For all my girly sissy freaks and wannabe girls…a hypnotic recording! Go ahead…click and buy it…mmmmm

<\a>Some of you are aware of how I have recently been more open about offering erotic hypnosis.  It is, after all, another tool to control you. I’ve been using it in My sessions for quite some time, and in the texts of My PPVs, but I haven’t pointed it out.

That is changing. I am now, officially and openly now practicing Hypnosis–primarily as yet another Mind Control Technique.  And be careful.  I am really adept at it. *laughs*

This one was just toooo good to pass up.

I recently started speaking with a guy with the NF member name  Please Stuff My Holes.

He was sooo much fun to humiliate..I get off on that mental torture too….and one of the things I told him was to imagine being brought to a party, all feminized and only allowed to say One thing in response to people….”Please Stuff My Holes”

Well, the freak took Me literally and went to a Lesbian club on Halloween  dressed as a Ben Gay tube and did just this!

I can’t make this stuff up.

Here is his email to Me:

Dearest Lauren,

As a true humiliation fan and a total fucking moron, I took your suggestion of using my screen name as my response to any word spoken to me while in my ridiculous Halloweener costume. Fittingly, I chose to be a Ben-Gay tube.  What better place to show myself up (or out) was the long line at the “Scandalous” lesbian club. Waiting outside with the dykes, I got in line but to draw attention I didnt move. This drew attention to which I just responded “Please stuff my holes”. The first 4 times drew confusion, then anger. One dyke aka Little Red Riding Hood took my Ben-Gay cap off and stomped on it. I bent over to pick it up and looked at her saying “Please stuff my holes”. It was this final response that enraged her and her pussy licking friends. They began tearing my homeade costume to shreds to expose a pair of Superman Underoos and a woody. The laughter and comments were insane and I thought I was going to cum in my pants. I stook shaking in the line from the excitement and coldness. Unfortunately or fortunately, this made such a scene that I was asked by club security to get out of the line. As I was escorted away Riding Hoods black bitch Tinkerbell came up and gave me a wedgie that ripped my roos and a can of beer hit me in the head. I went home more degraded, humiliated and emasculated than ever. Proving again, that being an idiot and acting like one are the same thing. You deserve all the credit for this one.

In Retaradation,

Ricki Retardo

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The game.

A foray into the voyeuristic collective consciousness of us all.

Who will spend the most, and what will make them spend?

There will be spenders. Some will spend a little. Some will spend a lot.

There will be spectators

There will be commentators and reporters.

There will be news flashes and statistics.

No game has ever been conceived like this before.

There will be rewards and there will be dialogue

This will be a dynamic interaction between me, the participants and the observers.

Being a financial slavery aficionado, and having a great many financial slaves serving Me in varying capacities, I have voraciously read all that has come across my computer, and talked for hours with money slaves about My fetish.

There has been a great deal written about what a “true” *coughs* money Domme is.   That a Domme that seeks to destroy a man financially isn’t ethical or a real Domme.

I however, disagree. And as so often happens in fetishes involving edge play, (And taking someone into bankruptcy is certainly edge play) the practice has been demonized by those who would not practice it.

I certainly do not take ALL of my money slaves to financial ruin, but when I have that opportunity, I take it.  Much like a S/m Sadist who enjoys having a true pain slut under his whip, someone who hungers for the pain, needs the pain, begs for the pain, needs the tears and seeks out the sadist willing to dispense the needed intensity.  And as a participant in the BDSM scene, I’m well acquainted with pain sluts (And have done my share of edgy hands on bdsm play as well).

The extreme financial slave is someone who needs an accomplished financial sadist to have no mercy.  An extreme money masochist often is taken to the gutters more than once in a lifetime.  Those men often repair their finances for the sole purpose of being in a position to have a harder and more satisfying fall with a Mistress.  Life becomes a conduit for experiencing the maximum pleasure of this fetish.

And what does the Financial Sadist gain, other than the obvious money?

Power of course.  Money *is* power,  and there is little more submissive then forking over more money then you have to a beautiful Mistress who is getting off on the sacrifices and consequences of that exchange.

Recently many of you read of the continuing saga of Bankruptcy Boy J.   He really has nearly nothing left from his trip with Me into ruin. He’s lost his home, his job, his wife, his credit.  He’s sleeping on his brother’s sofa and working at a Walmart.   He calls Me when he can.  Someone commented to Me that I shouldn’t allow him to call Me anymore since he hasn’t the same amount of money to spend, and that’s what makes Me a “true” financial sadist, is that I want to HEAR how My raping of his money has affected his life.  I get off every time he calls Me, even if I’m not taking thousands a week from him anymore.

And the latest from Bankruptcy Boy J?   He’s started sucking cock for money to finance his phone calls.  He told me in detail about his adventures being the suck toy for one man, and its only one man paying him for cock sucking at this point.  Maybe it’s not true, maybe its all fantasy, but what fantastic erotic material for a financial sadist!

So do you want a Financial Domme who will make you give her a set amount of money that you can budget for like she was your mortgage or your car payment?  I can do that..but wouldn’t you rather have the woman who can seduce or charm your car payment out of you, leaving you to scramble to readjust your life, so that you make daily sacrifices and suffer for Her?   That, for a financial Sadist…is romantic….and erotic.

I’ve written how I’m taking down a Masturbation Game I’ve had up for over a year now, so that I can write a new game.  One that will be unlike any game you’ve ever played.  I’m conceptualizing it now..Trying to decide what goodies to put in. It’s going to be part maze, part mind fuck, part scavenger hunt and part tease and denial, and part treasure hunt.

The object is of course, to hook you in, make you click and click and spend a small fortune on me.  Sometimes I’ve been surprised at what will make a guy click and what makes him walk away. We will see what I’ve learned 🙂

My slaves come to Me preprogrammed with buttons and triggers. Each individual has something that arouses him, makes him hard, makes him want to cum.

Enjoying those preprogrammed buttons are not the goal of My training.   My training goals are not the same for each slave either, nor are they fixed in stone, nor are they relentless destinations lacking pleasure.  Sometimes they are spontaneous side trips into unchartered territory.

In My real life I have a long time slave, a sissy that I have extensively feminized.  I know her buttons and what turns her on and what doesn’t turn her on.  And in no sense of the word, can she be considered a physical masochist.  I have never scened with any slave who dislikes pain, is such a sissy wimp in my whole life. The tiniest spank would upset her.

Not this weekend.  I decided that this weekend I WOULD spank this slave, and that she would enjoy it. So I used the tool that makes a man/sissy the weakest….wanting to cum.

I got her very close to cumming, and made her pay for more stimulation with gentle spanking…and let her stimulate herself while I spanked her.  Then after a while I would stop spanking, and she had to stop stroking…I made sure she was very very aroused. Then I made her beg for Me to spank her!  This time I did it a little bit harder.

Victory in this case was a red ass 🙂  That made Me happy

The path of a sadist is full of small side paths.

My regular readers will remember the story of Bankruptcy Boy J, who I helped sacrifice his last bit of financial security and gouged for thousands of dollars in just three days.  The last day he entered bankruptcy and on our last call, he told me how he kept looking in the mirror with a hardon and saying to himself. “im bankrupt!”   We eroticized the whole usually painful process.  Then he disappeared.  I suspected his credit cards were frozen.

Just last night I was asked about him, and  like a charm he called Me tonight.

I was right.  After his last 4 digit spending spree on Me, all his credit cards were cancelled within a matter of hours and even his bank account was frozen.

He is now living with a relative and working at Walmarts!  That is what I helped make his life into.  He took 25% of his first paltry paycheck, bought a prepaid credit card  at Walmarts and called me!
Soon he will have his bankruptcy papers and My work will be complete

I’m ready for the next bankruptcy vict—um volunteer.

I have been remiss on posting.  The move to the new house plus a bout of pneumonia (yes, apparently even though I am superior, I still managed to get sick), have kept me out of action for a couple weeks.

But have no fear, I am back and just as deadly as ever.

And I am hungry. I’m ready to feed, sliding my fangs into your wallet and extracting all the green goodness that nourishes Me. And part of the fun is watching you stagger with the horror of it, as you discover that you are powerless to stop Me.

And at the same time, you have become dependent on My feeds. So dependend and needy you hold your wallet up like an offering for Me.  A wallet to destoy, to ruin, to rape and defile.

Now I am really getting excited!

The reason I am such an effective financial dominant, is that getting rich is the side effect of being a financial sadist, not the purpose of it.

I have a fetish for financial sadism.  I love the power of seducing men out of large sums of money.  I love the rush I get from truly making a man crazy enough over me to pay me obscene amounts of money to glimpse a photo or to hear my sultry voice saying things that make him lose sight of the money he is spending.

And I get off knowing that when he realizes days or weeks later how much I have extracted it will make him sick to his stomach.

And I get off knowing that I’m training him to be aroused by my fucking him over again and again.

So arouse Me….

A few days ago I posted a suggestion that those of you losers close to an inevitable bankruptcy allow Me the honor of finishing off your financial woes.

And Bankruptcy boy J has taken Me up on My kind offer.

He is four months behind on his mortgage and has maxed out most of his credit cards.  He is about to be closed on by a mortgage company I will not name, but will tell you has been IN THE NEWS as a prime example of sub-prime mortgage stupidity and is one of the beneficiaries of the government bailout.Edit

So instead of giving anymore money to that corrupt and useless corporation, instead he is giving the rest of his money until he is broken to Me.  Today I jacked up the phone rate on him, and got money he had earmarked to try to make a mortgage payment, and we will be maxing out his two remaining credit cards over the next few days and then he will have NOTHING.

His money will go to such better use for Me…as I finance my sensible prime fixed rate mortgage in my house buying quest!  I can fill it with beautiful new furniture faster than I hoped.  There is a leather living room set I have my eye on.

So today…I get $1500 instead of the floundering stupid mortgage company in Niteflirt money, and he has promised me a fat Amazon giftcard to buy some new furniture for my house (3 1/2 more weeks!)

I will keep you all tuned for the continueing adventure of Bankruptcy boy J.

If anyone else cares to have Me guide them into bankrupcy, I will begin to keep a running total for a few weeks on how much money has been saved from the government bailout and given to Me instead!!