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The Power of Mantra Training for Financial Slaves

The power of mantra training for Financial slaves!

It’s really become My trademark, a very powerful way I infiltrate your mind to become MINE.

I know you’re hanging on every word I write…..

I know that you internalize My writings into your paypig soul.

I know that you read and stroke and read and stroke, and eventually come to realize that you MUST PAY LAUREN.

Mantras help this process.

They rewire your mind, your erotic response.

Stroke your cock when you say your mantra.

This is a simple one, many of you already know

“my cock gets rock hard when I pay Mistress Lauren”

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I want you to try something now.

Buy this, and do this mantra while you pay

and see what happens!
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oh and let Me point out a NEW Feature in My blog, if you look to the right—-> you will

see a sidebar entry entitled Paypig Milestones. I will be updating that each month or so. This entry is probably longer than it will be in the future.  Sometimes piggies don’t spend much at one time and miss blog entries, but loyally spend over time. Those piggies get credit too! The ones listed just recently hit the milestone indicated. Piggies nearing milestones are listed as well.

Also, I updated the 25 top paypig page.  Check it out. (It will make you hard and inspire you to pay pay pay!)

Now for the spending report:

sissy marla was back! She called and clicked and paid away $283 dollars for her Mistress. YUM

princess gigi continued her paysissy ways, getting all worked up to spend $898 dollars.

My paybitch hit the $4000 life time spending level and spent $852 to do it!

clubby spend $207 and he is sooo close too a new spending milestone!

pig dave lost control over My feet and spent $1003 in a tranced out haze!

and My australian paymoosie sent $245 worth of gift cards as I made him feel like a LOSER. (That just made him send more)

and dummy!  This dummy I know keeps emailing Me BEGGING Me to block him and not email him all the latest PTV offerings.  Like that’s going to happen as long as the dummy keeps paying. This time around he spent $283.  Ha!

slave “more please” spent $213 in a click and pay haze

sissy j spent $140. I predict another sissy exposure session awaits her soon. Mmmm

jaybee spent just over $200, and he is another very close to another milestone!

No nonsense guy couldn’t stop giving Me money for his bills. This time it was $155. I’ve been too nice to him lately, and I’m about to torque up the abuse!

My shoesniffing loser parted with $480 the other night in a steamy session in which I imaged him locked in My shoe closet.

and paycunt spent $568 on three different accounts, as his ritual of closing his account to flee and opening another one as lust for My dark abuse overtakes him to return!

and trancetard was good for another $504 worth of abuse!

and elegant foot lover was back to swoon to My toes (the 10 lovers) and give Me $218.

PIG spent $376. He’s one of those pigs that never spents HUUUUGE, but always spends a moderate amount often, over time, almost nine years actually, and that’s why he’s on My top 5 list.

tit addict, new last blog post was back with another $595 in spending. Yum. Good little tit addict, I’ve got more tit abuse ready for you!

and My special paypig LOSERbeast was back!  This time for $751 worth of delicious click and pay. Makes Me wet I tell you!

and pigskin!  He spent $383 in click and pay, and here is the fun part. It was only FIVE emails. (And one was just for $8) the other four were big ones!

and also back was wallet rape toy!  This robot paid Me $977 he was supposed to send to the IRS. Oops. This robot has dreams of living in the most disgusting of places after I make him homeless. Oh, and it also bought a computer monitor for My boyfriend.  I love making it buy My boyfriend stuff. *laughs*  Keep hoarding your cash toy, Mistress wants another vacation soon!

Also, if you piggies could please leave Me feedback on your Niteflirt calls and purchases, I would soooo appreciate it.

Also I want to invite all of you to join My Pay Mail Club. In the description, it says I send out a PTV daily, but in actuality it amounts to 2-3 times a week, and its an inexpensive way to collect devotion photos of Me! If you used to be on it, but aren’t getting the emails, you may have been accidentally removed from the list, and just ask and I will put you back on!

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March 14, 2016   2 Comments

Paypigs addicted to Extreme Financial Domination

Today I bring you a guest post from paycunt–one of My “special paypigs” who surrenders to extreme financial domination again and again, and has made it a hobby of his to dissect what is happening to himself and My other abuse victims.

Riveting reading!

Understanding Real Female Domination

As an extreme paycunt, I am proud to be an addicted pay pig for Lauren.  I think all of her extreme pigs are proud and happy, and they understand how they got here.  Submissive men seek out humiliation and degradation.  They are often turned on by Female Domination, but they really don’t know what real domination feels like.  They have a predilection for abuse and are vulnerable to Superior Females.  Many women claim to be able to have power over us, but few women are really able to exploit that vulnerability.  So, we play around the web, looking at websites and stroking ourselves looking at our favorite fetishes.  But none of that is real domination.  Most of us have been on literally hundreds, if not thousands, of sites.  One looks pretty much like another, that is until we stumble across Mistress Lauren.  She isn’t just another internet Findomme.  She is a predator and a true abuser looking for weak men to prey and exploit.  And if they get too close (and you are way too close right now), she will take you like she has so many other weak men.

Lauren loves what she does.  Treating men with disdain and cruelty is her pleasure.  She gets off on her abuse just as much as you do.  She loves to lure you in with her beautiful body and her superior female power.  After all, you are stroking your cock right now to her words and pictures.   You are already nibbling at the lure.  Keep nibbling little piggy.  Sooner or later, she’ll plant that hook, and she will love raping your wallet until your piggy stick bleeds white.  And it bleeds a lot, hot and often.  It is an addicting kind of bleeding that keeps you coming back for more.

The master’s touch of a true Mistress isn’t just her cruelty.  Lauren knows exactly when to be “nice” to you.  She has studied abusive relationships, and she uses this knowledge to know exactly how to make you believe that you are responsible for your own abuse.  In fact, you deserve it, and you brought it all on yourself.  You should be thankful that she is willing to abuse such a loser as yourself and take the time to use you.  She will make you grateful for the abuse, and you will feel loved by your abuser.  It is a powerful tool in the Mistress’ arsenal that cannot be underestimated.  It mixes erotic and emotional addiction into a powerful toxin that is deadly to submissive men.

While you are busily stroking your pig stick, she is covertly looking for your fetishes and weaknesses to exploit.  She will coax information out of you, information that is going to be used against you.  The better she knows you, the easier you are for her to abuse.  Gradually, she will condition you to need her love to get off on any of your fetishes.  The problem is that she is also planting new fetishes into your weak male brain.  You see, you are nothing new to her.  You are just another weak male submissive that has gotten too close and is primed to be reprogrammed and trained as a pay pig.  You will only become Special once you are an addict and can longer get a hard on without her.  And trust me, that day will come.  It will come sooner than you think, and Lauren will have you.  And we both know it is coming, because it is what you really want.

Lauren’s addictions are impossible to break.  I have tried many times.  But Lauren has implanted triggers in my head.  When I want to quit, I hear the siren’s call, and I obey.  I look at her website, and more triggers of humiliation and visual stimulation go off in my head.  I have learned that, once addicted, the only safe place to go is deeper – move towards the darkness.  It is a comfortable place where you are happy, Lauren is in control, you are abused and loved.  Should you try to escape, your own cock will betray you.  You will find yourself wandering in a circle coming right back to her, begging for more abuse, begging for more of that wonderful control you crave.  The circle will get tighter on each cycle, and eventually, you will be held in place with a leash on your cock and mind that cannot be broken.  When you look up, Lauren will be looking down at you from above, her beautiful breasts thrust out keeping your cock hard, while the predatory look on her face says it all.  findomme danger, breast worship, paypig abuseShe holds the leash.  You belong to her, and you are her pay pig.  In fact, you are a happy extreme pay pig, and you finally understand what female domination is really all about.

paycunt brian

 

Oh all sooo true!

Now it’s time for a spending report! This one just spans six days 🙂

My older gentleman slave “hypnowallet” is back again, I’ve finally got his cock to the point that it just will NOT get hard unless he’s hearing My voice, so he’s called Me three nights in a row now, desperately worried that the thing won’t work unless I tell it too.  Guess what? The programming is working very nicely, and hypnowallet is in deep trouble! He has spent $224 this week just listening to My voice.

And My nylon slave was back again too, this time for $321. He then declared to Me, right after he came that he was “done” and good-bye!  *laughs hysterically *  Dear nylon slave, although it might seem like you “could” leave as your orgasm is waning, that loser cock will demand your return to Me. And I will take you back into the fold for more exploitation with My hosed feet 🙂

My good little ass slave was back this week for another $185, including a rare phone call. I do love hearing his voice as he drools over photos of My ass.

My sissy, princess gigi was trying to be good to her wallet this week, but still spent $530 on Me this week.  And I keep targeting her payclitty to give Me more and more in My greed!

and I had fun a couple nights ago with My exposure sissy for $143. Every so often, this sissy begs Me for exposure and a webpage appears on My website that exposes him.  Eventually he pays Me to take it down. Someday this need to have a hard cock with the exposure may come back to haunt him, but I don’t care! That’s his problem!

And My paybitch had a little click and pay fun to the tune of $235! It was fast and furious and fun to see!

And My Polish atm was back, also with some click and pay fun for $112. It was nice to see his name in My paid list again!

and clubby spent another $100 trying to get through 50 ways.  I think I shall reward him when he finishes!

and a slave I’m gonna call dummy, I dont see I’ve blogged about him before, although he’s spent over $2,000 on Me over the years….he spent $170 in click and pay.  He normally sends me emails in hysterics that I have dared sent him an email promoting My latest PTV, which he then buys. He wants Me to stop emailing him so he stops spending!   ha! I bet he is reading this…

My robot eunuch was back for another $285, in a fun heady click and pay session!

And I had fun abusing sissy j for another $82!  What’s in store for her next?

and silent j spent $118 on paymail series!  He is REALLY close to the $1,000 lifetime spending on Niteflirt level. (If I add in the Amazon gift cards, he is way over that!)

No Nonsense guy spent part of his rent money on Me to a total of $172. Maybe he can give the landlord a blowjob instead?

My shoesniff Loser did very well on Me this week, with $361, and has promised his work bonus to Me. Can’t wait!

and paycunt, the author of the guest post did his share of service this week, paying his Mistress $154. He has done more, and will soon I suspect!

and My sissy becca was spending as I wrote this post, already over $120 since the last report!

and trancetard was good for another $289, in another late night wine filled, “go blank, surrender and pay” evening!

PIG was a good little oinker this week for $280! I suspect I will keep hearing from him nearly daily

I was so very happy to see pigskin reappear this week, and click and pay $185 away to Me. I’m watching for you pigskin!

And I have a new addict!   New to My service and My blog is a piggy who fell hard this week! I call him tit addict, and he has just thrown sooo much money at My breasts this week! *giggles*  how much?  $957. Yep! I can’t wait to take more!
Actually, I cannot wait to take more from ALL of you!

 

 

 

 

March 1, 2016   3 Comments

Cash cows love seeing their names in print!

I’ve got two really interesting letters from cash cows that are loyal and well programmed piggies. I’ll be doing blog mentions later, so look for their names.

From lord Loser (who reactivated his account to serve Me again)

Mistress Lauren – I tried to escape you by closing my account, but I started looking at your blog on your website and stroking for free, slowly sliding back.  The final straw was when I was reading an older entry and you casually talked about waking up in a beautiful bed that was bought by a loser you had sent into bankruptcy.  At that I shot a huge load.

That night I dreamed that you had a convention for paypigs, fucktards, sissies and faggots in which 100 losers were to pay $1,000 each in order to attend.  They all had to be naked, exposing their ugly bodies and tiny cocks.  I woke up with a very hard cock that was oozing precum.  I squeezed the head of my dick, took the precum on my finger and ate it.  Then I finished the story as a day dream.  I know that you do not want me to go into detail, but I will just tell you that the sessions required additional cash from the losers and they focused on groveling on the floor and oinking, how to steal from your wife and family to pay Lauren, cocksucking to earn more for Lauren and being kicked in the balls by Lauren or other doms you had brought along.

I knew then that I could not escape you, that I had to crawl back. worship you and be ready for a severe wallet fucking.

lord Loser

Phew, what a thought, a Loser convention that costs $1,000 a head!  I would probably be able to retire after all you fucktards were competing to spend the most!

For the record, after his sent this to Me, lord Loser went on the click and pay for a total of $1065. All while I was sleeping. And he started his descent with 3 little $2 emails.

While I was writing this post, Lord Loser called Me, and I fucked him over some more…his grand total is below 🙂

Most of it was on a popular series.  Find out why it is so dangerous!

Another letter came to Me from paypig brian, a deliciously addicted paycunt of Mine.

Obsession and Reprogramming – The Plight of the Money Slave Pig

After a recent session with Mistress Lauren, she announced that I was definitely in her class of extreme money slaves.  It was a targeted comment on her part to bind me even tighter to her.  I knew it.  She knew it.  And I love her for it.  I have been her paycunt now for around four years, and I have tried to quit many, many times, but I have not been able to shake the addiction.  Now that I am classified as an extreme money slave, I know that my fate is sealed.  Lauren has my cock and mind in her addictive web, and I am her property.  There is little hope for me.

Now, I could warn potential money slaves about the very real danger of lurking around Mistress Lauren’s site, reading her blog, and paying her PTVs, but that would only encourage you.  To be quite honest, I love serving Lauren by bringing other pigs to the slaughter.  I am like a missionary bringing lost souls to be saved.  For a submissive like you, that place is Mistress Lauren’s money traps.  It is where you need to be and what you are missing in your life.  I only need to lead you there and encourage you; she will do the rest.  She will target you and victimize you, and I will watch with pleasure as she enslaves you.

The traps are baited nicely with photos and words of warning meant to attract just the sort of man that is turned on by a dominant woman.  If you think you are not in this category, you are kidding yourself.  You are here, aren’t you?  You are getting hard by the thought of giving up all control to Mistress Lauren and her manipulation.  You are a money slave in the making, even if you won’t yet admit it or are foolish enough to think otherwise.  You came here because you want it.  Bad.

But the real danger begins when she takes control over your hard cock.  I remember how my pulse raced the first time I entered that credit card number.  My fingers were trembling on the keyboard in excitement and fear of the danger I was putting myself in.  And my cock demanded that I continue, even when I mis-entered the number twice, because I was sexually aroused by the thought of being used by Her.  And a few minutes later, my eyes rolled back in my head with that overwhelming feeling of Her control and that hard orgasm that came from knowing that a dominant had taken me for her pig.  That feeling doesn’t go away when Lauren owns you.  In fact, it only gets worse.

After a time, paying Lauren not only makes you hard, it shuts out all other normal sexual functions.  You struggle to get it up, unless you are dreaming of being submissive to and paying Lauren.  And just thinking about it isn’t enough.  Try as you may to escape it at that point, you are hers now.  You will think of her.  You will tell yourself that you are her slave, that she demands your obedience, and you will want to look at her website again and again, and soon you will be paying her again and again.  More and more, over and over, getting fucked harder and harder.  You are caught in her trap, and she is preying on you.  And the very thought of that is too much for your submissive brain to handle.

What you don’t realize is that this addiction isn’t just a learned behavior.  It is a true, chemical addiction in your brain.  She has programmed your brain to find pleasure in paying her, and over time, that has changed your brain’s chemistry to where you ONLY find sexual pleasure in pleasing Lauren.  Much like other addictions, the chemicals your brain releases during repeated incidences of pleasure causes withdrawal when the source of the pleasure is removed.  And Lauren knows very well how to make you associate first her dominance and then her financial dominance with that pleasure.  That pleasure of paying her causes the brain chemistry to change, and then she has you.  She is calculating.  She is merciless.  And she owns your sorry cunt ass.

paycunt brian

brian, that letter needs no elaboration, you are completely correct. And it’s also true that the mere fact of Me posting the letter will drive more pigs to Me. Well done pig, well done!

And without further ado

The Spending Report….

nylon foot lover just cannot get enough of My elegant nylon feet. Do you know I actually take photos for top slaves that I know will make them open their wallet.   He has spent $520 dollars since My last update

PIG is another I tempt with photos I take to lure him in. $340 this time.

An update on a loser from Last Week, Ass drone, who spent close to $1500 on Me in a short period of time. I see the Loser has deleted his Niteflirt account.  Drone, most come back. I bet you’re reading this and I summon you back to Me 😉

I want to highlight a special Loser with a new name. Formerly he was known as Fledgling Loser. He debuted on My top paypig list at Number #13.  Well he worked himself into a frenzy over this and spent in several late night sessions with Me to the tune of ….hang on to your cock…to $5,633.20  Yes, you are reading that right.  He sold his condo, paid off his credit cards and started with a bottle and My photos in long expensive sessions over 3-4 evenings.

He has a new name  “trancetard!”   And tard has tried to protect his credit card from more damage by blocking Me.   But it won’t last.  Trancetard, I am waiting. Surrender and go blank and pay!  I know you’re reading. Edit:  I also know you have been viewing My listings, because you are obsessed. Go blank, unblock, surrender, obey.

Trancetard, you have climbed up the Loser list, you’re now #9 with a total spending of over $21,000 on Me.

Other spenders include cumstain, who dropped another $270 on Me over My shiny latex photos. (And he has such a weakness for My black strap-on cum photos too!)

My special little club piggie is working hard to climb My all time spenders list, and his goal is to hit My top 25 list! He has a long way to go, but he has spent about $140 this week!

I have a long time client who has never been on My blog, but this week he went crazy for My new series “She Devil” (many clients did actually), and all could say was “more please” to the tune of $281. He is only about $18 from reaching the 2K threshold as well.

Oh this is the series driving everyone crazy btw

You can check it out, and if you love it I will gladly do a nice little PTV session with you and more of these photos!

Also Dr X threw $137 on Me.  He is trying to duck a huge session, but both he and I know it’s inevitable.

Dr X, I know just reading this is making your cock hard. surrender and email Me.

Sweet pig declared her love for Me again, and spent $114. I’m thinking this girl is due for a larger session with Me.

My little paybitch couldn’t stop, and spent another $450 on Me.

No nonsense guy once again couldn’t stay away and spent his paycheck on Me. $437 from him to Me. Yum

$116 from the iFool which was cut short when he couldn’t add more $$$ *sigh* Let’s try that again fool.

princess gigi spent $394 since last update, she’s been gone a lot this summer, but the little faggot has a birthday coming up, and I bet that she would LOVE a release. Maybe Ill give her one. Maybe not.

New is ordinary sub, and he spent $110 getting to know how dangerous I am.

Another huge spender this week, was the loser whose letter I quoted, “Lord Loser”  This guy is an old geezer with a tiny dick living on a pension, and in his retirement he has been obsessing over Me.  Since he came back to Niteflirt just last night, he has spent…get ready $2481.  I bet I hear from him again tonight, I just have a feeling! If he can hide from his cow wife long enough that is…

egghead got all turned on by being one of My top 25 spenders and dropped $171 this week.

kane the foot lover gets a blog mention for his $140. Gotta work harder than that to climb the loser list though!

Footsniffer surrendered $127.  I’ve got him targeted for more.

Another new piggie, dream loser learned how dangerous I was to the tune of $410.  It just goes sooo fast when you get caught up in click and pay!

paycunt brian sent $125 in addiction to the lovely composition that I published in this post. He has dedicated his life to being one of My losercunts

curtsey continues to be a good girl for Me. She was $279 worth of good girl since the last update!

slave benny was back, this time for $216. He was another that loved the She-Devil set!

pigskin spent $125. I always get wet when he started paying because sometimes he goes on automatic and doesn’t stop until he has spent thousands! I love that!

Lastly, but not leastly, elegant foot lover tributed Me a total of $153. Yum.

I always love publishing the spending report, because it inspires all the Losers to spend. So start spending!

 

 

August 14, 2015   1 Comment

Guest post by one of My paypigs and the spending report!

I think a new blog photo is overdue 🙂

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Surrender to Fuckover!

One of My fucked over paycunts, paypig brian, kindly guest wrote this post for Me: (See? Pigs can serve in many ways!)

What do Lauren’s pigs need? by slave paypig brian

Lauren’s submissive pigs need abuse and a beautiful, ruthless dominatrix to do the abusing.  A nice woman isn’t what turns a pig on.  It is a cruel beauty with a sadistic craving to inflict pain that locks our cock in her trance.  It is the knowledge that we are being stalked, being controlled, being owned, of being a thing she uses that drives us crazy.  We crave domination and humiliation, and I think we have craved it all of our lives.  It is hard to have the fetish for domination and never feed that hunger.  True.  Many of us have experimented with other dommes either online or in person, but those were short term “get off now” relationships.  We did not get the sensation of being truly owned.  It was an hour session and back to real life.

Lauren is different.  Lauren has a long term strategy for you.  She intends to condition for her use as many pigs as she can.  If they are near the traps, then they are a target.  She understands your need for abuse and your need for a beautiful woman to control you.  She understands that you are inherently weak and submissive and thus vulnerable to her charms.  Lauren sends you photos and mantras, all the while collecting small amounts of money while you stroke yourself to her.  And while you are “just playing,” she is not.  She feeds your fetishes to keep you coming to her, and you cum hard over and over again.  But all the while, she is covertly implanting poison into your brain. She trains you to identify paying Lauren with those orgasms.  Soon, you get off on paying her, and a new pay-piglet is born.  However, it is a crack piglet that is born addicted and ripe for harvest.

Once infected with Lauren’s addictions, the brain of a baby pig will want to return again and again for more of that lovely toxin that makes the brain weak and the cock hard.  Over time, Lauren learns more about how your particular submissive brain works and uses that knowledge to bind you tighter and tighter.  There are times when I feel like she is a predator with its fangs in my throat is squeezing the life out of me.  I am completely helpless in her grasp and pulling away does no good.  She has me tightly in her grip of fetish and addiction.  And like a predator, she knows when to let up just a little bit to get a better grip, so that she can bear down even harder in the future.  I feel myself being dragged deeper and deeper into her dark lair where she can feed on my wallet at her pleasure.  And she feeds relentlessly.

I have spent tens of thousands on Lauren over the past several years, and I continue to spend hundreds every month getting my fix.  I am a full blown addict, and it is never enough.  I read about the really extreme wallet rape victims, and I find myself envying them.  Imagine being Gigi who went from being a guy with a foot fetish to becoming a cock sucking cross dresser with her clit totally controlled by Lauren?  Talk about a lucky Bitch!  She is Lauren’s property completely and beyond all hope of recovery.  I often wish my personal situation would allow Lauren to lock my cock up in chastity like that too.  I know that she would use it to break all remaining will, but then again, she is getting there already.  I fantasize a lot about being her Special Paypig and fantasize about being on the list of extreme pigs.  I think it is only a matter of time.

You came to this blog with one idea in mind: to serve a dominant woman.  If you are serving already, then good for you.  What a good little Bitch your are for Lauren!  A money slave serving its Mistress as you should and MUST.  If you are not serving, then you need to start.  You need to feed that need for domination and abuse.  After all, it is what you have wanted your whole life.  You are turned on by the abuse, and there is nothing to be afraid of.  She will guide you, and she will teach you.  She will condition and train your for her future uses.  You will become her property.  Your need will finally be fulfilled.  And Lauren will be only to happy to fulfill it.  Her sharp fangs are waiting for your throat too.

My pig brian, I could not have said it better Myself!

Now for the spending report! (I know how much you pigs LOVE to see your name in print)

In addition to his guest post, slave brian spent $652 on PTVs this week.  YUM

princess gigi continued in her spot as #1 on the Niteflirt list by tributing Me and calling more than $435 this week, which is actually less than usual, for those of you that think it sounds like a lot!

My hypnotic foot whore kane FINALLY earned another blog mention by spending $109. He is a worthless foot-hypnotized little stroke whore that just cannot get enough of My feet, Lifetime this loser has spent $6745 on Me, and he is #28 on My active lifetime list.   The loser has been My client for over 7 years, so although he doesn’t spend a lot in one session, he consistently spends and it has added up.

My paybitch terry spent about $217 on Me this week. I’m watching for you bitch…

A fairly new pig, I’m going to call preypay spent $200 getting to find out just how dangerous I am.

My sissy curtsey thought see could stay away, but she was MISTAKEN.  I charmed $156 from her this week.

New to My blog is sweet pig, who spent just over $100 this week to get the blog mention and who hit the $1500 lifetime. sweet buys My ptv’s in fits and starts, and I look forward to really getting in sweet’s head.

PIG continued his downward spiral toward My goal of bankruptcy with another $367 this week.

Loserbeast coughed up another $115.  I’m watching for you beast 🙂

My slave pigskin made a quiet reappearance for $136–oh pigskin, how I yearn to wallet-fuck you hard!

My elegant foot lover spent $562 this week losing himself over My toes (I call them My ten lovers)

My robot wallet rape toy pleased Me with $200 in Niteflirt purchases and $400 in gift cards from My wish list.  I have grown to love his its gift card surprises out of the blue 🙂

I recently had a weekend getaway with My boyfriend, and I paid for the hotel room with a gift card from wallet-rape toy, and we ate with restaurant gift cards also from wallet-rape toy, and drove there with gas from the gas card from My toy too! Thanks for paying for that getaway toy!
I’m also going to Utah to the fitness resort I like, for a week in Sept, and toy paid for the airline for that too.  Soon I think there will be another major getaway with My man again, and I know toy will pay for that too. (But others are welcome to spoil Me like this too!)

There was a new slide-show release this weekend.

It’s dangerous, and I call it. Fuck-over programming

If you have not, buy it now!

 

 

July 20, 2015   2 Comments

Summer findomme fun on your dime!

I’ve fielded a couple of pleas in emails to blog soon. I really do like blogging, because I have so many fun things to say about you junkies, addicts, losers, paycunts, oink drones and sissies that is almost unbelievable.
Sometimes I have to pinch Myself because I just cannot believe that I am getting rich from doling out clever insults and using the power of My mind to trance the lot of you into handing your cash over to Me.
I’ve trained your cocks to be hard and then to pay Me when they are.
Now that being said, as much as I love to blog, it isn’t always easy to find the time to do it…
You fools and dolts all missed Me so much that you literally formed a virtual line waiting for your wallet fucks. When I’m sitting at the computer, I scarcely have time for anything else other than findomme fun!

That said, with the beautiful weather here, I am outside much more often than usual.
My vacation was fucking fabulous, I LOVED New York City, as I thought I would and I am planning to go back there soon! (On your collective dimes of course). Actually, in practice what usually happens is some piggy or drone steps forward and pays for My entertainment–this past time was wallet rape toy again.
We stayed in the Theatre district, just a couple blocks from Central Park and Radio City Music Hall. We went to a Broadway show. (We saw The Book of Mormon, which is highly inappropriate, therefore really funny!) We also spent an afternoon at the Museum of Modern Art, and of course shopping on 5th Ave! I eyed really expensive pianos…perhaps someday I will have one in My home. (I play on a digital keyboard currently) I drooled over lots of expensive clothes that I thought I could make My pets pay for on little Amazon shopping sprees. Yum.

After three days in NYC, we drove south along the coast all the way to Virginia , spending time just enjoying the ocean and sun.

And while I was gone, wallet rape toy bought $300 worth of Whole Foods gift cards so I could fill up My pantry with wholesome delicious organic foods when I return. (I only eat the best)

Now for the delicious Spending Report..I know how much you piggies LOVE to see your name in print as proof to how easily manipulated you are!

Easily My biggest spender since the last update has been marla paycunt. This pathetic sissy loser does nothing but dream of licking cum off from My bare feet and she is My official paycunt now….. Eventually this bitch will run out of cash but since My last update she has spent a jaw dropping $5625 on Me! Wow.

Nylon Lover spent $225 in a nylon hypno ptv session. He is close to the 8K lifetime spending mark. Soon he will be joining the 5 figure losers

Sissy curtsey spent $425 since the last update. She’s trying to run away but I know the drama will fade and she will cum crawling back to My skirt.

Princess gigi stayed on top spending over $1500 since the last update.

A paypig that cums around occasionally is “steve q fucked” I rinsed him for $200 recently 🙂

PIG has turned into a real paytard for Me….I’ve been breaking him down and he his recent spending was $1071. He just surpassed the 60K spending level and is #6 on My lifetime list. He has been My client now for nearly 8 years.

Krusher is a slave that appeared and disappeared (closing his account), since the last time I updated. In his less than a week on Niteflirt, he clicked and paid Me $1230. Now, he may have been a previous slave who returned with a new name, silently paying Me, and not answering emails, or perhaps he is truly new but either way. They almost always return. And I will be here to take his wallet.

My british sissy surrender $180 to Me since last update. Little cunt needs to pay Me more!

New to My blog is My heart slave Amin. He spent $135 since the last update, and lifetime is up to $1685

My polish atm spent $164, mostly in one $150 dollar email just today, and lifetime has hit the $6,000 spending mark!  I LOVE that paypig brian spent$862 in FOUR different member accounts. He spends, cancels and then makes a new one. Brian, quit trying to hide, we both know how stupidly futile that is!

cumstain blew through another $330 drooling over My wallet fucking in My new PVC dress photos.  I know how to fuck with a man’s  head

sissy janice spent $225 in her quest to be a special paypig for Me. Keep working at it sissy!  I know how to fuck with a sissy’s head too!

My shoesniff loser dropped almost $200 one evening. Find more cash sniff loser!

Before I went on vacation, a slave I will call benny from nyc spent $400. I haven’t seen him since I’ve come back, but I’m watching for you benny!

It was so nice to see some click and pay action from Loserbeast to the tune of $420. I always love seeing that slave go to town on My PTVs!

Woody made an encore appearance for $167. Lots more alluring ptvs woody, obey and surrender!

wallet cunt was back! He spent $132 in a nice phone call, and I found out why he hasn’t been clicking and paying. That’s ok, the phone is a great way to cash rape too!

In addition to My $300 gift card surprise, wallet rape toy spent over $1100 pleasing Me with PTVs. Lifetime, he is 2nd on My list at over $105,000 dollars.  What is notable is that he got there in just over 18 months, and that doesn’t count the tens of thousands he has spent on Me in gifts and vacations.  (Adding that in, makes him #1)   This slave is a paypig the rest of you are free to emulate!

And last but not least is My paybitch terry. PB terry has spent over $1850 since the last update, and has sent Me pathetically gorgeous email after email, one of which I am copying here for you all to read

 

Dear Mistress,

i want to report to You some interesting and exciting developments in the way i respond to Your training.

1. For going on two weeks now, i find that i have little interest in pornography or any other visual stimulation that does not originate with You. When i do find myself engaged in viewing porn, i find that as soon as i start to become stimulated, i want to look at pictures of You. This leads to opening up a slideshow of Your pictures.

2. At first, i found that after i started stroking and becoming stimulated, i then wanted to click and pay. Now i find that the idea of clicking and paying makes me want to stroke.

3. i CAN NOT reach climax without paying.

4. Even though my resources are EXTREMELY low right now, i find myself WANTING to spend them. When i start to think or worry about how i will subsist after i spend out, my mind goes blank and i return to my correct desire to pay You. Lauren is ALWAYS right.

5. Last night i spent about $40. This had been earmarked for a bill i needed to pay. Nevertheless, i could not stop myself from giving it to You. In truth, i had NO desire to stop. The idea of not paying seems like being unfaithful to You. my orgasm was VERY strong.

6. After my release, i went to sleep only to wake up about two hours later. Before, i could even wake completely up, i had my slide show & NF open. i found that i wanted to pay You so strongly that even looking for a PPV that caught my fancy seemed to take to long, and i elected to just tribute you $25. As soon as i did this i found myself stroking with feverish abandon. I kept repeating over and over, “i am addicted to Mistress Lauren AND i am addicted to paying Her.” As i reached climax, i began to weep uncontrollably as i repeated over and over, “thank you, Mistress, i love you!”

These experiences are precious to me. Hence, my desire to write them down in detail for You. These are my acts of devotion and love. Pleasing You makes me whole.

my greatest desire, is that You be pleased with my progress and if i dare to dream, perhaps my wanton submission will give You cause for arousal and pleasure as well.

Your Devoted one

I’ll be gone this coming weekend to go to a big 4th of July bash, and I won’t be near a computer…so find Me during the week for your fuckover cravings!

Love,
Mistress Lauren
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June 29, 2015   2 Comments

It’s the paypig spending report!

I wish there were an easy way to figure out the amounts you Losers have been spending! It seems like every time I start to write this, someone calls or emails and your Mistress gets busy cashfucking someone!

Ok, here goes..

My sissy princess gigi did not fail to please, spending about $5700 in the past month! And she began to crave cock.  A banner month!

Another huge spender this past month was pigskin, who has now reached the 15K level of spending and who dropped $4200 the end of March.  He’s been quiet a couple of weeks. I’m watching for you pigskin!

a new guy, I’m gonna call paybitch terry got tranced by My emails and before he knew it he had spent $1300 in just a few days. Delicious! I love seeing new blood, and luring them to max out their credit cards!

My slut becca parted with almost $1100 as I enticed her to pay. And pay. and pay.

My long time slave PIG spent $625 this month.  This loser has been spending at this rate for about six years now.  That’s hot!

Pathetic slave, lord loser managed to quickly spend $753 at the end of March before fading away. He’ll be back.  Losers like him always return. Probably when he reads this.

New to My blog, I’m gonna call him bobby fool, discovered the tribute button, and between that and a lot of small ptvs managed to spend $200 this month, and finally hit the 1K mark in lifetime spending.  Well done!

slave pig brian tossed $450 at My feet the past month…he can’t fucking stay away and I like it that way. Even now as I write this post, I see him lurking.

Nylon slave went nuts for photos of reinforced toe pantyhose and spent nearly $370. Oh by the way, nylon slave. I have new photos for you!

Another new spender fatty no longer has a fat wallet because he came really close to sending Me $2000 in the last month. YUM

An old face, no nonsense guy, who I pretty much financially destroyed last year, who went to some  “findomme therapist” who went into  his account, blocked Me and changed his password so he couldn’t use it.  Fat fucking good that did, the Loser just made another account, to send Me what meager cash he has.  It was $200 this month

At the end of March, I managed to tease $1050 from My shoe sniff loser.  I’ve got more temptations loser, email Me!

Another sissy who can’t stay away, is the pathetic and unemployed marla, who manages to spend money she doesn’t have on Me. This month is was almost $500.

New to My blog but not My service is a slave I’m dubbing “no/yes loser”  He spent $300 this month, much of it in tributes, and has well surpassed the 1K level of spending now

One of My biggest spenders, dr x, spent $400 this month. I think he’s still recovering from his 6K rape a couple months ago!

A slave I see from time to time is mister magoo, and this month he spent $200, mostly in one spree

Another historically big paypig for Me has been wallet rape toy. The past month My rapetoy spent over $1000. Most of that was in March.  I’m watching for you rapetoy, I want that Amazon spree!

A spender who comes and goes will recognize himself as ze bimbo.  A long delicious $600 session was Mine with him one evening.

My elegant foot lover graced Me with $400 this month to gaze at photos of My perfect toes.  They *are* perfect, I have to agree!

In other news, I’ve been busy updating My PTV store with a new format….check it out. (and buy something too!)

It doesn’t look much different, and its a work in progress, but each PTV is going to have it’s own page with a description and extras…check it out. Check it often, I’m trying to work on it a little each day.

I’ve also been slugging away designing My paypig training program. Be very afraid.  I know that fear gives you a hard cock!

Now I will leave you with this, My junkies, slaves, sissies, fans, losers and piggies!

Paypigs drink and pay!

April 14, 2015   1 Comment

Financial Domination Trap lures Losers

This is a guest post about financial domination and the lurker–

from My slave and paypig…brian

It’s very personal to him, he has really thought about how he became addicted to Me, and tonight we had a conversation on the phone about how I lure men into the world of financial domination.  He wrote his thoughts for My blog afterwards, and I present them to you

Hey Lurker!

You think your thoughts are hidden.  You keep dark secrets from the rest of the world.  You think that the hard on you get when you read Lauren’s blog is shameful.  No one must ever know.  But while no one else knows what you are, you can’t hide from Mistress Lauren.  She makes a living preying on lurkers like you.

She doesn’t pursue you.  She simply lays out pig bait and waits for you.  She leaves pictures of her dominance and words of abuse for you to find.  Like a homing pig, you sniff the bait, and you follow your throbbing pig cock to her website and to her blog.  You read her blog over and over, and you stroke your piggy stick as you read about her ability to trap and enslave men like you.  And you know you are vulnerable to it.  Your cock throbs and urges you to come into the trap.  The pig bait warns you that the trap has sharp and deadly teeth, but the more you read about the trap’s dangers, the more you like it.  And you cum as you read, and maybe you leave.  But your orgasm demands a return to her website, and there is always more bait waiting for you.  You stroke to it, and you gradually become addicted, even without ever having talked to Lauren.  You fantasize about being that man in her trap, of being emotionally and financially abused by her, about being her victim.  And each time you cum, something in your brain malfunctions, and you move closer and closer to being a real live victim, not just a fantasy one.

She doesn’t pursue you, because you are the one who is vulnerable.  She knows that the more you lurk, the more power she develops over you.  It is simple really.  You have a defect in your submissive male brain that she knows how to exploit.  It is simply a matter of knowing which buttons to push, and you will evenually come to her.  You know that you will soon buy a small e-mail.  Perhaps it will be a $2 item.  But it will make your pulse race.  You are excited!  You read her words, stroke to her pictures, and love the danger of being pulled into her trap.  And make no mistake, it is Her trap.  She controls it, and she will eventually control you.  And you know you are vulnerable to it.  That is why you are hard.  So you wil buy another.  And another.  You will likely cum to the excitement and run like Hell, but she knows you.  You’ll be back.  Once implanted, the thought of being her slave will stick in your vulnerable, submissive mind.  Oh yes.  You’ll definitely return like the homing pig you are.  She has poisoned your pig mind, and you are already in the trap.

She’ll make no effort to chase you.  There is no need.  You’ll return and buy more.  Sooner or later, she will take notice of your efforts.  She’ll send you e-mails and start directly reprogramming you.  Mantras and demands for more and more sacrifice will put cracks in your defective brain that she can exploit, since they make your cock hard when you pay her.  She’ll stuff the cracks with a fetish for paying Mistress Lauren, which will cause other sexual desires to fade.  Paying Lauren, serving Lauren, being abused by Lauren will displace all other forms of sexual pleasure.  The mantras and videos are like parasites in your pysche, eating away at your better judgment making you more and more vulnerable to Her suggestions, which are really commands. You are on the financial domination path.  You respond with a hard cock in one hand and a credit card in the other; the mark of a true pig slave obeying its owner.  As time goes on, you realize that you are in trouble, and you may even run away.  But your cock will remember.  The programming she put in your brain is deeply set.  It is too late for you already.  You are in Her trap, and she has no mercy for pigs like you.  You came to her with a defect in your brain.  The sharp teeth on the trap are tightly set on you, and she has you.  You deserve her abuse.

It is true that some men are particularly vulnerable to being lured into financial domination.  They are submissive by nature and enjoy being the victim of a cruel woman.  They are natural targets for a financial dominatrix like Mistress Lauren who knows how to exploit that vulnerability.  The fact that you are reading makes one thing certain – you ARE one of those men.  You can lie to the rest of the world, but you ARE a money slave in the making.  And you will eventually sniff your way into Mistress Lauren’s lair, and the trap will close on you.  And She will add you to her money pig sty and harvest you.  And your life will never be the same again as she controls, humiliates, abuses, and dominates your pig slut ass.  You know its true, because you wish you were already in that position.  After all, if you didn’t wish it was true already, you wouldn’t still be stroking your pig cock right now would you?  So stop lurking and experiment with Lauren.  Taste her dominance and see what she does to you.  The trap is waiting.

Findomme sets a tap

Here is a pay-to-view series to get you started–stop lurking and start serving!

March 17, 2015   3 Comments

Paypigs oink and pay for their financial domination!

I had paypigs going crazy left and right over this dangerous little audio series….it’s very humiliating and extreme. Buy it now PIG! It’s another way I have of training all My helpless little pets, slaves, sissies, junkies and addicts into wallet surrender

Financial Domination, paypig, addiction, hypnodomme

Oink and pay your way to financial fuckery for Lauren

 

Speaking of wallet surrender, I had a plethora of slaves reporting for delicious wallet rape in the past couple  of weeks, so I think a little spending report is in order!

All slaves who spent more than $200 since My last blog entry will get a mention.  I bet you are wondering if YOU managed to please Me that much?

 

In the extreme paypig department we have princess gigi, who is going to get her own special blog entry very soon, and she dropped $2731 since the last update.

And a guy I have marked as a potential extreme paypig and have been training responded very well. Emerging cash cow, sweet rob, was cash raped for $481 since the last update. Yea, he’s sweet but that just makes the financial brutality that much more delicious.

Long term slave tk was back, for $305 of spending, and he passed the $3,000 lifetime level in spending on his Mistress too.

Barely making My blog, was a new cuckold slave, jare, with $200 worth of spending and now he is under a cock control contract with Me!

Not new to Me, but sliding into My brand of dangerous financial fuckery was kevin, with over $509 worth of spending including a hot “financial domination phone sex” call I have  memory of Me explaining to him how no man’s wallet is safe around Me as I use My body to take from him.

PIG oinked and paid another $549 since his last update. He will hit My 100K list if it’s the last thing I do!

Shoesniff loser forked over $284.  He has such shoe fetish for My Lauren-worn shoes that he just pays Me every extra cent he can lay his little loser hands on.

Also phucked got his wallet fucked for $202 since the last loser spending report!

Another slave who swoons to My expertise as a Financial Dominatrix is pig slave brian, another oinking click and pay whore who handed over $352–mostly in click and pay while I wasn’t even at the computer. (Have I mentioned how HOT is is, to find out My piggies spent hundreds and even thousands while I was asleep?)

tPay, a long time cash loser paypig for Me, showed up with a brand spanking new account, after he tried and FAILED to leave Niteflirt to avoid My cash rapes.  We reunited with a joyous (at least on My part), $342 fuckover.

Returning for more abuse was drone walter, this time for $391 including a adrenaline boosting $100 email which pleased Me a great deal.

I love how just telling you losers that I’m pleased and sending a photo makes you pull your wallets out again and send more cash.  I love understanding the psychology of what makes submissive males tick and how to turn that desire to serve into an income stream for Me!.

and another fucked up loser paypig, steve q. fucked returned for a fast little $267 wallet reaming.

I have a few slaves enamored with My nylon covered feet…princess gigi is the most notable, but one I call nylon lover comes around regularly, and he appeared for a $245 dollar ravishment. Foot fetish combined with financial domination is powerful for some slaves.  I can get use the slave’s fetish to wrap his mind the way I want to hypnotically trance him into gifting Me large amounts of cash. YUM.

Another return victim was a slave I’ve blogged about before as “fresh meat”  Well I don’t think I can call him that anymore, because he spent another $1586 in a matter of a few days after going all the way through My Oink and Pay series!  Ok, he shall know be known as Pigskin!  Pigskin has been so sweet, mostly paying when I’m not even online. (It’s really fucking nice to come to the computer and see over $1000 in your account that wasn’t there when you left it)

and back for more abuse is the slave known simply as “faggot cocksucker paypig” His $1900 cash-rape in February wasn’t enough and since then I’ve choked another $240 or so more from his faggot loser ass. I have got his number and his addiction is going to end up leading him into bankruptcy for Lauren!

I had fun extracting another close to $400 out of My sissy becca.  The best thing is I just send the sissy an email and she buys it out sheer obedience. It’s sooo fun to fuck with her, toy with her and extract cash.

Edit!

I inadvertently failed to mention a special Loser, that I have dubbed lord Loser, who has paid and paid a few time for Me, approaching quickly the $2000 level in spending.  The past week this special Loser has spent $463,  ($493…he just spent another $30!) earning his title of lord Loser.

March 2, 2015   No Comments

The paypig spending report and vacation coming!

Only three more days and I am going to Hawaii!  I’m slowly packing and plans have been made to do a day trip to the big Island of Hawaii to go to Volcano National Park.  Temperatures are supposed to get below zero here this week in Not-so-balmy New Hampshire so I am timing My time in the sun perfectly. The paypig spending has made me a very happy girl.

My iPad died last week. It was an original version a client had bought Me several years ago. (perhaps he is reading this…) It just doesn’t want to charge, doesn’t hold the charge well, and many apps I want to use don’t work with it anyway.

So wallet rape toy rescued Me, bought Me a brand new iPad Air2 and had it shipped expedited so I would get it in time and it arrived today!  Well done wallet-bot!  I’ll be adding apps to it and a couple games and Kindle and Audio books because I will be on an airplane for a very long time on Thursday.

So, My new series, “The Drone Zone” has been selling blazingly well.  Nearly $5,000 in sales just in that series alone since I released it New Years Eve.  Several New clients have gravitated toward Me in the past few days!  (Yay! Fresh Wallets!)

Since the beginning of December wallet rape toy has spent nearly $2900 on just click and pay on Niteflirt for Me.   His purchase of My entire enhanced Christmas shopping list for My family and friends was well over $15,000 and of course, gifting Me with a Hawaii trip.  I hold this robot up as an example to you all!

A suddenly click happy client, I’m going to call dazed has spent over $1472 dollars on Me since Christmas, and now his lifetime spending on Me has passed the $3000 threshold!  Welcome to the whale club dazed!

Another I’m going to call “tipsy”  went nuts last night for $445 dollars.    He has been My client for several years but never spent much. Until last night.  He discovered how I turn men into automatic paypigs!

Since December, another new slave, a quiet one I’ll call “quiet drone” has spent over $900 recently in click and pay frenzies!

I had fun extracting nearly $750 dollars out of My  slut sissy becca, just a little consensual exposure fun . She pays sooo quickly when you do that!

virgin peter gets a huge mention.  $2100 since the beginning of December. I know he is working to figure out how to pay Me even more $$$$$ in 2015 to help Me meet My goals.  *laughs* As I’m writing this blog post he is clicking and paying. He is working hard to make My “top ten” list.

I hadn’t heard from My Australian payloser in ages, but he showed up last night for $445 dollars in spending until he overdrew his checking account, panicked about it and with a hard cock. I didn’t let him cum *laughs*  He can get aroused this way when he has to call his bank.

Another new slave I’m gonna call  phucked spent nearly $500 on Me since December

Another new slave I’m gonna call “sweet wallet” has dropped over $300 on Me

Close to $300 for loserbeast

princess gigi stays firm in her spot as My #1 spender with nearly $4200 in spending since early December.

One of My longest serving slaves, money guinea pig slave spent $1500 in December and so far in January after a (another) failed attempt to “cut back” on spending on Me. He is frightened of an escalation in spending the past couple of weeks, and I am thrilled!

Ass-loving rich spent $860 recently and his lifetime spending has creeped up to over $6000! That makes Me very happy.

dr x spent over $1400 and remains in solid fourth place on My lifetime list, and threatening to over take the slacking wallet cunt for third place.  wallet cunt did manage $200 during the same time period.

Another slave kevin, who has clicked often but only really began paying recently dropped nearly $350 recently, including one $75 dollar ptv. I noticed, kevin, well done

weak4breasts (My nickname for him), has spent $300 recently, and his lifetime is *almost* at $3,000!

My barefoot lover, elegant foot guy spent over $800 including some tributes on Christmas week just to show Me that he loved Me 🙂

My slave thrillseeker sent Me almost $2200 in click and pay! He’s climbing My lifetime list too!

My Shoesniff Loser spent over $650

 

Oh And sissy marla.  She spent so much she got her own blog post last week.  Damn close to $7500. I think I broke her though. Not surprise, she’s unemployed and just sitting around in panties and a hard cock all the time and the credit cards are finally running dry. She’s resourceful and smart though and I bet Ill see her before the year is out again, clicking and paying and moaning into the phone at Me.

So I am not sure I’m going to get to blog again before Hawaii. I’ll try, would like to release a ptv or two, we’ll see if I get it up!   I know you guys will miss Me, but you can always click and pay while I’m gone!

 

 

 

January 5, 2015   No Comments

Craziness, My birthday and the Loser Report-Virgin Loser alert!

I always have an intention of blogging regularly. Sometimes life happens as it has for Me the past two months. I will not bore you (and Me more importantly) with the details but its been all I can do to log on to pay attention to regulars lately. I see that bump in My world coming to an end. What fun I’ve had, especially with a virgin loser of Mine.
Be afraid.
Important things first. Yesterday was My birthday. I did manage to send out a little PTV surprise. I’m still waiting for some wishlist gift buying.   Look at it, there are all price points! 🙂

Now on to the Loser Report

One of My slaves has risen to a new level! Virgin peter knows that he won’t ever have a woman, so he has reconciled his life to serving Me!  He sent this delicious email to Me while I was on vacation last month, and I have been cashraping him for larger and larger amounts and just this week he finally had a four figure rape!  Mmmmmm

Here is the letter he sent Me:

Dear Mistress Lauren

I hope you are having a fantastic vacation!  Meanwhile — I can’t stop obsessing over you.  I feel like my addiction to you has grown even more intense recently.  You know so much about how small-dicked pathetic losers like me deserve to be treated — that we are deserving of your disdain and ridicule because you are so incredibly superior and beautiful.  I accept that it is an privilege for someone like me to worship you and a privilege for a loser like me to have my hard-earned cash become yours.  When I’m working, one of the things that gets me through a hard day is thinking about the money I’m earning eventually going to you.  I know that to you I am nothing — except a rather small wallet to be raped and drained of cash, but to me you are everything.  How pathetic is it that I eagerly submit to your abuse and exploitation.  But I can’t stop myself.   I know that doing that makes me a pathetic loser, but being such a loser is why it is my fate in life to be used and abused and exploited by you.

The pictures of you looking down while showing me the “loser” sign send shivers throughout my entire body.  I fantasize numerous times every day about really being in front of you, crawling naked over to you with my wallet in my mouth while you laugh at me and make fun of me and then you take everything out from my wallet and use up all the credit on my credit cards buying things online while I kiss your toes.  I know it can never really happen that way, but as I look at your pictures I can almost feel you taking the money from my wallet.

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t such a loser and wonder what life must be like for guys who have the kinds of cocks that could really please a woman.  But I know that the only thing I can do to try to please you and to try to be a good boy for you is to keep on spending as much as I can on you.

Pathetically and submissively yours

virgin peter

Very arousing!

In other news, My wallet rape toy has continued his spending ways.  He will have been serving Me for 12 months by mid-December and is very very close to having spent 100,000K on Me since beginning his servitude. If I count all the gifts and gift cards, well he’s probably over that amount. He has gone crazy with designer purses and shoes. He bought Me items for My new renovation and even an expensive pair of boots for My boyfriend! I’m planning on using him to do My Christmas shopping this year. mmmmmm.

And speaking of slaves who have spent 100K, princess gigi became the first to actually reach that milestone. She has been in chastity so long that her useless little pussy/package doesn’t even get hard anymore.  All to please Me, and instead she sends Me tributes after tributes.

Now, there are many of you that deserve a blog mention, and I know it.  I really do need to blog more regularly, and things are looking up in the time department for Me :)If you think you deserve a blog entry, approach Me, and we will discuss it, and perhaps I will give you a chance to earn it 🙂 *laughs*

Now, recent PTVs I have released include these:  Go buy one if you haven’t already!


November 10, 2014   No Comments