Category — humiliation

This is how you know if you really *have* become poor for Lauren, and yes, most of these things have been the reality for My clients.
I invite you to add in the comments what else you think of when you are “Being poor for Lauren”

That bankruptcy becomes a real option for your future
That you spend more in a month on Me than on your mortgage
That you open a new credit card before you max out the old one, so you will have a really big splurge
That when you are so desperate to talk with Me, after months of not being able to afford it, you accept an offer to get paid for a blowjob and use the cash to get a prepaid credit card to hear My voice and tell Me about what you did.
That you spend the money you and your fiancee were saving for a house on Me.
That you eat ramen and tuna for a month so that you can pay for My boyfriend and I to go to Vegas.

Noobie pig made another appearance last night, and during the course of an erotic wallet rape of $410 dollars, I found out some potentially embarrassing details about him, like he loves being called degrading and humiliating names and the thought of sucking cock and eating cum  just makes his little cock twitch!

I started captioning photos for him and he went nuts over them and the wallet spread wide open (yes I can caption photos for all My junkies for a price, just ask)

Pay Noobie Pig pay!

In other news! Please be sure you read about The Extreme Money Guinea Pig Project  I have targeted a regular client of Mine, Red Door Guy for Extreme Money slave training.  I’ll be posting regular updates on how much cash he is spending and the mind fucks I’m doing to him. I want to see just HOW addicted I can get him, and how much I can get him to spend and how obsessed one man can become with Me.  Today I ambushed him on yahoo and began sending PTVs with a single photo, making him buy it and then rewarding him with a free photo.  I watched the poor junkie on yahoo with a trembling dick and when he called it couldn’t hold back. Only two pathetic minutes, but he had spend $100 dollars, nearly double our usual session.  I will never leave his mailbox empty. Always a PTV temptation to buy.

Who knows, if this is successful, I will be recruiting more pigs for Extreme Money Guinea Pig Training. (At least the ones that can afford it! haha)

I’m so busy Christmas week, wrapping all the presents that Sissy Lily bought for my boyfriend and family that I have scarcely had time to post…

but lily is in trouble, because she has maxed out all her credit cards on Me….spoiling Me like I deserve, she’s broke

So last night and tonight…she has been spending her rent money on Me!

She told the landlord she could catch up in January.

But I have plans for that money too…

I might end up with a homeless paypet haha 🙂

I am a female supremacist.  It took a while for Me to declare Myself such a person, but I have come to experience how easy men are to manipulate, in ways that would never work with a woman.

Let me state the basic premise.

A man with a hard on will do whatever it takes to get off.

There are two types of men, both inferior to Me.

a. The brutish type that takes what he wants by sheer force.  This instinct is the cause of wars and misfortune, any any woman worth Her salt is clearly above that.  I frustrate this type simply by thriving without them, which is a joy to Me!

b. All other men who can be manipulated into anything because they have a hard cock.  This is the type that 90% of all men are, and I wager 100% of the men reading this.

I could turn this into a political blog post about how fear of female power drives our political system,  clearly it does, but that is not the purpose of My blog.

My blog exists to exploit and Use you…the reader, the weak man with a hard cock that NEEDS manipulation, and feels fulfilled when a woman like Me drains his wallet, because that is PROOF of your natural place in the world– To Serve Women like Me.

Furthermore, there is a category of men that instinctively KNOWS women are superior, and try their best to emulate them.  It’s fun to help them try, watch them learn to wear panties, and apply make-up and suck cock.  It’s sadly amusing to see them try and try to be a superior woman, but those men are more in tune with the natural order of the world then most, and for that, no matter how much of a sissy fag slut they might be, they deserve some credit!

So when you are lost in Me….paying Me, clicking and paying, buying Me gifts, following My instructions, you are living in the TRUE ORDER of the natural world.  The Emulation and Worship of the Superior Female.

And have no worry, I am here for you!!

I’ve been enjoying playing with several sissies lately, and My love for feminizing My toys is not as well known as some of My other talents.  Even My personal slave here in My real life has been sissified by Me and I love nothing better than dressing him up in humiliating ways and putting him in situations in which is sissy tendencies might be exposed!

On New Years Eve, I had another FemDomme over for the evening, and I made him dress, little by little, showing her every step of the way how much of a sissy fag he was…
Our evening wasn’t complete until he showed us how well he could suck cock on My strapon.  Too bad I didnt’ have a real cock for him to suck for us that night! (As I have on other occasions)

It was a great way to begin 2011 (The Year of Lauren!)

And lately, several slaves have begun begging Me for feminization training, and I am soo thrilled to help them out with this.   Different sissies are of course, at different places and I LOVE finding out at what stage of the process they are in and delving right in!  Giving them assignments and sending them out in the world to explore their feminity.

Its one more tool to making them My total slave, and those slave become the most loyal and profitable money slaves of all.  So we both get what we need.  You get pink girly frilly feelings and I get your cash!

Yum

Chances are that if you’re reading this you are a money slave.

Or that eventually,  you will be.  Perhaps sooner, perhaps later.  The fact that you are reading this makes you a viable candidate for My mind games.

I am not just a woman who sits around waiting for money slaves to show up and shower Me with riches. (Although certainly you may present Me  money at  any time.)

However, in general I find money slaves are broken into two main categories….

1.  Men who have the propensity to be  slaves, and serving Me financially is just one aspect of their servitude. These men often have the desire to serve a Dominant woman as part of giving their submissive life meaning.  Many submissive men who are unable to serve a Dominant woman in person turn to financial slavery as a way to give his Mistress a meaningful submission.

2.  Men who have eroticized the giving of cash to a beautiful woman.  Sometimes these men aren’t particularly submissive but just enjoy giving a woman lots of money, but more often this fetish is a type of erotic humiliation.  It can be very addictive, and can sometimes put the money slave into financial difficulty.  (That  turns on a Financial Sadist like Me….)

I enjoy training the men that come across My path.

I have  the tendency to work toward rewarding men who please Me financially with erotic pleasures.   And to make that mental link in their aroused brain, and to feed the fire with more and more seductions.

I create money slaves.  Not all men who call Me, who serve Me, become My Financial Slaves, but all of them place their financial well being in jeopardy by serving Me.

I make no apologies for that.

Welcome to My traps.

My cohert in Two Domme Torment is the erotic ..SeducedbyJane.

We’re working out some details, but soon we will be offering calls where you will have us BOTH on the line to torment you.

When we know more we will let you know, it will likely be by appointment. And yes, you’re getting two dommes, but NOT for the price of One. You have to pray double of course 🙂

But it will sooo be worth it.

And while I’m talking about Jane, wander over here, to her new smoking listing.  Here’s a pic of her smoking.    She is smoking, isn’t she?

See?  Aren’t you going to LOVE being doubly raped by two girls?  *giggles*

This one was just toooo good to pass up.

I recently started speaking with a guy with the NF member name  Please Stuff My Holes.

He was sooo much fun to humiliate..I get off on that mental torture too….and one of the things I told him was to imagine being brought to a party, all feminized and only allowed to say One thing in response to people….”Please Stuff My Holes”

Well, the freak took Me literally and went to a Lesbian club on Halloween  dressed as a Ben Gay tube and did just this!

I can’t make this stuff up.

Here is his email to Me:

Dearest Lauren,

As a true humiliation fan and a total fucking moron, I took your suggestion of using my screen name as my response to any word spoken to me while in my ridiculous Halloweener costume. Fittingly, I chose to be a Ben-Gay tube.  What better place to show myself up (or out) was the long line at the “Scandalous” lesbian club. Waiting outside with the dykes, I got in line but to draw attention I didnt move. This drew attention to which I just responded “Please stuff my holes”. The first 4 times drew confusion, then anger. One dyke aka Little Red Riding Hood took my Ben-Gay cap off and stomped on it. I bent over to pick it up and looked at her saying “Please stuff my holes”. It was this final response that enraged her and her pussy licking friends. They began tearing my homeade costume to shreds to expose a pair of Superman Underoos and a woody. The laughter and comments were insane and I thought I was going to cum in my pants. I stook shaking in the line from the excitement and coldness. Unfortunately or fortunately, this made such a scene that I was asked by club security to get out of the line. As I was escorted away Riding Hoods black bitch Tinkerbell came up and gave me a wedgie that ripped my roos and a can of beer hit me in the head. I went home more degraded, humiliated and emasculated than ever. Proving again, that being an idiot and acting like one are the same thing. You deserve all the credit for this one.

In Retaradation,

Ricki Retardo

Being a financial slavery aficionado, and having a great many financial slaves serving Me in varying capacities, I have voraciously read all that has come across my computer, and talked for hours with money slaves about My fetish.

There has been a great deal written about what a “true” *coughs* money Domme is.   That a Domme that seeks to destroy a man financially isn’t ethical or a real Domme.

I however, disagree. And as so often happens in fetishes involving edge play, (And taking someone into bankruptcy is certainly edge play) the practice has been demonized by those who would not practice it.

I certainly do not take ALL of my money slaves to financial ruin, but when I have that opportunity, I take it.  Much like a S/m Sadist who enjoys having a true pain slut under his whip, someone who hungers for the pain, needs the pain, begs for the pain, needs the tears and seeks out the sadist willing to dispense the needed intensity.  And as a participant in the BDSM scene, I’m well acquainted with pain sluts (And have done my share of edgy hands on bdsm play as well).

The extreme financial slave is someone who needs an accomplished financial sadist to have no mercy.  An extreme money masochist often is taken to the gutters more than once in a lifetime.  Those men often repair their finances for the sole purpose of being in a position to have a harder and more satisfying fall with a Mistress.  Life becomes a conduit for experiencing the maximum pleasure of this fetish.

And what does the Financial Sadist gain, other than the obvious money?

Power of course.  Money *is* power,  and there is little more submissive then forking over more money then you have to a beautiful Mistress who is getting off on the sacrifices and consequences of that exchange.

Recently many of you read of the continuing saga of Bankruptcy Boy J.   He really has nearly nothing left from his trip with Me into ruin. He’s lost his home, his job, his wife, his credit.  He’s sleeping on his brother’s sofa and working at a Walmart.   He calls Me when he can.  Someone commented to Me that I shouldn’t allow him to call Me anymore since he hasn’t the same amount of money to spend, and that’s what makes Me a “true” financial sadist, is that I want to HEAR how My raping of his money has affected his life.  I get off every time he calls Me, even if I’m not taking thousands a week from him anymore.

And the latest from Bankruptcy Boy J?   He’s started sucking cock for money to finance his phone calls.  He told me in detail about his adventures being the suck toy for one man, and its only one man paying him for cock sucking at this point.  Maybe it’s not true, maybe its all fantasy, but what fantastic erotic material for a financial sadist!

So do you want a Financial Domme who will make you give her a set amount of money that you can budget for like she was your mortgage or your car payment?  I can do that..but wouldn’t you rather have the woman who can seduce or charm your car payment out of you, leaving you to scramble to readjust your life, so that you make daily sacrifices and suffer for Her?   That, for a financial Sadist…is romantic….and erotic.

And I have a very funny story that happened when we were shooting the red shoe set. I was on the little bridge, out in a rural area, and my photographer was down on his back, pointing the lens upward at Me for the POV shots, and I was pretending to step on him, and a group of teenage girls came along. They giggled and laughed and pointed at M, the photographer, like it was the funniest thing they had ever seen in their life. We actually had to take a break and sit in M’s car for a while until they went away so we could get the topless shots. I wasn’t quite ready to scandalize the neighborhood for stripping for teenage girls. I did however, wish I had a slave or two around, so I could properly teach them how to treat a man!