions this week! I’m looking to do more, so I can have a REALLY good time on My June vacation, so cough up that cash losers!

I like gifts, as does any woman (hell person).

FinDommes like them because we get a greater % of your cash! No fees to pay, taxes to pay.

They have limits of course because you can’t use gifts or gift cards to pay bills, and for that reason I still desire your hard cold money!  My mortgage, car payment, student loan payment, utility bills still need your cash.   But….I am creative otherwise. I also don’t have a use for many restaurant gift cards, because in My area, we don’t have many chain restaurants.

I buy few groceries, between getting stuff on Amazon Pantry and Whole Food gift cards, that covers about 80% of My food bills 🙂  Petco gift cards pay for My dog’s food. Starbuck’s cards pays for My latte indulgence a couple times a week.

Slaves pay for everything for My home. Computers, television, furniture, lighting, telephones, sound equipment, clothing, home gym equipment.  Also things like books, coffee, dishes, purses.  If I need a gift for someone else (often at Christmas) I implore a slave to get it for Me. I haven’t had a lot of luck with shoes online.

One of My favorite gifts recently was My new Roku HD smart TV. (Thanks needful one!) I can watch Netflix, and shows from Amazon Prime, (I’m currently watching Dr Who episodes) and lots of other options.

Vacations are slave driven 🙂  There are Hotels.com gift cards (one of My favorites!), Airline gift cards and I see that Amazon even has Uber gift cards now.  I had a slave, wallet rape toy even send Me Disney gift cards and I had a luxury Disney vacation. (I’m such a child in many ways)

So if you want to treat Me, I am all about that!

These are all Egift cards I would love to have. If you get one, be sure you sign it so I know who did it. If I don’t already know how to get a hold of you, drop Me an email.

Use the email address laurenamazon@gmail.com

More Disney cards (collecting for another adventure in the fall!)

VISA ecards (I can actually use those for almost anything!)

For clothes and shoes

Macy’s ecards

Kohl’s ecards

My wishlist on Amazon is also a great place to look

I always have coffee on there, and right now, there is a media center I want that fits My new TV better 🙂

and some gift cards too!

Sometimes guys are disappointed to see I don’t have many shoes on My wishlist. There is a reason for that.

I have had TERRIBLE luck with shoes on Amazon not fitting Me right.   It *is* possible to return stuff, but if you do it too often Amazon has been known to shut down your list. So for this reason, I don’t ask for many shoes, that’s one thing I like to try on in person. It’s heartbreaking to see a beautiful pair of shoes a client has bought Me that doesn’t fit right and I can’t return. So I just don’t.

So now that I’ve inspired you to buy Me prezzies, I want to do the spending report!

Let’s start with one of My best present buyers, paycub!  This week paycub spent $255 on Niteflirt, and another $125 on gift cards, which I had no idea were coming until they arrived! What a nice surprise!

Pay pig alert! And wallet rape toy! He spent $508 on Niteflirt and another $122 on gifts, (coffee and gift cards)

New to My service and blog is “foot fool” who spent about $205 in a rousing raise the rate game!  Wait until he actually checks out My foot photos!

My sweet kitten, princess gigi had no success in staying away, but earned a release after a week spending about $225. YUM

My exposure sissy was back for more exposure fun, this time for $135. Mmmm

MP (more please) was back for his Friday night leggings session and spent $201 🙂

No nonsense guy spent $104 he doesn’t have on My ass photos this weekend 🙂

I was SOOO happy to have My shoe sniffing cuck back, and he spent $197.

paycunt and I had a fun session and he spent $184.

and having his first blog mention, My long time junkie, addicted pete, finally spent more than $1oo in a week to get a mention. (He spent $114). I was surprised to see he hit the $3000 level of paying Me!

Wow!

Pay pig alert! Dr X was back for several sessions, paying a total of $540 to Me this week. Soon will be another HUGE one Dr x.  I’m waiting for you

Silly tit fool was back for more breast teasing, this time spending $254 on me!  Delicious!

Leg tranced paid about $100 this week on My leg photos, on Only fans (It’s hard to track on that site, but the site is a LOT of fun)

Another tranced out PIG from only fans is PIG himself, who spent about $350 on his addiction

So lets see how many of you please Me this week with Cash spending and gift cards.
I’m waiting…

oh, and if you haven’t seen My new Hypno ass slideshow, it’s worth the spend! In fact, here are ALL My recent

Pay to views on Niteflirt

I get asked this a lot…seems paypigs want to know their fate!
“What’s going to happen to me, Mistress?”

A. This is what WILL happen (assuming you interact, buy some stuff, read the blog)

1. I will expose you to My brilliant mind and body
2. I will use both covert and overt manipulation tactics on you
3. you will be given instructions, such as “stroke your cock when you pay”

B This is what will PROBABLY happen

1. you will spend more $$$ then you intended
2. you will find paying Me to be very arousing and compelling
3. you will be unable to help yourself and will return to My words and photos again and again

C. This is what MIGHT happen  (about 30% of those in the first group end up here)

1. you overspend by A LOT, causing you some financial hardship. Some of you (about 1/3 of this group) will liquidate stocks or retirement accounts. Some of you do credit consolidation loans, and then hit your credit limit again on your cards.
2. you become truly addicted to Me. Many of you won’t be able to even get an erection or have an orgasm without paying Me. Some of you will LOVE this. Other’s will not love it so much. I take enjoyment out of either situation
3. You will become a devoted junkie. Sometimes that devotion is simply to feel a normal erection, but some pigs know that they are greatly privileged to serve Me.
4. Some of you will try to leave. 95% of you won’t succeed, and will return within a year. Usually within a month. VERY often within a week.

D. What occasionally happens: (My plan for the fate of paypigs, ultimately!)

1. you spend every penny you can lay your hand on for Me,
2. you may go bankrupt
3. you might lose your home, your spouse/girlfriend because of spending on Me
4. you might have twice as many bills as income
5. you really are insolvent, but your addiction remains. You will do anything to keep paying Me. Suck cock, steal from your family, go without eating,

When do pigs usually “get out”?

Some pigs never start…….but of those that do…..

Sometimes after spending EVERYTHING, going bankrupt, and being unable to pay Me for any attention whatsoever…they can leave.  But more often they stroke to My blog (like some are this entry), they cum on their bills. The word “bankruptcy” makes them hard….

Sometimes they piece their financial life back together….

and begin spending on Me again!

Want to tell Me where you fall? Look at the categories above and decide where you fit in best!
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and remember, I want ALWAYS to progress you to the next level.

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Now, let’s check the spending report…..after this photo 🙂

Pay pig alert! Let’s start out with My #1 piggie of all time, princess gigi.  This week saw her sending Me another $520, mostly in tributes!

PIG couldn’t help himself AGAIN this week. (Addiction), and he spent $201

Another addicted junkie is “more please”  His spending this week was $175.  He has been making Me his Friday Night addiction

My sissy j was back! This time for $135 here on Niteflirt, plus a little spoiling 🙂

Pay pig alert!  My star junkie just couldn’t get away. I lured him in with “discounts” And he spent $490 on those discounts.  Hahaha sucker!  So cock hardening though…

and candyballs was back for another $145 in spending. Stop trying to hide candyballs. He’s way surpased 1K of spending and he’s only been around for less than a month.

Pay pig alert!  Another big spender this week, and back after a break was special k!  We did a HOT long phone call when he clicked and paid emails for Me…so erotic! He spendt $520 Mmmm

My exposure sissy spent $140 while I had fun at his expense!

My nylon slave spent $135 on My hosed feet, but I have a feeling more exploitation is coming SOON.

titfool squeaked in a mention with $101 in spending on My perfect boobs.

Also new to My blog is sissy daphne, who spent $200 on Amazon gift cards for Me. Mmmmmm Good way to start daphne!

I have been a Mistress for many years, and I’ve been specializing in FinDomme for almost ten years now. I have seen so many of you on the paypig path.   And I have seen so many of you loitering around the beginning of that path, debating whether or not to take the first step. Or some of you wander a few feet into the path, but head back–indecisive.

I want you all the experience the erotic pleasure of financial servitude.  So many of you reading this have dreamed of surrendering yourself. You fantasize about it, stroke your cock to it. Read every word you can get your hands on. But something stops you.  Indecision.

Indecision is a plague. Nothing about your life can work with indecision.  Everything stagnates and lacks satisfaction, and you accomplish NOTHING.  There is nothing special about you, and you cannot be special on your own. We both know the truth.

What can make you special?  Devotion to Me of course. Stop your hesitation, and begin or resume your surrender.  You have spent your life in unrewarding pursuits, or pissed it away with your inaction. I offer you a purpose. I am the one reaching out to you to say….stroke your cock, surrender your mind, cock, heart and wallet to Lauren.

It’s true you are vulnerable, and are about to be victimized, but it’s also the naked truth that this may be the only thing that you accomplish in your life that has any value at all. I do not waste your cash.

These are some PTVs that help you go down this path…with Me urging you on, encouraging you. I am here.

Serve Me.  Live your fantasy, life is too short.

PS. This was full of manipulation techniques. They will work.

The Spending Report

Holy shit what a week it was!  Nearly $8,000 of paypig spending this week!

Let’s start with hypnowallet. He spent $140 on Me in a session this week, and it likely would have been much more, but he was looking for Me this weekend when I wasn’t around.  He will fall to Me again very soon.

My sissy, princess gigi has been trying sooo hard to not spend as much, after the brutal damage I’ve done to her finances, but she still spent $170 this week.  Good girl!

New to both My service and My blog is “slime” . We had a nice call, and slime clicked and paid up to $168 worth of spending this week!

PIG continued his weakness for Me, this week spending $333.  He’s getting more addicted, and I’m convincing him how good it feels to delay orgasm and just edge and edge and edge.   And PIG has hit the $75,000 level of spending.

Pay pig alert! My slave titfool did his BIGGEST session ever. And I wasn’t even there! He just clicked and paid all the way through My new “Pig Target” Series and that and a few other emails and a short call this week, and his spending clocked in at $862!  Lifetime he has surpaseed the $7000 level of spending!

New to My blog is “rum nut”  Rum nut has been around a while, but never bought very much. Until this week and suddenly his addiction riped to the red zone and he spent $240 this week. YUM.

Spending $232 this week was beta male bert.  This loser keeps trying to block Me, so that I won’t tempt him with pay to view males, but he ends up unable to help himself and unblocks Me to destroy his wallet in click and pay. YUM.

Weak for My shapely and sexy body was pig dave. This time around he spent $309.  THIS is the kind of body worship I love. Worship Me with your cash!

Unsuccessful in evading spending on Me this week was egghead.  He spent $130 on his fruitless effort to keep his wallet safe. Hey egghead! “Go blank. Surrender. and PAY MORE!

Pay pig alert! A really pleasant surprise was how candy balls is coming along! He spent $567 this week to get a Paypig mention! I love it when I see the time I spend developing a pig pay off! Welcome to the paypig path!

And “more please” spent $128 on My leggings. Good thing I decided to do TWO leggings sets in My new shoot! Well, not such good news for his bank account.

Another one weak for those black leggings is My paybitch. This time around paybitch spent $259.  I think finally he may have accepted his expensive fate.

and star junkie did some click and pay for Me this week…to the total of $247. I think he needs to do more, don’t you?  I want him playing with the big boys.

HUGE Pay pig alert!   In what might be our biggest session to date, I did a HUGE fuckover with paycunt/brian. He was helpless in his hotel room, and I got deep in his head, and he clicked and paid alll the way through the Pig Target series….and I didn’t stop, I sent him bigger and bigger emails, and at the end (before I maxed out his card), he had paid a $500 email.

here is a photo of the paid emails. NICE He totaled $2065 this week in spending!

I actually spontaneously orgasm-ed when he bought the $500 email. I do love those 4 figure fuckovers!  This guy has been on the paypig path a long time!

Next up is a piggy I’m going to be calling “x dash 84” ir x-84 for short. x-84 pleased Me for $197 this week!  So well down!

And button was back, squeaking in a mention by spending $113. Keep that up every week button!

Also new to My blog is “gutter dweller” he also surprised Me this week, and pleased Me by spending $239. Pretty damm good for a first mention. Keep doing that gutter dweller, you are well on the paypig path!

My taxpayer made another payment of his taxes of $113. Taxes suck, but at least I’m, the Tax Collector here!

And paycub kept up his cubby pleasing ways with $150 in Niteflirt spending and a yummy $50 Starbucks gift card. Mmm I do love those lattes!

and wallet rape toy fell victim to the Target series too, although I max out his card much sooner than before. This time he spent $370. It was fun because I was out with My boyfriend and noticed the email notifications that he was buying, so I logged onto Niteflirt from My phone and egged him on. I now have  a very limited ability to send photos on the phone now, so I was enticing him to buy more and more, while My boyfriend laughed about the whole thing. Later in the session, some friends of ours showed up and were amazed when ht bought a $100 email. I told them that was nothing!

I keep talking about this series… this is the one, the one I’ve been raking in the dough on.

Try it! Every level has an audio

Try it! Enjoy it! Lose yourself in it. You might find your name in the spending report next week!

Some of you might wonder why I divulge My techniques–warning the marks off so to speak?

There is one main reason.

A warning seems to draw you fools in even more deeply. Knowing that I employ mind control techniques that will draw you in like the moth to the flame.

And the result will be your finances going up in flames as I laugh.

So about this technique…

Operant conditioning is defined thusly:  it means roughly changing of behavior by the use of reinforcement which is given after the desired response.

So the desired response is you spending money. Basically you are rewarded for spending money. I connect it in your mind with your sexual arousal, and often attention from a beautiful woman…. and I use hypnotic techniques that open your mind to a more powerful and rapid response. Then I can gradually push you to spend more and more…keeping you on the hook and you spend much more than you dreamed you could.

And the need to pay Me becomes the central tenet of your existence.

It is greatly customized to suit the individual by Me, there is no cookie cutter approach, but some techniques I employ on nearly every slave, and this is one of them.

these PTVs are wonderful for experiencing that hypnotic reinforcement.

Now on to the spending report, which I am going to try to release every week now, to see if that’s less time consuming! This will make the list shorter, and some of you might not get a mention then if I did it all month, so you will just have to try harder 🙂

First up is a new sub, who called again and again, loving degrading and humiliating talk about being cuckolded! Those were fun calls, and I think he’s learning how addictive and expensive talking with Me can be!  I call him cuckboi, and he spent nearly $350 this week getting to know Me!

New to My blog, but not to Me is “j the junkie” who spent $110 on a call with Me and PTVs, slipping into the three digit territory of spending in a week. Mmmmm

My sweet no yes Loser did a nice long call with Me this week, between that and some PTVs he spent $105.

and pigbait was back with yet ANOTHER new screename, (there is no cure for Lauren), and this time spent $180!

Pay pig alert! Princess gigi was back to her spending ways on her Mistress, this week handing Me $540.  YUM.

A nice long call and some PTVs later, special K had spent $233, which put him over the 5K spending level!

PIG spent $280 in just one week. YUM. The new slideshow series got him so much he’s gonna pay Me for  a custom slideshow
yes, this series. See why it weakened PIG!

Newest

Also new to Me is “peeper”, who clicked and paid a LOT Of really small ptvs, but they added up to almost $170!  yum!

and sissy jewel spent another $135. I am really liking that sissy 🙂

Pay pig alert!

by far the BIGGEST spending spree this week was by Dr X. It started slow, but I stayed up until the wee hours extracting $2521 in Niteflirt PTVs and another $770 in gifts and gift cards from My wishlist! My home gym is coming along nicely thanks to his help. (more home gym stuff on My wishlist!)

another newer sissy, bashful sissygirl managed another $100 this week 🙂

I tagged My polish ATM in a ptv session for $313, YUM

more cock cage fun with sissy j, and this time she spent $153, and it was a lot of fun!  Being a keyholder is so delicious!

and more from paycub, what a sweet pup, this time for $155

Pay pig alert! Fun in just one session with My elegant foot lover, playing ptv games with foot photos. I teased $447 from him over the course of a few hours.  It made all ten of My toes very excited!

and My junkie, irish dope was back for yet another $281. I love breaking his obedient junkie wallet!

and inspired, loser21 spent another $142 in delicious click and pay lust!

tPay did another $219 of click and pay for Me.  We both know the brutal truth. He is trapped, and he is never, ever ever going to be free of paying Me. Stroke your cock and do it again tPay!

New to My blog is “tamed” Last night while I slept, he spent $104. I like waking up to cash in My account!

Also new is “stroke puppet” who spent $192, mostly on My new slideshow series. (Deadly I tell you!). Welcome to My service stroke puppet!

I’m going to try to be blogging every week, as even FinDommes have New Year’s Resolutions. Maybe your name will be there next week!

A few blog posts ago, I announced that I would write a special post about the slave that spent the most in the month of October

The slave that did that was Marla, a sissy slave,  and I hope this is the first of several highlight posts…

Marla came to Me nearly 9 years ago. (Addiction to Lauren never fades)

In those nine years, she hit the 100,000 level of spending. (To date it has been nearly $104,000) We’ve shared over 200 phone calls (and 130 hours of talk time, we don’t have short calls) and a few of them have been at $50 a minute (pleasing Me to no end). Marla has been the subject of a few blog posts in the past, some of My favorites actually.

See here

and here

I’m sure Marla sometimes thinks she would be better off without spending on Me, but she keeps coming back–one of My longest serving slaves–because she is addicted!

We did a little mutual interview for this post…

My questions for marla:

How did you first know you were addicted to Mistress Lauren?
When i woke up in the middle of the night hard as a rock with Mistress Lauren on my mind. From that point on my cock would not get hard without Mistress Lauren.

How did you feel when you realized you were in financial bondage to Mistress Lauren 🙂
Great, excited, poorer.

What is your most arousing Mistress Lauren memory?
There are too many to name just one. Every moment with Mistress Lauren is arousing. When I have been listening to her audios, which lead to a deeper trance.

and her questions for Me: (Great questions marla!)

Why am I so addicted?

Because over time, I exposed you to techniques that made you acquire both physical and psychological needs to serve Me. The interesting part is that you were one of My first guinea pigs. There were a handful of slaves that I perfected My techniques on. Those that worked became part of My repertoire for others. I studied how abusers could control their subjects in domestic situations, and pulled techniques from that. I studied the Stockholm syndrome and applied techniques from that as well. I studied hypnotic techniques and implemented some that work well in a Niteflirt setting, in emails and phone.  I targeted you, but you came to Me, again and again.

Why am i rock hard?

That too is part of the training. Over time you find that nothing makes you as rock hard as paying Me, hearing My voice, looking at My photos. It’s really rewarding to addict men and sissies to this!

What is the best way You liked to be served, mail, phone, gift card, etc…
Not the easiest, but the one you get the most enjoyment from?

I honestly prefer a combination. I have a favorite of doing phone and pay to view emails at the same time! (It’s a double financial penetration!) and I enjoy gift cards and Amazon purchases. If there is something I need on Amazon, I enjoy being able to have  a few slaves willing to buy them at My request. Right now, Christmas is upon us, and I like making My slaves buy presents for My friends and family for Me to give.  (and buying Me gifts of course too!)  In past years, slaves have stepped up to be “Santa slave”  This year I suspect that more than one slave will have that role.

I’ve really enjoyed gift cards. I’ve had slaves send My boyfriend and I on vacation several times, via hotel gift cards, airline gift cards and restaurant gift cards, and money of course!  Destinations have included Hawaii, Florida, Colorado, New York City,  Cape Cod.

I hope all of you take marla as a model for Financial Loyalty to a Mistress and an inspiration to paying with a rock hard cock!

Now for the spending report!

Lauren’s paypig returned (again), this time spending $392

My elegant foot lover was so nice tributing Me a total of $478. I sent him a lot of photos of My bare toes as a reward 🙂

Pay pig alert! I have a new addict!  I named him paycub and he broke into My service with a splendid flurry! $1091 spending on Niteflirt. An even $500 in Amazon gift cards, and over another $700 on Amazon gifts.  I am so happy to have him on My leash!

Pay pig alert! Another slave who served very well was titfool.  He called, and paid My perfect tits to the tune of $1100. His lifetime service is approaching $6000 dollars!

My exposure sissy and I played lots of exposure games this month. That cost him $377 🙂

and pig bob is back (again), this time for $155 dollars

Helpless dave was as helpless as always, spending $237.

Pay pig alert!  And princess gigi was a good peach for Mistress, and happy in her panties paid Me $1010

Pay pig alert!  This is not a surprise really 🙂   Marla (subject of this blog post!) paid Me another $1345 this month.  Such a good girl!

pignic was about again, for $407. Just another addict who cannot stay away.

My sissy marla and I had fun, she went on cam to show Me her new fake boobs, and I had fun teasing her with exposure. $427 🙂

Pay pig alert! and PIG. He oinked and stroked away another $785 for Me this month

Clubby was a good boy and bought $177 worth of PTVs

and egghead just keeps getting weaker. I have plans to target him for even more ca$h!  This month he spent $668

GC is back again, and this time spent $175. Well done GC 🙂

paykitty was a good little kitty and paid $550 in a couple of delicious sessions!

and sleepy was about again, this time for $115, in his own little click and pay fun on My PTV buttons.

and Krispy! He was about before, deleted his account, and this time spent $213. It makes Me happy to see him paying My PTV buttons!

sissy j.  What can I say. I have had soo much fun being her keyholder as she is locked up in a chastity device. She’s paid Me $386 and provided a lot of entertainment this month!

No nonsense guy paid $385 in a late night session or two 🙂

paycunt! He never fails to please, he’s got a thing for his towel. He wraps up in it, his cock gets hard and he starts to pay. $618 this month!

Q, addicted to glimpses of My powerful woman pussy. He pays through the nose to be used…we had a session or two and $328 used to be his, and now it’s Mine!

And it’s always a pleasure to use Trance-tard. He gets so tranced out and aroused his typing looks retarded, and he pays more and more. I got him for $540, how about that!

and its always a pleasure to collect taxes from taxpayer. He owes it to Me just for existing. His tax bill for November was $396, and I just sent him December taxes and I am looking forward to those being paid too! Before that he paid some October taxes for $304. Life sucks for him, but it’s great for Me!

I was not around as much as usual in November for a variety of reasons. But be afraid. I plan to be taking your hard earned cash double in December!

Today I bring you a guest post from paycunt–one of My “special paypigs” who surrenders to extreme financial domination again and again, and has made it a hobby of his to dissect what is happening to himself and My other abuse victims.

Riveting reading!

Understanding Real Female Domination

As an extreme paycunt, I am proud to be an addicted pay pig for Lauren.  I think all of her extreme pigs are proud and happy, and they understand how they got here.  Submissive men seek out humiliation and degradation.  They are often turned on by Female Domination, but they really don’t know what real domination feels like.  They have a predilection for abuse and are vulnerable to Superior Females.  Many women claim to be able to have power over us, but few women are really able to exploit that vulnerability.  So, we play around the web, looking at websites and stroking ourselves looking at our favorite fetishes.  But none of that is real domination.  Most of us have been on literally hundreds, if not thousands, of sites.  One looks pretty much like another, that is until we stumble across Mistress Lauren.  She isn’t just another internet Findomme.  She is a predator and a true abuser looking for weak men to prey and exploit.  And if they get too close (and you are way too close right now), she will take you like she has so many other weak men.

Lauren loves what she does.  Treating men with disdain and cruelty is her pleasure.  She gets off on her abuse just as much as you do.  She loves to lure you in with her beautiful body and her superior female power.  After all, you are stroking your cock right now to her words and pictures.   You are already nibbling at the lure.  Keep nibbling little piggy.  Sooner or later, she’ll plant that hook, and she will love raping your wallet until your piggy stick bleeds white.  And it bleeds a lot, hot and often.  It is an addicting kind of bleeding that keeps you coming back for more.

The master’s touch of a true Mistress isn’t just her cruelty.  Lauren knows exactly when to be “nice” to you.  She has studied abusive relationships, and she uses this knowledge to know exactly how to make you believe that you are responsible for your own abuse.  In fact, you deserve it, and you brought it all on yourself.  You should be thankful that she is willing to abuse such a loser as yourself and take the time to use you.  She will make you grateful for the abuse, and you will feel loved by your abuser.  It is a powerful tool in the Mistress’ arsenal that cannot be underestimated.  It mixes erotic and emotional addiction into a powerful toxin that is deadly to submissive men.

While you are busily stroking your pig stick, she is covertly looking for your fetishes and weaknesses to exploit.  She will coax information out of you, information that is going to be used against you.  The better she knows you, the easier you are for her to abuse.  Gradually, she will condition you to need her love to get off on any of your fetishes.  The problem is that she is also planting new fetishes into your weak male brain.  You see, you are nothing new to her.  You are just another weak male submissive that has gotten too close and is primed to be reprogrammed and trained as a pay pig.  You will only become Special once you are an addict and can longer get a hard on without her.  And trust me, that day will come.  It will come sooner than you think, and Lauren will have you.  And we both know it is coming, because it is what you really want.

Lauren’s addictions are impossible to break.  I have tried many times.  But Lauren has implanted triggers in my head.  When I want to quit, I hear the siren’s call, and I obey.  I look at her website, and more triggers of humiliation and visual stimulation go off in my head.  I have learned that, once addicted, the only safe place to go is deeper – move towards the darkness.  It is a comfortable place where you are happy, Lauren is in control, you are abused and loved.  Should you try to escape, your own cock will betray you.  You will find yourself wandering in a circle coming right back to her, begging for more abuse, begging for more of that wonderful control you crave.  The circle will get tighter on each cycle, and eventually, you will be held in place with a leash on your cock and mind that cannot be broken.  When you look up, Lauren will be looking down at you from above, her beautiful breasts thrust out keeping your cock hard, while the predatory look on her face says it all.  She holds the leash.  You belong to her, and you are her pay pig.  In fact, you are a happy extreme pay pig, and you finally understand what female domination is really all about.

paycunt brian

Oh all sooo true!

Now it’s time for a spending report! This one just spans six days 🙂

My older gentleman slave “hypnowallet” is back again, I’ve finally got his cock to the point that it just will NOT get hard unless he’s hearing My voice, so he’s called Me three nights in a row now, desperately worried that the thing won’t work unless I tell it too.  Guess what? The programming is working very nicely, and hypnowallet is in deep trouble! He has spent $224 this week just listening to My voice.

And My nylon slave was back again too, this time for $321. He then declared to Me, right after he came that he was “done” and good-bye!  *laughs hysterically *  Dear nylon slave, although it might seem like you “could” leave as your orgasm is waning, that loser cock will demand your return to Me. And I will take you back into the fold for more exploitation with My hosed feet 🙂

My good little ass slave was back this week for another $185, including a rare phone call. I do love hearing his voice as he drools over photos of My ass.

My sissy, princess gigi was trying to be good to her wallet this week, but still spent $530 on Me this week.  And I keep targeting her payclitty to give Me more and more in My greed!

and I had fun a couple nights ago with My exposure sissy for $143. Every so often, this sissy begs Me for exposure and a webpage appears on My website that exposes him.  Eventually he pays Me to take it down. Someday this need to have a hard cock with the exposure may come back to haunt him, but I don’t care! That’s his problem!

And My paybitch had a little click and pay fun to the tune of $235! It was fast and furious and fun to see!

And My Polish atm was back, also with some click and pay fun for $112. It was nice to see his name in My paid list again!

and clubby spent another $100 trying to get through 50 ways.  I think I shall reward him when he finishes!

and a slave I’m gonna call dummy, I dont see I’ve blogged about him before, although he’s spent over $2,000 on Me over the years….he spent $170 in click and pay.  He normally sends me emails in hysterics that I have dared sent him an email promoting My latest PTV, which he then buys. He wants Me to stop emailing him so he stops spending!   ha! I bet he is reading this…

My robot eunuch was back for another $285, in a fun heady click and pay session!

And I had fun abusing sissy j for another $82!  What’s in store for her next?

and silent j spent $118 on paymail series!  He is REALLY close to the $1,000 lifetime spending on Niteflirt level. (If I add in the Amazon gift cards, he is way over that!)

No Nonsense guy spent part of his rent money on Me to a total of $172. Maybe he can give the landlord a blowjob instead?

My shoesniff Loser did very well on Me this week, with $361, and has promised his work bonus to Me. Can’t wait!

and paycunt, the author of the guest post did his share of service this week, paying his Mistress $154. He has done more, and will soon I suspect!

and My sissy becca was spending as I wrote this post, already over $120 since the last report!

and trancetard was good for another $289, in another late night wine filled, “go blank, surrender and pay” evening!

PIG was a good little oinker this week for $280! I suspect I will keep hearing from him nearly daily

I was so very happy to see pigskin reappear this week, and click and pay $185 away to Me. I’m watching for you pigskin!

And I have a new addict!   New to My service and My blog is a piggy who fell hard this week! I call him tit addict, and he has just thrown sooo much money at My breasts this week! *giggles*  how much?  $957. Yep! I can’t wait to take more!
Actually, I cannot wait to take more from ALL of you!